Chapter 64: Responsible?
Yan Fei stood beside Luo Xun and found that his eyes were full of happiness and satisfaction when he looked at the quail's nest covered by an iron cover and black gauze. Even if he didn't have the calm and peaceful life before the end of the world, and without his powers, could he still feel satisfaction in the busy life that he needed to do now?
Although he felt that Luo Xun's goal was too small, Yan Fei clearly felt that the corners of his mouth were also involuntarily bent.
Even he had to admit that he didn't need a house as big as a villa, a beautiful partner, an inexhaustible bank deposit, and a high-end luxury world-famous brand. There is such a home, warm and self-sufficient, you can arrange and control everything in it as you like. There is such a person, getting along with each other easily, warmly, sweetly, and being with him can make people enjoy happiness and peace, then when these two intersect together, it is the happiest thing.
Yan Fei raised his hand around Luo Xun's shoulder and said, "It's over, right?" It's time to go upstairs and rest, and I'll have to wake up early tomorrow. ”
Luo Xun's body stiffened for a moment, then nodded and walked with him towards the second floor.
The arm on his shoulder once again made Luo Xun's actions a little uncomfortable, and he decided that he would have a showdown with him after a while, otherwise he would not be able to stand pulling and pulling every day! If you dream with color again at night...... Then he's going to get up late tomorrow morning again ==!
"That ......" walked to the bed for internal testing, and Luo Xun, who was overly nervous, did not sit directly on the bed, but stared at the bedside table on his side.
"What's wrong?" Yan Fei glanced at him, took off his coat and changed into pajamas, and his movements were very natural.
"I ...... There's something I haven't told you all about......" Luo Xun was a little dry when he spoke, and to be honest, this was the first time he had admitted his sexuality problem in front of others. There is no need for anyone to admit anything in the last days of the elderly, but about three years after the end of the world, it is basically impossible to see any young ordinary women outside who dare to go out alone. All those who want to solve their personal problems, even if they spend money, basically have to find the same sex. No one will say anything about it. Although there are many people who are not the same themselves, it is common and extremely common to be with a man when there is no woman to choose from, and everyone only occasionally sighs verbally and wants to find a woman to be a daughter-in-law or something.
Luo Xun has always felt that if this continues, the human race will perish after a while - with such an extreme ratio of males and females, and no offspring to reproduce, the human race will perish sooner or later.
But now it's not, especially the one I'm facing...... What if he thinks he has other intentions for taking him in after he says it?!
His eyes unconsciously aimed at all the metal-related things in the room, and Luo Xun suddenly realized, would he not be able to see the sun tomorrow after he said it?
"What's the matter? Lie down and talk about it. Yan Fei had already naturally pulled open his quilt and half-leaned against the head of the bed.
Luo Xun looked at him
No, no, no, it's okay to sleep in the living room, and it would have been very kind for him to let himself into the house then, if he felt that he had been just pretending to be an ordinary person to deceive his feelings and take advantage of him...... I wonder if Li Tie and they can give themselves a place to sleep when they arrive?
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
The voice suddenly sounded in front of him, and Luo Xun came back to his senses in shock, and saw the beautiful face and eyes that were close at hand, and his eyes involuntarily stared at the tear mole under his left eye, and subconsciously confided: "That...... Me, I...... I actually like men, that ...... Don't worry, I won't take advantage of you! Just pay attention to it and don't ...... Don't do that...... Pull pull pull pull ......"
Luo Xun's voice became lower and lower, and he couldn't even raise his head in the end. In fact, even if you don't talk about coming and going at all, it won't have any bad impact on your life, right? Rather, after saying it......
I couldn't help but drift in a pessimistic direction, because I was afraid that once the intimate contact between the two was too much, it would not end well after I became accustomed to it, and even silently hoped for something in my heart, so I wanted to explain this problem to him. But I feel a headache when I think about the negative effects that may be brought about by revealing the truth, and the troubles and problems that will be caused by pushing away the people who are happy to work with me - sure enough, it seems that it is better not to talk about it......
But if one day in the future, he really doesn't want to live alone, finds a suitable person who wants to live together, won't he still know then? When he finds out, what will he think about the time he has spent with him?
Yan Fei looked at him with a little surprise, he didn't expect him to have the courage to admit this?
He saw some of the signs, but he was only suspicious until he admitted it. And the current situation...... I guess it's completely because I've been flirting too much these days, right?
Skipping this matter irresponsibly in his heart, Yan Fei suddenly asked, "Pull and pull?" ”
Luo Xun was stunned for a moment, very surprised at how his brain skipped so many questions and asked the last sentence instead: "...... It's just pulling and pulling! "He's a gay, okay? Is it good for men to give kisses? Yan Fei has too many small actions, and he will be amorous, okay!
"Why can't I pull and pull with you if you like men?" Yan Fei raised his eyebrows, as if he was very puzzled and asked.
