Chapter 25 Jealousy and Unsettled

Maybe it's those melodies that evoke memories of youth, which are easy to make people soften their hearts for a while. Qiao Qiao held his mobile phone like that, and listened to the whole song with Lu Ze without saying a word.

After the last note fell, Lu Ze didn't hang up the phone for a long time, and Qiao Qiao took the initiative to cut it off.

Lu Ze asked her in a low voice, "Does it sound good?" ”

Jojo replied solemnly: "It's a waste of phone bills." ”

Lu Ze responded with a light smile: "I don't mind." ”

Don't mind what? Wasting a phone bill to take a breath? Qiaoqiao decided not to talk to each other, turned her head to concentrate on being her fan sister, and listened to her idol sing love songs.

Qiaoqiao watched her concert, and Lu Ze watched his Qiaoqiao.

Anyway, it's just the time for a concert, and she loves nymphomaniac for a while, so she endures it. Although there is no other way than to endure it...... The ticket you send, the death you do, you bear it.

However, when the song ended, Qiao Qiao said that there were too many people in the subway now, and he began to walk around the gymnasium with great interest, and Lu Ze couldn't help frowning. It's all worthless gadgets, yes, but it's really unpleasant to look at!

The card sticker printed with the big face of the male star is not very happy when I think of Qiao Qiao holding the brush in and out.

A poster printed with the whole body of a male star, is it posted in the bedroom in such a big year? Very unhappy.

A towel printed with the big face of a male celebrity...... Towel! Who invented it? Who invented it! Thinking of Qiao Qiao wiping his face and ...... with this towel, Lu Ze suddenly felt that he had the urge to destroy the corpses around the bag he was carrying! Why did he die carrying it for Jojo? But it's not quite right not to bring it over, let Qiaoqiao carry it herself?

When Qiao Qiao stopped in front of a stall selling body-size pillows, Lu Ze felt that his understanding of the world just now was too narrow.

"The last one, if you want it, I'll give you a ninety-fifty discount!" The vendor began to sell to Qiaoqiao, he still had eyesight, and it must be the little girl who liked to buy, not the cold-faced man who followed behind.

Lu Ze stared at this pillow that was shorter than him with a heavy face, and estimated that it was mass-produced according to the height of one meter eight. So Jojo stopped to do something? Want to buy it? Why buy it back? Can't find a job if you want to sleep with it? Do you have a body temperature? Can you talk? Do you know how to cook? Do you know how to exercise? Are you more handsome? Like him? You don't have to spend money to buy it! It's also upside down!

Qiaoqiao, who had been able to buy all the way, reached out and poked the face of the male star on the pillow, and the Q face on the pillow softened, Lu Ze suddenly felt that he wanted to reach out and hold Qiaoqiao's paws back, could it be true that he wanted to buy it?

But this was Jojo's own wallet, and she neither allowed nor needed him to spend money, and he couldn't manage it......

The person hasn't caught up yet, and it doesn't matter if he says it......

It's estimated that he caught it, but he still doesn't count if he says it......

The vendor owner was still fooling Qiao Qiao into buying the last full-length pillow to close the stall, and enthusiastically persuaded: "You try this feel, this height, this elasticity, I tell you that this is absolutely comfortable to hold......" He choked back the second half of the words, oh my mother, the eyes of the man behind him were so cold, and his eyes were ice and threatening......

Lu Ze stood next to Qiao Qiao and said to her lightly: "The volume is too large, and the consignment is troublesome." ”

Qiao Qiao smiled and replied, "You can mail it back." ”

Lu Ze looked at this kind of mass-produced color printed pillowcase, and Yan Sù criticized: "Inferior products will definitely fade and cause skin allergies." ”

Before Qiao Qiao could refute it, the small stall owner comrade was not afraid of power, sent the pillow to Qiao Qiao, and said unconvinced: "You touch it, you touch it, it feels very good, it is absolutely soft and close to the skin, the pillowcase is removed and washed in the washing machine casually, and it will never fade!" ”

Qiao Qiao was about to reply with a smile, when the mobile phone rang, Liang Wei's exclusive ringtone. Liang Wei estimated that the concert was over, and called to ask about the situation.

As soon as he saw that it was this bad friend who sold him, Qiao Qiao walked away some distance to answer the phone, intending to settle accounts with her in a place where Lu Ze couldn't hear her.

Qiao Qiao walked away to answer the phone, leaving Mr. Lu, who had a dark face, and the innocent vendor looked at each other.

