I don't know why, but this time I always feel constrained. said that it was drowning, but the process was also quite aggrieved.

Until the sky was completely dark, Lan Yang lay down in front of the computer desk and buried his face between his arms.

He didn't know how far he had to go, how many more worlds he had to go through, and what could he do when it was over? It seems that he can't find his own direction anymore, and there is no one to guide him.

I don't know the meaning of moving forward, but I can't stop, and I don't even know what kind of destination I'm heading towards.

Doing the same thing over and over again is really boring, and it feels like something is missing.

Suddenly, I felt a little bored.

He raised his hand and rubbed the corner of his forehead, then stood up and closed the notebook on the table with one hand, walked to the bed, and collapsed on his back.

Is soul completion one of the things that makes people feel uncomfortable and hesitant...... But that's the only way to call it complete?

What kind of able-bodied people are this world for?

There is no place to return.

Gu Yunzhi also seemed to be going to appear again, and so far he hadn't found anyone who deliberately approached his surroundings like him.

Probably staying in the previous world and living his own life.

It's good that everyone knows what they want, but he, even what he wanted to do at the beginning, now thinks about it, he has completely lost interest.

A complete soul is nothing but a union of all contradictions, and what good is such wholeness?

Nothing good, at least it won't end in a tragic death in the early years.

I wouldn't have encountered so much mess and these messy people.

Thinking of Gu Yunzhi frequently, Lan Yang began to doubt himself, such indecision was something he would never have before.

You won't lose your soul because of an inconsequential person, and you won't be stunned by a sudden loss.

At best, I will feel anger and resistance.

But now, it doesn't seem to be too angry, but instead of an inexplicable sense of worry.

He rolled over and closed his eyes, but he couldn't sleep.

He began to ask himself, if when he asked Gu Yun, his answer was a negative that the person in his eyes was Gu Huaisu, what would he think?

Thinking about it now, the opposite answer will only make him feel that Gu Yunzhi is a more unreliable person.

It's as if there is no solution between the two of them.

If it is really like what Gu Yunzhi said, to complete the soul, then he is also a beneficiary, but why would he feel that the other party is unforgivable, but while pushing him away, he will begin to question himself.

Gu Yunzhi really did what he said, and he never bothered him anymore as he said.

In the following month, Lan Yang has been devoting himself to dealing with Xia Qiuqi and Qi Zijin, but filling his time and pulling his thoughts away still can't stop his mood from becoming gray.

"Brother, are you listening to me carefully!" Xia Qiuqi, who was sitting opposite, slapped the table with an unhappy face.

Lan Yang came back to his senses and showed a warm smile at her: "Huh? Listening, and then what? ”

"No, it's because I asked two sentences about Yan Chen, saying that he said in front of many people that I was very noisy with you on the phone early in the morning, but didn't you say it all, you don't have roommates, and you're alone in the dormitory." Xia Qiuqi pursed her lips and said pointedly, "I think he just deliberately can't get along with me." And then, just because I said this, Qi Zijin got angry! ”

Lan Yang nodded, and after thinking for a while, he asked, "Then you want him to dissipate his anger?" ”

Xia Qiuqi's face was capitalized, 'I'm duplicitous': "I didn't care if he was angry." ”

Lan Yang raised his eyebrows and said, "In this way, then you can ignore him." ”

"How can this be? Anyway, we're friends too. Xia Qiuqi said in a whisper.

Lan Yang supported his side face with one hand, shook his head and said, "What kind of friends are you with him?" He doesn't even want to help you with joining clubs and student councils, don't you hate him too? ”

Xia Qiuqi forcibly became friends with others: "For the sake of the flowers he gave me, I will treat him as a friend." ”

"Roses aren't for friends." He said, looking at the current time, seeing that it was almost over, he took the menu in the center of the table in his hand, "Order first, don't talk about this." ”

"No! Brother, you must help me solve this matter! Xia Qiuqi got up and snatched the menu from his hand, she bit her lower lip, looking unspeakable, "I, I ......"

Lan Yang was also confused: "Didn't you say that you don't care if he gets angry or not?" What do you want me to help you solve? ”

"But I can't just cut him off right now!" Xia Qiuqi still didn't sit down again, she stood there and stomped her feet anxiously, accidentally rubbing the chair behind her to the ground, "And before he got angry this time, he was always good to me......"

