115. Fan Wai Six
Finding people in Bailu Mountain is easy for Jiang Zhao. Three days later, he found the stone mother and son in a col deep in the foothills.
The simple fence piles, the courtyard wall is mottled. He pushed the door in, just in time for Wen Fangqing to fetch water and come out. One of the two looked at each other, one stunned, and the other stunned.
Wen Fangqing didn't speak, a sense of determination gradually appeared on her face, and she turned around and was about to go back to the house and close the door.
He lunged up, his arm propped up on the doorframe, and half-circled her in place.
"What do you mean, sir?" She turned around, and her obedient voice was angry, "The stone is not here, I am a widow at home at this time, and it is inconvenient for you to come to the door." I won't leave you in vain, please take care of yourself. ”
The widow bit the words very clearly, he smiled, played the scoundrel style in his temperament, and chose the important one to interrupt first, "I just don't have to worry about coming down to take a look, it's okay to move somewhere." If you're afraid that the ruffians will get in trouble, you don't have to. I'll help you clean up and make sure no one harasses you again. You see, how inconvenient it is to live in such a deep mountain and old forest, and you can't take care of it in the field, you always have to pay attention to the study of the stone, and the child is still young and can't be delayed, you can't bear to watch him give up halfway? Meng's mother moved three times so that her son could study and succeed, and you are like this, but it seems like a little misguided for people's children......"
Before she finished speaking, she looked back coldly, "I think clearly, people are self-aware." Since he was born in a farmer's house, he shouldn't have those thoughts of non-separation. It's enough to know a few words and be blind, and the rest of the things don't bother Mr. You are a teacher, don't be embarrassed for me to be an ignorant woman, it is useless to talk more, please reply. ”
It's really stubborn, and it's tough. He thought to himself that he was usually clever and eloquent, but at this juncture, he had no idea, so he moved his steps and said to Ai Ai, "Then, what, such a big deal, let me hear what the stone himself means." ”
Then wait, a thin cup of tea, she doesn't accompany the narration. Shi went to the mountain stream to touch a few fish, rolled up his sleeves and trotted back, and when he saw that he had thrown away the net pocket in his hand, he immediately burst into tears.
"Sir!" The child came up and rubbed his hands together and tried to throw himself into his arms, "Why are you here?" I...... Are you okay in school? I, I miss you and everyone. ”
Before he finished speaking, he immediately stopped talking when he saw his mother come out.
"Listen, the child is still worried about going to school," he stood up and smiled warmly, "according to me, don't be embarrassed for him, you should go back to school in the future, it doesn't matter if you live farther away, I will be responsible for picking you up in the morning and evening, so that you can always rest assured?" ”
His smile was soft, and his eyes were full of anticipation. Wen Fangqing was not hard-hearted, she was silent for a long time, sighed, and turned around to go back to the house.
The first two men clapped their hands in celebration, and the stone looked at him adoringly, "Sir, that's amazing!" My mother's temper is so difficult to deal with, you can talk and move. You can rest assured, in the future, I promise to study carefully and listen carefully to your instructions. ”
He surrendered, smiling and winking. Jiang Zhao said in his heart, this kid is really clever, patted him on the shoulder, and nodded with relief, "As the saying goes, one day is a teacher and a father for life, and the son is really teachable." ”
After that, rain or shine, Jiang Zhao did what he said, and he was personally responsible for picking up and dropping off the stone to and from school, and he couldn't be more attentive. He also took care of the proportions, every three or five days, when the weather was bad, he went into the house to sit and sit for a while, and did not stay much.
People's hearts are flesh and blood, and when he does this, Wen Fangqing can't be indifferent. What's more, he has an endless stream of small tricks, and when he sees Tian'er bringing some fresh food and gadgets, he just says that he is on the way. When the peach blossoms bloom in the coming year, don't forget to fold a few buds that are ready to bloom, and build a smile to add more vitality to the house.
She didn't stop her, found a clay bottle and planted the flower branches, looked at it silently for a while, and suddenly said lightly, "I am a widowed woman, not suitable for such enchanting flowers, Mr. Don't bother in the future." ”
He frowned, "How old are you?" Less than thirty. Why make yourself like a dead tree? The deceased has a spirit, and naturally hopes that you will live well. ”
She didn't say a word, and suddenly turned around and walked inside. He followed, and saw her standing in front of her deceased husband's throne.
