1. Gaze phobia

In Beijing, ordinary residential areas, ordinary apartments, crowded with all kinds of things, the walls are also covered with all kinds of posters, and even a whole wall on the east side is pasted with a super-large pictorial!

But, the difference is that it all seems to be the same face on the poster, yes! It's G-Dragon, the BB captain who is now popular all over the world!

The apartment was crowded with the walls that were originally plastered with things, but there was even more excessive, a large bookshelf on the left was lined up with BB's albums over the years, and of course the highest one was GD's solo album.

As long as it's a BB fan, it seems normal to collect albums, but the most abnormal thing about these albums is that they have various versions! Korean version! Japanese version! Lite Edition! Deluxe Package Edition! The whole nine yards!

If you look closely, you can also see that someone has engraved their debut record into a disc and put it on the shelf...

However, judging from the layout of the entire living room, the album shelf is a little empty, so the owner has placed a variety of official peripheral dolls on and next to the shelf, or something. From a doll to a key chain, you can open a grocery store.

What's more worth mentioning is a large wardrobe on the right, and the model of the wardrobe makes people very curious about what is inside.

Gently open the wardrobe, mygod! It turned out to be all GD clothes, pants, and shoes of the same style! Of course, looking at the quality, it is not sold in a genuine store, but it should be bought on various trails.

Each piece is covered with a transparent coat, which shows that the owner of the clothes cherishes these clothes very much.

However, all of the above is not so important when compared to something in glass. Just by looking at the owner who placed it alone in the middle and covered it with a glass cover, you know that it is more valuable.

But, forgive me for not being blind to the fact that I really didn't see what was in this glass cover... Forehead... Towel... What's special, an ordinary white towel with five black lines printed on it, and pieces of sweat stains...

When I was wondering, I heard heavy footsteps - click, click, click-...

The owner of the towel came to the glass cover, looked at the towel, looked around again, and returned to the bedroom inside.

It can be seen from this that the owner of this apartment can be said to be a die-hard fan of GD, and can even be said to be a brain-dead fan.

………… Identification completed.........

Hello everyone, my name is... Call... Forehead... It doesn't matter what it's called, just call me Sisi, it's my last name, and it's my name on the Internet. Born in '95, 21 years old, 160 tall, my job is a subtitle translator.

Translator of Japanese and Korean dramas, Japanese and Korean variety shows. As long as I am given a computer, I can go without leaving for a year. In fact, I've been for five years... Haven't been out of the house. Because...

I have a phobia of sight, I don't dare to go out, I'm afraid that others will look at me in strange eyes, I'm afraid that others will stare at me, I'm afraid that others will talk to me, I'm afraid that others will ask me something. The outside world is hell for me, and I don't need to go out, and I'm fine without going out.

Oh! I forgot to mention that there is a secondary reason why I don't go out, and it can also be said to be the trigger for my phobia~

I'm 21 years old, 160, and I'm really a fat man of more than 200 pounds, because I was sick when I was a child, and I made up for it hard, and as a result... It became like this, getting fatter and fatter day by day, and getting fatter day by day, until now.

I hated other people's eyes, I was afraid of other people's eyes, and gradually I stopped going out, no longer touching anyone, and everyone's eyes cut me like a knife.

Oh! Forget about jì! I'm an abandoned baby, however, my life is very good, when I was a child, I was picked up by my grandfather who picked up waste by the garbage heap, my grandfather raised me, and I have been dependent on my grandfather, when I was young, my figure was still very normal, and even a little thin.

Until one time I fainted while picking up waste with my grandfather, and my grandfather thought I was suffering from heat stroke, but after that, I fainted more and more times, and my grandfather carried me into the hospital.

I spent two years of my childhood in the hospital from the age of five to seven, and I finally learned why my parents threw me away, because I was born with a defect, and my mother's nutrition did not keep up with the pregnancy, and it seems that there are other reasons. This grandfather didn't sue me.

Later, I learned that my body in the hospital in the past two years basically spent most of the money my grandfather had saved in his life, but my grandfather never told me. I only saw my grandfather who was getting more and more tired and tired.

My body needs to be replenished all the time, and if I don't, I will faint from time to time.

When I was seven years old, I was supposed to be in the first grade, but I refused my grandfather's request, I didn't want to go to school, I didn't want my grandfather to work hard to earn money.

In the end, my grandfather didn't help me, so I didn't go to school, and every day I helped my grandfather sort the scrap and sell it to the yard.

At the age of eight, I was already 90 pounds, and I couldn't lose weight if I wanted to, and my grandfather always said that I was the cutest. I knew that my grandfather loved me the most!

