Chapter 421: Her Past, Repay
Nan Yuanxuan looked at Yu Tianli who was standing in front of the cell door with a calm smile, and asked calmly, "Why?" ”
Nan Yuanxuan thought that maybe his plan had been discovered, but he couldn't think of any reason for Yu Tianli to do something to him. zI
But despite thinking of this possibility, he still couldn't figure it out, and he was a little incredulous, after all, the plan against Yu Guo had only started three years ago, and the only people who knew about this plan were him and his father, and their purpose was to let the royal family of Yu State let down their guard against them through Yu Tianli, so as to take the opportunity to occupy Yu State.
Even if he and his father quietly recruited troops and prepared everything in the Southern Song Dynasty, Yu Tianli should not know.
Yu Tianli was not surprised by Nan Yuanxuan's calmness, because Nan Yuanxuan was such a person who seemed to be gentle and sunny, but in fact he was extremely calm.
His calmness can almost be said to be extremely cruel, even above any emotion.
In the previous life, when the welcoming team arrived in Yu State, Nan Yuanxuan made a great formation under the pretense of welcoming relatives, and broke the gate of Yu State with the army to protect relatives, and when the urgent letter from the border gate arrived in the imperial city, the imperial city was already crumbling.
She watched the soldiers of the Southern Song Dynasty invade the imperial city, but she could only be stunned by Nan Yuanxuan's palm, and when she woke up again, she returned to her dormitory, everything in the dormitory remained unchanged, but she was grounded, and the heavy guards outside the dormitory could not let the two flies in.
She could only sit in the dormitory and listen anxiously to the fights and cries outside, and she couldn't go out and couldn't see Nan Yuanxuan.
To this day, standing in this dark and rotten prison, looking at the noble son who is only separated by the prison door, even if there is no love, she can still clearly feel the heart-eating taste that hurts into the bone marrow at that time.
In order to force Nan Yuanxuan to come out, she put a candlestick against her neck and threatened the guards guarding outside the hall, at that time she was panicked, angry, and scared at the same time.
Since behind a well-known wedding in the prosperous age of Jiuyou is nothing more than the bloodshed that lures the wolf into the house, does it mean that Nan Yuanxuan's deep affection for her has always been a snake, and does it work for her to force her to die?
However, when she saw the man who came in a hurry in a military uniform with a murderous aura but was still handsome and graceful, she thought that she saw hope, at least at this time Nan Yuanxuan would come, indicating that he didn't really have no affection for him at all, so is there still hope for everything.
"Why?"
She remembered that when she asked this sentence, she was not as calm and calm as Nan Yuanxuan at this time, even if she didn't look at her, she knew how sad and resentful the eyes she looked at Nan Yuanxuan at that time.
But what about Nan Yuanxuan?
In the face of her angry questioning and painful appearance, Nan Yuanxuan retreated from the murderous aura on his body, and returned to the gentle and handsome appearance he used to face her, smiling lightly, and he looked at her doting and apologetic and said softly.
"Li'er, I want this world, you love me so much, you should be able to forgive me, right? Don't worry, I've found someone to replace your father and mother, I will find a quiet place for them to enjoy their old age in peace, as for your younger brother, you know, he is the only heir to the royal family of Yuguo, and I can't let him go. ”
His eyes were full of gruesome tenderness and painful apology, and with a soft and doting smile on his face, he just stood five steps away from her and looked at her intently.
If it weren't for the chilling content of his words, Yu Tianli would almost have thought that nothing had changed, and the person in front of him was still the man who often teased her with a little gentleness and ruffianness, and doted on her very much.
But the words that used to be gentle and made her willing to indulge forever have now turned into a sharp knife cut into her heart, making her almost gasping for pain.
"Just because you want the country and the world, use me, use my feelings for you, deceive my father, and lead the iron cavalry into my imperial city of Yu in the name of marriage, Nan Yuanxuan, do you have any heart? Do you really love me? ”
That poignant and sharp voice almost made Yu Tianli himself not recognize herself, when would she make such a poignant and crazy voice like a resentful woman?
Nan Yuanxuan still looked at her tenderly and lovingly, and the smile on his face became even more apologetic: "Li'er, I really love you, is it true that you are so smart, how can you not feel it?" I did take advantage of you, but not so much to use you, but to use my own feelings, I love you more than anyone else in the world, and there is no one in this world who can compare to your place in my heart. ”
"Hehe......" Yu Tianli looked at him sadly and resentfully: "Yes, I shouldn't doubt that your feelings are fake, if they are fake, how can you deceive me, yes, you love me more than anyone else, and there is no one in this world who can compare to my position in your heart, no one!" Hahaha......"
