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Gu Qingcheng thought about it for several days, and felt more and more that he was a little despicable, and felt as if he was taking advantage of other people's feelings, too scum.

So he planned to end this relationship with Jiang Cheng, so he asked Jiang Cheng out.

The location was chosen at a cafรฉ not far from where he lived. It was a cloudy day, but it didn't rain, and the sky was cloudy in the west and bright in the east.

The two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time, and Gu Qingcheng felt a little embarrassed when he saw Jiang Cheng get out of the car, and he was even more nervous and afraid when he thought of what he was about to say.

He was afraid that Jiang Cheng would get out of control, so he chose it in public, because he felt that Jiang Cheng should pay attention to a little influence in public. Otherwise, in private, he felt that it was not impossible for Jiang Cheng to become strong against him.

Jiang Cheng sat down across from him and said, "During the rush hour, there is a bit of a traffic jam. โ€

"I haven't been here for long," Gu Qingcheng asked, "What are you drinking?" โ€

"It's the same, just like you."

Every time he comes out to drink, whether it is coffee or fruit juice drinks, Jiang Cheng is always in step with him, and he drinks whatever he drinks. Gu Qingcheng didn't think there was anything before, but now when he heard him say this, he felt a little ashamed in his heart, and said, "Why are you so unassertive, you have to learn from me what you drink." I'm also a layman, but I'm just pretending to drink coffee, and I wanted to learn from you what it's like to be rich. โ€

"I really don't care what I drink, I don't care."

Gu Qingcheng also ordered a cappuccino for Jiang Cheng, which was his favorite taste as a layman who had just started drinking coffee. Jiang Cheng asked: "You specially called me to such a formal occasion, if you want to say something, you can say it, if you don't say it, I won't be able to drink this coffee." โ€

Gu Qingcheng felt that this person was really smart, and he could always see through his thoughts. So he smiled awkwardly and said, "Then I'll say it." I said, don't be angry. โ€

"You speak first."

Gu Qingcheng originally planned to go around in circles again, but after thinking about it carefully, it was not good to go around the old man, he and Jiang Cheng were also old acquaintances, so why bother scheming. So he said directly: "I've been thinking about our relationship carefully these days...... After a while, I've actually had a lot of fun, but I think it's probably better for us to be friends than to be a couple. โ€

He finished saying these words with some trepidation, looked up at Jiang Cheng, but Jiang Cheng was not shocked, just picked up the cup, took a sip of coffee, frowned and said, "Bitter." โ€

I don't know what kind of bitterness he is talking about.

"Really, I said these words thoughtfully, too. I don't think we are suitable, you have been a monk with me for so long, I know you want to do that, you are a man with normal needs, you can't ...... just because of me"

"Speaking of which, do you think it's inappropriate because of sexual disharmony?"

Gu Qingcheng was stunned for a moment, he felt that Jiang Cheng seemed to have misunderstood what he meant.

"I can wait, I can bear it."

What Gu Qingcheng is most afraid of is this, no matter what he says, Jiang Cheng will not tell whether he lives or dies. He had imagined this situation, but he didn't think of a good way, what should he do if Jiang Cheng really didn't let go.

"Not the problem...... This is not the main problem......" Gu Qingcheng was a little incoherent: "Actually, I don't want to fall in love with a man, I feel a headache when I think of the future." Homosexuality is not easy for ordinary men, let alone me. There can be a few Leslie Cheung in this world. I don't have that strong heart to face this. Being with you and breaking into the entertainment industry, these two things are inherently contradictory...... You don't say anything, as long as you are willing to work hard, society and fans will be tolerant...... In times like China's, homosexuality is struggling, it's too hard. I'm afraid that in the end there will be nothing. โ€

"How could you have nothing, you have me. I will give you everything you want, you have to trust me. โ€

"Maybe I'm pessimistic. I've seen a lot of posts these days, and they all say that love is all about the moment, just like food expires. You love me, I believe, you love me very much, I believe it, even if you say that you can't live without me now, I also believe. But how long can love last? You are so young, rich, handsome, how many men and women want to get you, I don't think I have the charm to tie you up for the rest of my life. If then I have neither fame nor love, nothing left...... I don't want to live like that. I'm just a very selfish person, and I'm also very cowardly, maybe I also use the thoughts of a villain to guess your sincerity. But that's who I am, that's what I think. Some people say that it's not love that can keep your sanity, maybe I don't love you, I still don't love you in the end. โ€

Gu Qingcheng lowered his head and said these words in one go, these words were thought of by him these days, they were originally more organized and logical, and even every tone and frustration, where to pause, where to use what words, had thought about it.

But when he really sat in front of Jiang Cheng and said these words, his mind was blank, he felt that what he said was very messy, illogical, and not euphemistic enough, and he didn't know if Jiang Cheng would be angry when he heard it.