He stood by the door, looked from a distance, and saw the word Lu Zhao written on it. It turned out that his ex-husband's name and his own name were phonetically different. He smiled, isn't this a kind of fate?
This was the first time she had taken him to see the spiritual position, and she must have something to say. He took the initiative and stepped forward to offer incense and worship. Only then did he stand up straight, and then he heard her say, "Second Master Jiang is a happy person, I will open the skylight and say bright words, I can't climb high." In fact, I should call you the owner, your identity and status are there, maybe it's just a freshness, maybe it's because you think our mother and son are pitiful. But there are so many poor people in the world, and we don't need extra care for those who have hands and feet. As for freshness, it's probably because I always look cold-faced and cold-hearted. In fact, I am used to living alone, and since my last husband came down, I have gradually forgotten how to smile at people. I'm really sorry, it's not what you think, I don't have the means to get away with it, and I can't afford to play with you. ”
Sure enough, she had a mustard in her heart and even more misunderstanding, saying that it was good, he knew the crux of the problem and could prescribe the right medicine.
He bowed his head and looked stern, "First, I'm not playing with you, if you want to say that I don't look very serious, I admit it." But as the old saying goes, you can't look good. Secondly, I have to say that I have pity on you, I am really not that sympathetic. What's more, after living for thirty years, whether it is pity or love, I know it clearly in my heart. ”
Her eyes flickered slightly, and he saw it, and then said, "Needless to say, what can't be climbed." Who are you and I? Why did you come to White Deer Mountain? Thanks to the death of the former Great Wei Dynasty, otherwise I would still be a prisoner of the imperial court, and I would not be able to enter the pass for the rest of my life, and I would not be able to see the light. Before that, I had mixed with the Northwest Rebel Army, and I did all the things that lost my head, and I was hunted down and killed by others, and I didn't have a good reputation and identity as you imagined. There is a lot of money right now, but what is it worth? I licked the blood from the knife for half my life, and only today did I understand that I actually want to have a home, be safe and stable, and be with a person hand in hand, and accompany her to old age. I haven't met such a person before, it's so easy to meet, if I don't fight for it, I give up, then the first 30 years of my life will be in vain. ”
She listened, her face softened, and she looked at him, then turned to look at the cigarette-filled tablet again.
"But to be honest, I have him in my heart, and I always have. We are a teenager husband and wife, and we love each other very much. He treated me honestly and well, and I always felt that I would never meet someone better than him in my life. Second Master Jiang, a woman always has another man in her heart, this matter is not fair to anyone! I can't accept it, I don't want to hurt you. In this life and this life, I can't forget him. ”
How strange is that she showed her friendship for the person in front of him in front of him, and no man is willing to listen to it? Maybe if you figure it out, you really know the difficulty and retreat. But he wasn't, even if she didn't say these words, he could vaguely guess them.
I don't think there's anything wrong, but this long-term affection makes him very moved. A strong, loved, and cherished woman is not the one he is willing to wander for half his life, waste the years, and finally have to wait?
He sat down and smiled peacefully, "I understand." To tell you the truth, this kind of you makes me admire me even more. We're all young, and you've probably heard of what I've done before. I'm a prodigal son, and I've had a few dewy marriages, and it's not very clean. When I was young, I liked someone, and I liked it seriously, but it's a pity that she didn't have me in her heart. Needless to say, I haven't completely let go of it until now, so let's say that if she is in need, I can still go to the soup for her. You see, are the two of us a little similar, both are so stubborn, and the nine cows can't pull it back. ”
After laughing at himself, he smiled sarcastically, "I still have to live my life, and I have some cherished feelings in my heart, and I can understand it from time to time." To say that I fell in love with you at first sight or loved you to death would be an exaggeration. But I know that you are a person who understands feelings, and because you have loved, you know how to cherish more, are you right? ”
She bit her lip and didn't speak, her heart was already overflowing with emotion. If what he said was true, then she must be the luckiest person in the world, a thirty-year-old widow, and to be able to receive such a favor would be a little too fulfilling?
