The brother and sister met easily, Shen Xian insisted on not asking her to leave again, she was also a little reluctant, thought about it, and finally agreed to live there for the time being.

Haina, like the Hui on this street, makes pastries and eats for a living. It's a hard deal, and it's basically getting up early and being greedy late. Before the fourth watch, you have to get up and mix noodles and stuffing, and make all the dim sum to be sold the next day.

Shen Xian felt sorry for Haina who was pregnant, so he had already taken over all these jobs. He doesn't feel hard, for his beloved not to be tired, in order to fight for a corner of the world for the soon-to-be-born child, even if he sleeps a few hours less every day, it is nothing if he is busy with backache. What's more, now that his sister-in-law has returned to him, as long as she wants, he can support her for a long time.

He said that he wanted to be a good brother and try his best to make up for the time he had missed.

Shen Huan saw it in his eyes, and felt even more mixed feelings. The little overlord who used to be well-fed and didn't worry about everything by himself has transformed into a diligent and considerate man, and it is his experience and years that have changed him. It's not good or bad, but looking at his focused and willing appearance, she still feels melancholy for no reason. Those who are high-spirited are dead, happy and free and easy are dead, and strong and enthusiastic are also dead. Her third brother has become a very ordinary and ordinary man.

She couldn't interfere in the things in the shop, and Shen Xian saw that she had nothing to do, so he smiled and said let her go out for a walk. Xiningwei still has a lot of places to visit, such as Taer Temple, such as Haizi Cuo Wenbu at the foot of Sun Moon Mountain.

Ta'er Monastery is a monastery of the Tibetan Yellow Sect, and there are many believers here. Shen Huan didn't understand this, she was a person who didn't even care much about Han Buddhism, but even so, it didn't affect her to appreciate the exquisite murals of Ta'er Temple and the gorgeous Buddha statues carved from butter flowers.

Staring at the painted Buddhist scriptures on the wall, she could look at them all day. The Bodhisattvas and Buddhas depicted by the Yellow Sect are very different from those of the Han Dynasty, and most of them are fierce and ruthless in eliminating evil and promoting good. This is very good for her temper, compared to the Bodhisattva's low eyebrows, she does appreciate Vajra's angry eyes more.

When there is a puja, she will also stand in the crowd and listen to the lamas chanting sutras. She couldn't understand a word of those Tibetan words, but when she listened to them, she felt extremely comfortable physically and mentally. Secretly lifted his breath, and the feeling of churning in his chest gradually subsided.

The lamas who chant the sutras wear yellow banxia on their heads, with pointed tops and two long bands hanging from their shoulders. When I looked closer, I realized that there was a very young monk sitting in the center. The dark face was deep-eyed, the face was handsome, the purple-red monk's robe was no longer draped, and the entire right arm was exposed, slender and strong, dark and shiny.

When the crowd receded, she involuntarily approached, "What scripture did you just recite?" ”

No one answered her, as if she could not understand the Chinese she spoke, and the lamas dispersed, and she had to raise her voice and ask again.

"It's King Gesar." The young and handsome lama turned around and smiled at her.

He spoke clearly, slowly, without an unfamiliar accent, "A legendary epic in our Tibetan land." ”

I haven't heard of it, she is ashamed of her loneliness, and for the first time she said a little shyly, "I want to learn, can you teach me?" ”

The lama blinked and looked at her in bewilderment.

"I, I'm sick." She hurriedly explained, "After listening to the epic you recited for a few days, I don't know why, but the pain on my body has been relieved a little. Therefore, I want to learn from you, so that I can be healed. ”

The lama nodded in understanding, grinned, and showed his neat white teeth, "Do you speak Tibetan?" ”

She shook her head, feeling ashamed again, "But I can learn, I can learn everything quickly." As long as you give me the scriptures, I will refer to them myself. ”

"There is no scripture." The lama frowned and smiled, "King Gesar is a story passed down by word of mouth, and the content is very long. You don't know Tibetan, so I'm afraid you can learn it like a book from heaven. ”

No words? She was dumbfounded, still unwilling, "Then won't I be uneducated?" If my illness cannot be cured, will the Bodhisattva see that I have no medicine? ”

The handsome lama was stunned and sat down cross-legged again. He looked at her quietly for a moment, then reached out and motioned for her to hand him her wrist.

Tibetan medicine also pays attention to the pulse, and the skin of his fingers is slightly rough. After a moment's cut, his eyes widened.

"I can't diagnose it, you don't look like you're sick."

She smiled and closed her eyes to luck. The internal energy runs all over the body, and little by little it is transmitted along the wrist to the lama's fingertips.

