Chapter 87: Guilt
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It has been half a year since Wei Lai returned from the battlefield in Beizhou, and no matter how dull she is, she can understand where the resistance to her resignation lies. But one is a boss who has the grace of knowing her, and the other is an elder who has high hopes for her, and it is really embarrassing for her to say bluntly to her face that she has failed the other party's kindness or something, so it is better to cut off their thoughts.
A military general is no better than Wenchen, a lame general, no matter how brave and good he once was, he will not have a chance to fight on the battlefield.
From seeing the city gate to the carriage stopping at the gate of Sanhe City County, it didn't take much time
。 However, in this short period of time, Wei Lai's heart has been measured, and when he looks at his broken leg again, his eyes are complicated and firm.
Miss Yu, who saved Wei Lai, didn't stay long, and when Wei Lai asked people to send the seal to the county order, Shi Shiran left, and didn't even care about the broken carriage, and directly threw the carriage at the door of the county office.
Maybe she saved people that day just casually, and she didn't ask for any retribution, so she responded to Wei Lai's promise before so simply. And now, it seems, she doesn't seem to take those words to heart.
Wei Lai didn't expect people to walk so fast, and after a short period of stunnedness, he shouted twice, but he didn't know if the other party heard it, so he left without looking back, and soon disappeared into the streets of this still lively county.
Sanhe County ordered only seven products, Wei Lai was a loyal general of the fourth grade, and he didn't dare to slack off after the seal was sent, and soon brought someone to welcome Wei Lai in.
After some questioning, Wei Lai learned that the black-armored cavalry had stayed here for a long time, and they searched for her for seven days, and almost dug three feet into the ground in the southern suburbs and Sanhe City without finding anyone, and finally collected their troops and returned to the court two days ago.
Wei Lai didn't pay much attention to this, knowing that the battle was going well, and the black armored cavalry was not badly damaged, so she was relieved. It was good that she didn't have to go back with the black-armored cavalry, and it was tiring to save herself from covering up all the way, so she let Sanhe County arrange someone to send her back to Beijing.
During this period, the commander of Sanhe County saw that Wei Lai was injured and broke his leg, but he kindly invited a doctor to help see a doctor. As a result, Wei Lai only hesitated, but finally didn't let him see it, and decided to drag his injured leg back to Beijing like this, as for whether this leg can grow well in the future, he simply left it to fate.
I just don't know, if she is really lame, will Miss He dislike it?
The honest General Xiao Wei never thought that there was a way to pretend to be lame, and in order to resign, he forced himself to run on the road of being really lame, and it is unknown whether Miss He will dislike her lame in the future, but it is certain that she will be disgusted for being stupid after knowing this.
Early in the morning of the second day, Wei Lai dragged his injured leg like this, and under the arrangement of the Sanhe County Order, he embarked on the road back to Beijing. The letter of peace was sent out from Sanhe City at the same time, but now that the rebellion has stopped, and the investigation is strict, the letter is not an official document that can be unimpeded, and this way to the capital may not be much faster than her injured person shaking into the capital.
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The bitter smell permeated the entire courtyard, from the original faint medicinal fragrance to the bitter medicinal smell now, in fact, it was only a few days' work. But in just a few days, a courtyard that was once lively and lively became as bitter and dull as the smell of medicine in the air.
He Zhi hadn't gone out for several days, she was groggy all day, and she fell asleep more than she woke up, but the taste of falling asleep was not pleasant, and there was always some blood soaked in her dreams. So when I woke up, I was covered with cold sweat, my face was pale, and gradually my eyes became blue and black, and I became more tired than before I went to bed.
She knew that she was sick, she knew why she was sick, and she knew that the prescriptions prescribed by the doctors could not cure her heart disease. But looking at her mother's haggard face and her father's worried eyes, she couldn't say anything, so she could only drink the medicine obediently, and then continued to fall into nightmares, waking up in nightmares day by day......
