Yu Sen is very grateful to Xia Bai for helping her so actively, but Su Bo, it is absolutely impossible for him to let her participate in this magic trick, even if he is very passive now, and the performance is imminent, yes, even if he doesn't want to admit it, but Su Bo does have this strength, even one level higher than him, she is undoubtedly the only person who can save the scene at this stage, but he refuses.

This is the circus he has single-handedly built, how can he allow that disgusting woman to come and defile it! It will feel dirty, especially dirty!

It was not easy for him to forget the past events, and that kind of terrifying memory was finally erased! But the appearance of this woman, in an instant, frames of pictures gushed out, and Su Bo was undoubtedly the one who made him feel that sense of humiliation again.

How could he keep her in his own world again, absolutely not.

But Xia Bai didn't know it, and Yu Sen also felt very sorry and grateful for her help in his heart.

"I'm really sorry Xia Bai, the person recommended by Mr. Zhou...... I don't think about it, I'm really bothering you. ”

Xia Bai frowned, she felt that Zhou Lian was fooling her, looking for some indiscriminate people, wanting her to make a fool of herself in front of Yu Sen: "Yu Sen, is that person's level not good?" Not as you thought it would be? ”

"No, other questions, the person Mr. Zhou said, I can't let her participate, and you bother."

His attitude was particularly resolute, although Xia Bai was puzzled, but he still didn't ask much, just looked at his injured hand, and said worriedly: "Then what should you do?" You have a very serious hand injury, you can't play at all, you should know that this magic trick is the highlight, if you don't participate, and you don't have a backup candidate, do you want to delete this show? ”

Yu Sen has this intention, his hands are not good, there is no suitable person to take on it, so he has no choice but to delete this show.

Seeing that he was silent, Xia Bai raised his voice and retorted: "This can't be done!" ”

Yu Sen looked up.

"Yu Sen, you should know that the reputation of the circus is now out, half of it is because of your performance, if this magic show is gone, then not only the audience will be disappointed, have you ever thought about the fundraising later? The orphanage can't last long, the deadline is approaching, what should I do then? ”

Yu Sen froze, he actually ...... this question Forget about jì.

Yes, the orphanage is about to face a major renovation, the land itself has been coveted by a real estate company for a long time, when the agreement was signed, the other party intended to make it difficult for them, if the funds for the rebuilding of the orphanage were not raised within three months, then it proves that this land, the people of the orphanage are simply not able to continue to live, those wicked people just saw this hole, so they temporarily let them go.

However, if there is really no way to raise the money to rebuild the orphanage in the end, and the three months are almost up, the place of the orphanage will really not be saved, and where to go for those dozens of children, an invisible pressure is on Sen's body, so he has to rethink this problem.

"Yu Sen, I don't know if there is any misunderstanding between you and that lady, but I want you to think about the big picture."

He glanced up at Xia Bai, his eyes crossed a trace of undercurrent, and his voice suddenly became hoarse and weak: "I want to see ......"

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Late at night, Yu Sen sat on the edge of the bed, smoked several packs of cigarettes, the room was full of cigarette butts and cigarette smells, it was really uncomfortable, his eyes were dull, silent for a while, and then walked to the desk with a cigarette in his mouth, opened the drawer, there was a photo inside, one side of the photo was cut off, and there were only four children left on it, Yu Sen flicked the cigarette ash, and then directly put the cigarette butt on his arm, Zizi's subtle voice, he seemed to have no pain, but his expression was sad and desperate, and a heavy apology also surfaced in his eyes.

It just so happened that at this time, there was a sudden white light on the table, he frowned, put down the photo, and stretched out his hand to cut the text message on his mobile phone: Yu Sen, I am Su Bo, let's talk.

Frowning, his hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and then slammed the phone against the wall, the phone case and battery fell off, Yu Sen's eyes were red, and after taking a hard puff of cigarette, he sat on the floor weakly until five o'clock in the morning.

His cold body was a little trembling, and after putting on a clean dress, Yu Sen went out.

He found a temple in S City, called Reanji Temple, which is said to be very effective.

After burning a stick of incense, kneeling on the mat again, and reciting the King Kong passage for two hours, Yu Sen got up and found that his thighs were numb below, and he hammered the hammer with a wry smile.

When he passed by an old monk in plain clothes in the corridor, they looked at each other, and both Shu Hui and Yu Sen felt that the other party was very familiar, but since they had forgotten about the red dust, Shu Hao just bowed together, and then stopped exploring.

Yu Sen looked at the old monk's back, frowned, and then went down the mountain.

