48. Chapter 42
What does it feel like to like someone?
I didn't know it before.
In the youthful years when the eldest brother and Madara Uchiha were entangled and entangled in love and killing each other, the white-haired young man has been committed to the development of the Thousand Hands Clan, and due to the unreliable behavior of the eldest brother, his workload has greatly increased, how can he have the heart to consider this?
But it's not like no one has said like it to him.
When he was a child, a girl from the Uzumaki clan came to him and said that he liked it, and when she grew up, the woman of the Thousand Hands clan also showed her love generously...... Well, there were a few boys, but he didn't take it personally.
What is love? He didn't know, and he didn't feel the need to know.
As the patriarch of the Thousand Hands Clan, the 'rationality' opposite to the eldest brother's 'sensibility', he just needs to remain calm and rational.
The encounter with Nohara River was a complete accident.
At that time, he was attacked by the enemy, and the ninjas who were several times his own put them in an extremely disadvantageous position, and there were many times when Kazuma almost thought he was going to die.
What broke this situation was the knife wind that grazed his cheeks, which directly penetrated the enemy's heart and saved him from danger.
At that time, the white-haired boy who was still young turned his head in a trance, and the fierce battle caused his body to drop quickly, his eyes were a little blurry, and between his lips and teeth was a slight astringency of blood mixed with sweat.
Then, he saw the black-haired boy.
Xiao Xiao is solemn, hearty and clear.
The young man behaved freely, sat sideways on a branch, the corners of his lips hooked, with a three-point smile or a smile, and asked lazily:
"You're a thousand-handed?"
The first meeting was indeed very influential, but it was not an unforgettable memory for him at that time. For a long time, he kept that memory in the depths, almost thinking that he had forgotten it.
But knowing that Nohara Jiang was unconscious, after he understood his mood in a trance, those little things rushed out of his memory, and he refused to give even a little gap.
He understood what he was thinking and struggling with, but then, he inevitably slipped deeper into the abyss.
He had a new affliction, more insidious, more sour, more bitter, and more ...... than before. I can't say it.
He has always been sensible, he understands that this kind of love cannot be known to others, and he is not afraid of any rumors he will bear, but he does not want that person to be troubled.
That person was no worse than he was troubled like this.
Nohara Jiang doesn't like it, rather than pulling him down the abyss, letting him be looked at strangely by others who are not happy in the first place, maybe he will lose his relationship with himself and even show a look of disgust, it is better to keep it hidden.
It's good for both of them.
Thinking so, he made a decision.
Then keep it a secret for the rest of your life.
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For a long time when he knew his thoughts, he focused on the construction of Konoha and turned a blind eye even if his eldest brother skipped class.
He uses fanatical work to keep himself busy, sober, organize his thoughts, and control himself.
However, this matter was not as easy as he imagined.
Nohara is good, it's great.
It was so good that he couldn't help but get a little closer to the man, a little closer.
It was so good that after he had tasted that bitterness, he could not even feel the slightest resentment towards the man who had caused him to be in such a situation.
Nohara Jiang is a very good friend, a good brother, in the position of a black-haired youth, he has done nothing wrong, even very well.
A thousand hands said that you don't want to keep long hair, and Nohara Jiang nodded and agreed to keep long hair; A thousand hands said that even if you are in the filthy soil, I will find you, Nohara Jiang nodded and said then you try; Senju said that we would have a bar together, and Nohara Jiang drank with him, and even slept on his shoulder for a night; Senju said that I had never received a gift, so Nohara gave him one......
It's so good, so that the door is more and more trapped.
Although it was very inappropriate, Kazuma felt that he probably understood the reason why his eldest brother, who had always been very arrogant, was so careful about Madara Uchiha in 'that matter'.
In the end, the pillars succeeded, but they still didn't dare.
He admits that whether he is rational and calm, or whether he is impulsive and takes the overall situation into account, these are the reasons why he does not want to say it, but there is another point, that is, he is timid.
He suddenly found that all his feelings were being manipulated by that person, intentionally or unintentionally, and he would be happy and timid because of that person's actions, and he would fall deeper and deeper.
But Nohara Jiang didn't know it at all.
A thousand hands can force those feelings, don't think about it, don't care about it, run away from it, or whatever, let them ferment in a place that person can't see, and then rot.
But it's really hard.
The white-haired youth thought.
Go give it a try. Don't say it, just give it a try.
Kazuma didn't necessarily want Nohara to like his ideas, and he was prepared to fail from the beginning.
It doesn't matter if he fails, even if Nohara Jiang has someone he likes, it doesn't matter if he has a wife and children, he will sincerely bless each other and hope that the other party can be happy.
In this relationship, from the very beginning, he put Nohara Jiang before himself.
It can't be worse than now, he has already lost completely, and he can't recover, it won't be worse.
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So Nohara Jiang found that Kazuma's recent attitude towards himself seems to be particularly weird?
Could it be because of the gift I gave?
Speaking of gifts, Nohara Jiang can't fail to mention that this gift has appeared a long time ago - yes, it is the clay rabbit.
I don't know if it's the manufacturer's special conscience or the rabbit's luck is particularly good, and it has been kept intact in the space shuttle.
