"Huh? Bodyguard? ”

Emiya Shirou was stunned when he received the messenger talisman from Kazuki in the Wind Bird Courtyard, he hurriedly looked around, found a small park in the middle of the street with few people, and put the things he bought from the supermarket on the bench, he took out the talisman and said in a low voice: "Brother Katsuki, why did you suddenly get me a bodyguard?" ”

Kazuki of the Wind Bird Courtyard seemed to smile: "Because I don't know magic." ”

"I can't do magic, so I can't help you, but money can solve a lot of problems these days, so I simply hired a powerful magician to help you, no matter what you want to do, you need help, right?"

Emiya Shirou's eyes widened slightly, he pursed his lips, and was silent for a long time before he said, "...... Thank you, Brother Hanazuki, I'll pay for the hired money! ”

"I've already paid for it." Kazuki casually talked nonsense, and he told the young man: "Pay attention to your own safety, do you know Shirou?" If something happens to you...... When Ogawa wakes up, he will be very sad. ”

Emiya Shirou sighed and ended the call.

He sat on a bench in the park in a daze, the winter wind seemed to be a knife, but because the Holy Grail War was about to begin, the spiritual veins here had changed strangely, and the temperature had risen unexpectedly, so that the trunk of the tree that should have been bare was actually covered with leaves.

I don't know how long it took, but Emiya Shirou said coldly: "Archer, are you there?" ”

Heroic Spirit Emiya didn't show up, but said lightly: "I'm here." ”

"What was I like in the past?"

Heroic Spirit Emiya said coldly: "Why are you asking this?" ”

"Ah, I dreamed last night, and suddenly I dreamed that I was hung on the gallows."

Emiya: "......"

"That feeling is very painful...... Emiya Shirou subconsciously touched his neck: "Tosaka-san, said that after summoning the servant, there will be a certain chance to get the memory of the other party, Archer, have you been strangled?" ”

Heroic Emiya didn't want to answer that question.

Emiya Shirou chuckled, "Archer, you're a bit too miserable." ”

Without waiting for his own heroic spirit to answer, Shirou continued, "But even if you are hanged, you are still smiling in the dreams that flow over......"

Heroic Emiya's expression at this moment was extremely sinister.

"Compared to being killed yourself, you managed to save those people before you were killed, so even if you die, you are still happy...... That's what you think. Emiya Shirou looked up at the sky: "It's strange, I can actually understand your thoughts." ”

Heroic Emiya sneered: "Because you are me." ”

"But in my dream, at the moment when I was about to be hanged, Xiao Chuan's face suddenly flashed in front of my eyes." Emiya Shirou muttered: "You don't know, Xiaochuan's health was terrible when he was a child, he couldn't even go to school at first, every day, every day, he lay there with a weak breath and a pale face, motionless, like a dead man, Kiritsu's father used a lot of means I don't know about to help Xiaochuan, but it didn't have the slightest effect......"

"Archer, if it were you, you would understand me, wouldn't you?"

"I was so scared, I was scared that he was dead."

"If Ogawa also died, wouldn't I be the only survivor of the fire in Fuyuki City ten years ago? The one who lived by stepping on countless lives...... I'm the only one left. ”

Heroic spirit Emiya Huo Ran looked at Emiya Shirou, I see!

He finally understood why this self was so 'normal'.

In fact, Emiya Shirou is not normal at all, he just thinks he is normal and makes others think that he is normal.

Even Emiya Shirou himself didn't notice his abnormality.

Heroic Emiya gasped.

Emiya Shirou was only six years old at the time of the disaster, and as a six-year-old child who survived the disaster, the young Emiya Shirou was actually very susceptible to the thinking of others.

After the fire in Fuyuki City, some footage of the reconstruction and the families of the victims will often be shown on TV, and looking at those who are crying and heartbreaking, a thought will naturally come to the minds of young children.

Why am I alive?

Why not the guy on TV who cried...... Of the loved ones survived?

Why am I the only one rescued?

Should I have died at that time?

……

If it was just him, presumably Emiya Shirou would soon collapse, or give birth to a ...... I was saved, so why didn't anyone else be saved? If I have the ability, then I must let others be saved...... ideas.

Just like the Heroic Spirit Emiya herself.

That's what I used to think.,And carried out this wish.,Make a contract with the world's inhibition force.,And finally die of strangulation.。

But now Emiya's fate has changed.

The surviving orphan adopted by Emiya Kiritsugu in the fire in Fuyuki City was no longer Emiya Shirou alone, but also had an Emiyagawa.

It wasn't just Shirou Emiya who was rescued, there was a boy who was younger and frail than him.

This gives Emiya Shirou an illusion.

He's not alone.

There is also a brother who, like him, is also a man who should have been 'mortal' but is alive.

Although Eiling Emiya doesn't know much about Emiya, but the contact with Emiya Shirou in the past two days shows that Emiyagawa is a well-known juvenile manga artist, he has his own career, he coexists in the world of demons and ordinary people at the same time, and he is a teenager with a strong heart.