Today I'm going to surprise my grandfather! Hehe~ Actually, I've been secretly helping the nearby school to clean up, making some small money by the way, and sometimes I can learn a few Chinese characters outside the window.

Today is the day when I get paid, because I'm a kid and I pretend to be a student every day, so my salary is only a little bit. This is still the opportunity I have been asking for~

Today, I used the money I earned to buy my grandfather a roast chicken, as well as a second pot of water that my grandfather loved to drink.

Holding the roast chicken, I ran awkwardly into the house: "Grandpa, grandpa, what do you see I bought you?!" Grandfather! It's roast chicken~"

When I happily took the roast chicken into the house, I saw my grandfather lying on the kang covered with a quilt. It's going to be night, why is grandpa still sleeping, sleeping from noon to now?

"Grandpa, I bought the roast chicken you like~ Or did Si Si buy it with his own money!"

However, no matter how I called, my grandfather didn't answer me, and my shout called the neighbor's grandfather Zhang, who was also picking up waste. Grandpa Zhang came in and looked at it and told me: Grandpa will never wake up again.

I'm not stupid! I didn't go to school, but I'm smart! I knew that grandpa would never be with me again, would never play with me behind my back, would never buy me food again, would never talk to me again.

No matter how much I cried and prayed, my grandfather didn't wake up.

In the end, with the help of Grandpa Zhang, Grandpa was placed very well. And I, once again, became a child that no one wanted.

I didn't stay with Grandpa Zhang because I was scared, afraid that Grandpa Zhang would be like Grandpa because I would never wake up again.

In this way, I spent two years at the school, living with the school's security guard, grandpa, helping with cleaning during the day, and secretly studying. I know that only if you can write and be educated, you will not starve to death. So, whenever I had time, I would stick to the teacher and learn a lot by cleaning the office. The teachers took pity on me.

I could read their eyes, and they were full of pity, sympathy, and pity. I don't like the look in their eyes, but I have to put up with them.

In this way, I survived until I was ten years old, I knew a lot of Chinese characters, and I knew a lot of arithmetic, but I knew that it was not enough, I had to do something, but I couldn't do anything.

One day, when I was cleaning the school's computer lab, I saw something I had never seen before, and I heard that it was called a computer.

I couldn't even clean this classroom before, probably because I was afraid that I would break it. It's mysterious to see this thing covered in a blue cloth.

I was very curious about this computer, so, after a computer class, I secretly turned it on, and I looked at the bedside outside the classroom several times how the teacher pressed it.

I did what the teacher said, and it really popped up a page where I didn't know all the Chinese characters. Honestly, it's called searching.

I slowly turned off the phone after a few clicks, I was afraid that the teacher would come back.

I just sneaked around and used my computer twice while I was cleaning. Until, one day, the director of the school told me that in the future, I could not disturb the hygiene at school because some parents of the students reported it. It is said that the school hires minors to work.

When I received the news, the school had already found someone to replace me, and I knew that I was young, short, and fatter than others, but it seemed that being fat only brought me the capital that others laughed at me.

At my repeated requests, and with the persuasion of my teachers, who usually have a good relationship with me, the school agreed to let me live in the school. At least I have a place to live.

However, the most important thing is to find a job, and the school wants me because I have done it in school before. At the age of 10, I couldn't find a job.

I just walked down the street one by one, and the answer I got was, "Kids, stop me and play somewhere else."

"What can you do at your age! Go, go, go! "

What I get is one white eye after another and the contemptuous eyes of others on the street, and I, who am fat and short, will only be the focus of other people's eyes on the street.

"Look at her, she's so fat! The whole chubby chick! A little boy about my age on the street said to a friend next to him.

"yes, she's so fat, so ugly, my mom says I'm the prettiest princess!"

I was beside them, and I heard them talking. Their eyes were full of sarcasm and disgust. I was suddenly very scared of the way people looked at me, very scared, very scared.

I looked left and right in a panic, and I always felt that everyone on the street was looking at me, talking about me, and the faces of the people I saw in my eyes were looking at me distorted, pointing at me, and I didn't know what was being said.

"Ahhhh Don't look at me! "I panicked and ran away from people's eyes and hid in the corner of an alley.

Their sight is so scary! My heart was trembling all the time, so scared: "Grandpa, they are all looking at me, what should I do, grandpa"

I kept squatting on the street corner, afraid to go out, because I was afraid of other people's eyes.

But it was in this dark corner that I saw the sunshine in my life...