He Zhi's body is not good, but it is definitely not bad, in previous years, when the spring flowers are blooming, even if no one invites him to go out, he definitely has to take the maid out for a walk. But now she can only lie sick in bed, and her increasingly haggard appearance can see that Xi Qiu is also secretly anxious, and she can't sleep well night after night, and even complains about Wei Lai in her heart.
can complain and complain, Xi Qiu also knows that if he wants his young lady's heart disease to get better, I am afraid that he can only rely on the heart medicine of General Xiao Wei - General Xiao Wei, whose life and death are unknown, has no ability to find it, but isn't there still General Xiao Wei and his mother living in this capital?
After thinking about it for a few days, seeing He Zhi being entangled by nightmares day by day, Xi Qiu finally had the attitude of giving it a try, and opened his mouth when He Zhi drank the medicine: "Miss, is she better today?" ”
He Zhi's spirit was obviously not very good, and she didn't feel any interest after listening to Xi Qiu's words, she only shook her head slightly, and closed her eyes after drinking the bitter medicinal juice in the bowl
This kind of He Zhi makes people look more and more worried, Xi Qiu hesitated slightly, and instead of quieting down and letting his young lady rest as before, he opened his mouth again: "It's not good for your body to be stuffy in the house like this all day, why don't you go out for a walk?" ”
In this way, He Zhi opened her eyes and looked at her personal maid. She still looked a little embarrassed, and she didn't have the idea of going out for a walk, she just wanted to say "no", but found that Xi Qiu seemed to be a little eager to say something, so the words on her lips still changed: "But what happened?" ”
Xi Qiu has also been by He Zhi's side for many years, and although the relationship between the two cannot be described by such an overstepping word as "love and sisters", she does have some weight in He Zhi's heart, and she is not comparable to ordinary people. So even though she was unwell and depressed, He Zhi still cheered up and asked.
When questioning, He Zhi only thought that something had happened to Xi Qiu's family and wanted to ask her, but after the little girl looked at her with an embarrassed face, she said, "Miss, do you want to go...... Walking south of the city? ”
The south of the city is where the market is located, He Zhi has always liked to play and not go shopping when she goes out, so she usually doesn't go much, not to mention that Xi Qiu's pause is still somewhat obvious, so she quickly understood what Xi Qiu meant - the house in the south of the city is much cheaper than in the east of the city, and the house that Wei Lai bought at the beginning is close to the south of the city.
"But what happened to the Wei family?" Thinking of Wei Lai, He Zhi's heart still felt heavy and unspeakably uncomfortable, but she also understood that Xi Qiu would not say this at this time for no reason.
These days she has been busy taking care of Miss, Xi Qiu naturally has no time and no heart to visit the Wei family, but because of today's plans, she also asked someone to go and inquire, and then said: "I heard that Aunt Wei seems to be in a bad health." ”
He Zhi was stunned when she heard this, and a lot of guilt was born in her heart.
Since the army returned to the dynasty that day and didn't see Wei Lai, she fell ill, and fell into that nightmare every day, but she forgot that she was sad and sick, so Aunt Wei, a mother, was probably even more grief-stricken, right?
Thinking of Aunt Wei's frightened appearance that day, I also know that she must be having a hard time now. Thinking about Wei Lai's entrustment when he left, He Zhi only felt that she had failed Wei Lai's trust and entrustment, and felt guilty in her heart.
At this time, she really came to the spirit, and she got up with her weak body: "Xi Qiu, come and help me freshen up, and I'll go to the Wei family to have a look in a while." After speaking, he thought about it and said, "Invite Dr. Li to accompany you." ”
He Zhi was originally sick with a heart, and her body itself was fine, but she had tossed hard in the past few days, and she was a little tired and weak. Xi Qiu knew this, but she didn't worry about what was wrong with her dragging her sick body out, she wholeheartedly wanted to find something to make He Zhi care, forget about those sad things for the time being, and went down to prepare when she heard the words.
The news that the eldest lady who was still sick was going out naturally spread quickly to Mrs. He. She had just laid down to rest for a while due to exhaustion, and when she heard this, she immediately got up and went to He Zhi's courtyard.
Only took two steps, and before she stepped out of the bedroom door, Mrs. He stopped again, thinking about Xi Qiu's intentions. I was worried that He Zhi would touch the scene, and seeing Aunt Wei even more sad, I also hoped that she would really take her mind away, and no longer be trapped in that sad thing all day long, and be in a dilemma for a while.
In the end, I finally sighed "bad fate" and let it go.