Exciting.

Xu Ziran thought of this word again.

Does it mean when the heart starts beating violently?

Xu Ziran thought that Qiu Yurou would definitely be able to hear her heartbeat.

But who can not strain their nerves and breathe in such a situation?

But what is this situation like?

She couldn't tell the difference.

She began to regret that she had lived so long in her previous life, and she had never been in love, so that in the face of such a small fight, she couldn't take it calmly.

- Take it easy.

Xu Ziran told himself.

- It's just that the little girl is coquettish, relax.

After a century of seemingly violent beatings, her heart gradually calmed down, and Xu Ziran found that Qiu Yurou's hairy head was leaning against her chest motionless.

Xu Ziran's hand hung on Qiu Yurou's head, and he didn't dare to press it down completely relaxed, so he only lightly put it on his hair and unconsciously brushed the hair on the other party's cheeks.

However, when she realized what she was doing, she suddenly didn't know where to put her hand.

Qiu Yurou in her arms was motionless, Xu Ziran's body stiffened for a while, and finally couldn't help but ask softly: "Yurou, are you still awake?" ”

Qiu Yurou did not move.

Xu Ziran gradually relaxed, she thought, Qiu Yurou should be asleep.

She gently withdrew her hand from the other person's head, and didn't know where to put it, so she simply pressed it on her own head.

She pinched her hair and sighed in her heart: Ah, Qiu Yurou is softer.

After thinking like this, she once again had a sense of guilt for being a minor, and for a while, I don't know if it was a psychological instinct to compensate, and the memory of Qiu Yurou about the future became clear again.

Like all their friends, they talked about relationship problems.

It's just that two people who are also inexperienced are really unconvincing when they talk about it, and they can't even tell a story, and in the end it becomes a purely theoretical analysis.

"What is love?"

In the coffee shop, Xu Ziran saw a couple kissing in the corner and asked this question.

Qiu Yurou said: "This problem is too big, and the space is too wide. ”

Xu Ziran thought for a moment, and then asked: "Then do you think there is love at first sight in this world?" ”

"Of course there is zài." Qiu Yurou agreed simply.

"What about long-term love?"

"Yes."

"Which one would you prefer?"

Qiu Yurou fell silent.

Xu Ziran still remembered that in this silence, Qiu Yurou's hand holding her cheek pinched her earlobe, and her eyes gradually emptied, as if she had thought of something.

So, what's the answer?

Xu Ziran wanted to turn over, but he didn't dare to move because Qiu Yurou was in his arms.

The answer seems to be-

In the café with soothing music, Qiu Yurou said: "If I fall in love at first sight and the other party does not, I will hope to fall in love with each other for a long time." ”

"Because love is such a selfish thing, if you are not careful, you will never recover."

When she said this, Qiu Yurou lowered her eyes slightly and cast her gaze on her hand.

At that time, looking at Qiu Yurou, who was stunned, Xu Ziran felt that the other party must have someone he liked for some reason.

This may be some kind of tacit understanding between friends, or a woman's intuition, but it was at that moment that I had such an idea.

But now that I think about it, I'm not sure, because Qiu Yurou never lies, and like her, even if she doesn't understand something, she will talk seriously for a long time.

At this point, it is clear that neither of them is a person of much talk in front of others, and they don't know who infected whom.

The cold expression in the memory of the adult Qiu Yurou made Xu Ziran completely calm down.

She was now starting to feel that her feverish brain was just too bad to talk to.

Of course, it's cute to ask for things like touching your head, especially when done by a shy fifteen-year-old girl, but it's too beastly to have any thoughts about a little girl because of such a thing.

Qiu Yurou would ask for such a reward, presumably because that kind of family couldn't give her a warm relationship at all.

After all, Xu Ziran is an adult psychologically, and after calming down, his thoughts began to diverge, his nervous mood faded slightly, and the memories of tonight came flooding up together.

There are too many things that have happened since tonight, and Xu Ziran picked them out one by one.

She actually met Luo Feifei in advance, and she was also a fan Yijia.

Xu Ziran remembers very well that Luo Feifei and Fan Yijia in their previous life had no connection at all, they were two straight parallel lines.

Luo Feifei should now be a sophomore in the directing department of Beijing Film Academy, and if he can join a crew as an assistant director, he must have gone through the back door.

After all, Luo Feifei personally told her that she had no talent as a director at all, and it was okay to shoot small videos.

At that time, Luo Feifei had the live broadcast website with the largest number of active users, and she, as the CEO, was one of the most popular Internet celebrities among them.

But now Luo Feifei will come to this crew as an assistant director, presumably because he is interested in being a director, not the state of "tired of filming" later.

Fan Yijia wants to enter the Beijing Film Academy, no doubt because of Luo Feifei, and the two of them are really in honey at present, regardless of you and me.