At this time, two more girl fans with glowing horns came to inquire about the price, but unfortunately they were still students, and the price was too high, so they had to shake their heads with regret. The boss was eager to promote this business, and gritted his teeth to reduce the price: "Ten percent off!" No, no, no, 85% off, the lowest 80% off! 20% off! ”

The two students muttered head-to-head and discussed in a low voice for a while, but they still shook their heads hesitantly, and were about to leave, when Lu Ze took out his wallet and said to the vendor: "Give it to them, don't look for it." You hurry up and close the stall. ”

Over there, Qiao Qiao pinched Liang Wei the phone, but Liang Wei looked like a dead pig who was not afraid of boiling water, and replied with a hippie smile: "Qiao Qiao, am I the kind of casual person?" If you really hate him, I won't help. Can you dare to say that you don't have a good impression at all? I just want you to give him a chance to give it a try, and I didn't ask you to promise him to enjoy the process of being pursued, wouldn't it? ”

The warm winter night breeze slowly blew through, the bright lights of the stadium illuminated the surrounding venues, and all around him were excited and chattering fans, Qiaoqiao's eyes passed through the bustling crowd and fell on Lu Ze's standing figure, he was carrying a bag full of surrounding areas for her, standing there silently waiting for her.

He remembers carrying her bag, he remembers making food for her, he remembers accompanying her through sad times, he remembers promising her, he deliberately flirts with her, chases her, takes her out to play and gives her gifts. She knew that Lu Ze was good enough for her, but this kind of goodness was a heavy burden and psychological pressure.

"Vivi, I'll admit I don't hate him. But I never enjoy the process of being pursued, which can only make me feel that I owe him, and if I give him a chance, I will owe more and more. ”

Liang Wei felt that she couldn't make sense with Qiaoqiao, this kind of principled thing, if she could make sense, she would have made sense a long time ago. This turtle shell, leave it to Mr. Tian Luo to knock it himself, whether he can knock it open or not, it depends on his ability and life, she Liang Wei is only responsible for handing over a hammer!

Liang Wei said that she should make amends for Qiaoqiao's dinner, Qiaoqiao couldn't help her, hung up the phone and walked back to Lu Ze, and then found that the vendor owner who was still selling hard just now was cleaning up his empty stall.

Qiao Qiao was stunned, "Where's the pillow?" ”

The stall owner is also an informed businessman, and he has just received money from Lu Ze not only at the original price, but also doesn't even need to look for a fraction, of course, the door is clear. The boss looked regretful and pointed to the two student girls holding the big pillow not far away: "The two student girls bought it just now!" You're a step late, it's sold out. ”

Lu Ze stood beside Qiao Qiao as usual, and he almost gave away the bag of peripherals he was carrying in his hand, so he couldn't bear it. If you give it away now, Jojo will be able to buy two more bags when she turns around, which is not very wise. Anyway, just forget about the stickers and posters, the towel is absolutely unbearable.

Abandoned, must be abandoned.

Throw it away, it must be thrown away.

Jojo saw that there was nothing left to do and decided to go home. But even after a long wait, the crowd was still crowded, and the subway even postponed the end of the concert on purpose. The subway is full of people.

Lu Ze carried the bag in his left hand, and his right hand was behind Qiao Qiao, afraid that she would be squeezed by others, but he didn't hug her directly.

In the first few years after graduation, Qiao Qiao was also a person who often squeezed the morning and evening rush hour subway in City B. But at this moment, people are rubbing shoulders with each other, but it leaves her side quiet, she notices, she just doesn't want to say.

After the subway came, Lu Ze protected her behind her, and found a place where the two carriages were connected, Qiao Qiao leaned against the wall of the carriage at the corner, Lu Ze stood outside her, and with a slight support of his hand, he gave her a small world that was not squeezed into. Qiao Qiao sighed slightly, this gesture is really a bit intimate and ambiguous, but at the moment, it is crowded, and it can't be good.

The two stood facing each other, Qiao Qiao didn't speak, and Lu Ze didn't speak, just looked down at the top of her head.

Qiao Qiao's eyes swept slightly over the people standing on the side, all of whom were still chatting excitedly about the concert. She swept directly in front of her again, well, there was only a calm and unspoken man for the whole concert. In this kind of close-range face-to-face standing posture, because of the height difference, she could just see Lu Ze's slightly moving Adam's apple at eye level, slightly tilted her head was the beautiful arc of his jaw, and slightly lowered her head to see the collarbone exposed in the neckline of the jet-black shirt he was wearing today......

Go to pieces...... Jojo felt that he must have been stimulated a little by the recent intensive visual stimulation...... It's a little bit of a chromophobia......

Qiao Qiao silently turned her head and stared at the wall of the carriage, forget it, it is better to see that it is safe here, and pray that the vacation will end early, she feels that she is about to be forced out of breath. Some feelings can be slowly faded away by opening up the distance and time.

Qiao Qiao, who was thinking wildly in his head but resolutely refused to glance at his eyes, got off the subway and found that something was missing, and asked Lu Ze: "Where is the bag in your hand?" ”

Lu Ze looked at the subway that had closed the door with an innocent face, and issued an apology with no regrets at all: "There are too many people and too crowded on the subway." He looked down at Qiao Qiao and said seriously, "I'll pay you, so don't give me the ticket money again." ”

Qiao Qiao looked at Lu Ze, who looked a little childish because of his seriousness, speechlessly, and thought to himself, who are you fooling?

"Forget it." Qiao Qiao waved her hand generously, she was just a whim, and she was already past the age of fanatical star chasing.

