55. Confused
Once some things start, they can't be undone, and sometimes I think: one wrong step, two wrong steps, what's the difference?
Wen Wen looked at the door from time to time, then lowered her head, her fingertips were still trembling, more than two dozen missed calls, more than a dozen unread text messages, and a "despicable" thought popped up in her head......
Deleted, she wanted to delete all these records.
She even spit on this behavior in her heart, she is too selfish, but love is selfish, she still loves Qiao Yi, is this wrong? What's more, the relationship between Qiao Yi and Shen Yanqing has cracks in itself......
A reason is just an excuse, people always like to find a step for themselves before making a mistake, so that at least they will feel better.
Wen Wen was really red this time, the most red-eyed thing was that Qiao Yi would be willing to give her body to another woman, the relationship between herself and Qiao Yi that was not broken, but it was broken by Shen Yanqing, and every ambiguous text message was like a knife, piercing Wen Wen's heart.
Qiao Yi simply flushed the blood stains on his body, changed into a clean white T-shirt, and when he entered the door, he saw Wen Wen looking panicked, and the mobile phone in his hand slid directly to the floor, making a muffled sound......
You could see that she was crying, and her eyes were red and swollen.
The two of them went to pick up the mobile phone on the ground almost at the same time, and Qiao Yi's speed was still a step faster, "Are you looking at my phone?!" "Anyone's first feeling is the displeasure caused by being spied on, and Qiao Yi is no exception......
The screen is still stuck in the selection interface of "whether to delete this record".
"Xiaoyi, listen to my explanation......"
It was all Shen Yanqing's text messages, and they were all her missed calls, and Qiao Yi remembered that she had made an appointment to meet Shen Yanqing in the company before.
The most recent text message was half an hour ago.
- I'm waiting for you in the office, and if you don't come, I'll keep waiting.
However, the latest call log was 10 minutes ago.
The screen clearly showed that there was a five-minute call record with Shen Yanqing ten minutes ago.
For a moment, Qiao Yi's face was pale, Wen Wen even felt the depression on the eve of the storm, she also panicked, shaking her head and muttering, "Xiaoyi, listen to my explanation......"
When I repeatedly tried to listen to my explanations, I didn't know how to explain them.
"You...... What did I say to her......"
Qiao Yi asked coldly, Wen Wen's abnormal behavior made her feel that this was not an ordinary five-minute call.
“…… I said it's inconvenient for you to answer the phone, let her ...... later"
Without waiting for Wen Wen to finish speaking, Qiao Yi strengthened her tone and questioned her: "...... What is the deletion of a record? What qualifications do you have to spy on my **?! ”
"I just care about you, Xiaoyi...... I don't mean anything else......"
"Is that how you care?"
There was once such a person, you did everything for her, but in the end you were hurt all over your body, it is false to say that you don't hate, Qiao Yi's resentment accumulated in her heart for many years finally broke out, Wen Wen's pity at this time couldn't arouse any sympathy from her, she just felt ridiculous.
"When I was most vulnerable, most confused, most helpless, and most in need of you, where were you? You're having a wedding in Los Angeles. We agreed on a qiē, but in the end I was deceived by you like a fool! Wen Wen, it was your own choice to give up our relationship at the beginning......"
"You've gained fame and fortune, you feel unhappy, and you start thinking of me again, is that interesting? You said you were willing to give up a qiē for me now, but I didn't want to, because you didn't deserve it! ”
It's not worth saying how decisive.
Qiao Yi is really no longer the Qiao Yi of the year, people will really change, Wen Wenman thought that their vigorous love at the beginning would have room for redemption, but after calming down, I found out, is it still possible?
"Then is Shen Yanqing worth it?"
Putting the peeping ** on his lips, Qiao Yi was so disappointed in Wen Wen this time, gritted her teeth, and squeezed out a sentence for a long time, "You are not qualified to know." ”
Qiao Yi didn't want to stay in this room anymore, she didn't care about Wen Wen's retention, and that's all she could do.