But Xu Ziran doesn't want to care about these things, the biggest problem is that now Tian Jiaqi is hooked and wants to enter the entertainment industry.

Where is the entertainment industry so easy to mix up, Xu Ziran only had occasional contact in his previous life, and he knows countless pickled things, not to mention that the time and place are indispensable, there is no complete good luck, and if he enters, he will only give away his head, and he is easily blinded by the glitz and glitz that looks glamorous and drunk, and it will be difficult to go back to the ordinary road when the time comes.

Xu Ziran still couldn't help but think about Tian Jiaqi, and felt that even if he wanted to enter the entertainment industry, he had to go to college, and it definitely couldn't be now.

But tonight I was a little impatient, and I was reminded of bad memories, and the words were a little serious, and I should make some good things again tomorrow......

Thinking about this, she gradually became sleepy, and she did not know when, so she fell into a deep sleep.

Steady and even breathing accompanied by the sound of air conditioning fluctuated in the room, and after a while, Qiu Yurou stretched her head out of the quilt and gradually squirmed to a position that was level with Xu Ziran.

Of course she wasn't asleep.

She's not sleepy at all.

She felt that her whole body was feverish, her mind was dizzy, but she was awake.

The curtains were tightly drawn, and there was no light, and there was only the yellow light of the air conditioner in the room, which represented the open state, and the red light of the TV that was not completely turned off.

The warm and dim light gave the whole room a strange enigma, and Qiu Yurou saw Xu Ziran's calm face through this light, which could not be seen clearly, like vague mountains, only vague ups and downs.

Qiu Yurou was nervous and scared, and felt that her hands were constantly shaking.

She whispered, "Cumin, cumin?" ”

Xu Ziran should indeed be asleep, so he didn't respond.

But Qiu Yurou was still nervous, so she couldn't help mentioning her voice, and called: "Xu Ziran." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, someone on the other bed said up: "Neurotic, I don't let people sleep in the middle of the night." ”

Tian Jiaqi didn't rein in the volume at all, so although he didn't raise his voice, it was loud enough in this dark night.

Qiu Yurou suddenly held her breath, worried that even if Xu Ziran fell asleep just now, she would wake up now.

However, Xu Ziran slept soundly and did not move.

Instead, Tian Jiaqi turned over and turned to the other side.

Qiu Yurou thought: Xu Ziran is really completely asleep.

She thought that before, when Xu Ziran fell asleep at night, she also slept very soundly, as if no matter what happened next to her, she would not wake up.

This is completely different from her, she has always been the slightest movement, and she will definitely wake up.

It's like today, the air conditioning in the hotel is not very good, and the sound is a little too heavy, so she doesn't pay attention to anyone at all, and feels that her ears are being crushed by the noise.

But there could be other reasons. Who knows.

Qiu Yurou finally gained courage and raised her hand to touch Xu Ziran's face.

She gently traced the contours of the other party's face with her fingers, first the forehead, then the eyebrows, the eyelashes swept on the palm, Qiu Yurou's fingers trembled slightly, and crossed the bridge of the nose to the lips.

She stopped.

She didn't dare to exert herself, but she felt that she had touched something soft and warm, so she suddenly retracted her hand and put her fist on the place of her heart.

I kissed it last time.

This time I didn't dare.

Qiu Yurou wants to follow her heart and do what she wants to do.

But if you think about it, following your heart seems to be a cowardice.

But it's not an instigation, it's something that shouldn't have been done in the first place.

To do such a thing without the consent of others is simply despicable.

But what should we do if this despicable thing has already been done?

Qiu Yurou was in such a entanglement, and opened her eyes until dawn.

When it was almost dawn, she saw that Xu Ziran had signs of waking up, so she quickly closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but she really fell asleep.

So when Xu Ziran and Tian Jiaqi woke up, Qiu Yurou fell asleep instead.

Xu Ziran rolled out of bed and went to the toilet to wash up first, and when she came out, Tian Jiaqi was already sitting at the head of the bed, staring at her expressionlessly.

Xu Ziran remembered yesterday's incident, so he whispered: "I'm sorry, I said something heavy yesterday." ”

Tian Jiaqi snorted coldly and said, "I don't know what you're talking about." ”

Xu Ziran "shh ”

Tian Jiaqi rolled her eyes, but she didn't have anything to do, so she lowered her voice and said, "What you said yesterday, is it true?" ”

Xu Ziran hesitated slightly, but finally nodded.

Tian Jiaqi's eyes darkened suddenly, but she still pretended to be calm and pursed her lips and gritted her teeth, saying, "That's it." ”

Xu Ziran said: "That's not the case, I said it too quickly yesterday, and I didn't make it clear, let's talk about it later." ”

Tian Jiaqi stood up from putting it on, put on his pants and slippers, put on a coat and said, "Let's go to the corridor and talk." ”

Xu Ziran saw Tian Jiaqi open the door directly and went out, so he had no choice but to go out, because he didn't have a coat, so he put on a bath towel.