What's more, she doesn't want to be entangled with Lu Ze about these little things! What is more important for her now is to keep her eyes and nose, nose and mouth, mouth and heart, heart and mind, keep her eyes and heart, and get out of this **hormone divergence machine as soon as possible!

Qiao Qiao, who has to be principled in self-hypnosis every day, finally endured until the last day of return, she was simply overjoyed, Lu Ze asked her with a faint look while carrying her luggage, "Are you so happy?" ”

Qiao Qiao looked at his specially newly purchased large suitcase, thinking that it was full of more than 20 sets of clothes that had been teasing her for many days, and nodded affirmatively: "Happy!" ”

Lu Ze stopped talking, turned around and silently went to carry other people's suitcases, a bit like a big dog abandoned by his owner. Qiaoqiao suddenly felt that her guilt was about to run out again, and she thought to herself, hold Qiaoqiao, you have to hold back!

Aunt Zhang has finished the Spring Festival holiday, her uncle and aunt have also returned, and Qiao Qiao no longer has to accompany her grandparents. For fear that Lu Ze would not accept the money, Qiao Qiao's final settlement of the travel expenses was directly transferred to Grandpa Zhao.

But in the end, Lu Ze was a good man to the end, he sent the four old people back to City A for Qiao Qiao alone, and Qiao Qiao flew directly to City B, and he could finally go back to his home.

When he got off the plane, Qiaoqiao sighed that he could finally breathe two breaths of pure air! Yes, the air here is not as pure as the seaside, but it is pure! It's full of freshness and relaxation!

When you are at home alone, you close the curtains, play songs if you like, watch dramas and dramas, and love to read and read. You don't have to deal with others, you don't have to care what others think, you don't have to think about taking care of everything, you don't have to do what you want, you can eat what you want, you don't have to throw things where you want to throw them, no one nags, you don't have to be distracted to think about topics, you don't have to amuse the atmosphere.

Qiao Qiao and Lu Ze are telling the truth, she just loves someone. Even though she was with her grandparents and was a family member, she still felt that it was a kind of socialization.

Colleagues, friends, family, lovers, and children are all social aspects of people, and they have to bear the mask of their corresponding roles. Only when you are alone with yourself is it really relaxed, and you can go all day without talking, because you don't have to deal with yourself.

She can be like a fish in water in a person's world, absorb energy, and replenish her spirit, so that she can cope with the social world after opening the door.

Qiao Qiao knew that Lu Ze was very good, and she even touched her little heart, but she didn't change her mind, and still insisted on living alone.

When two people are together, no matter how much they like and love each other, they must have each other's unbearable shortcomings and weaknesses, and friction and run-in are indispensable to smooth each other's edges and corners. Maybe you dislike it but you don't dare to say it for fear of hurting people, maybe you have secrets and different dreams in the same bed, maybe you have to think about how to divide the divorce property before you get married, it's too hard and tiring.

What's more, it's just a small heartbeat, and it will definitely calm down after a long time. You can't get involved in another person's life.

Jojo always feels that he is the best with himself, because there is only one person in this world who will not be able to abandon you, cannot dislike you, and accompany you from birth to death, not parents, not lovers, not children, only yourself.

Reading book sports alone, occasionally going out to meet old friends and classmates to chat and connect with feelings, and then contacting colleagues at a low frequency to maintain their workplace acumen and bonds, Qiaoqiao feels very comfortable and perfectly balances his single vacation life.

Lu Ze resolutely refused to reply to the message, resolutely refused to go to the invitation, and only asked one sentence when the phone was answered, "Is there anything serious?" "Hang up the phone as soon as you don't have anything to do.

Qiao Qiao tried hard to distance himself and refused vigorously, wanting to sink Lu Ze's figure into the dust of history! In the long river of the past!

As long as he doesn't hang around in front of him 24 hours a day, that little bit of excitement will eventually fade!

Wei Wei, who also returned to City B after more than ten days, looked at Qiao Qiao, who was full of face and refreshed, and teased her: "You look very moist, your loyal dog is still alive after being rejected by you, right?" ”

Lu Ze also lives in City B, but if Qiao Qiao can't make an appointment, he can't really make an appointment. Qiao Qiao sternly warned him, if he didn't have anything serious to call again, then he would directly block the mobile phone number. If you go directly to the door to block people, then you will block your contact information. So he could only send messages to Qiao Qiao's mobile phone every day, which he never replied to.

Liang Wei has seen Qiaoqiao's mobile phone, it's really miserable, "Good Morning Qiaoqiao" and "Good Night Qiaoqiao" for more than ten days are broadcast on time every day, and "Have you eaten?" in the middle? "Do you want soup?" "Stewed fish soup and sent it to you?" "Did you sleep?" "Are you in a good mood today?" "Are you going out to play today?" "Are you going to the movies today?" "The sun is good, do you want to go shopping?" "Remember to go to bed early and don't stay up late." "Remember to eat on time." "Remember to touch less cold water and eat less cold drinks."

There was a long or short list of greetings on the left, and there was no response on the right, for more than ten days, as if Lu Ze was chatting with a single machine.

Qiao Qiao rolled her eyes, "Of course you're still alive, who in this world can't live without it?" ”