Chapter 110

Yan Zhaohua never thought that one day he would do such a crazy thing. Following a man, sneaking around the streets and alleys, this is a feeling that has never been experienced before, Pei Xuan took her to Chengxiang Building for dinner, and took her to Chang'an Avenue for a turn after the meal, at this moment the two of them are standing on the Huating Bridge at the end of Chang'an Street, looking at the entire brightly lit Chang'an Street, feeling the breath of thousands of lights, there is no one on the bridge, Yan Zhaohua stood at the highest place, the wind on the bridge blew her hat, Pei Xuan did not look into the distance like her, but leaned against the bridge pier, holding his chest with his hands, I looked at myself for a long time.

As soon as Yan Zhaohua turned his head, he saw his hot gaze, as if he was completely attracted by something, and he couldn't take his eyes off it anymore, Pei Xuan looked at Yan Zhaohua's faint side face and said:

"I always thought that I would never be tempted by any woman in my life, until I met you, and before I met you, I was ready to die alone."

Yan Zhaohua asked in surprise: "Lonely and old?" ”

In my impression, she had indeed never heard of Pei Xuan's wife in her previous life, but now she was still a little shocked when she heard the person concerned mention it for the first time.

Pei Xuan nodded and said seriously: "Yes, if you can't meet someone you like, what's the point of reluctantly getting married?" Although I was born in a noble family, I have seen through those false things in the back house, and I don't want to live in falsehood in the future. ”

Yan Zhaohua looked at Pei Xuan fixedly, and said after a while:

"You think a little differently than other men. What they want is not true affection, but a group of wives and concubines, but what you want is to fall in love with each other. ”

Pei Xuan smiled heartily, which made the lights of the entire Chang'an Avenue lose color, and Yan Zhaohua was stunned. And his next words made Yan Zhaohua even more surprised.

"Pigs, dogs, cows and sheep are also herds of wives and concubines, and the reason why people are human beings is that they have to do something different from pigs, dogs, cattle and sheep."

Yan Zhaohua couldn't cry or laugh, he didn't know how to answer Pei Xuan's words, Pei Xuan saw that she was surprised, he couldn't help but reach out and rub it on the top of her head, and said:

"Surprised?"

Yan Zhaohua lowered his head meekly, and his obedient appearance made Pei Xuan's smile deeper, there were pedestrians walking by on the bridge, seeing the appearance of these two people, especially Pei Xuan's outstanding handsomeness, they all guessed sideways, whose little couple came out to play.

Pei Xuan took Yan Zhaohua's hand and said: "I will use time to prove that what I said is true, and I didn't mean to belittle you last time, but I saw that the man next to me was thinking about you, and he was in a hurry to do such a thing, I usually don't do that." ”

Yan Zhaohua looked down at the hands of the two of them, remembering his domineering that night, he couldn't help blushing, and said:

"Wherever there is a man next to me who has a heart for me, besides, I am not someone who has a heart for me, I like anyone. You don't have to. ”

Pei Xuan looked at her and pursed his lips: "Although I was a little impulsive that night, I don't regret it, since I like you, I won't give you to anyone, I have the ability and self-confidence, I can be your reliance, and I can give you happiness for a lifetime, so I will do such impulsive things, I know that my thoughts are a bit extreme and selfish, and I don't take into account your feelings, but you are still young and very ignorant about the affairs of men and women, if I don't tell you earlier, how will you know my mind?" ”

Yan Zhaohua's face was as red as a boiled shrimp, and her heart, which had been silent for many years, seemed to be beating fiercely at this moment, she had never experienced the love between men and women, although she had lived for two lifetimes, Pei Xuan said that he had never met a woman who made him happy, so he would rather die alone and never marry at will, and he could do this because he was a man, Yan Zhaohua was a woman, the fate of the previous life was in the hands of the Xie family, and the matter of marriage could not be the master by himself, but only like a mule and a horse, so that people could match others at will, If she can call the shots herself, she will have the same idea as Pei Xuan.

I hope to find someone who likes me and likes me to spend my life with, I don't need to have a high family, I don't need to have a mountain of money, as long as the two are happy, it is the best time. It's a pity that she didn't wait in her last life.

"I did this qiē, not to force you, but to strive for, I hope to give you the best, let you see my heart, you are still young, you don't have to answer me in a hurry, but promise me, when you start to think about this matter, please be the first to think of me, okay?"

Pei Xuan's eyes were too bright, so that Yan Zhaohua didn't know how to respond, she was not small, she had been looking forward to things like feelings for too many years, so that when she really felt it, she was a little overwhelmed, but as long as she calmed down a little, she could see her heart clearly.

She may have paid attention to Pei Xuan from the first meeting, but the two of them have a huge disparity in identity, she didn't dare to think about it, but it wasn't until Pei Xuan confessed to her that Yan Zhaohua didn't dare to face her heart at that time, Pei Xuan was a miracle to her, a miracle she thought she couldn't have, and now the miracle is in front of her, waiting for her to reach out and grab it, if she hesitates, will this miracle also disappear? If this is really a miracle for her...... Will she be willing to let go?

"I'm ......" Yan Zhaohua pondered for a moment before he spoke: "It's not small." ”

Yan Zhaohua's voice was very low, but Pei Xuan didn't doubt that he had heard it wrong, after a short period of surprise, it was ecstasy, he never knew that a woman's response could make him so excited, he bent down and pressed Yan Zhaohua's shoulders, Pei Xuan couldn't wait to confirm with her:

"What do you mean......"