He raised his head and looked at Jiang Cheng.

Jiang Cheng just sat there, as if tasting the bitter taste of this coffee.

Gu Qingcheng was a little cramped and said, "I'm done talking." Don't be angry. โ€

Jiang Cheng raised his head, stared into his eyes and asked, "Finished?" โ€

"That's it."

"Gu Cheng, do you want to be โ–กโ–ก by me?"

Gu Qingcheng was stunned for a moment, and thought he had heard it wrong: "What? โ€

"When you were thinking about how to say these things to me, you must have thought that I would not compromise easily, right?"

"Jiang Cheng, I hope we can get together and disperse, and don't be enemies."

"Good to get together and disperse? Let me ask you," Jiang Cheng leaned back in the chair, put his hands in his trouser pockets, looked at him and asked, "Why do you think I have done all this since I signed a contract with you?" โ€

"Because you like me, but ......"

"Yes, because I like you. And I told you that we can either live together or torture each other. โ€

Gu Qingcheng's brows furrowed: "Do you have to be like this, the twisted melon is so delicious?" โ€

"Whether it's good or not, I'll have to wait until I eat it."

Gu Qingcheng frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly stood up: "It seems that you won't give up if you don't eat once, then let's go, and I will repay you." โ€

Jiang Cheng stood up without saying a word. Gu Qingcheng walked outside, thinking in his heart, what was he going to do.

He felt like he must be crazy, confused, what he had just said.

Did he think that if he said this, Jiang Cheng would feel insulted and walked away, or rather, how could I be willing to do this to you.

Jiang Cheng is still the same Jiang Cheng, Jiang Cheng wants to sleep with him for a day or two. He's going to be popped, he's about to be popped, which makes his hair stand upside down.

He glanced back at Jiang Cheng, but Jiang Cheng raised his chin: "That's it, let's get close." โ€

Gu Qingcheng turned his head and saw a hotel opposite.

He regretted it a little, he wanted to be by Jiang Cheng, this was simply unimaginable for him, he couldn't imagine what he was like under Jiang Cheng, did he want to be a man who was blown up by a man?

But Jiang Cheng is so good to him, if he doesn't have a little indication to draw a line with him, it's a bit too cold-blooded, and ...... No way.

Jiang Cheng is not so kind and generous.

Gu Qingcheng crossed the street and thought that anyway, there have always been โ–กโ–ก top positions in the entertainment industry, and those very straight male stars are not only unspoken by rich women. They have been sleeping for a few years and turned around to not gain fame and fortune, still marry wives and have children, and they have never seen them have anything to do with men for the rest of their lives. He didn't even have a membrane less, it was just a shameful memory.

However, what he felt ridiculous was that in his last life, because he didn't want to be slept with by Jiang Cheng, he went to a dead end step by step, but he didn't expect to live a new life, and he still couldn't escape the fate of being slept with by Jiang Cheng. I knew this, why was he so stubborn in his previous life, if he was willing to compromise, maybe he would have already soared, married a beautiful lady like Meng Dan, and had one or two lovely children.

When he arrived at the front desk, he was suddenly a little embarrassed, afraid that the staff would recognize him, so he stood still in the hall. But Jiang Cheng had already gone to the room, took the key, and looked at him.

Until both of them were standing inside the room.

Jiang Cheng asked, "Let's start?" โ€

"First...... Wash first, wash first. โ€

Somewhat panicked, he entered the bathroom and locked it from the inside. Through the frosted glass, you can vaguely see the figure of Jiangcheng. The light outside was a little brighter, and it seemed that Jiang Cheng had opened the curtains.

Gu Qingcheng squatted on the ground in frustration, holding his head, he had completely regretted it, he was not prepared at all, he didn't want to be exploded, he was afraid.

But people have come this far, and they don't want to do it? He turned on the water, slowly undressed, and took a shower. His fingers ran over his body, touched his buttocks, and then into his buttocks, and his body trembled slightly.

He still washed the part very carefully, then rinsed it and came out with a bath towel. Jiang Cheng was already waiting at the door, and when he saw him come out, he walked over, approached him, and whispered, "It's so fragrant." โ€

He took a step back and said with some panic, "You go wash it." โ€

"You're not going to take advantage of me taking a shower and run away, are you?"

Gu Qingcheng smiled bitterly: "Is it useful to run, you can run a monk, but you can't run to the temple." โ€

Jiang Cheng was arrogant: "It's good if you know." โ€

Jiang Cheng went in to take a bath, Gu Qingcheng walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, sat for a while, and suddenly felt unbearably nervous, so he stood up again and walked to the window.

As a result, he stood still at the window, and there was a sound of footsteps behind him, he swallowed his saliva, and when he looked back, he saw Jiang Cheng, who was naked, standing in front of him wet. 166 Reading Network