When she opened her eyes, she looked at him with some smugness, expecting him to look surprised. Who knew that in the next moment, a continuous force was born on his fingers. Majestic but not overbearing, full of masculinity. True Qi poured into her body, and the limbs seemed to be opened, appearing in the warm sunlight.

"What kind of kung fu is this?" She was full of comfort and sighed sincerely, "Your internal strength is very mellow." ”

The lama just shook his head and smiled, "I don't know much kung fu, and I don't have internal strength." But I probably know about your illness, if you are not lucky, if you don't use those so-called internal forces, you won't feel sad, and your illness will naturally get better. ”

How is this possible! That's not what she wanted. Thinking about what he said, he was full of doubts, "You haven't practiced internal skills?" Then you're ...... Did you do it without realizing it? Or is it that by reciting the scriptures and the epic every day, you can practice the superior exercises......"

Unbelievable, she intuitively felt impossible. But the lama's deep, dark eyes were full of sincerity.

"I don't know, maybe you're right, reciting scriptures will dispel illness and eliminate disasters, just like the Han people's Yi Jin Washing Pulp Sutra is a truth."

"You know a lot." She couldn't help but be impressed, "It's a pity that I can't ask for the Yijin Sutra, the Han people's insight into the portal is too deep, it's not that the Shaolin children can't pass on the exercises, and my illness is still incurable." ”

She seemed to be deliberately relying on him, and the lama scratched her head, grinned again, and said, "What then?" The scriptures in Tibet are too difficult for you. ”

The two of them were at a loss, staring at each other with big eyes. After a while, the lama suddenly had a flash of inspiration, "I thought of a simple method, easy to learn and memorize, you can try it." ”

As he spoke, he sank into his dantian and closed his eyes and pronounced a few simple words. It didn't make any sense, over and over again, and the sound came from the chest, from the lower abdomen, from the top door, slowly. It sounded like a murmur, and it sounded like a deep roar.

While she listened, she secretly breathed to herself, and with his voice, the true qi in her body returned to stability, and there was no longer the slightest churning disorder.

"Sure enough, it works, and I feel much better." She was amazed and asked, "What is this scripture, so magical?" ”

"It's a six-character mantra." He replied, "It's only six words, but it contains the meaning of the Dharma." In the human body, the muscles and bone marrow are the most difficult to change, but the six-character mantra can do it. Hum Mani three words can change the former, and Baa Baa can exercise the latter. Reciting for a long time may be helpful to your qi, blood, and heart. ”

She chanted silently, and her heart gradually became clear. After a long time, a smile on his face.

"You got it." He took advantage of the situation to take her pulse again. Nodding his head, he smiled reassuringly, "The intellect is very high, and in the words of the Han people, it is about having a relationship with Buddhism." ”

"Me?" She looked at the sky and said sarcastically, "My heart is filled with hatred, and I have not been guilty of murder and arson." In the eyes of the Han people, people like me are like ghosts, no different from demons. As for the Buddha's fate, I'm afraid I won't be able to touch it in this life. ”

He smiled, indifferent to her self-deprecation. Lisuo got up and said, "Buddha and demon are just a line apart, a thought. Buddhism transforms sentient beings, promoting both good and eliminating evil. ”

The young lama is compassionate and comforting. She was grateful, and unconsciously hugged her fists, "Thank you!" Do you chant here every day? Can I come back to you? ”

His gaze drifted into the distance, noncommittal. Shaking his head, without saying another word, he saluted her and turned to leave.

She looked confused, watched him pass by, and then remembered that she still had a problem and wanted to ask him for clarification. The wounds on the body can be healed, how to heal the wounds in the heart? Can the six-character mantra make her forget a person and let go of a relationship? If the great wisdom that encompasses all things in the world can't relieve her, then what can be done to untie the shackles that are wrapped around her heart?

Looking into the distance, as far as the eye can see, is the sky, and the mountains that connect with the sky, towering in the vast sea of clouds. They were eternal, never silent, and there was no way to doubt her.

The days passed like flowing water, she had nothing to do, and wandered around every day, but it was the clear blue water of Cuowenbu Lake that made her very breathtaking.

Layers of blue, from light to dark, take on different hues as the sun changes. If you don't watch it every day, you may not notice the subtle differences in color. But she likes it here, this big lake like the sea, and there is no edge in sight. There is a gentle breeze on the lake, and even though it is the height of summer, you can still feel the slightest coolness when you sit quietly in the shade of the trees.

It's just that there are too many Tibetans prostrate and kowtowing by the lake, and the posture of worshipping with five bodies on the ground is so devout that she is surprised. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she couldn't believe that there was such a way of worshipping in the world.

