Chapter 1 Foolish Dreams
Ye Leiyang felt very tired, for him who hadn't stood up with his own strength for a long time, it was already a luxury to open his eyes and look at the world around him. Sometimes he also recalls the past, remembering that when he was still able to run in the sunset, although his parents died in his sophomore year and left a lot of pensions for himself, but for Ye Leiyang, if it wasn't for that inexplicable act of righteousness and bravery, he would not have changed from a street writer to a patient with myasthenia gravis, lying in this cold hospital waiting for death to come.
"In the next life, I will never be a good person again."
Ye Leiyang cursed secretly in his heart, and countless novels and TV series that he had seen flashed in his mind, and finally came to the conclusion that good people in this world do not live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years. It's like the female star she saved, except for paying for her own medical bills, she didn't appear again. My girlfriend is even more interesting, after determining that she is terminally ill, she simply disappeared without a trace, and the world is cold and cold.
"It seems that Lao Tzu is really going to hang up."
Ye Leiyang squinted his eyes hard, although it took him a little strength, but he always felt that before leaving this bullshit world, he always had to take a look outside, and he remembered that his bed should be able to see the sky outside.
Life is as lonely as snow, miserable and miserable, Ye Leiyang looked at the blue sky outside, and such an inexplicable word suddenly popped up in his mind, and the gradually lost strength and sense of touch let Ye Leiyang know that his time was running out, and the seven or eight white coats next to the hospital bed who were pointing at him would definitely not come to see the show, because Ye Leiyang remembered that he seemed to have signed a body donation agreement, otherwise this hospital would not be so kind to let him live until today after the medical expenses were exhausted.
Slowly closing his eyes and falling into darkness, Ye Leiyang knew that he was going to say goodbye to this world.
"In the next life, Lao Tzu must live a happy life!"
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"If you can be happy and stable in this life, who wants to be displaced."
I don't know how long it took, Ye Leiyang had such a sentence in his mind, but he suddenly felt that he was a little too literary, opened his eyes and stretched out his hand to pat his face, and tried to tell himself, don't be so sentimental as a literary and artistic youth, as a man, you have to be masculine and heroic to drink wine and eat meat in a big bowl to look like a gentleman.
"Wait, something seems wrong!"
A strange thought suddenly flashed in Ye Leiyang's mind, and he suddenly realized that he hadn't used that series of actions just now.
More importantly: "Isn't Lao Tzu already dead?" ”
"Ye Leiyang, what are you doing?"
A crisp voice sounded in Ye Leiyang's ears, but it made him feel excited.
Raising his head, Ye Leiyang was stunned for a moment, everything in the world seemed to have lost its luster in his eyes, and only the person in front of him was left in his eyes. In Ye Leiyang's thoughts, he didn't know what kind of situation he was encountering at this time, whether there were demons and monsters, or whether God had let him have a sweet dream before he died, but at this moment, he would rather indulge in this somewhat illusory dream.
"Tang Xin, are you Tang Xin?" Ye Leiyang opened his mouth and made a sound, and at the same time, his fingers trembled slightly, and he raised it to touch the face of the person in front of him, but he was afraid that this was just a beautiful dream of his own.
"You guy, what kind of wind are you smoking? Hurry up and finish filling out the volunteer form, and I will have to take a graduation photo in a while. "The girl named Tang Xin is about seventeen or eighteen years old, with fresh short hair, and a beautiful face that doesn't apply powder, giving people a very kind feeling. Although he was a little shy about Ye Leiyang's strange behavior, he still spoke to him patiently.
"I actually came back to life! I actually came back to life! ”
At this time, Ye Leiyang ignored Tang Xin's words, and his whole person was immersed in a strange atmosphere.
He remembered that today was June 15, 2001, and the college entrance examination had ended for a week.
In his previous life, if Ye Leiyang said that the biggest mistake was to misestimate his college entrance examination score, he originally thought that according to his usual score, it would be about 490 points at most, and it was already good luck to be able to mix in the second line. But he never expected that he played extraordinarily, and finally scored more than 530 points.
A forty-point mistake is rare in the evaluation of scores, that is, because of this mistake, Ye Leiyang missed the most important woman in his life and missed the opportunity to change his fate.
Looking at Tang Xin in front of him, Ye Leiyang believed that no one but himself would know that ten years later, this woman would jump from the highest point of Jinjiang International and end her life as bright as a summer flower.
No one will know how heartbreaking he cried when he was a screenwriter in the capital at that time after learning the news.
Ye Leiyang will not tell anyone how much he used to like the girl in front of him, even if he just sits in the back and looks at her back every day, a knowing smile will appear on the corner of his mouth.
In the life of a lifetime, some people miss some things or miss them, just like two rays, accidentally intersecting, but then they gradually drift apart, and gradually lose news of each other.
Raising his head and glancing at the blue sky outside, Ye Leiyang suddenly felt extremely happy, looked at the unfilled volunteer form in his hand, stood up and smiled at Tang Xin: "Tang Xin, where did you report?" ”
"Binzhou Normal University." Tang Xin subconsciously replied to Ye Leiyang, but the next moment he pointed to the volunteer form that was torn off by Ye Leiyang: "You are crazy, you will volunteer today." ”
Ye Leiyang shrugged his shoulders and smiled at Tang Xin and said, "It's okay, I'm going to change my volunteer." Just ask the teacher for another copy. ”
Tang Xin's face was inexplicable, and he didn't know what kind of medicine this guy was selling in his gourd.
Ye Leiyang did not hesitate, walked straight to the podium, and said to the head teacher who was looking down at the volunteer: "Teacher, I want to ask for another volunteer form." ”
The head teacher, Qin Yongjiang, is a middle-aged man in his forties, and Ye Leiyang remembers that he has been taken care of a lot in his class.
Glancing at Ye Leiyang, Qin Yongjiang smiled: "What, don't you want to go to Tianfu Academy?" ”
Ye Leiyang nodded: "Yes, it's too far." I'm going to apply to Binzhou Normal University. "Binzhou Normal University is a normal school in the provincial capital, and the score line is about 30 points higher than the Tianfu College that Ye Leiyang applied for before.
Teacher Qin frowned, but did not speak immediately.
Someone on the side was already laughing: "Ye Leiyang, you are daydreaming again!" ”
Ye Leiyang's face changed, his eyes narrowed, and a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.