34.Yo My Heart (2)
Shao Yuanguang is a good medicine that is not bitter for Bai Shutong, not only not bitter, but also a little sweet.
He whispered in her ear, and his low, warm voice slowly reached her ears, dispelling the uneasiness in her heart. For so many years, Bai Shutong has not met such a person for a long time.
Shao Yuanguang sat back beside her, lowered his head and spoke softly in her ear. He talked about his past experiences, the embarrassment when he studied abroad, and even the stupidity of his academic white, these unbearable pasts, just to make her laugh and let her forget her troubles.
Bai Shutong understood his intentions, and since she stumbled home with him at noon, he had never asked about what happened at noon. He didn't say that he didn't care, but Shao Yuanguang had his way, he hoped that she could forget and be relieved, or if she really couldn't, she would open her mouth to ask him for help.
"Teacher Shao," Bai Shutong turned his head to look at him, he buried his head in her pillow, his ears and temples grinding. She blushed and said, "Do you think I'm ignorant?" ”
Hearing Bai Shutong suddenly ask, Shao Yuanguang couldn't help but be stunned. He didn't think about this problem, if the same thing happened to an unrelated person, Shao Yuanguang might not bother to help her make excuses, and maybe he would reprimand her for not knowing the general situation at the first time.
In all fairness, Bai Shutong snatched the door that day, not only hurt the harmony of father and daughter, but also lost the face of her grandparents and grandmother, and even took the initiative to give up her only remaining advantage in the confrontation with Fang Xian, and lost directly.
Not knowing the general situation, not distinguishing between the important and the important is by no means an excessive evaluation.
But at the moment, in the face of Bai Shutong, Shao Yuanguang couldn't evaluate what she did in such words. All he could do was stand in her shoes, sympathize with her, and help her find excuses to cover up her mistakes.
Once reason is lost, logic, rigor and objectivity have become the most ironic jokes for Shao Yuanguang.
Shao Yuanguang exhaled and shook his head slightly. Before he could give a negative conclusion, Bai Shutong said to himself: "I know it's wrong for me to do this." My dad hasn't remarried for so many years...... I should be considerate of him. ”
Bai Shutong tilted his head to look at Shao Yuanguang, and tears gleamed in his eyes as he spoke. Tears gathered and slipped from the corners of her eyes.
"But I can't forget my mother." Bai Shutong's voice choked, "Mom left because of a car accident, and I was also in the car at that time...... She held me in her arms...... Because of her, I didn't ......" Bai Shutong said and sniffed his nose, "Mom was covered in blood at that time, I was scared, crying and making trouble...... The nurse gave me a shot...... When I wake up, I'll never see her again......"
Bai Shutong recalled the events of his childhood, and he couldn't cry anymore. As soon as she cried, she tugged at the wound, and the pain made her brows furrow.
That's probably why she didn't want to get an injection. Shao Yuanguang speculated in his heart, and couldn't help but feel a little more distressed.
This is the first time he has heard Bai Shutong say such a thing, if she hadn't said it herself, Shao Yuanguang would probably never have imagined that Bai Shutong's cheerful and lively life had this story behind it.
Shao Yuanguang's eyebrows also wrinkled, and the fingers on the pillow moved, helping Bai Shutong wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"My dad has always been very nice to me, it's not that I don't understand him...... But it's really hard for me to accept it...... He ......," Bai Shutong cried as he spoke, crying that made his wound hurt even more, "he has a new home and a child...... My mom and I ...... It's probably all in the past for him......"
"Little white ......" Shao Yuanguang didn't want her to say any more, but he didn't know how to comfort her. He exhaled slowly, reaching out and squeezing her shoulder.
"I know that people can't live forever...... Every time I see my dad, I obviously want to try to accept the status quo, but every time I say it, the taste changes......" Bai Shutong looked at Shao Yuanguang with red eyes, "Teacher Shao, do you think I'm very immature?" ”
She had already cried into tears, and her tears mixed with the sweat left by the pain of the knife, making her whole person sloppy. Shao Yuanguang didn't dislike it, and reached out to help her wipe away her tears. His fingers stopped at her cheek, slowly scraping her hair, and whispered softly: "You understand the truth, but you just don't want to face it." I still say the same thing, if it's hard to face, it's better to run away. ”
Shao Yuanguang paused, smiled, and said, "But between father and daughter, there is no escape." ”
This is true between father and daughter, and it is also true between father and son. Shao Yuanguang suddenly felt that he was a little stupid and cowardly, he had escaped from Shao Zhiqing for nearly ten years, and now he realized this truth, in this case, what qualifications do he have to preach to Bai Shutong?
He exhaled, his fingers touching Bai Shutong's cheek. His movements paused, the urge to touch was suppressed, and he used the back of his hand to help her wipe away her tears.
Shao Yuanguang's skin was cold, and Bai Shutong felt a burst of refreshment, and couldn't help but smirk. She sniffed and said, "Teacher Shao, you're right. I shouldn't run away from it, I think I'll talk to him when I'm discharged......"
