By the time we arrived at the cemetery, it was already the middle of the day.

Unlike in the past, today's Gu Yi seems to be very willing to share the past trivial matters with her, and after the conversation box was opened, she babbled for a long time.

"When you were a child, you loved to eat your mother's egg custard and stuffed tofu, but now that I think about it, I think you're right."

Gu Nian, who was listening patiently on the side, didn't understand what the other party meant, was slightly stunned, and turned his head to look at Gu Yi while listening to her slowly speak: "You used to say that it is good to be outside, but in the end it is not as good as at home......

Gu Nian: "......"

Gu Yidao: "Compared to you, I spent very little time on them, last year's Dragon Boat Festival, I was supposed to be running activities outside, it was you who said, they have been talking about me, so I will fly back overnight after the event, first, I haven't seen them for a long time, I miss them, and second, I also took the opportunity to give myself a vacation." ”

Gu Nian leaned over and placed the bouquet in front of the stone tablet, but his back froze because of Gu Yi's words, and the movements in his hands were paused, and he was even half a beat late in reacting.

According to Gu Yi's meaning, if it weren't for her repeated urging, she might have been able to escape this catastrophe.

Gu Nian wasn't sure if Gu Yi was blaming her for this.

"Is that so?" After calming down a little, Gu Nian straightened up, "It's the first time I've heard you mention this." ”

Gu Yi didn't give a reply for a while.

Just when Gu Nian thought that the other party would not speak anymore, Gu Yi said in a cold whisper: "It's all over, I just think it would be nice if I could accompany them more before." ”

Gu Yi seemed to be quite touched, and stared at the porcelain statue on the stele for a long time without taking his eyes off.

After pondering repeatedly, Gu Nian couldn't help but ask: "There is a question that I haven't understood. ”

"What?" Gu Yidao.

"You kept running away at the beginning," Gu Nian looked at her, "Why don't you want to admit that you are Gu Yi?" ”

To be honest, Gu Nian was still a little nervous, as if he was afraid that the other party would suddenly go crazy that day, lest he touch Gu Yi's fragile nerves.

Gu Yi was silent for a long time.

The corners of her mouth moved slightly, as if she didn't want to mention more on this topic, and simply said: "It's nothing, it's just that I don't want to face it." ”

Gu Nian put his hands on the other party's wheelchair, and the other party's slow voice came from his ears: "I just envy you, in any way." ”

Gu Nian didn't respond to Gu Yi's words.

The other party didn't look at her, his eyes were a little hollow, he didn't know what he remembered, as if he wasn't relaxed.

Gu Nian put her eyes on her hands that were tightly clenching the corners of her clothes, silently for a moment, and said lightly: "The sun is a little poisonous, let's go back." ”

When the words fell, Gu Yi smiled inexplicably.

Even Gu Nian didn't know what she was laughing at.

As if sensing Gu Nian's suspicious gaze, Gu Yi explained: "It's nothing, I just think you're not the same as before." ”

Gu Nian didn't remember what kind of personality he used to have, but he also learned something from Fu Minghan.

In Gu Nian's opinion, since he woke up from the hospital that day, he has no memory and is more like a new self.

She lived as Xu Chen wanted, and that kind of self seemed to be what Xu Chen expected, but it didn't seem to be.

Like it or not, Xu Chen will not force her.

Thinking of this, Gu Nian subconsciously frowned.

Gu Yi continued: "Now it's before, I'm afraid you'll comfort me with a distressed face, you're always like this, your ability to be coquettish comes easily, even comforting people is the same, you always joke that siblings can always have a special sense and can experience each other's feelings." ”

Gu Yi glanced at Gu Nian's silent expression: "I know, these are all bluffs, otherwise I would never have experienced it." ”

If they could really sense each other's thoughts, they wouldn't be able to stand here and chat quietly at the moment.

Gu Nian's face didn't have much expression, but his tone was heavy: "Yes, I forgot all this." ”

Gu Yi replied softly: "It's okay to forget." ”

After that, both of them had a very tacit understanding and did not speak again.

Until Li Juan approached not far away, she propped up the parasol above Gu Yi's head, and said, "It's not too early, it's better for us to ......"

Li Juan glanced at the tombstone in front of the two, and stopped talking, Gu Nian echoed at the right time, saying, "Go back." ”

Gu Yi nodded: "Okay." ”

On the way back, there was no one talking in the car, and before getting out of the car, Gu Yi looked at the driver in front of him, and thought about it for a moment and said to Gu Nian beside him: "I brought back some previous photos from the last time, do you want to see them?" ”

Gu Nian was a little uncomfortable with this kind of Gu Yi, the past that the other party rarely even never mentioned before, it seemed that he was deliberately going to turn it all out, relive it over and over again, and narrate everything he could think of to her.

Gu Nian wasn't sure if it was because on a special day, the other party was touched by it.

After repeatedly smacking it, Gu Nian agreed, to be honest, such a thing also has a great attraction to her.

She is so eager to be able to find the past, even if it is a little, she is not willing to let go of the slightest.

The car stopped in front of the residence, and Gu Yi said to the driver in front of him: "Sir, I'm afraid I'm tired, I'll boil some mung bean soup before I go out, let's go in and taste it together." ”

Seeing Gu Yi say this, Li Juan also said: "In previous years, I still wore long sleeves at this time, but this year it is so hot, just drink a bowl of mung bean soup to cool off." ”

This young driver Li Juan is no stranger, when she first met Gu Nian, she was accompanied by this person.

Thinking of Fu Minghan's instructions, the other party glanced at Gu Nian, who didn't speak, and after some hesitation, he finally accepted it, after all, his own boss had also instructed him to guard this boss lady at all times.