"Xiaoyi, I'm sorry......"
Qiao Yi stopped but didn't look back, "Not all sorry is useful. ”
"I'm sorry ......"
"I told her, I'm your girlfriend, and I told her to stop pestering you in the future......"
"I'm sorry ......"
Speaking out of the words, Wen Wen felt more comfortable in her heart, she had been hurting Qiao Yi with selfishness, this was the case five years ago, and it is the same now.
Qiao Yi hates her, blames her, one wrong step, two wrong steps, there is still a difference, she doesn't want to continue to be wrong.
Qiao Yi stopped a taxi, and when she arrived at the company, it was already empty, and at this time, her heart was empty.
Shen Yanqing, what would she think? This is a misunderstanding that will get darker and darker......
That night, Shen Yanqing was drunk again.
…… Girlfriend...... Don't dwell on it anymore...... Don't disturb Qiao Yi's life now......
She is really not good at feelings.
When the two met again, they were very haggard, and Qiao Yi saw Shen Yanqing and Mi Lan talking to each other in a meeting, and their posture was very intimate.
The rumors about Shen Yanqing and Mi Lan have spread in the company, and Shen Yanqing has always been a scandal insulator, but this time he did not stand up for an official clarification.
This is probably the most depressed period of Qiao Yi's life, smoking, drinking, and going to nightclubs, it feels like the sky is falling, and she can't breathe, she has never been so desperate when she broke up with Wen Wen.
Neither she nor Shen Yanqing took the initiative to contact each other.
Qiao Yi felt that she was crazy, and under the dazzling light, there were all faces, all of them were Shen Yanqing, smiling at her.
raised his head and drank another glass of wine, even drunk couldn't paralyze himself, the world was full of Shen Yanqing.
"Don't drink it."
Qiao Yi felt that his body was soft, and he was helped from the bar to the booth in the corner, and when he squinted, it was Shen Yanqing's face that was hazy.
"It's ...... you"
Qiao Yi hugged her and couldn't help but say, accompanied by noisy rock music, kissed her lips, the higher the music, the deeper she kissed.
Confused, uncontrollable, inseparable,
wants to release all the feelings with the lips and tongue, the soft tongue is swept over and over the other party's mouth, and the other party's equally soft place is entangled, but fortunately, the other party's response is hot enough.
After kissing until the root of her tongue was numb, Qiao Yi's strength gradually decreased, and she bit the other party's neck in a daze, "Shen Yanqing, I love you." ”
Yan Fan just went out to answer a phone call, but when he came back, he couldn't find Qiao Yi's figure, walked around, and finally found her in a corner, drunk and asleep.
"Jojo, wake up, I'll send you home."
Qiao Yi half-opened his eyes, took the initiative to hook Yan Fan's neck with his hand, hugged him, leaned over to him and sniffed it, his current state was more sober than just now, but it was not much better.
found that it was not Shen Yanqing, so he pushed Yan Fan away, "...... What about Shen Yanqing? ”
Yan Fan was a little flattered by Qiao Yi's intimate behavior, but he was immediately pushed away again, Shen Yanqing? Could it be that his sister is here too?
"You're drunk, I'll send you home."
Qiao Yi didn't let him help, "I don't want you, I want Shen Yanqing!" You go away...... Go away......"
Yan Fan wondered, when did the relationship between Qiao Yi and Shen Yanqing become so close?
"Shen Yanqing, where are you ......?"
Shen Yanqing ...... You come out for me......"
Qiao Yi read Shen Yanqing's name like a demon, it was as soft as a puddle of mud, she refused to leave, Yan Fan's head was big, and it was really hard to mess with a woman when she was drunk.
"Sister, where are you?"
"Where else can I be, at home."
"Are you home?!"
"What's wrong?"
"Qiao Yi is drunk at the bar, sister, come over for a while!"
"She's drunk, what's the matter with me."
"But she's calling your name......"