"What's the difference?" Qi Jinghuan asked.

Shen Youan bit her lip and lowered her head without speaking, Qi Jinghuan was a little dissatisfied, her slender fingers swept the hair on her cheeks, forced her to look at herself, and continued to ask; "What do you think I'm different from them?"

Shen Youan couldn't escape his gaze, so he had to say; "Majesty is a man, they are women, naturally different."

Qi Jinghuan was happy and teased; "Is that really the case?"

Shen Youan tilted his head to the side and said with a red face; "When, of course."

Qi Jinghuan laughed, stopped forcing her, hugged her and said; "The difference between me and them is that sooner or later they will have their own lives and cannot always be by your side, but you are my life, my everything, I will always be by your side and will never leave you, so you don't need to think about whether I will leave."

Shen You'an in Qi Jinghuan's arms had mist in his eyes, and looked back at Qi Jinghuan with a serious face, she never dared to believe his words, because she was afraid that one day he would suddenly tell herself that this qiē was her delusion, and at this moment, she believed it, maybe she had already believed him, but she just didn't believe herself.

"You may have to go back to the Anping Mansion for a while."

Qi Jinghuan suddenly said this, Shen Youan was stunned for a moment, raised his head and stared at him, seeing that he didn't seem to be joking, and said hoarsely; "Why? Majesty xià don't want slaves? Didn't Majesty just say that he wanted to accompany the slave and maid all the time? ”

Qi Jinghuan was made to cry and laugh by her aggrieved expression, and when he saw that she had tears in her eyes, as if she was about to cry, he hurriedly coaxed; "No, how can I not want you, it's just that I'm about to marry you, and you can't marry me in the palace again, right? According to the rules, you have to go back to the Anping Mansion to get married. ”

"Don't."

"What did you say?"

Qi Jinghuan thought that she said not to marry her, and her face suddenly darkened.

Shen Youan said with red eyes; "Slaves and maids don't go back to the Anping Mansion, slaves and maids don't dare, they don't dare to sleep alone at night, slaves and maids are afraid."

Seeing her biting her lower lip with red eyes, Qi Jinghuan hugged her in his arms and comforted her; "Don't be afraid, I'll always be with you, just go back and make a show, that's the rule, huh?"

"Don't, don't behave." Shen Youan shook his head.

When Qi Jinghuan heard her say that she didn't even follow the rules, he was stunned for a moment, and took her hand; "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, sue sù me, are you still dreaming of those dreams now, sue sù me, what have you dreamed of?"

Gently patted her on the back, he always knew that she would always wake up in a dream after the incident of the self-visit, he thought that with her with her, she gradually did not think about it, and now she realized that the problem was a little strict, she kept thinking that it had become a knot in her heart.

"No, nothing, Your Majesty, don't leave the slave, don't go back to the Anping Mansion, I want to be with you."

Shen You'an trembled, hugging Qi Jinghuan and shaking his head.

Qi Jinghuan saw that something was wrong with her, and said softly; "Okay, okay, if you don't go back to the Anping Mansion, you will stay in the Yanqing Palace, and I will accompany you."

Shen You'an's heart crossed a warm current, and hugged Qi Jinghuan tightly, but Qi Jinghuan suddenly pushed her out of his arms and sat back.

There was a trace of panic on Shen Youan's face, he looked at Qi Jinghuan in confusion, sat down beside him, and wanted to get close to him, Qi Jinghuan continued to retreat and said lightly; "Don't come here, just sit there."

Shen Youan's face froze for a moment, and he looked at Qi Jinghuan puzzled, is he changing back to what he was before?

Looking at the fear in Shen Youan's eyes, Qi Jinghuan took a deep breath and said; "You'an, have you ever imagined believing in me unreservedly, telling me everything you want, I told you that I like you, I care about your joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and I hope you can tell me everything you think in your heart, instead of holding it in your heart."

"陛xià."

"Don't come here."

Shen Youan stretched out his arm to Qi Jinghuan; "Your Majesty, hug the slave."

"Don't change the subject, tell me, do you believe me or not? What have you done with me, I am in your heart, and there is nothing else but your master? ”

No matter who it is, in exchange for a long silence like this, Qi Jinghuan snorted helplessly, stood up and said; "I'll go to the study for a while."

Qi Jinghuan strode forward, Shen Youan stood up in a panic and chased after him, hugged his waist from behind, and put his face against his back; "No, don't go, Your Majesty."

Qi Jinghuan covered her hand, ruthlessly, and broke her hand away, this time he had to be ruthless, he couldn't let the demons in his heart occupy her all the time.

Shen Youan felt that he was breaking his fingers and blurted out; "Don't, it's not just a visit, it's not just a visit."

After speaking, he sat on the ground weakly, Qi Jinghuan looked back and saw that she was full of tears, and he clenched his fists so hard that he couldn't help but comfort her; "Then you sue sù me, who else."

