"And she's been living in self-blame."

As Gu Yi said that day, her dreams of her deceased parents every day and night are, in the final analysis, just a reflection of the deep guilt in her heart.

"Gu Yi has never been able to pass his own level, and it is inevitable that he will choose to end it in this way." Xu Chen said.

According to Xu Chen's narration, Gu Yi is plagued by nightmares every day, she caused the whole fire for herself, and she also feels guilty for leaving her parents to escape alone, even if she tries her best to escape and hypnotize herself, she can't get rid of the guilt that has long taken root in her heart.

Gu Nian listened very silently, these were all things she didn't expect.

Thinking back on everything, Gu Nian even felt that at a certain moment, Gu Yi had indeed thought about the idea of dying with her.

But in any case, everything is already an established reality.

Gu Yi broke away from everyone, leaving her alone in the empty room and burning everything clean.

"If you want to know more," Xu Chen said, "I'm sorry, I don't know much about other things." ”

As if thinking about something, Gu Nian breathed a sigh of relief, his voice was unconsciously quiet, and he said slowly: "Xu Chen, what I want to know, you must also know." ”

Xu Chen was slightly stunned, and his eyes that were originally full of grief showed a slightly suspicious look.

After staring at each other quietly for a moment, Gu Nian hesitated: "What happened that day?" ”

"What?" Xu Chen frowned.

Gu Nian closed her eyes, and when she opened her eyes again, the hesitation of the previous moment was drowned out by another firm and heavy color, she stared fixedly into the eyes of the person in front of her, and said clearly: "What happened on the night of the Dragon Boat Festival last year?" ”

Xu Chen was silent for a few seconds, and finally lowered his eyes and didn't speak.

Gu Nian didn't plan to let him go: "Gu Yi has always said that the blame is on my head, on the one hand, she complained that I did everything possible to call me home that day, on the other hand, the source of her dispute with you that day was related to me, right?" ”

Xu Chen's whole person was suddenly shocked, he raised his head under the brush, and looked at Gu Nian dumbly.

After struggling for a while, he squeezed out a few words: "It's not, that thing ......"

Xu Chen paused: "That incident has nothing to do with you. ”

Thinking of the touch in the dream, Gu Nian shivered: "You did everything possible to keep me by your side before, just because I didn't know anything about everything, you have such luck, aren't you afraid that I will remember everything one day?" ”

Above the café, a soft piano tune swirls over it, and the gentle footsteps of the waiters in the distance create a peaceful atmosphere.

Xu Chen was like being in a cold cave.

He didn't respond to Gu Nian's words at the first time, the surroundings fell silent for no reason, everything seemed to become silent, and he heard his slightly rapid heartbeat, fluttering, faster and faster.

At the same time, the person in front of him was still staring at him faintly.

Gu Nian tilted his head slightly, his dark and bright eyes didn't blink, just looking at him like this, observing his reaction.

Xu Chen finally forced himself to stabilize his mind.

"Do you remember?" In order to confirm the conjecture in his heart, Xu Chen asked softly.

Gu Nian asked rhetorically, "What do you think?" ”

The stone that had been pressing on my heart for a long time finally fell to the ground.

Hearing Gu Nian's answer, Xu Chen pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled.

"I always knew that sooner or later you would remember." Xu Chen shook his head, turned his eyes away, and didn't look at Gu Nian.

"Why?" Gu Nian sank.

She felt nothing but shudder, the negativity of all the nightmares rushing towards her, and she heard the man's gasp in her ear, and the infinitely suppressed, muttered warmth of the voice.

The man's voice.

Like a terrifying nightmare, it tightly wrapped around her all the time, like a chain that could not be broken, restraining her and strangling her breathlessly.

And at this moment, the voice that appeared in his mind coincided with the warm voice in his ears, and Gu Nian heard Xu Chen's apology: "I'm sorry, ...... that day"

Gu Nian: "......"

Xu Chen said: "It's because I drank too much and can't help but ......."

Before he finished speaking, he was splashed with ice water all over his face by the person opposite.

She couldn't control her hands.

She saw that the drops of water soaked the broken hair in front of Xu Chen's forehead, and instantly flowed down her cheeks from between her eyebrows and eyes, dripping onto the smooth tabletop.

Gu Nian stood up, his whole body trembling.

She couldn't remember all the process, only that she was pressed against the wall by the other party, and her lips and teeth were filled with a disgusting smell.

Maybe it's really the taste of alcohol.

She couldn't move, and the hand unzipped the back of her dress, the palm of which pressed against her butterfly bones.

Boundless darkness enveloped her.

Incredible, and a sense of helplessness and isolation.

She walked on the verge of collapse.

For the past few days, she had the same dreams over and over again every day and night, and the feeling made her sick.

She hid it from Fu Minghan, and before she figured out the truth, she didn't know how to open her mouth to Fu Minghan, and she didn't know how to describe to Fu Minghan how painful and desperate she was at that time.

She couldn't say anything.

"Gu Nian, I ......" Xu Chen let his face be covered with water stains, "I was ...... I don't know ...... either."

The glass that was held in Gu Nian's hand fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and the glass slag shattered all over the ground.

This movement also attracted the watchful eye of others.

Gu Nian's chest continued to rise and fall, and there was anger in his eyes that could not be concealed.

There is a fire burning in the heart.

"Do you think I'll forgive you with just a simple apology?!" Her clenched knuckles had long since turned white, and she roared uncontrollably at the opposite side, like a madman.

If there is no Xu Chen......

If there is no such thing......

Maybe there wasn't everything that happened later.

There will be no endless squabbles, no fires in the sky......

If not all this......

Her parents would not have died in that fire.

Gu Yi will not bear the sin and live this life in this way.

She suddenly understood Gu Yi's sudden madness that day.

The irrepressible flame burns from the deepest part of the heart, unable to be extinguished, with a magic that makes people lose their minds.

There was really a moment when she longed for the person in front of her to die immediately.

Seeing that the situation was wrong, the people around hurriedly ran to persuade them, only that the little couple was awkward, and it would be good to say a few words, but the man sitting opposite didn't say a word, just stared at the woman with red eyes silently, without the slightest intention of refuting or coaxing.

"Look, your boyfriend also knows it's wrong," the male waiter stepped forward and grabbed Gu Nian's arm, "Calm down, don't be impulsive." ”

Someone chimed in: "Yes, yes, what's the matter at home." ”

The noise passed through Gu Nian's eardrums, irritating her nerves.

The kind of tinnitus that has not been done again for a long time made Gu Nian subconsciously frown even tighter, she blinked her eyes a few times, and in her sight, Xu Chen was still sitting in front of her intact, and then the picture gradually distorted, forming a hazy phantus. 166 Reading Network