In fact, Gu Nian was just a little surprised by Gu Yi's current state.

It's not that it's bad, but it's ......

It's a little better.

Different from the gloom of the previous days, although there is still a little worry in the words, it is already better than before.

Gu Yi entered the house first, and Gu Nian asked Li Juan: "How was Gu Yi's mental condition yesterday?" ”

Obviously, the idea of suicide was ignited only before yesterday, and it was so good that it only took a day of hard work.

"Yesterday?" Li Juan was stunned for a moment, "It's nothing special, maybe I'm not feeling well, I slept all afternoon, but I didn't feel sleepy at night, I watched TV for a while, and I stayed up until more than twelve o'clock before I went back to my room to rest." ”

Li Juan paused, seemed to think carefully for a few seconds while speaking, and said, "The state is quite normal, and she sang a song to me, but it's good." ”

"That's good." Gu Nian nodded.

She walked to the living room with Gu Yi, there was really nothing abnormal, Gu Yi asked Li Juan to bring a big pot of mung bean soup out of the kitchen, and one person served a bowl, Gu Nian didn't drink too much, but it tasted really good.

After putting the bowl down, Gu Yi next to him said with a smile: "Mom said, you like to drink mung bean soup, but you don't like to eat mung beans inside, there will be a lot left every time, I never paid attention to it before, but today, what Mom said is really right." ”

The throat seemed to be choked by something, which made Gu Nian feel a little speechless, this feeling made her dislike it very much, obviously she remembered it, but she couldn't remember anything about her family.

It's like, compared to himself, Gu Yi is the one who knows his family best.

But that's exactly what happened.

Gu Nian didn't know what to say, so she looked at the shadow reflected on the dark TV screen, she saw the face similar to herself, and it seemed strange with a smile, but there was an indescribable sense of familiarity.

Gu Nian thought for a moment before saying, "Didn't you say that you asked someone to bring back the previous photos?" ”

"Yes," Gu Yi bent her eyes, "in my room." ”

Gu Nian looked at her, Li Juan was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks that had just drunk mung bean porridge, Gu Yi said: "It's not very convenient for me to walk, if you want to see it, it's in the room where I slept, the innermost bedside table, and the second drawer." ”

Gu Nian hesitated for a moment.

Gu Yiwan said: "I asked Jiang Yaqin to send it last time, I used to have a good relationship with her, and there were a lot of things left with her. ”

This name made Gu Nian's face sink involuntarily.

Jiang Yaqin remembered that Xu Chen was not a whim, and Gu Nian suddenly remembered that Jiang Yaqin had taken the initiative to find Xu Chen's residence, and the reason she used was to send her those photo albums.

The photo of Gu Yi and Zheng Zijie kissing was also "accidentally" discovered by her in those albums.

Gu Nian wasn't sure if Gu Yizhi knew anything about Jiang Yaqin and Xu Chen, but seeing the other party's smiling appearance at this time, Gu Nian didn't want to mention this.

After thinking about it, Gu Nian still got up and walked to the room.

According to what Gu Yi said, she quickly found the photos in Gu Yi's mouth, and they were not pinned into the exquisite album, but only neatly packed in a transparent bag.

It's all family photos.

The date shouldn't be too long, and Gu Nian didn't know where the background in the photo was, but turning it over one by one made her stunned.

The middle-aged men and women in the photo have extremely upright facial features, and the handsome and beautiful shadows of their youth can be seen between their eyebrows and eyes, and they are somewhat similar to them between their eyebrows and eyes.

Gu Nian couldn't tell who she and Gu Yi looked like, her gaze wandered between the four people repeatedly, her eyes gradually blurred, and large tears dripped on the plastic photo, Gu Nian bit her lip and touched the tears on the photo with her hand.

They were all people I held dear to me.

When things are wrong, she needs to be told by others to know even the smallest things.

She doesn't remember the bits and pieces of time she spent with them, let alone every day that needs to be remembered.

She didn't even know what they were like before they died.

She didn't know anything.

The movement behind her made Gu Nian, who was crying in a muffled voice, unconsciously stunned, as if she was suddenly disturbed by being immersed in her own world, she took a deep breath and raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face.

But it couldn't be stopped.

Tears were still pouring out of her eyes, and in the haze, she saw someone approaching.

It's Gu Yi.

The other party leaned forward in a wheelchair, and finally stopped in front of her, speechless for a while.

"I ......" Gu Nian blinked uncomfortably and muttered, "I wanted to take it out and see it, but ......"

"I know."

As he spoke, Gu Yi glanced at the photo at the top.

She and Gu Nian stood on both sides of their parents, different from their slightly reserved smile, Gu Nian held her father's hand, grinning like an image without caring about it, and her eyes narrowed into a slit with a smile.

Gu Yi remembered that Gu Nian complained that she didn't look good as a sister when she filmed.

But the father was very tight, and he admired it vigorously.

She remembered that when she was studying outside, she occasionally called her parents, and in addition to those cookie-cutter advices, her father's favorite thing to mention was Gu Nian.

A few days ago, I went fishing with Gu Nian to the river, and I got a lot of harvest......

Last week, I took the exam, and my results came down, and I did well......

And also......

Come back when you have time, your mother and Gu Nianlao mentioned you and said that they missed you.

Recalling this, Gu Yi asked, "Do you miss them?" ”

didn't expect Gu Yi to suddenly ask, Gu Nian sat on the edge of the bed a little confused, looking at her at eye level.

Not caring if Gu Nian answered his own question, Gu Yi didn't look away, and continued: "I miss them too." ”

Gu Nian was stunned because of Gu Yi's words.

Gu Yi said unhurriedly: "I miss them very much, very much." ”