She asked cautiously, "But I can't forget him, but also with his children, Shishi...... I, I can't just take care of myself, it's pitiful enough for a child without a father......"
He heard that there was a door, and stood up and walked up to her. looked at her eyes and shook his head with a smile, "I don't like children very much, the age of the stone is just not too big or small, and we are also considered to be in love." I'm his mentor, and I'm not bad with my father, and you see how well we get along, you don't have to worry about that. ”
She was overshadowed by his gaze, a little nowhere to run, "That'...... Then I'm not too young, I'm afraid...... I'm afraid I'll be delayed...... Delay you, in case the son breathes up......"
He laughed out loud and interrupted her nonchalantly, "I don't have the task of passing on the ancestry, there is a big brother above, and the eldest brother already has two sons under his knees, and the Jiang family's family doesn't have to rely on me to revitalize and grow." You don't have to worry about these, just follow the fate, whether you have it or not, I will always treat the stone consistently. ”
Is the promise credible? She didn't know, but at least he was willing to be honest. In fact, I believe that who is not the same, it is difficult to guarantee that there will be risks, and marriage is not a gamble. If you win the bet or not, it depends on your own life.
As long as he can tolerate her, and let her have the nostalgia for another person in her heart, she will be content.
What Jiang Zhao wants is a home, a woman who can settle down and feel warm and down-to-earth. Thirty-year-old people don't have so much impulse and enthusiasm, but they know better the path they are suitable for, the right person, and what kind of life they want to live.
He had a showdown with his eldest brother and sister-in-law, Shen Huan, Gu Cheng and others. Jiang Duo had always listened to him in everything, but this time he suddenly pursed his lips and was silent. It took a long time to look at the ground and hesitate, "Do you have to find someone like this?" You see, you don't have no other choice. I, I'm not saying that widows are bad, but if she dies, this must be thought through? ”
Jiang Zhao raised his lips and smiled, but before he could answer, Bai Yin preemptively clicked, "I don't like to hear this, I didn't say that widows are bad, you just don't think it's good in your heart!" It's all an excuse to talk so much! I don't know you yet, I've always been a precious brother in my heart, I think it's the princess who promised him, and you still feel panicked, which one can match him? Really? But you have to understand that people are happy with each other, and you can't make a mistake by yourself! I'll tell you, don't talk about other people's widows, what is your daughter-in-law's background? It's better to be a widow than to say it, are you embarrassed! ”
She was reluctant to lower her body and say herself, Jiang Duo listened to ten thousand distressed hearts, and waved her hand busily, "Don't be, what are you talking about, where do I mean to look down on others, absolutely not." You're getting more and more unscrupulous in your mouth, but you can't talk nonsense, turn around and let the children hear it......" turned his head to look, fortunately the little ones were not in front of him, scratched his head and felt that it was not like that, "No, what is your background?" Obviously she is the daughter of a good family, she was innocent when she married me, no matter how gentle and virtuous she was......"
This fool, do you need to grasp a sentence more seriously, Bai Yin glared at him vigorously, and then asked him to shut up. So everyone had no opinions, and all that was left was Zhang Luo's wedding banquet. Bailu Mountain has not been happy for many years, and the adults are especially good, and a group of children are more excited than one another.
In the days of Xiao Dengke, Jiang Zhao and Wen Fangqing were quite calm. After making trouble for a long time, I returned to the house, sat down next to each other, looked at the warm halo of the red candle, and found the feeling of being in love with each other.
She is a person who has come from the past and has a unique blessed soul. Sitting on the edge of the bed, holding each other's hands, she smiled and asked, "The person you liked in the past was the third sister-in-law?" ”
He was silent for a moment, then bowed his head and said, "You can see it, but don't worry, I don't have any other thoughts for a long time." She is doing well, I only feel relieved in my heart, to put it bluntly, I like a person, and naturally I hope that everything goes well for her. You get the idea, right? ”
Yes, she nodded, smiled and didn't say anything more. It is said that love is wholehearted, and it is also an exclusive that cannot be shared, but they are different, they are all unforgettable people, pure emotions can only be once in a lifetime, and if you miss it, there is nothing to complain about.
Being able to grow old with one's son is a blessing of perfection in the world; It is rare to be able to leave a space in your heart for your former beloved, and you are really at ease.