84 How to be alone??
An Shijin no longer has the strength or mind to complain about Chu Shi'an's risk, the only thing she wants to know now, the only thing she prays for, is that Chu Shi'an is fine.
But the faint bad premonition in her heart made her shocked and afraid.
She didn't know what case Chu Shi'an was investigating, and she didn't know if the bloodstains on the wall were Chu Shi'an's, and she wasn't even sure if the people in those women's mouths were Chu Shi'an.
If she was overtaken, would she be in danger, if not, then did she get shot, and if she did, then where is she now, countless suspicions and thoughts kept spinning in her mind like crazy.
Chu Shi'an's mobile phone has been turned off, An Shijin got into the taxi and directed the driver to Chu Shi'an's house, while constantly calling Chu Shi'an's phone.
"Damn bastard, answer the phone." An Shijin sat in the back seat with a pale face, staring at the mobile phone in his hand.
Waiting is like Ling Chi, every second is torment. The phone was called back over and over again, and there was always a cold and mechanical female voice on the other end of the phone, An Shijin's heart hung in the air, as if he was about to be slammed to the ground in the next second, and his flesh and blood were blurred.
The tears in the corners of his eyes fell one by one, and the crystal tears fell on the screen of the mobile phone in his hand, blurring his vision.
It was probably the first time she had cried in front of a stranger, and she raised her hand to cover her lips and curled up in the back seat, but she couldn't control her tears.
While driving, the driver occasionally looked up at the rearview mirror, and silently observed the beautiful woman in the back seat from the moment she got into the car, until he saw her crying.
The driver's eldest brother saw such a delicate and beautiful woman, and cried silently in the back seat with a sad face, so he sighed and comforted: "Miss, is there something wrong with the family, or did you break up with your boyfriend?" Don't be too sad, I'll take you a shortcut, I'll be there soon. ”
The driver's eldest brother still has a hometown accent, but he keeps comforting An Shijin while driving the car seriously.
"That's how people live, the people who should leave will naturally leave when the time comes, and the people who shouldn't go, you can't get rid of them. Look at it a little bit, my wife passed away two years ago, and I'm also very sad, but I'm sad and sad, and I'm going to leave when the time comes, you can't keep it, there's no fate...."
"I have two children to raise now, I work hard every day, and I miss my wife too, but I don't have time to think about it, I want to earn money to raise children. The world is too complicated, today you are sad about this matter, and after a while you will have to worry about other things, and you don't even have time to be sad..."
The more the driver's eldest brother talked, the more sad he became, and in the end he even said that he cried, as if he thought of his wife, he drove the car, and occasionally raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.
An Shijin actually didn't hear what the driver in front of her said clearly, she just tried to blink away tears with her eyes wide, staring at the mobile phone screen in her hand, she still didn't give up and called Chu Shi'an again.
The car had just arrived at the entrance of the alley, and before it could stop, An Shijin opened the door and jumped down.
"Oh, be careful, don't worry." The driver's eldest brother's face changed, and he hurriedly parked the car, and when he turned his head to look at An Shijin, he only had time to see the back of An Shijin leaving in a hurry.
An Shijin lost a few hundred yuan in the back seat, which was much higher than the fare, and the driver's eldest brother took the money in surprise and wanted to chase An Shijin and return the extra money to her.
Maybe it's because I'm too sad and don't have the heart to pull it out.
There were too many alleys, the lights were dim, An Shijin walked quickly and quickly, the figure disappeared quickly, and the driver's eldest brother could only drive away helplessly.
The familiar house seemed to be lit up, and An Shijin slowed down, her shoes had been thrown away at some point, and she stepped on the cold stone slab, and the soft soles of her feet stepped on the small stones on the stone slab, which was awkward and painful.
The tears in the corners of his eyes hadn't dried yet, the sweat on his forehead slipped down again, and An Shijin almost ran over when he got out of the car.
The iron gate enclosing the courtyard had not yet closed, and An Shijin walked slowly along the small stone path in the courtyard.
When he knocked on the door, An Shijin hesitated for a while, and his heart beating wildly in his chest slowly regained his calm from the moment he saw the bright light.
It was only two knocks before the door opened.
Chu Shi'an was wearing a wide sweater, her hair was wet and she stood by the door, pulling the door, she raised her eyebrows in surprise when she saw An Shijin.
"Why are you here?" Chu Shi'an looked An Shijin up and down seriously, and then spoke slowly.
Chu Shi'an seemed to be fine, she was wearing a wide sweater that covered all the skin on her body, and she exuded a faint moist fragrance on her body, as if she had just taken a shower.
An Shi looked at Chu Shi'an without blinking, she bit her lip without saying a word, and her beautiful eyes were instantly covered with a layer of wet mist.
"Crying?" Chu Shi'an's body moved slightly, she leaned against the door and looked at An Shijin with soft eyes, she didn't get close, but it made An Shijin feel unusually gentle and close, she raised her hand as if she wanted to wipe her tears for An Shijin, but her hand was half raised, her face turned white, and she drooped down again.
"You're hurt." An Shijin's gaze fell on Chu Shi'an's pale face, she was still hot after taking a bath, but her face was pale and a little haggard.