Lan Yang comforted her and said with a smile: "Maybe you're just jealous, have you mentioned Yan Chen too many times in front of him?" The two of them already had a holiday, and they always heard it from your mouth......"

Xia Qiuqi picked up the chair and sat back, waved his hand and said, "No!" It was really the first time I asked because I was afraid that he would be angry, so after so long, I saw that he was in a good mood recently, so I asked him about it. ”

"It seems that our Qiu Qi really likes Zijin, and he is in a hurry to be like this when he is jealous." Lan Yang deliberately joked, but on the one hand, he felt that Xia Qiuqi's love was a little wrong, and after thinking about it, he said, "But according to Zijin's temperament, because it is possible that this little thing will not have anything to do with you, you will damage his self-esteem, Qiu Qi." ”

Xia Qiuqi didn't look like she was worried about Qi Zijin's anger, but as if she was worried about herself.

Sure enough, next, Lan Yang heard her say, "What should I do then?" If he just ignores me, I'll ...... in the future."

"Qiu Qi? What the hell is going on? Lan Yang hurriedly asked, seeing that Xia Qiuqi's eyes were red, which made him more and more curious, and at the same time, he had a faint answer in his heart.

This kind of thing is not enough just to ask, but also to lead and threaten.

Seeing that she was only sobbing softly and silent, Lan Yang narrowed his brows and said sharply, "What did he do to you!?" I'll go to him and ask for clarification. ”

As soon as she heard that he was going to find Qi Zijin, Xia Qiuqi immediately couldn't sit still, and she hurriedly stopped Lan Yang: "Brother, don't go, I'm about to tell you...... Can I really talk to you? You can't sue anyone else. ”

Lan Yang was silent for a while, and then seemed to stabilize his feelings before he said, "I promise, no matter what you tell me next, I won't mention it to the third person." ”

"I ...... When Qi Zijin came to me with flowers, he said that he wanted me to be his girlfriend, but I didn't agree immediately. He has been very nice to me since then. Xia Qiuqi's attitude was a little twisted, and he felt that he was suffering a loss and was not just simply sad, "I promised him last month, and during this time, he will always take me to various places to play when he is free." ”

Lan Yang said that he had listened, nodded and said, "That's good." ”

Xia Qiuqi hesitated for a long time before he continued: "Didn't it suddenly start to rain one night some time ago, because the rain was too heavy, and there was a section of the road in the middle that didn't work, so I spent the night in a hotel. There were a lot of people who went late that day, and there were not enough rooms, so I used a room with Zijin......"

She didn't say any more, and at this time, there was no more afterword, and she had already explained a qiē.

Lan Yang pretended to be annoyed and forbearing, and he said in a somewhat astringent voice: "Just this once? ”

Xia Qiuqi raised his hand to wipe his tears, and said softly: "Because Zijin is very happy, he will treat me better after that than before...... I spent all the time I wasn't in class, and I didn't expect him to turn his face and not recognize anyone because of this! ”

And then you're going crazy ......?

It goes without saying.

In fact, listening to this kind of gossip, Lan Yang's heart did not fluctuate in the slightest, and he even wanted to laugh a little.

But now, he has to put on a solemn and solemn face.

Xia Qiuqi was in a hurry, and seeing that Lan Yang stopped talking, he couldn't help but ask again and again: "Brother, what should I do now, he can't just ignore me like this." ”

What should I say at this time?

After a few thoughts, Lan Yang thought of something that sounded beautiful but was actually useless.

"Qiu Qi, if it's really like you said, he is very good to you and really likes you, how can he be willing to ignore you?" Lan Yang's persuasion was mixed with a few words, and he said sadly: "You are too light to believe him, and you are so irresponsible to yourself, how can I help you with this kind of thing?" It's not like I can make decisions for you, I can settle things for you. If he is really just playing with you, no matter how much I want to help you, he can't change a person's attitude. ”

"Brother! You introduced me to him, and now you say you don't care, what do you want me to do? Is it my fault? Is it wrong to like someone so you believe him? I have to think badly of everyone to be responsible for myself, right? The more Xia Qiuqi continued, the lower his tone became, the posture of an outcast.

Although Lan Yang would not feel sorry for her, but seeing her like this at this moment, he couldn't help but wonder if he looked so ugly when the layer of paper between him and Gu Yunzhi was revealed?