Fortunately, there were no people outside, probably because it was too early, and there were not many people staying in this hotel.

There was a thick red carpet in the corridor, and as soon as he stepped on it, he sank down, Tian Jiaqi asked while stepping on the carpet: "Then what are you going to say?" ”

Xu Ziran leaned against the door, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

Tian Jiaqi was unexpectedly patient, so she waited quietly.

Xu Ziran finally spoke: "You can enter the entertainment industry, but after the college entrance examination." ”

Tian Jiaqi didn't understand: "Zhang Ailing said that it is necessary to become famous as soon as possible, now that there is an opportunity, why not seize it?" ”

"You think you've taken your chance, and all you might have caught is the snake's tail."

"What do you mean?"

“…… There's no need to rush it, you always have a chance – not this off-the-beaten-path opportunity. ”

The conversation paused, Tian Jiaqi still didn't know what Xu Ziran said again, and Xu Ziran also felt that what he said was clueless.

"But Senior Sister Fan is not like this." Tian Jiaqi said again.

"Fan Yijia is different."

"She's prettier."

"It's not because of that—it's not because of Luo ...... Loren. Xu Ziran read Luo Feifei's English name lamely.

Tian Jiaqi paused for a moment and asked, "What's the reason for that?" ”

Xu Ziran felt that he should say something, but he was afraid to reveal something that should not be revealed, and he was almost a little anxious.

"You should believe me, wait another two years, then the environment will be better, there will be more opportunities, you will be admitted to a good school, you will have a bonus of academic qualifications, and your fans will have higher loyalty and pride, isn't it better?"

Tian Jiaqi looked at Xu Ziran.

She sensed that Xu Ziran was a little anxious, so she put her mind at ease.

In fact, when she talked about "entering the entertainment industry" last night, she just saw those female stars who were dressed up and could see no one in her eyes, so she made a temporary decision, if Xu Ziran really had no opinion, she might not be able to make up her mind, but Xu Ziran suddenly said so heavy words to her, so that her whole person seemed to be ringing in a bell, and her brain was buzzing.

Is it because Xu Ziran is already insignificant in her heart that she can say such things so easily? Tian Jiaqi couldn't help but think like this all night last night.

But now seeing Xu Ziran's anxious gaze because of herself, Tian Jiaqi's heart relaxed.

She knew that Xu Ziran was still thinking about a lot of things for herself.

In this way, she didn't care so much about Xu Ziran's explanation, nodded and said: "Actually, I originally thought so, what I said yesterday was really a joke, if that kind of thing is really done, isn't it shameless." ”

Xu Ziran breathed a sigh of relief: "Actually, even if you don't judge by moral standards, if you choose a shortcut, you will definitely have to pay it back elsewhere when the time comes—although this is another matter." ”

Tian Jiaqi nodded: "Okay, okay, I'll talk about it later, I'm going to go in and brush my teeth too." ”

The two reopened the door and walked inside.

When the door was closed again, the other door opened.

Luo Feifei walked out of the room as if he had no bones, leaning against the wall of the corridor.

She took a cigarette out of her pocket and lit it.

After a while, he muttered to himself: "Tut-tut, it seems that I met a very interesting person." ”

……

The morning light is getting thicker.

When Qiu Yurou opened her eyes again, Xu Ziran was getting dressed on the side.

She took off her T-shirt and was wearing a bra, revealing a smooth and delicate back, because she was too thin, with jagged butterfly bones and a concave back, and her thin fingers buttoned her back and pulled her chest forward.

Qiu Yurou looked at it, only to realize what she was looking at again, and quickly closed her eyes, but Xu Ziran said, "Yurou, are you awake?" ”

Qiu Yurou didn't know where she showed her feet, so she quickly turned over and pretended that she wasn't awake.

Xu Ziran didn't call again, and after a while, there was a rustling sound of flipping books.

Qiu Yurou waited for another two minutes before pretending to wake up, stretched her waist and said, "You guys are already up." ”

Xu Ziran looked at the reminder that the system swiped out two minutes ago-

[New daily quest: Dear host, a beautiful morning has arrived, and your target has woken up, maybe it's time for a good morning kiss to deepen the relationship with each other~ (Ability +200)]

Xu Ziran scolded in his heart: This system is really neurotic!

She ignored this task, and seeing Qiu Yurou's expression a little haggard, she said worriedly: "You didn't sleep well last night?" ”

Without waiting for Qiu Yurou to answer, Tian Jiaqi, who came out of the toilet, said: "She called your name in the middle of the night last night, and I don't know if she didn't sleep or talked in her sleep." ”

Qiu Yurou didn't want to admit that she called Xu Ziran's name in the middle of the night, so she immediately replied: "It's a dream." ”

Tian Jiaqi's expression was even more weird: "What are you dreaming about in the middle of the night?" Dreaming of calling cumin's name? ”

Qiu Yurou: "......"

