Song Qingyi was stunned when he heard Qi Runyun's words.

Although he had a knot in his heart, he never thought that he would give Qi Runyun such a feeling. His heart knot stems from love, and it is precisely because he loves this person that he thinks more, afraid that he will not give it well enough, and he will think that those subtle thoughts will be noticed by this person, and even misunderstood.

Song Qingyi sighed, took a step back around the person and sat down at the table. Gently stroked the long hair of the person in his arms, "Tie the hair as a husband and wife, and love is not suspicious." You haven't done anything wrong, and my mind hasn't changed. I admit that I have a knot in my heart, but that's only because I feel guilty about you becoming my wife. ”

Song Qingyi's words made Qi Runyun a little surprised, and he wanted to raise his head, but he let the hand on the top of his head suppress it, and a wry smile sounded in his ear: "Don't, I can't say it when I look at you." ”

Anyone wants to show their best side in front of the person they love the most, and Song Qingyi is no exception, but now that he wants to confess those dark thoughts in his heart to his own Zhengjun, he really doesn't want to look at this person's serious expression, and always feels that he will be ashamed of himself.

"The beginning between you and me is not very good, I am a selfish person, I did not realize my thoughts about you before, I can feel with peace of mind that since you have become my wife, then I have treated you like a family partner has been good to you. But once I found out that you were not just my partner, but also my beloved, I looked back at myself and sometimes wondered if it was better for you not to meet me. ”

Feeling the body in his arms move, Song Qingyi patted him soothingly, and motioned for him to wait for him to finish: "Look, you are the eldest son of the Qi family, you can inherit the family business, marry a wife and have children, and live a chic and free life." But in fact, you came to the Song family at a young age and grew up alone in Xi Liyuan. Learning things that you don't have to learn just to become my wife, and even I don't necessarily like you. "As a wife, a man is already inferior in front of the world, and if he is not loved by his husband, the tragedy of his life is already doomed. Thinking of the ending of this person's previous life, Song Qingyi hated himself more than once for not knowing people clearly, harming himself and others.

Slowly organizing the words, Song Qingyi suddenly had the urge to vomit: "I have been dreaming these days, dreaming that I didn't recognize Luo Xingjuan clearly, and I still had a dead heart on her, and I became close to you but disrespected my wife, and even spoiled my concubine and killed my wife, and you had to suffer from those charms and ghosts while you were pregnant with your son-in-law, and finally even lost your life, and even our child didn't have time to be born......" Speaking of the back, Song Qingyi was almost a little stunned, as if he had returned to the rainy night in his previous life that made his whole body cold, and his voice was full of despair and sorrow.

That night, as soon as he knew about Luo Xingjuan and Su Xi's plan, he heard the chaos outside in great sorrow, and ran to the courtyard that he had almost completely forgotten. Only the quiet man lay quietly on the ground forever, his body covered with blood, and his huge belly moved strangely a few times before it moved again.

When he came back from rebirth, he always felt that the scene he saw at that time was Qi Runyun's death in the belly, but this time the demon seemed to have lifted the veil of self-deception - he remembered that when he arrived, his Zhengjun was actually not breathing, but he had already breathed more and less in, and his bulging stomach was still twitching slightly, and he was already stupid by this scene. His Zhengjun, who has always been quiet and indifferent, has a hideous face, pinching the tablet he carved for himself with white hands, and glaring at him deadly: "Save the child......"

But at that time, Song Qingyi's heart was powerless, and the angry prayer was received by him, and he knew that he was going to find a doctor, but he also vaguely understood in his heart that this meeting was caused by his junior sister, otherwise even if his wife was no longer favored, the birth of a sister-in-law would never be without a doctor and a stable wife. Doesn't it explain that these subordinates are noisily crowded outside the courtyard and don't come in, he, the incompetent young master of the Song family, can't even save his wife and sister-in-law at the moment, because he lured the wolf into the house, so that the Song family is no longer surnamed Song.

In the end, Qi Runyun's gaze turned to despair, then to hatred, and finally slowly annihilated......

Song Qingyi's last impression was that hateful gaze, chasing after him to death, such a dream he would do every night in the year he was driven out of the Song family, and every time he was awakened by this pair of eyes.

It wasn't until he was reborn later, I don't know if it was a new start or that scene was suppressed in his heart for too long, and the guilt and powerlessness in his heart stimulated him subconsciously to cover it up, so that he only remembered that his wife and son died but he couldn't remember the final scene.

Unexpectedly, this time, because of confessing his heart to Qi Runyun, he didn't know what he touched when his mind was rolling, but he actually thought about it in a daze.

Song Qingyi opened his eyes and exhaled, only to find that he was lying on the bed with the lamp in his hand. Did you faint?

When I turned my head to the side, I saw Qi Runyun sitting at the head of the bed, wearing a coat and holding a book.

"Linyu?"

