CHAPTER XXXI

Yan Zhaohua's words made Yan Ruiqian fall into deep thought, Mr. Sun is lustful, this is what he has known for a long time, although he knew nothing when he was a child, he was very ignorant, but in the past two years, he can understand more or less the things between men and women, as the eldest sister said, there have been a few similar things in the house, Mr. Sun bullied some little maids, at that time, he and Mr. Sun said that it was not good, but Mr. Sun went to sue him, men are not romantic, they can't live, that's just some small flaws, it's not worth caring about, the big husband should look farther away, Gradually, he accepted Mr. Sun's lack of morality, but now listening to his eldest sister's words, is what Mr. Sun said before wrong?

"What's the point of being amorous to men? Which man in the world is not three wives and four concubines, and the gentleman in the academy is no exception, how did it come to the mouth of my sister, this is an unforgivable thing, if this is the case, then there is no man in this world who stands up to the sky and the earth is good? ”

Yan Ruiqian is eleven years old, it is the time when the moral concept is formed, where is Yan Zhaohua willing to be developed by him, since the words have been said today, then she does not want to stick to any form, she must always make the truth clear from him.

"A man can be amorous, but not lewd. This is the norm for men in the world to have three wives and four concubines, I can't deny it, but you also know that this is three wives and four concubines, it is the Ming media who is marrying, and there is a document for employment. He bullied others, but is he responsible? He ruined the innocence of other girls' lives, and in the end, what happened to other girls? was ruined by him for the rest of his life! Just because he's your husband, it's forgivable for him to do these irresponsible, crazy ugly things? Then I ask you, what about the girls who were bullied by him? They were also raised by their parents, why did they bully Sun Chong, they couldn't hold their heads up and be human beings all their lives, some committed suicide, some married away from home, and never saw their parents again. Some of them are incognito and dare not go out from ......"

Yan Zhaohua was full of words, knocking on Yan Ruiqian's heart, looking at this sister who was not close to him before, at most she just glanced at the meeting, and even didn't want to say superfluous words to him The sister who not only said so many words for the first time today, but also said these convincing words, he can be regarded as a reader, knows what benevolence and morality mean, Mr. Sun's behavior, he also understands that it is not a good thing, but people have been together for a long time, so they are naturally a little eccentric, and feel that the people around him are forgivable. Even if he does something bad, just because no one can wake him up with a bang.

"I don't ask you to put yourself in the shoes of the girls who were killed, but you have to tell the difference between right and wrong! Take the incident that Sun Chong did in the Guogong Mansion today, since you came to let me save him, then I will ask you, can I save him? Can you save? He took away his wife, destroyed the happiness of others, he ruined a family, ruined a man and a woman, that woman was likely to be sentenced to death because of him, and the second housekeeper who was angry and attacked Sun Chong would also be sentenced to hurt people, the reason why this qiē is like this is because of the man you call 'sir'. He has done morally corrupt things, harming others and himself, let me ask you again, does this kind of person still deserve sympathy? ”

Yan Ruiqian lowered his head and did not speak, the atmosphere in the hall was stagnant for a while, just when Yan Zhaohua thought that Yan Ruiqian had not yet figured it out, he shook his head silently, indicating that he understood Yan Zhaohua's remarks, Yan Zhaohua took a deep breath, thought about it, and continued:

"With such an analysis, you also think that this kind of person should not be sympathized, right? Good! So let's talk about Mrs. next, even you think Sun Chong shouldn't be sympathetic, so let me ask you, why has Mrs. been very indulgent to him for so many years? If you make a mistake, you won't punish him, let him stay with you all the time and teach you something? ”

Yan Ruiqian looked up at Yan Zhaohua, there seemed to be a sense in his eyes, but he didn't dare to say it, Yan Zhaohua walked up to him and told him word by word:

"Because Mrs. just wants you to become as inferior as Sun Chong. Mrs. She...... Not a good guy. ”

Yan Ruiqian was stunned by this sentence. He never thought that the eldest sister who was most convinced of his wife in the past would say this to him, he was not popular since he was a child, his father didn't like it, his sister didn't love him, and only his wife occasionally took care of him, so even if Yan Ruiqian didn't think Xie was good, he didn't think she was a bad person.