Yu Tianli laughed madly and burst into tears, but her eyes looked at Nan Yuanxuan as fiercely as if they had been quenched with poison, full of murderous aura, but behind such a thick black like a whirlpool was distressing pain and dead silence.
She is very important in his heart, no one can compare, but she was defeated by the right to life, she is the first person in his Nan Yuanxuan's heart, but she is not unique, let alone the first.
On her head Yu Tianli, there is still a power in the country, and that is the most important first place in Nan Yuanxuan's heart!
"Li Er......" Nan Yuanxuan looked at Yu Tianli, who was a little crazy, and whispered worriedly.
However, it was Yu Tianli's ruthless attack that answered him, Yu Tianli had already made himself both civil and military because he liked Nan Yuanxuan, not to mention his daughter's family in martial arts, even a man was rarely able to do it.
Nan Yuanxuan dodged and did not confront Yu Tianli head-on, he had already broken her heart and didn't want to hurt her body again.
But in the face of this person who destroyed his homeland, killed his younger brother, and imprisoned his parents, Yu Tianli was already unforgivable, let alone loved, she almost held the idea of dying with Nan Yuanxuan, and the move was fatal, ruthless, and did not give Nan Yuanxuan a chance to live at all, let alone leave a way back for herself.
Nan Yuanxuan also saw Yu Tianli's ruin, even if he deliberately did not fight back, he couldn't dodge in the face of this pressing killing move, and then he could only force him to fight back.
The final result was not so much a defeat for both sides, but for Yu Tianli to lose, she couldn't beat Nan Yuanxuan in the first place, even if Nan Yuanxuan deliberately let her, she couldn't kill him at all except for slashing him with two swords without pain.
"Nan Yuanxuan, I am also a member of the royal family of Yu Kingdom, even if I am a woman, if you keep me like this, I can also revive the country of Yu in the name of the princess of the royal family."
Yu Tianli wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth, looked at Nan Yuanxuan with a cold expression, and sneered.
Nan Yuanxuan said with some helplessness and expression: "No, Li'er, you are different, even if I kill myself, I will not be willing to kill you, you are right, whether it is your identity or your talent, you have done it, but I will not allow Li'er, you will never have such an opportunity." ”
Nan Yuanxuan gently approached Yu Tianli step by step, and Yu Tianli suddenly took two steps back vigilantly: "What do you want to do?" ”
"Li'er, I want you to stay with me all the time, but I can't let you block my way, so I can only wronged you." A trace of pain flashed in Nan Yuanxuan's eyes, and his gentle eyes were once again dyed with apology.
Yu Tianli suddenly felt dangerous, and started to move with Nan Yuanxuan again, but this time Nan Yuanxuan did not show mercy to his subordinates, after one side fought, Nan Yuanxuan did not kill her, but ruthlessly abolished her martial arts.
The pain of eating the bones is actually nothing compared to the pain in the heart, because the heart is already numb to the pain, and the body can't feel the pain anymore.
There is no doubt that when she woke up again, she was naked by an arm-thick black iron chain, imprisoned in this dormitory, day after day, Nan Yuanxuan hugged her to sleep with her every night, and when the interest came, she was suppressed to resist death, in addition to freedom, he still held her in the palm of his hand and pampered her.
What happened outside, Nan Yuanxuan didn't hide it from her, and would tell her about the outside world every day as if he was talking.
During that time, she was almost like a walking corpse, numbly closing herself, like a doll without a soul, at the mercy of Nan Yuanxuan, until Nan Yuanxuan sighed and said a word with anticipation after having fun with her one night, which finally made her breathe into the life of only the shell.
"Li'er, I'm worried about you all the time, is it that as long as you have your flesh and blood here, your relatives, and your children, you will be angry and expectant, and you will be reluctant to leave me?"
Nan Yuanxuan stroked Yu Tianli's stomach and whispered, that night, he pestered her to the death, again and again, Yu Tianli was finally scared.
She knew that she couldn't go on like this, how could she have a child for a man she hated to the core, but Nan Yuanxuan was afraid that she would hurt herself, but wherever she could walk, there was no suspicious use of sharp weapons, she couldn't escape, she couldn't die, and finally became ruthless, this kind of hatred is not only for others, but also for herself.
