113. Fanwai IV
How long can he last if he likes someone, Jiang Zhao has no answer in his heart, although he has asked himself this question no less than a hundred times.
He likes Shen Huan, probably from the time they met on the banks of the Weishui River. It's ridiculous to think about it, seeing her under the moonlight late at night, more than half of the powder on her face has been pasted, and it looks weird and indescribable at first glance, and it can't be said to be good-looking at all. It's just a pair of eyes, radiant and quiet like a mountain, looking at him so fixedly, making him inexplicably reminded of those two ancient poems, the grass is as tough as silk, and the rock has not shifted.
Of course, later she showed her true face, which is indeed amazing, her beauty is obvious to all, and it is not an exaggeration to call it stunning, and in addition to beauty, there is also an unusual heroism and heroism.
It's just that none of these are as attractive as her eyes.
He sometimes can't help but introspect and laugh at himself, in fact, the crux of his problem is still from the shadow of his childhood, he doesn't believe in women, and he doesn't believe in love. Whether his mother ever loved his father, he didn't know, at least his father died suddenly, and his mother didn't have too much pain and sadness, all her grief and tears, but just because she felt that she had lost her supporter. She panicked, so she quickly found the next one for herself, and then resolutely left behind his oil bottle, and completely abandoned the relationship with her father for nearly ten years.
Women are born beautiful, and they really work! He sneered and thought, and most beautiful women are unreliable, they love themselves too much and know their worth clearly. Beauty is a tool they use to please men, and they have to get a lot of money in return. If you can't get something, then leaving categorically is the wisest choice.
Shen Huan's eyes made him suddenly see a glimmer of hope at that moment. A woman who is as solid as a rock and has such eyes is strong-willed, and being watched by such a gaze and falling in love with such a person may really derive a lifetime.
But unfortunately, although he guessed the ending, he still guessed the wrong object. She is indeed stubborn and tenacious in loving someone, and he participated in the process in the middle, saw it, and was moved, and even had to admit that he was very envious of Gu Cheng, and also admired Gu Cheng's beautiful deeds that he did not have.
Both of them are desperate people who have no reservations about each other. This is the biggest difference between him and Shen Huan and Gu Cheng, and he can't do it. If you talk about conscience, the person he loves most in his life may really be just himself.
Then you should guard yourself and live like this. However, the eldest brother and sister-in-law didn't think so, they couldn't stand him being alone like this, and they urged him several times, knocking on the side from time to time, which made him annoyed and helpless.
Bai Yin is really a person who is very poor in appearance and heart, this word was learned by him when he came to Guanwai and the locals, which probably means that he is overly enthusiastic, and it is always good to be idle and have nothing to do to protect people's media, and he will never get tired of it.
Fortunately, she doesn't often go down to Bailu Mountain, and she only knows a limited number of people, Rao is like this, and he still can't stand seeing the eldest girl drill into his yard every once in a while. So simply exiled himself, Taiyi Pavilion did not sit on the mountain, five or six years, has monopolized most of the herbs, horses, mink business between the white mountains and black waters, as well as the fields under the mountain, and Shenyangwei and other large places pawnshops, medicine shops to buy and sell. He is also one of the proprietors, and it is natural for him to be busy with business, go down the mountain to work everywhere, inspect shops, socialize, in short, he can avoid the entanglement at home, he feels relaxed.
The days are in a trance, and he wakes up after a hangover, looking at the clean and cold inn room, he has an illusion that he doesn't know where it is, and he forgets where he is, which is not a good feeling. He was afraid that if he continued like this, he would forget who he was. Finally, on a bleak twilight, he made up his mind to go back to his relatives and live a lively, if almost noisy, life.
He brought food and fresh gadgets to the children, and even new notebooks and small utensils. While looking at their happy appearance, I sighed in my heart, it seems that it is just a flash of effort, and this group of little people has grown up.
The years were silent, as if slipping away from his fingertips, climbing up the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, leaving some traces of vicissitudes. Is this life a waste? He didn't know. Seeing Gu Cheng holding Shen Huan's hand and standing side by side in the distance, he knew that at this moment, there was no sourness in his heart.
That being the case, it is enough.
The days will not be the same and comfortable, and soon heard that the people of Xiaoyao Village in Montenegro robbed a batch of goods sold by Taiyi Pavilion to the Guannei, he pressed Shen Huan, who was angry, and took a team of people by himself, and went straight to Xiaoyao Village to negotiate.
The people outside the customs are fierce, and even the women have a hearty spirit that is different from that in the customs. The big boss of Xiaoyao Village is a woman in her early twenties. The woman inherited her father's business, and occupied a place in the reckless Black Mountain with her kung fu and sharp means.
The woman had a rather amorous name, Jade Hin. There are also more amorous bodies and faces than the name, thin eyebrows and eyes are slightly raised, and there is always a three-point smile when looking at people, and there is charm hidden in the smile, and there is also a naked/naked/naked teasing.
It's a veteran who is good at amorous appearance, but he doesn't match the chick word in the name.