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One night, he made a very important decision, his hands were shaking when he dialed Su Bo's phone, and he had to be like that woman, he had no conscience.

"Yesterday's restaurant, let's talk."

Su Bo was ecstatic, she hadn't closed her eyes since she sent a text message yesterday, waiting for Yu Sen to send her a message or call her, but after waiting for a night, the phone still didn't move, and her heart gradually sank to the bottom of the sea, cold to the bone.

Just when she was about to ask Zhou Lian directly for Yu Sen's address, fortunately, fortunately, he called.

Relieved, she breathed like a dying fish that had found the water again.

After changing his clothes, Su Bo was afraid that he would wait too long, and he didn't even paint his makeup, so he hurriedly took a taxi to the hotel.

This time, the atmosphere between the two was obviously much better than last time, but they were silent with each other, Su Bo froze, and took the lead in speaking: "Let's eat something first." ”

Then he called the waiter and ordered a few dishes, raised his eyes to look at Yu Sen again, and pointed out a few dishes he liked to eat, before saying, "Okay, that's all." ”

The waiter took the menu away and said, "Wait a minute." Then he turned and departed, and closed the door again for them.

Yu Sen sneered: "It's hard for you to remember what I like to eat." ”

Su Bo sneered: "I haven't forgotten what you like." ”

He sneered again, and let Su Bo sit upright, his scalp numb.

The atmosphere was awkward and strict, Yu Sen was a little impetuous, took out a lighter and a cigarette, and then lit it.

"Su Bo, you sue me, why do you want to participate in this show so much? Do you want to be in my sight at all the time, and then take revenge on me for reminding me of those unbearable humiliating images in the past? With that, he took a sharp breath, the smell of smoke filling his mouth, and he squinted at her with dangerous eyes, and the corners of his lips curled with coldness.

Su Bo was stunned, and hurriedly shook his head in panic: "No, I don't." ”

"I remember you once said that you would never set foot in this circle again, and that night, I heard outside the door, what else you can't do if you dare to break a poisonous oath like a woman without conscience?"

Su Bo raised his head in shock, that night, it turned out that he overheard.

"Why, dare not do it?" He bit the cigarette butt and brought himself a glass of water, because of the inconvenience of his other hand, he drank it directly, the cigarette butt was wet with water, he smoked again, looking at her pale face, very happy.

Yu ...... Yu Sen, let's not be like this, I've had a bad time in the past few years, and I've been feeling guilty, I have nightmares every night, and I'm just as unbearable. ”

"Guilty?" He suddenly snorted coldly, crushing the cigarette butt into the transparent ashtray, his eyes were terrifying, like a sharp knife cutting through her heart.

"You the think I'm good? Su Bo, you deserve guilt, you deserve it! Who do you blame, this is retribution, retribution! You see, the law can't punish you, the sky is here, the sky is watching! God is doing it, don't think it's all right, you shouldn't set foot in this circle anymore just because you have a conscience! What kind of poisonous oath to make, you should be dead, what the hell are you dragging someone you love, hehe, you are also going to take a life in the end, it's so vicious! ”

These words were like silver needles one after another, ruthlessly piercing her whole body, her heart shrunk sharply, Su Bo suddenly felt powerless, she was panting, she felt that she was about to die in front of this person, his cold-blooded words, like warnings again and again, also pulled her back to that terrifying gray area at the same time.

"Forget it, Lao Tzu didn't come to tell you about this today." Yu Senhantan's eyes were full of hatred for Su Bo, he tried his best to calm his heart and was about to strangle her, so he simply stopped looking at her, his voice was cold, "I don't know you as a person, and I don't want to annoy Lao Tzu!" ”

Su Bo clutched the hem of his clothes, his face turned pale, and he didn't dare to say anything.

"Don't you want to take my place? Okay, it's me who gives Xia Bai face, and next week is the performance time, I'll give you this opportunity. ”

Su Bo was stunned for an instant, he ...... He actually agreed!?

"But I'm conditional."

"What...... Is it? ”

He evoked a sneer, and a trace of hatred crossed his narrow eyes: "After the performance, I want you to go to L City and kowtow to Xiaoli!" ”

Su Bo's pupils suddenly constricted, a flash of panic flashed in his eyes, and his tone suddenly became urgent: "For, why ......?"

"Why?" There was anger in his eyes, "At the beginning, you ran away without a word, but you were also very courageous, not afraid of Xiaoli going to you, I met you today, do you think I don't catch you to kowtow to him, are you worthy of me?" ”

"Yu Sen, I ......"