Yan Zhaohua bit his lip, hesitated for a moment, and said: "I mean it's not early, I should go back, and if it's too late, my maids should be suspicious." ”

Pei Xuan didn't let go, he didn't want her to go back and change her mind after thinking about it, since she opened her mouth, she had to say it clearly.

"You promised me, didn't you?"

Pei Xuan's question made Yan Zhaohua nervous, and he didn't dare to say anything anymore, but lowered his head shyly, and Pei Xuan asked again: "You give me an exact answer, even if you nod your head, just let me know." ”

Yan Zhaohua struggled slightly, then turned to the side, she had never experienced the twisting and shyness of a girl, she thought that these feelings were far away from her, but she didn't expect that she would experience it at this moment.

And then whispered: "What else is not exact?" ”

Hearing her say this, Pei Xuan finally couldn't help laughing, turned his eyes to look at Chang'an Avenue on both sides of the river, he didn't even feel annoyed by the heat after midsummer, and there was an indescribable happiness in the air, sweet and silky, soft and glutinous, leaving all his decisions on weekdays behind, not wanting to do anything, just wanting to stand here with her, even if it was barren.

Yan Zhaohua secretly looked to the side, Pei Xuan also happened to turn his head to look at her, the two looked at each other, although they were separated by a layer of gauze curtains, there was never a moment when they were so close as they are now.

Pei Xuan took a deep breath, as if he had a thought, and said reluctantly: "Let's go, it's not too early, I'll send you back." ”

Yan Zhaohua looked up at him, and asked in a low voice: "Then what are we ......", these words Yan Zhaohua thought about it and thought about it and was embarrassed to say it, although she likes to read the book, and envy the scholars and ladies in the book who have the same mind and break through the etiquette and religion, but after all, it is a book, in reality, she still can't accept the private relationship with a man before marriage, although she agreed, but what she promised, even she herself doesn't know.

"Then even if we have confirmed the relationship, we are the first choice for our respective marriages, you still have filial piety on your body now, and it is inconvenient for me to come to the door to propose, during this time, we will get along normally."

Pei Xuan's words made Yan Zhaohua so ashamed that he didn't dare to look up at him, and in the end, he still relied on a veil to cover his face, and Yan Zhaohua squeezed out a sentence from his lips:

"That'...... Things like that night, you ...... Will it still be done? ”

At this time, Pei Xuan was a little stunned, but he didn't hesitate, and said solemnly to Yan Zhaohua: "That kind of thing is caused by love, it happens naturally, but if you don't want to, I promise that I will never force it again, but if I promise not to touch you, then I still have self-knowledge, I definitely can't do it, and the promise is also false, but I dare to guarantee that before marriage is at most that kind of Cheng dù, and it will never go down again, and it will be a deeper behavior, we ...... Eh, keep it for after marriage. ”

Yan Zhaohua listened to him say such explicit words in his ears, he really wanted to get into the hole, his ears were spicy, and gradually extended to the whole body, although Pei Xuan's words sounded explicit, but they were also pertinent, if he was full of promises, it made Yan Zhaohua can't believe it, he explained the relationship like this, which made her feel a lot more relieved.

Seeing that Yan Zhaohua lowered his head and didn't speak, Pei Xuan was also a little nervous, and said:

"I, that's all I can do. But if you really don't want to contact me before marriage, I ...... I will also try my best to control it for you, you don't need to put too much pressure on yourself, what I said may be too straightforward, but I really have no malice, you have to believe me, I respect you very much, and I don't want you to feel the slightest grievance. ”

Pei Xuan, who was so eager to explain, Yan Zhaohua saw it for the first time, pursed his lips and thought about it, before giving him a reassuring response:

"Feelings are a matter of two people, there is no reason for unilateral commitments, since I promised you, I am ready. I don't know how to speak, and I don't know how to be soft with people, but I believe that as long as the two keep getting closer, keep merging, and respect each other, they can also have a happy ending. So...... I understand everything you said. ”

Pei Xuan listened to these words, he really felt that he didn't find the wrong person, he was really picky about his feelings, he was so picky that he didn't want to compromise at all, only when he faced her, he would make him feel that no matter what he did, it was worth it, for her to smile lightly, and say softly, even if he had to pay more hardships, he was willing.

This is his idea, there is no luxury that someone will understand, he thought, even if it is unilaterally good to her, he is willing, but what he didn't expect is that such a girl born in the Hou Mansion of a family can also have such open-minded courage, which is really not easy for a girl who is deeply bound by etiquette, what he said just now, if it is heard by others, it will definitely be to criticize his romance, but he just told the truth, and he didn't want to deceive her with false lies, but she didn't expect that she didn't doubt it at all, but quickly digested, agreed, and said this thing that surprised him very much.

These words would not be said by any other girl so unabashedly, because they care more about their own reputation, their own reserve, even if they are interested in you, they rarely dare to express it directly. Pei Xuan found that he really liked this kind of person who was pure without being delicate and pretentious, dared to speak his mind, was not hypocritical, did not deceive, and took every decision he made seriously. He believes that if there is no love between them, they will also become sympathetic confidants, just for each other's sincerity.