I couldn't believe Yan Zhaohua's words, but the facts were in front of him, and he couldn't help but believe it, yes, why did his wife let a gentleman with a bad character be by his side for so many years? In the study, Brother Yan always complained that his husband was too strict with him, and that strict teachers produce high apprentices, and only when the master is strict can it be possible to make students slack off and teach good students. But what about his Mr. Sun? It doesn't matter if he doesn't beat or scold, depending on his temperament, he thought he was an enlightened gentleman, but now he is very afraid to think about it.

Seeing that Yan Ruiqian's eyes seemed to have awakened meaning, after a moment of silence, he said to Yan Zhaohua:

"My sister used to be so convinced of my wife, why did she suddenly ...... So skeptical...... I ......"

"I used to be so convinced of my wife, so when I figured out the crux of the problem, it was even more unbelievable than you, and I hoped that I thought too much, but the facts are here, and I can't believe it. Think about it carefully, isn't this the case, what kind of reputation do our sisters and brothers have outside? I am arrogant, rude, selfish, you are withdrawn, indifferent, and unkind, if these reputations are not deliberately spread out, with our habit of not going out of the door and not stepping forward, how can anyone say this about us? And we have a bad reputation, who do you think will benefit in the end? It can't be the two of us, right? ”

Yan Ruiqian bowed his head and was silent, his shoulders drooped slightly, and the expression on his face seemed to be a little incredulous, Yan Zhaohua didn't blame him, after all, he was young, and he would be a little uncomfortable with letting him accept so many shady things at once. Reaching out and patting him on the shoulder, he said:

"Today's conversation, I hope to give our sisters and brothers a warning, you have to remember, in this mansion, only me and you are the same mother and brother, Mrs. is not our biological mother, she has children and daughters and selfishness, for the sake of her children, will inevitably treat us as stepping stones, when the time comes, I will be hastily married, and if you don't break away from Mr. Sun, after having the same behavior with him, do you think Changning Houfu will still be able to accommodate you? When the time comes, neither of us will be in the house, so who will this family end up becoming? Listen to my sister's words, be a person who knows right from wrong, and can't lead people by the nose anymore. ”

Yan Ruiqian felt so chaotic in his heart, so chaotic that he didn't know how he got out of the Qingque Residence, thinking of Mr. Sun's matter, he still wanted to turn back, but when he saw the two lanterns hanging in front of the Qingque Residence, he stopped his steps, and recalled the qiē that the eldest sister said to him, some words did make sense, but it was too sudden, so that Yan Ruiqian felt that he couldn't digest it so quickly, but one thing is certain, according to his sister, Mr. Sun will definitely not be able to be saved. He still had doubts in his heart, could it be that the master-apprentice relationship for so many years was just wiped out with a few words? He was snubbed in the Hou Mansion and the Guogong Mansion since he was a child, everyone hated him because he killed his biological mother, and rejected him, even if he was the sister of a fellow mother, he never had any special care for him, what she said, is it really as worthy of belief as she said?

Yan Zhaohua stood under the porch, looked at Yan Ruiqian's back as he lost his soul and left, and sighed faintly. Her younger brother still seems to have a pimple in his heart. But think about it, if someone says this to her twelve-year-old self in the previous life, she will also question it from the bottom of her heart, and even react much stronger than Brother Qian, a person's belief since childhood is not so easy to be subverted, and he will always involuntarily suffer in this matter.

But she can't hold back these words, what should be said and what shouldn't be said, she has to say it, whether she can figure it out or not, it's up to him, but no matter whether he can figure out these things or not, Yan Zhaohua can't watch him go down the wrong path again, she believes that Sun Chong has been removed, as long as she finds a good gentleman for Yan Ruiqian in the future and slowly guides him back to the right path, it should be better, even if she is not capable enough in the future to send him to the position of the son of the world, but at least she will not let him end up in a miserable depression like the previous life.