"What, and self-esteem? Oh, I thought a woman like you would have been wolf-hearted for a long time, and she still had to have self-esteem or something? Okay, today I'll take a good look at how much of your so-called dignity you have left, come here, come over on your knees, and then kiss my leather shoes, just these two conditions, as long as you do it now, Lao Tzu will promise you immediately! How, dare not? ”

Su Bo's whole body stiffened, the hands on her knees were tightly clenched into fists, her chest rose and fell slightly, she couldn't believe what Yu Sen said, her mind was full of confusion at the moment, the primitive humiliation of human beings slowly rose, her cheeks were hot, as if she had been slapped by the man in front of her with shame.

Biting her lower lip stubbornly, she couldn't speak, she only felt very self-deprecating, very sarcastic, at this time, in order to get this opportunity to come to power, she still had the so-called dignity, she even felt that what Yu Sen said was insulting her, insulting her whole person.

But obviously, she is no longer a person with herself, it turns out that ...... She still has self-love and self-respect in her mind, and she still wants to be abandoned by her and degraded worthless dignity.

But the man in front of him was obviously saying this seriously, and he was not joking, and he felt that what she thought was just revenge, a sense of revenge against her.

"What, don't want to?" He pressed forward step by step, and his gloomy eyes had a playful attitude, "Then there is no way to talk about this matter." ”

After that, he was about to get up and leave.

"Yu Sen!" Su Bo called him coldly, his trembling voice seemed to be hoarse with particles.

She smiled dismally, "If I do this, will it make you feel very happy?" ”

Yu Sen was stunned, she was a little determined, but he was actually just joking, trying to scare her, looking at her panicked appearance, he would feel happy, he would feel that this woman was also afraid, not without conscience.

But what does she mean by that now? Don't you really want to take your dignity seriously? This mention was said by him, since she has an open-minded posture, Yu Sen will not be able to retreat, he doesn't want to show weakness in front of this woman.

Yu Sen sat back in his seat and raised his lips, he really didn't believe that this woman could really do this.

"I can't say it's happy, but I'm very relieved!"

Su Bo smiled lightly, and the curvature of the corners of his lips drooped significantly: "Then I, I'll give it to you." ”

She stood up, and then bent her legs without hesitation, and her knees touched the ground so straight, at that moment Su Bo really felt that her so-called dignity was slowly disintegrating.

Yu Sen was stunned, he couldn't believe that this woman really knelt down, watching her slowly kneel towards him, Yu Sen's whole heart was wrinkled, his hands and feet were cold, it turned out that this woman had never cared about these for her own purpose, she had no conscience, no reserve, and no hot heart, no one else, she would not behave like this, it turned out that she really had no heart.

But in fact, Yu Sen didn't feel very relieved, but felt very cold, and even more angry, he looked up to her too much!

She knelt in front of him, really bent her head, and wanted to kiss his shoes, this action made Yu Sen even more irritable, he was furious, kicked her hard, and his tone was cold and cold, with a sneer: "Su Bo, you are really not a human!" ”

Then he glared at her fiercely and left angrily.

The door slammed and was slammed shut, Su Bo's abdomen hurt, leaning on the side of the table, her little face was pale, her forehead was sweating, the whole room was strangely silent, she hung her head, and laughed bitterly one by one, and then finally couldn't hold back her crying, tears broke the embankment, she was crying for her lost dignity, oh my God! She really did it, she really did it!

In order to be able to get this opportunity, in order not to make Luo Hui suspicious, in order to stay by Luo Hui's side all the time, she sold and lost her few qualities and morals, what do you want her to do in this world......

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Zhou Lian was still sleeping when he received Xia Bai's call, looking at the remarks on the screen, he was stunned, and he didn't dare to answer the phone, he was afraid that this woman would scold him nonsensically, he really couldn't stand it.

But the bell rang again and again, Zhou Lian narrowed his hazy eyes, and finally picked it up, and said weakly: "Hey? ”

"Zhou Lian! Thank you! Yu Sen and the person you recommended finally got along, and I don't know what's wrong, so I suddenly called me and said it's done, I will call you as soon as I hear the news, and I'm embarrassed about what happened last time, I was really anxious at the time, and I said a little bit in a hurry, you won't mind, right? ”

“……”

Zhou Lian now wants to drop his phone.

All the women who say it! It's a creature that turns its face faster than a book, and the one second you scolded you bloody dog, and the next second it starts to apologize to you in a soft voice, oh my God! He really didn't understand!