Shen Youan suddenly broke down and cried, alarming the palace people outside, thinking that something was wrong, but Qi Jinghuan didn't call anyone, and they could only wait outside, listening to Shen Youan's miserable crying, he had the courage to say to Gao He; "Father-in-law Gao, Miss You'an is crying pitifully, can my father-in-law go in and take a look."

Gao He glanced at her and said lightly; "Your Majesty didn't call anyone, no one was allowed to go in, they all retreated, and they were not allowed to gather here."

"But father-in-law, Miss You'an, she cried."

Whose master is distressed, although Yehui and Yeyun are also serving Shen You'an, but after all, they are from the secret guards, and in their opinion, such a little movement inside is just a small fight, anyway, His Majesty will not hurt You'an girl.

Gao He didn't speak, Yiwen was worried in his heart, and he didn't dare to cross Gao He to enter, and the little girl was anxious to shake outside the hall.

Shen Youan sat on the ground with tears on his face in the warm pavilion, Qi Jinghuan was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he carried her to the couch, Shen Youan nestled obediently in his arms, Qi Jinghuan was about to get up, but was pulled by her; "Don't go to the imperial study, your majesty."

Qi Jinghuan broke away from her and looked at her indifferently, Shen Youan was so afraid of this look, just like in countless dreams, he ruthlessly accused her.

"I asked you one last time, who else? What exactly are you afraid of? If you don't say it, I'll leave. ”

"Don't go." Shen You'an closed his eyes, tears sliding down the corners of his eyes; "Don't go, don't leave me, and you, and you, Your Majesty."

Qi Jinghuan leaned over to wipe her tears and said; "I don't leave, I don't leave you, you sue me, what's wrong with me."

"You're covered in blood, covered in blood, I'm so afraid, I'm afraid you're going to die, I'm afraid you'll leave me like my father, it's not good for me, I'm not a good person, I've hurt you."

The appearance covered in blood haunted her dreams day and night.

So it was, no wonder she woke up in her dreams every day to find herself, he found that his fingertips trembled slightly, leaned closer to Shen Youan, and clasped her flexible waist; "I won't, I won't leave you, never, you're fine, it's not your fault, it's my fault, it's my fault that I didn't protect you well, it's me who is too conceited, too decisive."

"You were covered in blood, you were thrown out of the Anping Palace, no one cared about you, and everyone who saw you took a detour"

What else did she want to say, Qi Jinghuan interrupted her; "It's not like this, as soon as the people from Anping Wangfu left that day, the secret guard came to save me, it's okay, I won't die, don't think about it, You'an, forget your dream, I'm here."

"When did you start having these dreams?"

After Shen Youan slowly calmed down, Qi Jinghuan asked.

Shen You'an Road; "That year, after you were driven out of the Anping Mansion by my design, Aunt Li came to me and said, you are lying on the ground covered in blood, no one cares about you, saying that you have consciousness and crawl forward little by little, the pedestrians on the road see you have detoured, there are pedestrians with children passing by when the child is scared by you crying, pedestrians think you are crazy, so they throw stones at you, I am afraid, send someone to look for you, but no matter how you look for it, I can't find it, from that day on, I often dream of such a scene, until I see you in the palace, I just knew that you were fine, the palace was busy, and gradually I stopped dreaming like this, until that day the palace maid committed suicide in front of my eyes, I saw that her neck kept bleeding, I was afraid, when I came back, I always thought about her appearance, all blood, all blood. ”

When she said this, she couldn't help hugging Qi Jinghuan again, Qi Jinghuan felt her body next to her and began to tremble again, patted her back and comforted her, and said; "You'an, those are all fake, that Aunt Li deliberately lied to you, from today onwards, forget about these things."

"Hmm."

Shen Youan nodded.

"Do you have anything to tell me in the future?"

"The slave knows."

Qi Jinghuan said with a smile; "Why are you a slave again, didn't you just say that you don't want to behave?"

Leaning over and kissing the corners of her moist eyes, Shen Youan tilted his head a little awkwardly, just because he was scared, he didn't care about anything, Qi Jinghuan loved her shy and awkward little appearance, and the palace people outside listened to the crying inside, so they put their hearts at ease, Yiwen was worried about Shen Youan, and walked in front of Gao He; "Manager Gao, it's time for dinner, but I have to remind Your Majesty to set up a meal."

Gao He glanced at the sky, coughed lightly, and said; "Your Majesty, do you want to set up a meal?"

Qi Jinghuan heard Gao He's question, bowed his head and said to Shen You'an; "Let's eat."

"Hmm."

Her eyes were a little red, Qi Jinghuan took a wet handkerchief from the palace people and wiped her eyes personally, Yiwen secretly glanced at her, and was relieved to see that she was fine.