I tried to go up to a few Tibetans and ask them what they were doing all the way. It's a pity that there are only a few people who can speak Chinese, and no one can answer her doubts.

The more she watched, the more frightened she became, until she saw a familiar figure in the crowd, it was the young lama in the Taer Monastery that day.

It turned out that he was going to worship the Buddha in the same way. She stood up and looked at him from a distance. He saw her, stopped, and walked over to her with a smile and salutation.

"What are you doing like this, kowtowing all the way?"

He told her that this is called Zhuan Lake, this year is the Year of the Goat in the Tibetan calendar, the Tibetan tradition is to turn the mountain in the Year of the Horse, the Year of the Goat to turn the lake, and Tsowenbu is the holy lake, and kowtow all the way to pray for blessings.

She sighed and disagreed, "The Han people also kowtow, but more often than not, they mold the golden body of the Bodhisattva in the temple, or make a wish for incense money and light a lantern." It's rare for you to be so reverent, but you just want to be happy in your family, rich and glorious, and you can use so hard? ”

After speaking, he asked, "What about you, you monk, what are you asking for?" ”

He looked at her and shook his head, "Tibetans don't seek wealth or wealth, they don't want this life, most of them want the next life. As for me, I just did my homework and didn't have any particular desires. If you have to say it, then pray that all beings in the world will be free from suffering and happy as soon as possible. ”

Without a wish, she was speechless, recalling the ridiculous words just now, and couldn't help but feel slightly embarrassed.

"Are you getting better?" He changed the subject at the right time, sat down cross-legged with her, and then took out a ball of glutinous rice and ate it slowly.

She smiled and said that it was much better, and then pointed to her heart, "But there are still injuries here, I forgot to ask you last time, is there a spell that can heal the heart?" ”

"Anyway," he tilted his head, his smile blooming, "it depends on whether you want to put it down or not." ”

Naturally she didn't want to, she wanted to ask, but stopped thinking again, and slowly narrated, "I owe someone a favor that I can't repay, but he also owes me the most important agreement in this life." Are we like this, can it be considered two clear? Is it okay for me not to have to be entangled with him anymore, and there is no reason to be entangled with him anymore. ”

"The people and things we encounter in this life are the causes that were planted in the previous life and then bear fruit. Maybe your fate with him in this life is over, so you don't have to be entangled, and you don't have to be involved with each other in the next life. ”

When she listened, she was suddenly shocked, this life is over, and there is no chance in the next life, this is not the end of what she thinks in her heart! shook his head again and again, "But I want to achieve fate with him in this life, I can't break off with him, I can't ......"

He smiled, "Then do what you want." You already have the answer, but you need someone else to push it. ”

The young lama's smile made her feel steady, and she was still a little uneasy when she thought about the person in her heart, "You monks cultivate the afterlife and guide people to goodness, why do you want me to obey my heart willfully?" Aren't you afraid that I will bear evil fruit and go to hell after I die? ”

"The Buddha can't transform everyone, if a person is willing to indulge in the red dust for the rest of his life, this is already the biggest obsession, even the Buddha has no way to stop it."

"Lust is also an obsession, and if you don't get liberation in this life, you won't be able to bear good fruit in the next life."

When the words fell, she trembled violently. So that's the case, her lust and her enmity are already entanglements that cannot be solved in this life. If there is an afterlife, she will also owe these love debts and life debts.

As if she had been empowered, she ran home full of excitement and said goodbye to Shen Xian and Haina. She wants to go back to Beijing, there are people she is waiting for, and she doesn't want to delay for a moment on unfinished business.

Shen Xian hurriedly dissuaded, but he didn't dare to make his words clear, "We have only seen each other for more than a month, and you are going to leave...... Third brother, isn't it good here? Or are you still unable to forget the past? Xiaohuan, don't go, okay? ”

She clenched Shen Xian's hand and said sincerely, "Third brother, let me go." When I'm done with the things in the capital, I'll definitely come back to you. Don't worry, I do what I say. ”

"You're a girl, and you're a long way away." His worry was beyond words, "In case something goes wrong, I, I really won't have the face to see my parents and brothers in the future." ”

She stroked his face and said softly, "Brother, I have grown up and become an adult, and I have the ability to take care of myself." I won't hide it from you, I've traveled a lot, I've killed a lot of people, my hands are stained with blood, and I'm not the carefree girl I used to be. In this life, I can only go on like this, if I give up now, sooner or later I will regret it. ”

"This is my life, and I am willing. For a stable and happy life, please ask you, third brother, to live well for me and my two elder brothers. ”