"What's wrong? You speak! Really angry? ”

"......" Zhou Lian said a few times, gritted his teeth and said: "How dare you, your Miss Xia should be angry, but I didn't think about it and didn't make sufficient preparations, so I had the previous misunderstanding." ”

"Eun, it's okay, I'll forgive you."

“……”

Is this woman really stupid or fake stupid, Zhou Lian will say goodbye.

After chatting a few more words, Xia Bai said that he was busy, hung up the phone, Zhou Lian sneered loudly at the screen a few times, and then called Luo Hui speechlessly.

"Su Bo and that Yu Sen have negotiated, I don't know what crazy it is, just say it's good, if you can't say it's okay, it's not okay, this woman and man are really troublesome."

Luo Hui had already received a text message from Su Bo, and when the matter was done, he had no reason to investigate, and he could be regarded as giving him a step down, but she was so quick that she really seemed to be afraid that he would investigate and monitor, what was wrong with these two people, it was really a mystery, and today he suddenly said that it was done, Luo Hui was even more suspicious, these two people must not be simple.

"Let me ask you, the last time I asked you to go to investigate Su Bo, did you have any results?"

“……”

There was silence for a while, Luo Hui was stunned, and when he thought of the result, his face became gloomy: "Don't sue me that you haven't left yet." ”

“……”

"Zhou Lian!" Luo Hui gritted his teeth.

Zhou Lian shivered here, his anger could actually be transmitted to this side through his mobile phone, a cold current lingered around, Zhou Lian moved his Adam's apple, and his speech couldn't help but be a little slurred: "That, you know, I've been busy finding a magician for Xia Bai these days, and it's a little delayed, but I promise!" I'll check it out now, and I'll give it to you as fast as I can! Believe me! ”

"Hehehe......"

Zhou Lian panicked: "If you give me half a month, I will definitely give it to you!" ”

"Hehehe......"

“QAQ……”

Luo Hui: "After they finish, I'm going to get the deadline." ”

“Yessir！ I promise to complete the mission! ”

Then Zhou Lian called Xia Bai to ask about the time of the performance.

Xia Bai: "Next week." ”

“……”

qaq he really wanted to die......

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The time for the circus to start came as scheduled, this week Su Bo picked up his old job, but he was inevitably a hand-student, asked for leave from school, and then rehearsed in the villa, she chose the technique class, this is the technique she was most familiar with at that time, in fact, there are not many skills, mainly skilled, she practiced day and night, and wanted to be able to stand on the stage side by side with that man one day, enjoy thousands of applause, and then make a lot of money, to feed the children.

The props and everything are her own spare, Yu Sen's side has not seen Su Bo since that time, and she doesn't dare to go to the circus often, lest Yu Sen see her upset, roughly measured the size of the stage, and what can be used, Su Bo went back alone.

But she still tries to come to see him every time, just wearing a hat and a mask, tying up all her long hair, and then slowing down to buy a set of men's clothes, every time she will look at him silently not far away, he is so old now, he can do things by himself, he can afford such a big circus, Su Bo hid under the shady tree, every time he looked at his back, he wanted to cry, he could have the appearance he has now, it cannot be denied that it is related to her, but it is not a good aspect.

She gave him a dark shadow, and now he can break through the clouds, little by little he can stand under the sun like a normal person, talking to other people, this aspect is not given by Su Bo, she only gives him endless hell and fearful memories, it is she who is sorry for him, sorry for those children.

In the past week, Luo Hui still hasn't come back, but he has no other movements, and it is already a great blessing for Su Bo to dig out the secret between her and Yu Sen.

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On Saturday, the stage had already been set up, they performed in a gymnasium, maybe this circus is still relatively famous, or it is free admission, the scene is crowded, the seats are full, Su Bo is silently carrying the props he uses in the backstage, he didn't notice Yu Sen who was walking forward, the two of them collided together, and the props in the basket were spilled on the ground, Su Bo was a little panicked.

Yu Sen stared at her condescendingly, with that kind of disdainful indifference all over his body, looked at Su Bo, and warned: "Don't mess up again!" ”

Su Bo was stunned, her whole body froze a little, and she messed up again, it was a performance that she couldn't recall, it was the first time she failed on stage, and the first time she fell directly into hell.

She lowered her head, her face was a shadow, Yu Sen couldn't see her feelings clearly, and could only hear her say lightly: "I won't ......"

Yu Sen snorted coldly, then didn't look at her, and left directly.

The magic show was at the end, so Su Bo had plenty of time to prepare and brew his love.

She secretly lifted the curtain and glanced at the audience, it was so dark that she couldn't see her face at all, only the VIP seats in the first row were specially lit for that place.