Luo Xun was angry: "Men and men don't move!" What if you tug at me and think you're interesting to me?! After the words were spoken, Luo Xun wanted to pound the ground again, didn't he say this to tell him that he had thought too much?! Ahhh
Yan Fei suddenly laughed meaningfully, and raised his hand to pull Luo Xun down on the bed when he didn't react at all and was still in a state of self-blame.
Luo Xun was stunned for a moment, and he felt that the world was turned upside down on the bed, and Yan Fei beside him suddenly came over and shrouded the whole person in front of him, getting closer and closer, closer and closer, until his lips were warm, and he was hugged tightly, and his lips were pried open and poked in by a soft tongue.
The brain exploded with a bang, and Luo Xun only felt that his brain was blank and subconsciously closed his eyes. He was hugged tightly, and his hands were clinging to his shoulders and back with a reassuring temperature, and the feeling of being hugged was so wonderful and reassuring...... Like, it's actually good to say it......
……
…………
Luo Xun desperately pulled Yan Fei's arm out from inside his clothes with a black line, this thing suddenly came over and didn't say anything, and when he came back to his senses after he was dizzy, he found that his hand had gotten into his clothes at some point!!
Although what's that...... The atmosphere just now was really good, but what is the relationship between the two of them? And even if it's a lover, you don't have to kiss and nibble on the first day and go to bed right away, right? It's not a humanoid autopilot that thinks only with the lower half of the body!
You want to eat my tofu before you can say it clearly?!
Luo Xun found that he couldn't pull Yan Fei's hand for a long time, and then realized that his strength was not as great as this, so he hurriedly pressed his hand that was wandering on his chest from the outside of his clothes, and glared at him hard.
Yan Fei raised his eyebrows and looked at him with a smile: "Do you like to let me model you here?" As he spoke, his subordinates pinched slightly.
Luo Xun's face turned red instantly, and then he realized that his position to stop him seemed to be a little wrong, and he was not a woman, and being pinched was considered a miracle horse?!
"You, you'll make trouble again when you make it clear!"
"Oh." Yan Fei nodded, and he could eat meat if he said it clearly.
Luo Xun didn't notice that his speech was still staring at him hard, completely unaware that his lips were red and swollen now, and his eyes had become steamy because of the hot kiss from lack of oxygen just now, and Yan Fei, who had long been ill-intentioned, was in high spirits somewhere, and was ready to pick up a knife at any time.
Luo Xun, who thinks that from the appearance, someone is an absolute beauty, coughed, and his eyes wandered away slightly: "That...... I, you ......" After opening his mouth, he suddenly realized that he had originally planned to draw a line with him and tell him to keep a normal distance between the two, don't be too tired, but ...... It seems that he took the initiative to kiss him just now, right? If you say anything about being responsible for him now, it doesn't seem right?
Yan Fei's eyes bent up, slowly approaching his face, the hand that was originally on his chest came out of it along his collar, pinched his chin and turned his face over, lowered his head and kissed it: "Be with me." ”
Luo Xun was stunned for a long time, only feeling that his face was about to burn, but he had some doubts in his heart: "You...... It's not the same...... "It doesn't feel like it." Although Luo Xun didn't know why, he felt that this person was definitely different from him from when he first got along with Yan Fei, and he should like women.
This is an intuition, he can't tell, let alone know, in fact, this is indeed a sixth sense between comrades, and many gay can sense which is the same kind and which is not before the end of the world.
"It's not." Yan Fei nodded as a matter of course, until now, if he was asked to imagine the scene of him and any one in 1601 pulling hands and kissing and pinching, he felt that he wanted to kill people and want to newspapers.
"Then ...... he is a good straight man who wants to kiss himself for Mao?!" Go out on his terms, with his appearance, with his ability, and I'm afraid that he won't find a woman to post upside down?!
Yan Fei suddenly moved his waist, and something below touched Luo Xun's thigh, making Luo Xun's face almost red to purple: "But I have a reaction to you, and you are responsible." ”
"......" Luo Xun, who suddenly felt that he had nothing to say, silently twisted his head to the other side, too lazy to pay attention to him.
Just now I wanted to tell him that if he didn't mind, he would be responsible for him, but now that these words came out of his mouth, how could he feel so much like a ruffian who played hooligans and relied on the women of the good family? Although she is definitely not a woman! Also, who is responsible for this?
The big hand in the clothes became dishonest again, and Luo Xun hurriedly held it down again: "No, no, this is not good...... Don't you think you're playing hooligan by going to bed before you're in love?! ”
Yan Fei raised his eyebrows in surprise: "I thought we were in love before." ”
Luo Xun paused for a moment, then suddenly his face turned green and gritted his teeth and asked, "You pulled my arm on purpose when you went out yesterday?" ”
Yan Fei nodded.
"Every morning we wake up for a while, and we ...... Sleeping in your arms, you did it on purpose?! ”
Yan Fei raised his eyebrows slightly, smiled silently, and acquiesced.