After Nan Yuanxuan went to the morning court, she hit the bed rail with her abdomen again and again, even if she vomited blood, she didn't stop, she couldn't die herself, and she couldn't kill Nan Yuanxuan, so she could only stop this tragedy and prevent the arrival of the child who was not expected.
When the people outside the hall heard the movement and came in, it was too late, the imperial doctor said that he was cleft inside, and he could not get pregnant again, hearing this, Yu Tianli, who had been lifeless, smiled, and that smile deeply stimulated Nan Yuanxuan.
It also made Nan Yuanxuan scared, this time just to never be able to conceive his child, she was so cruel to herself, so what about next time?
Once Yu Tianli loses the idea of revenge, then she will definitely try her best to commit suicide, he can't do without her, let alone allow her to commit suicide!
Yu Tianli thought that Nan Yuanxuan's cruelty on her was enough, but it was not until this time that Nan Yuanxuan was really angered, and it also completely aroused the worries that had been suppressed in his heart, and she knew how calm and terrifying this man was, and how cruel and ruthless he was.
In order to prevent her from doing anything to hurt herself, Nan Yuanxuan actually abolished her hands and feet, making her directly a useless person, who could only lie on the bed forever, and relied on him to take care of all the food, drink, and Lazar, and even ......
In order to prevent her from biting her tongue and committing suicide, he actually pulled out her tongue, and the gentle and terrifying whisper when he started it still makes Yu Tianli feel chills in his heart when he thinks about it.
"Li'er, since you don't want to talk to me, then you never have to say it, just listen to what I say to you, be good, it won't hurt if you endure it......"
Yu Tianli looked at Nan Yuanxuan in the cell who was calmly looking at her with a pair of beautiful glass eyes waiting for an answer, and suddenly couldn't help laughing, the laughter was filled with too much coldness and indescribable things, which made Nan Yuanxuan frown subconsciously.
"Why?" Yu Tianli looked at Nan Yuanxuan with a sneer, his dark eyes were dark and terrifying: "It's really a familiar conversation." ”
Nan Yuanxuan looked at Yu Tianli's face with a deep and deep terrifying look for some reason, only to feel that Yu Tianli at this time seemed to be a completely changed person, so dead and dark, like a dark night jungle full of danger, full of unimaginable dangers.
Not only that, but he also saw the terrifying bloody aura and numb cold hatred in those dark and cold eyes.
Yu Tianli looked at Nan Yuanxuan's probing and thoughtful gaze, her lips opened slightly, and she faintly said the answer given to her by the other party in a similar scene in the hall back then, word by word.
"Li'er, I want this world, you love me so much, you should be able to forgive me, right? Don't worry, I've found someone to replace your father and mother, I will find a quiet place for them to enjoy their old age in peace, as for your younger brother, you know, he is the only heir to the royal family of Yuguo, and I can't let him go. ”
Nan Yuanxuan's expression was stunned, there seemed to be a flash of surprise in his beautiful eyes, and the next moment was full of surprise and doubt, why did Yu Tianli say that?
How did this tone, this tone, and this content make him have an indescribable sense of weirdness, and even a sense of familiarity......
For a moment, Nan Yuanxuan's pupils shrank, yes, that sense of familiarity was not his usual tone of voice, although it was still different, it was somewhat similar, as if he was talking to Yu Tianli about his attitude.
And although the meaning of these words had no beginning or end, it made his heart tremble unconsciously, and his limbs suddenly became cold.
Because of this content, this content actually gave him a sense of resonance......
Yu Tianli looked at Nan Yuanxuan, and said with a cold and calm face: "Is there a feeling of déjà vu?" Or is it a little bit closer to what you have in mind? ”
Nan Yuanxuan looked at Yu Tianli with an uncertain expression, didn't say anything, the smile on his face disappeared, but there was not the slightest anger, and some were just unusually calm.
Yu Tianli didn't expect Nan Yuanxuan to say anything, after all, only she had the memory of the previous life, how could Nan Yuanxuan really understand what she was talking about.
The tone was cold with indifference from the depths of his soul, and he said to himself: "Nan Yuanxuan, everything in the previous life, let's end it today, Chen'er's life, everything I have suffered, it's time for you to repay your debts." ”
After Yu Tianli finished saying this, Nan Yuanxuan was surprised and puzzled in his heart, and at the same time, he suddenly felt weakness in his limbs, and his body, which was originally sitting on the dry grass, also fell to the ground a little unsupportively, and supported the ground with his hands, which barely prevented him from lying down limply.