When she saw Jiang Zhao, she immediately softened her voice like a pool of spring water, as if everything was negotiable, and the conditions offered became no longer harsh.
"Everyone has money to earn together, Taiyi Pavilion has been in the limelight too much over the years, and has almost dominated all the bulk transactions in Baishan and Heishui, Xiaoyaozhai just wants to cooperate with the big boss and take a ride. We don't have a lot of people, but we can guarantee a strong contribution, but we have been waiting, waiting for you Taiyi Pavilion to say hello. ”
If you don't fight, you don't know each other, and both sides give way. When the deal is negotiated, the friendship can be further reconciled.
She set up a banquet and invited him alone. On a cool night in the middle of summer, the mountain forests and springs are clear, and the moonlight is soft and hazy. shone on her crooked brows, enveloping a layer of vague and shallow resentment.
"I've seen you." Her eyes were gloomy, and she smiled and whispered, "In my dreams." I thought it was just a dream, who would have thought that there was really such a person in the world, who was destined to fall into a dream, and who was destined to meet, maybe this is the will of heaven in the dark. I know you may not believe what I say, but if you touch my heart, you will know that every word is true. ”
Soft fingers rested on the back of his hand, gently tugged up, and pressed against the softer chest.
"When you touch it, it dances so lively, because when it sees you, it suddenly has energy. I thought that in this life, I could only see vulgar and barbaric men in my eyes, but God is pitiful, but I still met you, you say, is this a marriage that God rewarded us. ”
A little farther, he smiled and didn't say a word. But the next sentence made him shrug slightly, "I may be Meng Lang, but I am sincere to you." If you have a family, or if you have a good relationship, I will talk nonsense about what you just said. I don't have any benefits worth talking about, and you may not be able to look down on Montenegro Xiaoyao Village, but if you like it, I'm willing to exchange it. No matter how strong and horizontal a woman is, there is no grandfather to support her, and she still has no confidence after all. Men and women, separated alone, are incomplete, and only when they are together can they be complete and complete. ”
Resentment? There is a little bit. What about sincerity? Scattered between the words. Jiang Zhao is not a hairy guy who has come into contact with women for the first time, and he will be suspicious. After a moment, a pale red flush appeared on her delicate neck, as shy and graceful as a virgin.
She bit her lip, and her tone was as determined as going to the battlefield, "I really have to try, if you don't hate me, just take me and leave." ”
His mind was suddenly at a loss, and he couldn't speak for a long time. hugged her horizontally, and her long black hair poured down, stumbling and stumbling, and her eyes were all over.
Love flipped, he fell into the abyss, experienced a chess opponent competition, Zhou has been reborn in Nirvana.
He took up residence in Montenegro, where he indulged in bed every day, enjoying pleasures that he had not enjoyed for thirty years. I can't tell whether it's love or desire, and I can't tell whether it's a love nest or a gold hole. It doesn't matter anymore, he has the right to be happy, and he has the right to enjoy the taste of life.
If you go on like this, a woman's body may really be the only way to Elysium. He was addicted to it, and half a year passed in the blink of an eye. Jiang Duo sent people to urge him more than once, persuading him to end his absurd life as soon as possible, to go home, or to officially give the woman an explanation.
The red candle swayed, was turned over by the red waves, looking at Yu Hin'er's obsessive eyes, he seemed to see his destiny in this life.
He told her that he had something to do and would return in half a day. She believed him and earnestly told him to come back sooner. A parting glance, the way she leaned against the door gave him a sense of déjà vu.
A haze swept by, and he struck his horse down the mountain. Go around to the bustling market and find a hairpin for her to be engaged. Her hair was like fine lacquer and ink, enough to hold his heart.
Three hours later, he returned to the mountain and stood in front of the door of his bedroom, holding a very delicate lotus hairpin in his hand. He smiled, knowing that the moment he handed it out, his life would be changed.
The hand that was about to push the door suddenly stopped in mid-air. The voice coming from inside the door was no different from last night's soft moaning, the difference was only that it was changed to a male voice, with a suppressed release, like a heavy punch falling on his chest.
The pain is only momentary, fleeting. He laughed again, his senses were quite keen, her expression when she saw off her father was exactly the same as when her mother said goodbye to her father, so it was, it turned out that the time of half a year was just a ridiculous misunderstanding.
There was no need to say goodbye, he went down the mountain in full gear and did not look back. When you come, the mountains are full of flowers, and when you go, the snow is heavy. Between two seasons, suddenly a big dream is awakened.
The mood is not good, and naturally it is not how bad. He just rode his horse slowly, pondering a question that was not new.
Is there anything in this world that can last forever?
Looking up at the heavens and the earth, he was speechless. A flash of inspiration flashed to me, and I remembered the images I had seen not long ago.
Shen Huan and Gu Cheng looked at each other and smiled, at that time, for him, there was a silent tremor of thunder.
If he can't get eternity, at least he can stop and watch on the shore of eternity. Keep a little hope and add a little meaning to your life.