“…… When you were at home before, you put your hands on my shoulders, patted me on the back, and sometimes deliberately leaned behind me and talked to me?! ”
Yan Fei's smile deepened, and his eyes were deep.
“…… Rogue! "If you put aside the fact that both people are of the same sex, then what he did to himself before can be called sexual harassment! It's just because I first saw him as a straight man, and then looked at the details of the relationship between the two from the perspective of a straight man, that I didn't wake up in time! But-"You can still call love if you don't say anything?!" "That's clearly a gangster's behavior, okay!!
Yan Fei raised his eyebrows slightly, and said with a smile: "Do you know what the highest level of playing hooligan is?" ”
Luo Xun was silent and shook his head.
"Playing hooligan in a serious way."
Luo Xun raised his arm and gave him an elbow on his abdomen, and when he dodged, he crawled to his sleeping position, tightly wrapped in the quilt that had not been properly covered for several days, and said that he was wrapped in a silkworm chrysalis. Why do you feel that after talking to him about this matter, it seems that the way the two people get along has completely changed to a different one?
Yan Fei didn't stop him, got up and turned off his bedside lamp, and then directly hugged the huge silkworm chrysalis against him, put his face close to the back of his neck, and his mouth and nose were full of the faint scent of shampoo in his hair.
For a long time, neither of them made a sound, but both knew that the other was not asleep.
Luo Xun suddenly asked in the dark of night, "What are you going to do?" Since he has been blatantly taking advantage of himself from before, it can be seen that he has thoughts about himself, but Luo Xun doesn't know if he wants to try this kind of relationship between men? Or is it a bit sincere to yourself?
Yan Fei chuckled, and his snort sprayed on the back of Luo Xun's neck, tickling. "Let's be together."
Luo Xun was silent for a while: "I have always liked men, and I never thought about getting married and having children in the future, let alone delaying others for a lifetime." But you're different. ”
Of course Yan Fei is different, such a good appearance condition, such a powerful ability, and it can be seen from his usual gestures that his upbringing is very good, and he must be a person who can only be cultivated by a very wealthy family before the end of the world. And he also went to school, which is a child that can't be raised by a family without a little background. With these alone, there are countless women outside who want to take the initiative to post it, and even give him a junior or fourth.
Yan Fei laughed again: "In the world outside now, what's the use of getting married or not?" As he spoke, he tightened his hand around Luo Xun's huge quilt, "I just want to be with you." We live in peace, grow vegetables, raise dogs, and raise quails. ”
Luo Xun's heart moved, and he couldn't help but turn around. I couldn't see his features clearly in the dark, but I could feel his eyes staring at him brightly and with the same straight eye. "Why?"
“…… Feel it, staying with you for so long feels like a real home. Yan Fei was silent for a while before he said the thoughts that had been entrenched in his heart, "With you, rest assured." ”
Subconsciously licking his lips, Luo Xun said a little nervously, "I...... That, although it is different from normal couples, but if I want to find someone to live with, I have to live like ordinary men and women, and live it for the rest of my life, even if there are quarrels, quarrels, and discords, I will not break up because of a momentary relationship...... Unlike those couples who break up after playing, you still have to think it through. "There can be a person like Yan Fei who takes the initiative to express his good impression of himself, Luo Xun feels that this rebirth is not in vain, and he has a feeling that he has earned it, but this feeling makes him too nervous, and he can't believe it for a while.
Yan Fei chuckled and slowly leaned over, kissed him lightly on the lips, and touched the tip of his nose: "I know, I don't plan to have a one-night stand." As I said, I feel at home when I'm with you, and I want to be with you and maintain this home until we're all old and dead. ”
This thought has been turning in Yan Fei's heart for a long time, just like someone once said, some people are only suitable for lovers, and some people may not have excellent appearances or sexy figures, but being with them can make people have a real sense of security in life, such people are real spouses.
Yan Fei went from being ignorant earlier to asking for nothing later, until he reached the end of the world, until he met Luo Xun, and suddenly understood what he had been pursuing all along-but he wanted a real home.
The love words in the night were very beautiful, making Luo Xun ignore the trouble that someone's face full of peach blossoms might bring, and let him in when Yan Fei gently pulled the quilt.
The two hugged each other tightly, but they didn't do anything in a flash, just hugged and leaned on each other warmly. Luo Xun didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already dark outside.
The winter day came late, and it was already seven or eight o'clock when he woke up.
He looked up and looked at Yan Fei, who had also just woken up, and looked away a little uncomfortably. On the other hand, Yan Fei, Yan Damei naturally bowed her head and gave a good morning kiss and kissed Luo Xun on the lips: "Awake? Lie down again? ”
Luo Xun hurriedly shook his head: "It's time to get up, I don't know when they will go upstairs." "Today, the military is going to bring the survivors to resettle them, and they have to remove the iron plate in advance so that they won't be able to come up when they get it.