"You used cartilage powder on me, why? And the meaning of your words, what last life? ”
Yu Tianli didn't rush to answer Nan Yuanxuan's question, but slowly opened the cell and walked in, walked to Nan Yuanxuan's side, looked at him condescendingly, and suddenly showed a smile.
"Want to know?" Yu Tianli said as if thinking: "That's right, how can I remember it alone, at least I should let you die to understand." ”
Yu Tianli squatted down with a smile on his face, but his dark and quiet eyes were full of dead silence, which was extremely permeable, which made Nan Yuanxuan look shocked and suspicious, and the cold in his heart couldn't stop coming out, but at the same time, for some reason, there was a little more indescribable pain and astringency.
"In my last life, you loved me very much, and I loved you very much," Yu Tianli raised his hand and stroked Nan Yuanxuan's facial contour as if in love: "I love you, for your words, I learned literature and martial arts, danced and swords, and made myself excellent, excellent enough to match you, by the way, you should know this, that is, what you told me when you were twelve years old." ”
Nan Yuanxuan thought that he had told Yu Tianli that year that he liked women who were smart and capable of writing and martial arts, and since then she has been working hard to make herself such a person, but although she has been insisting, the eyes that look at her are less heat and love, more unpredictable secrets, and even a coldness that is difficult to capture.
"I've always tried to be what you like, I did it, of course, you did what you promised, you really spoiled me, never wanted to lose your temper with me, and gave me a wedding ...... that I will never forget"
Yu Tianli seemed to be reminiscing, and slowly told all kinds of things about the previous life, I don't know how long it took, when her voice stopped, Nan Yuanxuan was completely stunned, it was the first time that he was so calm and didn't know how to react.
When Nan Yuanxuan came back to his senses and looked at Yu Tianli, his face had already regained calm, but he couldn't calm down in his heart, reason told him that Yu Tianli seemed to have a problem with his brain, and everything she said was a lie.
But he couldn't completely convince himself that everything Yu Tianli said was false, especially that he really loved Yu Tianli, and he had always planned as she said, using her to set foot on Yu Country and take Yu Country for himself, if there was really such a day......
Nan Yuanxuan almost didn't dare to think about it anymore, although he felt incredible, but he always felt that if there was really that day, he would really do what Yu Tianli said, and when he thought that Yu Tianli would leave him, he might really do everything to stop it.
But why......
Why did his heart hurt so much, especially when he heard what she had suffered, he abolished his martial arts, broke his tendons and feet, pulled out his tongue, and lay on the bed like a waste person who couldn't move or speak for the rest of his life......
He didn't want to think about what kind of extreme pain this process was, he just thought that if he was the person in her mouth, and he really did it, he was afraid that every point of harm to her would hurt him even more than her.
Nan Yuanxuan opened his mouth, and only after half a sound did he spit out a sentence: "Finally...... What's wrong? ”
The hoarse and dry voice lingered in his ears, which made Nan Yuanxuan himself startled, was this voice really made by him?
Yu Tianli looked at Nan Yuanxuan's appearance, and his smile became deeper and deeper, as if he had told some interesting story, and he didn't have the slightest look to tell everything he had experienced.
"Finally, ah......" Yu Tianli's eyes were dark, and he whispered faintly: "Mourning is greater than heart death, there is an empty body, even if you can't move, even if your tongue is pulled out, as long as you want to die, it's still okay." ”
Nan Yuanxuan did so much just to prevent her from leaving him, naturally it was impossible for her to go on a hunger strike, and she was forced to feed her mouthful of vegetarian porridge, but ah, it was useless.
Even if Nan Yuanxuan was able to control everything about her on the surface, she still couldn't control the operation of her body, her body still resisted eating and absorption, and all the food entered her body and was vomited out with nausea.
The imperial doctor said that this was anorexia, which was not cured, and her body was already weak after suffering many times in a row, plus she couldn't eat, and in the end, it was conceivable that no matter how Nan Yuanxuan could keep it, she did everything she could.
She was getting thinner and weaker, she didn't have the last bit of strength, and even breathing became slowly difficult, and then she saw Nan Yuanxuan holding her and crying like a child, and then she fell into the darkness, woke up again, and went back to the past.
Although Yu Tianli didn't explain, Nan Yuanxuan could still guess it, but such a guess made his heart throb even more, and his face was a little white.
"So...... Are you going to do this to me? ”