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Ohno's words, Sun Xiuqing listened to it, not without a heartbeat. But instinctively, she chose to ignore the throbbing of that moment.
Sun Xiuqing thinks that she is not a very good girl, and she is also very practical about the criteria for choosing a boyfriend. She will shout I love you to the male gods in the film and television drama with Ma Yi, but she also knows that those people can only watch from a distance and have nothing to do with life itself. Regarding love, she doesn't have a specific plan, but she will have vague expectations, hoping that person will be a little better than herself in everything, such as knowledge, such as cultivation, such as dealing with the world......
This is not to say that Ohno is a bad person, but the environment in which the two people grew up is completely different.
All the love in Sun Xiuqing's imagination was in that era, in that environment, they could go to the supermarket, watch a movie, have a big meal, and go on a wild outing together after work...... They can talk freely with each other, they can say anything or nothing, and they can understand each other's minds in a sentence or two.
These things are all based on mutual understanding and sympathy under the same education system and bathed in the same civilization. Sun Xiuqing even refused to find a foreigner to be her boyfriend, because the difference in food and culture would cause a lot of trouble. But Ohno is even more alien than a foreigner, and it can even be said that he is an alien.
Ohno is right, but he is also wrong.
Sun Xiuqing has never wanted a strong man, but it is not him.
She tried to raise the corners of her mouth, pretending to be casual and picked up the hoisin soy sauce and a few bottles of dipping sauce, turned around, and said, "Found it, let's go back, they have to wait." ”
Ohno's eyes almost wanted to nail her. Sun Xiuqing didn't look at him at all, she picked up something, walked around the man almost with her hands and feet, and walked out first.
Outside, it was completely dark. Sun Xiuqing walked silently alone, and inexplicably, tears fell. She said that she didn't know what was wrong with her, and reason told her that it was the right thing to do, but she couldn't help but feel very uncomfortable.
She suddenly realized that she thought this way because she had never given up on the idea of going back to modern times. But she couldn't go back, so it was so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe.
Her steps slowed and slowed, and finally stopped. She didn't seem to have the strength to go any further, tears raged silently on her face, she felt as if there was another indifferent self in her body, she looked at the crying little girl in front of her indifferently, and thought faintly: cry, cry, wait until you cry and you'll be fine.
Ohno stood alone in that empty base for a long time, and Sun Xiuqing's refusal, he saw it very clearly. All along, she rejected herself. At the beginning, she didn't have any explanation, so she chose to leave with Ma Yi, which made him angry, but after the anger, she became extraordinarily sober, Sun Xiuqing was just a guest in Yu Shuwu Village, and she had no reason to stay. And now, when he travels all over the world, tries to become stronger, and meets again, it seems that nothing has changed.
Lost, and confused. What to do, in the final analysis, is still not strong enough, right?
Ohno clenched his fists and made a decision.
Later, the big meal became tasteless. The seafood after adding delicious seasonings should actually be better, but the two people who came back one after another were silent, so that Ma Yi and Ah Qiu didn't dare to say too much.
They slept in the base all night and set off early the next morning to rush back. Yesterday's happy atmosphere seems to have been left on the island at that point in time, and the air on the way back is not usually low.
Ah Qiu couldn't help but secretly ask Ma Yi: "What happened to the two of them?" ”
Ma Yi shook her head and replied to her in a low voice, "I don't know." I saw that the two of them came back yesterday, their mouths were swollen, but now they pretend to be unfamiliar, I don't know if they are embarrassed or what. ”
Ah Qiu's eyes widened: "You mean, they kissed?" ”
Ma Yi leaned into her ear a little proudly: "Of course, I see it very accurately!" ”
"Oh my God." Ah Qiu's face was incredible, and then he also leaned into Ma Yi's ear, and said affirmatively: "Then they must be awkward, it will be fine after a while." Men and women who like to kiss always quarrel for a while. ”
However, Sun Xiuqing and Ohno did not reconcile as soon as they expected. They will also say some necessary conversations, but they don't talk about it more, and they don't stay alone anymore, Sun Xiuqing always stays by Ma Yi's side, so that she doesn't have a chance to discuss with Ah Qiu what to do.
Because they were not interested in playing and chatting, they were all on their way during their waking hours, and after a few days and nights, they returned to the new city.
The army had not yet arrived, and from a distance, there were large and neat fields outside the new city, in which various crops were planted, and the lush growth was very gratifying. Some of the fields are still covered with plastic greenhouses, which were a batch of plastic films bought last winter, Sun Xiuqing searched for a few videos of greenhouse planting for A-Ying and them to learn, so that they can eat some fresh vegetables in the cold. Because the effect of the test field was very good, this time Su Li suggested buying some more, in the large cardboard box that she brought back.