"Where do you see I'm hurt?" Chu Shi'an seemed to want to quibble, she took a step back lightly to let An Shijin see her full picture, and took small steps to turn around, raising her eyebrows, wanting An Shijin to know that she was not injured.
"You know my previous job, I'm sensitive to the smell of blood, I can smell it." An Shijin blinked the tears on her eyelashes and pursed her lips, she looked at Chu Shi'an with sharp eyes like a judge questioning a criminal, as if she knew all Chu Shi'an's tricks in her chest.
Chu Shi'an lowered her head and smiled lightly, she knew that she couldn't hide it from An Shijian.
This clever fox.
"Where's the wound, show me." An Shijin's eyes and tone were not good, there was no gentle and coquettish in the past, and they were full of sternness and dissatisfaction.
"Miss An has already left her job and has rejected me, in what capacity is she talking to me now?" Chu Shi'an had a faint smile on his face, although he was haggard and pale, he still joked like a joke.
"You can't beat me now, if you don't want me to be stripped naked on the ground, take it off yourself." An Shijin was still indifferent, she clenched her fists tightly, staring at the person in front of her, without the slightest hint of laughter.
"Minor wound, already bandaged." Chu Shi'an restrained her smile a little helplessly, and she gently handed her left hand in front of An Shijin, her tone relaxed.
"Chu Shi'an, do you think I'm joking with you, I told you to take off your clothes." An Shijin gritted her teeth and looked at Chu Shi'an with hatred in her eyes, her body trembling slightly from anger.
An Shijin's eyes became more and more unkind, and Chu Shi'an had no doubt that if she said one more word, she would definitely pounce.
Chu Shi'an hung her head and slowly took off her clothes, her left hand never raised, her right hand lifted her clothes to reveal her slender and muscular waist, and her clothes moved twice when she lifted her head, completely unable to move.
Chu Shi'an maintained the posture of flirting his clothes and jamming his head, and stood motionless in front of An Shijin.
"Can you help me?" Chu Shi'an's voice came muffled.
An Shijin took a step forward with a cold face, looking at her expression, she seemed to want to tear Chu Shi'an apart, but the movements of her hands were so gentle, she was extra careful to help Chu Shi'an take off her clothes, especially when she had already taken off half of her body and only her left hand was left.
An Shijin bent over slightly, looking like he was lying in the arms of Chu Shi'an, who was naked.
Little by little, the left hand was exposed, and the wound was also revealed.
On the underside of the left shoulder, half of the arm was tightly wrapped in a white bandage, but occasionally a little oozing blood could be seen, and the wound was well dressed.
When An Shijin saw Chu Shi'an's wrapped robot-like arm, his clear eyes blurred again.
An Shijin lowered her head and gently rested her forehead against Chu Shi'an's shoulder, she grabbed Chu Shi'an's left hand, Chu Shi'an couldn't see her expression, but she could probably feel An Shijin's emotions.
"I'm fine." Chu Shi'an sighed softly, she lowered her head slightly, her chin was affectionately against An Shijin's forehead, and she rubbed it lightly as if flattering.
"Shut up, I really want to kill you." An Shijin's voice came from his chest, with a trembling cry and a hint of hatred.
"I haven't seen you for a few days, do you want to send me a cold corpse to take revenge on me for not agreeing to you?" An Shijin raised her head and asked hatefully, her eyes were desolate and sad, and she couldn't tell whether she was hateful or distressed.
"An Shijin, you know I'm not that kind of person, I just want to solve some things, and when things are resolved, we can be together." Chu Shi'an would never say it so clearly and clearly, but this was almost the first time she looked at An Shijin so affectionately and said what she thought.
"Solve things, what is it, is it An Ming's business?" An Shijin subconsciously guessed what An Ming's old fox must be threatening Chu Shi'an again.
Chu Shi'an didn't nod or shake his head, just looked at An Shijin seriously and gently.
"When I settle everything, An Shi begs you to live with me for the rest of your life."
"I don't want to." An Shijin blurted out a refusal.
Chu Shi'an was stunned.
"People who make themselves half-dead at every turn, will they live a lifetime, or a few days?" An Shijin took two steps back and pursed his lips, his face full of distrust and disappointment.
"An Shijin, this time it was an accident." Chu Shi'an was a little unaccustomed to chatting naked, she raised her right hand to cover her chest, frowning and defending.
"If there is an accident next time, Chu Shi'an, don't deal with An Ming in the future, don't look for him or ignore him, I will go to him to solve it." An Shijin looked at Chu Shi'an, who was a few steps away, and his gaze stayed on her injured arm for a while.
"An Shijin, it's going to be settled soon, and my deal with him is almost over." As long as he gave things to An Ming, he would no longer stop himself and An Shijin.
"Chu Shi'an, are you stupid, do you believe him?" An Shijin was a little angry and shouted Chu Shi'an's name loudly. Make a deal with a vicious and cunning old fox, and if you are not careful, you will be torn apart and eaten alive.
"An Shijin, I'm not stupid. I have two documents in my hand, one is what your father desperately wants, and the other is what your father's opponent wants" Chu Shi'an retorted softly, the light in his eyes was confident and profound.
"Chu Shi'an, you have involved yourself in An Ming's partisan dispute, do you know, you tell me, how do you want to be alone." An Shijin closed his eyes in despair and exhaustion.