Because the person walking in front suddenly stopped, An Shijin couldn't stop his steps, and he hit the warm and fragrant soft body so straight. It's just that there is no time to secretly rejoice in her heart, but the person who is close at hand suddenly speaks, and the pair of dark and clear eyes look straight at her, revealing a little coldness that makes her uneasy: "An Shijin, why are you so unserious about feelings, do you think feelings can be played with at will." ”

"Maybe I didn't know love before, and I had a lot of girlfriends, but I never played with feelings." An Shijin's lips were tightly pursed, and his hand gently grabbed the collar of Chu Shi'an's shirt forward. It's just that her justification seemed a little pale in Chu Shi'an's eyes: "An Shijin, I don't care how many girl friends you had before, and I don't care what your attitude towards feelings is." I just want to tell you that I won't play any emotional games with you, I hope you will respect yourself in the future, we are just working and cooperating. Chu Shi'an's expression condensed, and she reached out and pulled out the collar that An Shijin was holding little by little.

"I know what you mean." An Shijin closed his eyes, his hands hung down weakly, and the corners of his lips hooked up with a self-deprecating smile. She couldn't understand what Chu Shi'an meant, she said it so clearly, what else did she have to say.

Chu Shi'an said goodbye and continued to walk forward, An Shijin silently followed behind her. Between the two, there was no more talk. Until they got home, the two still didn't open their mouths, and An Shijin still made dinner despite his low expression, and he didn't eat it, but went upstairs early. Chu Shi'an sat at the dining table, and the originally delicious meal tasted like chewing wax. After eating and drinking, the small hair ball on the side curled up on the stool, sucking with the tip of his tail in his mouth with his eyes closed.

Hastily cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, Chu Shi'an went upstairs with a small hair ball. She was a little bored lying on the bed tossing and turning, she didn't know what was going on today, but after knowing An Shijin's past romantic past, she suddenly felt a little angry in her heart, and this inexplicable feeling made her a little uneasy. "Meow~" Xiao Maotuan screamed softly, in the dark room, the green eyes were very dazzling, it walked around the bed a few times, jumped up gently, walked to Chu Shi'an's side, and rubbed it on her face. "Can't you sleep too?" Chu Shi'an reached out a little and grabbed the little tail of the little hair ball and pulled it. "Meow~" The little hair ball turned over to reveal its fluffy little belly, grabbed Chu Shi'an's hand with four paws, and bit it gently.

I just lay down like this for most of the day, but I still didn't feel sleepy. Chu Shi'an touched Xiao Maotuan's little head, got up and opened the door, wanting to go downstairs to drink a glass of water, but as soon as he walked to the corridor, he smelled a strong smell of smoke. An Shijin's door opened a gap, and a few traces of smoke could be faintly seen floating out of it.

Chu Shi'an frowned and pushed the door open. In the dark, a figure at the window was leaning against the wall, a fiery red bright spot flickered on and off, and the smoke in the room was so thick that it was a little breathless, Chu Shi'an coughed lightly, stepped forward, and stood in front of An Shijin. "Why are you here, haven't you slept yet, you still have something to do tomorrow." An Shijin raised her head, in the dark room, she could only vaguely see the vague outline of the person, her face was pale and the corners of her lips were raised, and she smiled softly at Chu Shi'an. "Stop smoking." Chu Shi'an frowned, squatted down and snuffed out the cigarette in An Shijin's hand.

"Chu Shi'an, if I sue you, I have never loved anyone, do you believe it." An Shijin leaned lazily against the wall, wearing a white shirt, the shirt unbuttoned two buttons to reveal the delicate collarbone, and the white skin on the chest, graceful round and slender ** overlapped, how to look at the frivolous appearance on the face How not serious. "You definitely don't believe it, in your eyes, I'm just a frivolous and amorous woman, not serious about feelings and likes to play with feelings, right?" An Shijin picked up the cigarette case on the side, took out a cigarette and lit it, the blue light of the lighter shone on her face, and Chu Shi'an could clearly see the crystal teardrop that gently slipped on her face.

"What's wrong with you, is it because of what I said today, in fact, you don't have to care. Maybe it's on my side, I don't know you. Chu Shi'an squatted down and sat beside her, looking at her quietly. yes, I don't know you, you don't know me. That's why I say I like you, in your opinion, too naïve, right? An Shijin smiled self-deprecatingly.

"An Shijin, what's wrong with you, is it just because of what I said today, then I apologize to you, I'm too one-sided." Chu Shi'an sighed lightly. "It's not because of what you said, I just remembered something else." An Shijin reached out and stroked his hair and closed his eyes. "You, if you wish, can tell me about your troubles." Chu Shi'an looked at An Shijin's expressionless face, with tears on his face, and the appearance of spitting smoke, and his heart twitched slightly.

"I'm afraid that after I say it, you will only think that I am even more unbearable." An Shijin laughed softly, and the cigarette between his fingers trembled slightly, and the ash fell on his shirt. "If you don't want to say it, I won't force it." Chu Shi'an exhaled lightly, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the side and put it in his mouth. An Shijin glanced at her, holding a lighter in his hand, but he got up and leaned over, and lit Chu Shi'an's cigarette with a cigarette in his mouth. Chu Shi'an's body stiffened, he didn't dodge, he could only watch An Shijin's face get closer and closer.

The two faced each other, smoking cigarettes. "I'm an illegitimate daughter." An Shijin snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and suddenly spoke, with a mocking smile in his sparkling eyes. Chu Shi'an shook the cigarette in his hand, raised his eyes to look at An Shijin, and closed his lips slightly. "My mother is the junior that everyone shouts and beats, no, it may also be the fourth and fifth, who knows." An Shijin leaned his head against the wall and looked out the window: "That man is very rich. I grew up living in a big house with my mother, and I didn't have to worry about food or clothing. He rarely came, and when he didn't come, my mom would bring a different man home every day. Once, when she was with another man, she was seen by that man, who beat my mother in front of me, and then took me for a paternity test, which proved that I was really her daughter. Hehe. ”

"Later, my mom took a sum of money from the man and left, and I was taken home by him. A very large and beautiful house, lots of servants, a lady of the main palace and two spoiled brothers. The woman was kind to me on the surface, but I knew she hated me, and she looked at me with hatred in her eyes. For me, it was not home at all, so after graduating from university, I chose to go abroad without looking back, and I never went back this time, and of course, I didn't want to go back. An Shijin stared out the window blankly, the cigarette in his hand burned to the end, burning his skin slightly. Chu Shi'an sat cross-legged on the side, lowered his head and pulled out the cigarette butt in her hand.

"He called me today, and he knew I was back, and he wanted me to go home, saying that he had found me an engaged partner, which was ridiculous." An Shijin sneered, her eyes became darker and darker, and tears slowly slipped from the corners of her eyes: "I said, I will pay him back as much as he has spent on me for eighteen years." He said that if he had a dog, he would wag his tail at him, and that if he raised me, he would be a dog who would not wag his tail. "An Shijin, don't be sad." Chu Shi'an is a comforting person who doesn't understand, she can only gently hold An Shijin's hand, and the only comfort she can say is so weak. "Chu Shi'an, can I hug you." An Shijin's tears on his eyelashes glistened in the darkness. Chu Shi'an looked at her and didn't speak, just knelt on the ground and gently hugged An Shijin into his arms.