Nohara expressed great admiration for this kind of quality and luck (it wasn't), so he kept this clay rabbit that resembled a child's toy.
To be honest, these white fur and red eyes really look more and more like someone - I don't know why, whether it is the color of the pupils, hair color, skin color, or behavior, it is not at all like the pillars.
So when I was thinking about what gift to give, I couldn't find a suitable and very distressed Ajiang for a while, so I subconsciously thought of this.
Could it be that this gift is more suitable for children to play, and I feel speechless and embarrassed, so I plan to embarrass me too?
Nohara Jiang, who felt that this idea was inexplicably emotional, said: Sure enough, he is still a child!
(Senjukuma:.................. )
Is it a child who doesn't mention it for the time being.,Recently, the pillar seems to have made something big.,One day he didn't know what crazy he was going to do.,Gleefully announced:"Let's go catch the tailed beast!" ”
Madara Uchiha: "Hehehe." ”
Nohara: "Hehe. ”
Between the thousand hands: "Heheda." ”
Of course, this was not what Pillar Ma said, and there was a reason for catching the tailed beast, but when he came up with this almost whimsical decision, he was still cruelly ridiculed by the group of three people.
The depressed pillar fell into depression mode and gave birth to mushrooms.
However, for the Thousand Hands Pillar, his luck in life is like someone inexplicably balancing it - how bad his luck is in the casino, how good his luck is in big things.
Although the three of them all said hehe, they were finally persuaded by him to become (Mo) Gong (name).
When he left the Hokage Building, the black-haired young man who was stunned was in a trance, and then realized that he said, "Wait, are we being led astray by the train of thought between the pillars?" ”
Madara Uchiha: ............
Madara sneered and re-entered the Hokage Building.
The black-haired young man silently saluted beside him, and then left without hesitation.
If the two are fighting, he is not going to be cannon fodder; If he ends up playing and becoming a **, he doesn't want to be a light bulb.
But what made him a little strange was that he was pulled away by him without resistance.
Facing Nohara Jiang with a slightly inquiring look, he said lightly: "Anyway, the eldest brother has a wooden escape." ”
You can repair a house with a wooden escape, right...... Was your first reaction to this?
Pillars, your brother doesn't care about you!
#蜡烛#
The land of the Thousand Hands Clan is relatively far, and the two still came to Nohara's home.
After entering the door, Nohara Jiang skillfully poured two glasses of water from the kitchen, one for each person.
"If you want to catch the tailed beast, the allocation of manpower will have to be discussed." After sitting down, the black-haired young man discussed with the door room about the previous mention of the pillar.
"Do you agree with Big Brother?"
"I'm in favor of the columns on this point." Nohara Jiang said seriously, he thought about it, and said one more thing: "Pillar's decision looks a bit silly, but he is very broad-minded, but I support him, not only for this reason. ”
"We're all going to die, Doorway. No matter how strong a person is, he will die, and Konoha will always be there. Nohara Jiang took a sip of water and slowly spit out words that sounded a little desolate: "The decision of the pillar is very appropriate. ”
In fact, Nohara Jiang also thought about the distribution of tailed beasts, he didn't understand the behavior of the pillars, and felt that although he was lenient but stupid, it wasn't until later, after going through a lot of things, that Nohara Jiang understood how wise the choice between the pillars was.
The Tailed Beast stayed in Konoha, which could indeed ensure Konoha's status, but it also left a lot of hidden dangers.
Most obviously, Konoha doesn't have that many people who control the tailed beast.
There are a total of three people in the Nine-Tails Pillar Force, Mito, Kushina, and Naruto, all of whom are members of the Uzumaki clan or people with Uzumaki blood. Not everyone can become a human pillar force, and sealing the Tailed Beast has a price.
Mito is strong enough, her own strength is at the shadow level, and her own sealing technique is at its peak; The price of Naruto's seal is the life of a shadow-level powerhouse - if the ghouls of Wubo Feng Shui Gate are sealed, the Nine-Tails will never be so safe in Naruto's body; As for Jiu Sinai, her own bloodline special strength is not weak, but despite this, the sealing process almost failed.
The Uzumaki clan, like the Thousand-Handed Uchiha, is gone, and without the unique bloodline of the Uzumaki, the only one who can successfully seal the Tailed Beast is the shadow level - but there are so many shadow levels in Konoha ?
It's okay not to pay such a high price, but that kind of seal is not stable, and it will hurt the people in the village - don't you see the power of a human pillar in Shayin Village?
Second, it will put Konoha on the cusp. Of course, it's a good idea to deter others, but whether it's Madara, Tsuruma, Yourself, Kazuma, Izumi Na, or Mito, they all die, and if you can't necessarily control the Zhì Tailed Beast, what will happen to Konoha in the future?
Another thing that is hidden and cannot be clearly revealed is the relationship between ninjas and war.
Ninjas possess more strength than ordinary people, and they need blood and killing to hone themselves, otherwise they will be like a knife without a blade.
Nowhere is this more evident than in the Uchiha, whose chakra needs hatred, pain, and blood to irrigate, and during the war years, the Uchiha's strength was excellent, but when they were at ease, they were inferior to the next. This was foreshadowed at the beginning of Konoha's establishment, and the Uchiha gradually became obsessed