Bai Shutong is higher than his understanding, and his courage is also above him. Shao Yuanguang nodded when he heard this, and spit out a word: "Good." ”
Bai Shutong couldn't help but laugh when he heard the praise. Her smile is bright and fresh, and she looks alive in the dark night. Shao Yuanguang looked at it and trembled in his heart, and the movement of his fingers froze for a moment.
The knot of the past should not be escaped, so should the current mood also be bravely faced?
Shao Yuanguang hooked his lips and smiled, his fingers straightened, and gently touched Bai Shutong's cheek. He moved slowly and cautiously, from between his fingers to his fingertips, and finally his palm slowly pressed against her cheek.
He hadn't done such an action for a long time, and he couldn't help but be nervous.
Bai Shutong looked at him, his eyes were a little foggy, and he muttered: "Teacher Shao, your hands are so cold...... she smiled, and said, "But it's so comfortable." ”
Shao Yuanguang frowned when he heard this, and then realized that Bai Shutong's body surface temperature was a little high.
Fever after surgery is a normal symptom, as long as you get an injection to eliminate the inflammation.
Shao Yuanguang rubbed his fingers against Bai Shutong's cheek and said softly: "Xiaobai, don't be afraid of injections in the future, I will accompany you." ”
"Really?" Bai Shutong looked at him, the light in his eyes glittering in the dimness.
Shao Yuanguang nodded, "I will always be." ”-
Shao Yuanguang found Gao Qi, and he helped give Bai Shutong an anti-inflammatory injection. Bai Shutong had just said a lot of words, and his tears had consumed a lot of body, and he fell asleep with water.
Seeing this, Gao Qi pulled Shao Yuanguang out of the ward and asked him, "Is Xiaobai okay?" I saw that her eyes were red. ”
Shao Yuanguang shook his head.
Gao Qi asked again: "Do you want to talk to her family?" After all......"
"It's fine." Shao Yuanguang interrupted him, "I'm here." ”
Since Shao Yuanguang had already said so, Gao Qi had no choice but to shrug his shoulders.
He turned around and went back to the duty room, but Shao Yuanguang suddenly stopped him: "You said before that you had a friend in the 4S store?" ”
"yes." Gao Qi was puzzled when he heard this, and he didn't know why Shao Yuanguang suddenly mentioned this, so he asked, "What?" Looking to buy a car? ”
Shao Yuanguang nodded: "Help me buy a car with a high safety factor." ”
Gao Qi laughed when he heard it: "Big brother, do you buy vegetables when you buy a car?" Hundreds of thousands of things, buy them wherever you say. The more Gao Qi spoke, the more inexplicable he felt, his eyes rolled, and he glanced at Shao Yuanguang with a smile, "Your home is so close to the school, why did you suddenly think of buying a car?" ”
Today's situation happened first, and if it weren't for the proximity of Jiangda to the People's Hospital, the consequences would be unimaginable.
Shao Yuanguang glanced at him, didn't say it explicitly, only said casually: "There are too few taxis in Jiangcheng." ”
He didn't say it, but Gauge understood. He patted Shao Yuanguang on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Okay, don't worry, I'll do it for you tomorrow." As he spoke, the thief whispered in Shao Yuanguang's ear, "I think you're serious this time." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, a figure flashed in the distance of the corridor, and the man called out to him: "There is a situation in the forty-eight bed." ”
Gao Qi immediately put away his playful look, turned around and went to the forty-eight bed.
Shao Yuanguang glanced at the sound and saw Shao Zhiqing in the corner. Shao Zhiqing was also stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting to see his son here.
He approached and said awkwardly, "Sick? ”
Shao Zhiqing's hair has turned gray, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes and forehead are also covered with traces of time. The last time he was in a hurry, Shao Yuanguang didn't really see it, but now that the two were close, he saw that his father's appearance was far from what he had in mind. Compared with Shao Zhiqing, who was in full swing back then, he is still much more restrained and more serious.
"Not me." Shao Yuanguang said, "My friend." ”
Shao Zhiqing followed Shao Yuanguang's gaze and glanced into the ward and saw Bai Shutong lying on the bed.
He nodded, he had a lot of questions in his mind, but he didn't know how to speak.
There was silence between the two, and the mobile phone in Shao Zhiqing's pocket shook. He took out his phone and glanced at it, his brow furrowed.
Shao Yuanguang is no stranger to his father's expression, as the head of the first hospital, any emergencies during the night shift will be summarized to him. He glanced at Shao Zhiqing, and nodded politely again: "You're busy, I'll go in." He said, thought for a moment, and added, "We'll talk about it next time." ”
Although this conversation did not have the closeness that father and son should have, it gave Shao Zhiqing some hope. He looked at Shao Yuanguang's back and nodded, and said, "Okay, let's talk again." ”