Ohno couldn't hold back his curiosity about what he saw in front of him, and asked some questions. Sun Xiuqing didn't continue to hold it, and answered all questions, but neither of them looked at each other's eyes, just chatting like this, it was still a little embarrassing in the end.
In fact, it was more than a little embarrassing, I was so embarrassed that I didn't know what to do.
Ma Yi and Ah Qiu exchanged a look, thinking to themselves: Thanks to the fact that they are almost home, otherwise if they continue to be so quiet, they will all be depressed.
The flying beast flew over the new city and quickly attracted the attention of the residents. But everyone quickly recognized that it was Sun Xiuqing and Ma Yi who came back, and waved at them one after another. Everyone shouted: "Xiuqing is back!" Ma Yi is back! Aqiu is back! ”
The first time she returned to the city, she heard these shouts that shook inside and outside the city, Sun Xiuqing was quite embarrassed, but this time, she was very moved.
A feeling of being welcomed, a, a feeling of coming home.
This is the home she created with everyone, although there are still many places that need to be improved, but it is a place where you can stop with peace of mind.
When they landed on the ground, Ah Qiang, Ah Ying, Ah Wu, and Ah Xin all greeted them, and they were all very happy, but they couldn't help asking, "Why did you go out for so long this time?" ”
Sun Xiuqing motioned for Ah Qiu to settle down the flying beasts, and casually explained, "Something happened outside. How's it going in town, is everything okay? ”
Ashin first complained of bitterness: "I also said that if you and Mayi don't come back, something big will happen!" ”
"What's wrong?" Sun Xiuqing was in a hurry, and walked back directly with them, and she didn't bother to greet the guests. Ma Yi still had a snack in the end, and said to Ohno: "Don't you mind, Xiuqing can't take care of anything else when he encounters things in the city, you just came, do you want to rest and rest, or go around with me and take a look?" ”
It's true that this small town is small, smaller than some of the villages Ono has seen, but it is very different. Its fields, houses, and tall buildings in the distance that I don't know what to do, are scattered and orderly, and the people here look different, everyone is working in their respective positions, and they look unhurried, but they are very confident.
Ohno nodded and said, "I want to look around, please lead the way." ”
Ma Yi hasn't been back for a long time, and she misses everyone, so she took him around with him.
Sun Xiuqing, who was taken away by Ashin and others, couldn't relax when she heard about the recent events.
Ashin said: "You and Ma Yi have been gone for so long and haven't come back, and there is no news, and everyone is a little bottomless. After all, you haven't come back, and I don't dare to pay your salary, and everyone doesn't have much money left, so you'll have to go hungry if you wait. ”
Sun Xiuqing patted her head, too, in the past, she and Ma Yi went out for at least seven or eight days, and at most ten days, and came back soon, and there would basically be no chaos in the city. I didn't think about delaying for so long when I went out this time, and I didn't do what I should have explained, but fortunately, I just saw the emotions of the residents, and there should be nothing serious.
"It's my negligence, if there is a similar situation in the future, you send it down first, you don't have to wait for me to come back."
After several months of time and space delivery, Sun Xiuqing got nearly 100,000 yuan worth of banknotes and coins for the salary, savings and circulation of more than 300 people, which was basically enough, so he didn't continue to add money. According to her understanding, the 100,000 yuan is the GDP of the people of Xincheng, which is distributed to the people of the city through her hands, and the people of the city can use the money to buy production and daily necessities from ZF, and internal transactions, which is enough.
However, she suddenly thought of a problem: halfway to the new city, she didn't know how far it was, there were still four or five thousand migratory armies about to settle in. Three hundred people took out 100,000 yuan, and another four or five thousand people, this is the rhythm of bankruptcy!
Sun Xiuqing decisively decided that she would not carry this pot.
But she promised to let them come, and she did nod! She can't stop people in the middle of the road. So sad......
I was busy for a whole year last year, and it was solid to sleep at night for a few days. Is this rhythm going to be done again?
Sun Xiuqing pounded her head in her heart and was so annoyed that she couldn't do it, but Ashin rejected her proposal with dignity and said, "You can't leave the money matter to me so hastily." You don't know how much pressure I resisted during this time to block the door of the small vault, and those who asked for wages almost demolished the house, you know? I thought about it, I will never carry this kind of thing alone in the future, someone has to help me. ”
was reminded by him like this, Sun Xiuqing realized that this matter had to be considered. In the first year, she built a home with the same hatred and hatred, and more than 300 people in Xincheng were basically of one mind, even if she left for a month or two without paying her salary, the matter did not make a big fuss, but it would not work if it continued like this. The people here are relatively simple, but that doesn't mean everyone will always be so simple. There are also thieves who steal mobile phones in Treehouse Village, and there are a bunch of careerists in Yezhu City.