The young Qiu Yurou didn't expect that she seemed to make the situation more complicated.

Xu Ziran hurriedly said: "What's so strange about this, didn't I still cry in my dreams when I was a child?" But when I woke up, I didn't remember what I dreamed about, and I guess I couldn't remember the fish. ”

Qiu Yurou pressed her forehead, and her initial confused and confused expression indicated that she really couldn't remember.

Tian Jiaqi didn't entangle, packed up her things, and said at the same time: "Did you say that the next door woke up, do you want to knock on the door?" ”

As soon as the words fell, there was a knock on the door, and Luo Feifei's lazy voice came from the door: "Come out and go directly to the restaurant for breakfast." ”

After speaking, without waiting for an answer, there was no movement.

Qiu Yurou hurriedly washed and dressed, and the three of them walked downstairs, went to the lobby and asked where the restaurant was, and came to the restaurant according to the guidance of the service staff.

The breakfast in the restaurant was a buffet, Tian Jiaqi saw pasta, and wanted to eat pasta, Xu Ziran took some bread and put it in the toaster to wait for it to be baked.

When he turned around and saw that Qiu Yurou was still following him, he said, "Fish, go and get it yourself if you want to eat." ”

Qiu Yurou blinked her eyes and said, "I want to eat toast too." ”

Xu Ziran said, "Okay, I'll help you bake it later." ”

Qiu Yurou looked at the drink: "What drink do you want?" ”

Xu Ziran said: "The hot milk is good." ”

As a result, the two of them took their own breakfast, and it was all exactly the same thing.

Xu Ziran smiled, feeling that Qiu Yurou's behavior as a little fart was actually not annoying.

She raised her head to find a place, and saw Luo Feifei sitting on the edge of the bed beckoning to them and calling them over.

Under the morning light, Luo Feifei's demeanor was weak and lazy, his eyes were scattered, and there was a kind of careless beauty.

- Actually, it looks like you're taking drugs.

Xu Ziran frowned slightly, feeling that this matter might not just be her imagination, and now this Luo Feifei, who is full of two senses in the mystery, really knows how to take drugs.

She doesn't take drugs, but I don't know if Fan Yijia will also take drugs.

Xu Ziran felt that he didn't need to care about Fan Yijia, but when he thought that he had been together for so long before, he couldn't let go, so he walked over, looked at Luo Feifei and said, "What about Fan Yijia?" ”

Luo Feifei said, "I'm still asleep." ”

Xu Ziran leaned in to look at Luo Feifei's pupils, but he smelled a mixture of smoke and wine, and immediately frowned.

Luo Feifei laughed: "The way you look is exactly the same as when my mother wanted to make sure I had any drugs." ”

Xu Ziran rubbed his nose and straightened up, and said, "Yes." ”

She can't say she wants to make the same judgment as her mother.

Luo Feifei said again: "It's not bad, it's just tired, alas, you know, this kind of thing is the same as taking drugs." ”

Xu Ziran was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and then remembered that Qiu Yurou was still standing next to him, so he hurriedly stopped caring about Luo Feifei and pulled Qiu Yurou aside.

She secretly spit on Luo Feifei in her heart, in addition to feeling that the other party was making a yellow speech in front of minors, but also because the other party had said that she would wait until after her birthday, but there was no future in the blink of an eye.

This is not the same as the Luo Feifei who had amazing self-control later, so Xu Ziran began to hesitate to cooperate with Luo Feifei in advance.

Of course, this matter is not in a hurry, after all, I don't have any capital now.

But because of this incident, Xu Ziran remembered one more thing, Qiu Yurou's birthday seemed to be close at hand.

On July 22, the last day of Cancer, Xu Ziran still remembers the first time she learned about Qiu Yurou's birthday, on July 22, when Qiu Yurou came to her university city by chance and came to Xu Ziran's university to see her.

After the two of them finished eating the crab meat pot, when they came down from the third floor where the restaurant was located, they saw a blessing scrolling on the LED screen-

XXX, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! XXX will love you forever!

After this blessing of showing affection, Xu Ziran wanted to complain, but he heard Qiu Yurou say casually: "Today is my birthday." ”

Xu Ziran's remaining money that day was only enough to buy a small cake for Qiu Yurou, and because of the collision on the bus, she became stumbling, and this guilt has always remained in her heart, so when she remembered it at this time, Xu Ziran said: "Yurou, isn't your birthday coming soon, how are you going to spend it?" ”

Qiu Yurou was stunned for a moment, and asked for a while: "How do you know my birthday?" ”