Shocked by Song Qingyi's voice, Qi Runyun's hands trembled, and the book that he didn't hold tightly fell. didn't have time to pay attention to it, Qi Runyun probed to check: "Duanjin, you're awake!" ”

Maybe it was this confession that made Song Qingyi's heart feel depressed, he didn't feel uncomfortable when he woke up this time, but felt that his body was full of comfort and softness in the past, but he didn't have time to sigh, he was startled by Qi Runyun's pale face, and quickly sat up from the bed, and pulled the person on the bed in distress, "Why did you make yourself so wolfy, don't forget that you are still double, be careful." ”

"Master fainted before, and the doctor said that you were overworked and depressed." Qi Runyun obediently climbed into bed, ignoring Song Qingyi's nagging, seeing that he was in good spirits, he breathed a sigh of relief while his face was slightly cold, and repeated the doctor's words to Song Qingyi.

"Father and mother have sent people to ask, I'll let Lingbao talk about it first." Saying that, Qi Runyun was about to get up.

"Don't worry, I'm fine right now. We haven't finished talking about it before, you see that your face is so bad, the diagnosis given by the doctor is a matter of more recuperation. You take a break first. Knowing that he suddenly fainted, he must have frightened him, and Song Qingyi's pale face at this moment made Song Qingyi feel very distressed.

"Don't talk about it!" Unexpectedly, as soon as he heard this, Qi Runyun's movements were even greater, and Song Qingyi was so startled that he hurriedly hugged people. Needless to say, he also clearly knows that his own Zhengjun is angry.

"Don't be angry, it's all my fault, don't be angry." Song Qingyi didn't dare to exert himself, and although he didn't feel any discomfort when he woke up, he was a little weak after all. Therefore, he was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, and it was not easy to remake the person in his arms. At this moment, he had clearly seen the reddish eyes of his own Zhengjun, and Song Qingyi couldn't help but blame himself.

"Where will it be bad, it is necessary to work hard for the family business, where is there a place to put a beak near the rain. After all, it was Linyu's hypocrisy, which made the master anxious and depressed" Qi Runyun had a cold face, and the words popped out ......of his mouth word by word when he spoke.

With such a tone, the sweat on Song Qingyi's forehead became denser. For the first time, he knew that his own Zhengjun had launched a real fire, and his mouth was also quite poisonous. Where is this introspection, this is clearly questioning oneself with rhetoric.

"Okay, don't be angry, I'll feel distressed if I'm angry." Sighing, Song Qingyi hugged the person with both hands, and could only touch the person opposite with his forehead. He knew how to calm down his own Zhengjun, and his uncle rubbed his nose against his Zhengjun with a hint of affection.

Sure enough, he saw Qi Runyun suddenly close his mouth and look at himself coldly, only his red ears revealed his true feelings.

"I know you're angry that I don't take care of myself, I promise there will be no next time, this time it's an accident." He couldn't explain that he was so sad just because of a few days of dreams. I had to excuse myself from exhaustion, but fortunately, the doctor did give such a diagnosis.

Qi Runyun looked at him for a long time before he spoke again: "Have you ever thought about divorce your wife and letting Linyu leave?" ”

Hearing this, Song Qingyi suddenly stiffened, and smiled bitterly in his heart. Even when he came back from rebirth, he didn't even think about divorce his wife, let alone at this time. Not only because he wants this quiet person to be by his side, but also because being divorced after becoming a male wife is equivalent to abolishing this person. Not only in terms of reputation, but also physically. If the same man has conceived an heir for another man, it will be very difficult for him to marry a wife and keep an heir in the future, so at that time, Song Qingyi never thought of letting go of this person from the moment the two became a real husband and wife.

"No, whether before or after discovering my heart, I have already decided in my heart that you are my righteous monarch." Seeing that Qi Runyun was quiet, Song Qingyi let go of his arm and gently stroked his hair that had not had time to tie up.

"In that case, what's the point of thinking so much. Since you won't let Linyu leave, and Linyu is already your wife, how to treat me well in the future is something that should be considered. Why bother thinking about things that didn't happen. At an angle that Song Qingyi couldn't see, the hand that had been clenching the quilt relaxed because of this answer. For Qi Runyun, what Song Qingyi said in the afternoon was not a problem. He had already recognized Luo Xingjuan's face, and he had no intention of accepting her to get started, so how could the later ones happen.

Song Qingyi looked at Qi Runyun in a daze, his face was expressionless, and his tone was flat, asking him to be better to him in the future, and only after a while did he laugh: "Yes, what I should think about now is how to be better to Mrs., so that Mrs. You can't leave Xianggong, I'm right, nothing else matters." "It's God's gift to do it all over again, he doesn't know how much chance it is to have such an opportunity, shouldn't he make himself and the people he loves live better, why bother to pay attention to the nightmare of the past.

Nightmares need to be remembered, but they are only to alert yourself to the things you have done wrong, not to affect your life now.