When the young Emiya Shirou should have begun to be confused and at a loss as to why my younger brother Emiyagawa was seriously ill when I was alive, Emiya Shirou would naturally fall into panic, and his kind, brothers, and partners would also die, and he didn't want him to die.

So Emiya Shirou's attention was all on Emiyagawa, worrying about his brother's food, clothing, housing and transportation, worrying about his brother's treatment and medicine, worrying about his brother waking up today and being in a coma tomorrow......

When Emiyagawa's body healed, when Emiya Shirou had time to think about the disaster back then...... His adoptive father died, and his younger brother stepped forward and began to prop up the portal.

The young child was initially attracted to the elderly, and even said that he would take Emiya Kiritsugu's dream as his own, but Emiya Kiritsugu soon died, and his father, who looked so handsome when he said his great wish, died, and his younger brother, who seemed to be weak and usually only knew how to read magic books, stood up!

He held up the family.

Emiyagawa is also a survivor of the fire in Fuyuki City, he has no guilt for the people who died in the fire, he found an alliance immediately after the death of his adoptive father, he was at the top of his studies, he was quite successful in magic, he was strong in [Another World], he met many friends with different personalities, and even in the world of ordinary people, he also became a super popular cartoonist, and the comics he drew were published in ten single books, and the animation was also carried out in accordance with lì, and it was broadcast at the beginning of the year.

He was like an ideal monument, standing firmly in front of Emiya Shirou.

Emiyagawa used his own way of life to tell Sù Emiya Shirou how to continue to survive as a person who stepped on countless bones and was rescued from the disaster.

The accolades, recognition, and achievements that Emiyagawa received all proved one thing to Emiya Shirou.

He should live.

He deserves to live more than anyone else.

Emiya Shirou, who has always been watching Emiyagawa, is indeed not obsessed with justice, and he is truly persistent...... Became human.

Emiyagawa.

But if Emiyagawa died, what would Emiya Shirou think?

He would think, so powerful, so powerful brother is dead, what about me?

Sure enough...... You should die, right?

If Emiyagawa dies, I'm afraid Emiya Shirou won't think so, but the reality is not the case, Emiyagawa seems to be dying at the age of thirteen.

#我的人生是偷来的#

#我终究会被大火中死去的冤魂拉入地狱#

After Emiya figured out the reason, she couldn't help but ask.

"Does your brother know about the Holy Grail War?"

Emiya Shirou said: "He knows, he also knows that his father participated in the Holy Grail War, and even ...... I knew that I had a summoning medium in my body, and I only learned about it after eavesdropping on Ogawa's conversation with the others. ”

Heroic Spirit Emiya immediately understood.

"Before your brother's accident, you secretly prepared the Holy Grail War from your brother, didn't you?"

Emiya Shirou said as a matter of course: "Yes, I am also a magician." ”

"He's afraid he doesn't want you to participate in the Holy Grail War."

Emiya Shirou was silent for a long time before he said, "Well, I want to participate." ”

He smiled faintly.

"I want to sue Sù Xiaochuan, I'm also very strong, don't hide anything from me." After a pause, Emiya Shirou's tone suddenly became excited: "And I hope that one day, Ogawa can say something to me...... My brother is really powerful, but fortunately I have my brother...... This kind of talk. ”

What——?!

Heroic Spirit Emiya was horrified when she heard this.

If other people heard this, I am afraid that they would think that Emiya Shirou was just a strict younger brother.

But Emiya, the Heroic Spirit, heard another true meaning.

Emiya Shirou hopes that Emiyagawa will say that his brother is really powerful, but fortunately, he has the words of his brother, not that he really wants to be relied on by his younger brother!

He just wanted to be recognized by Emiyagawa, the survivor who had deprived others of the possibility of survival like him—acknowledging the qiē that Emiya Shirou had inherited from Emiyagawa...... Such a way of life, such a way of being, such thoughts and behaviors...... That's right.

In other words, what Emiya Shirou has done so far is not to protect his younger brother, nor is it to prove that he is strong.

He was only for himself – he felt like a sinner.

So what he needs is not to rely on, not to protect, not to need, not even to acknowledge.

Emiya Shirou needs this person...... Pardon.

Forgive guilt and turn it into a reason to live, so that he has a ...... I deserve to be saved...... A sense of self-redemption.

Otherwise, Emiya Shirou has no meaning to survive.

Heroic spirit Emiya looked deeply at her past self.

This one is broken.

But sadly, Emiya Shirou didn't notice his abnormality, and even felt that as an older brother, it was a matter of course to find ways to protect his younger brother.

Of course, it is indeed right for the elder brother to protect his younger brother, but Emiya Shirou regards the distorted survival satisfaction in his heart as a family feeling to protect his younger brother, and is willing to fight for it.

Heroic Emiya is suddenly looking forward to the Holy Grail War.

What choice will such a Emiya Shirou make?

The author has something to say: .................. Although Shirou looks normal, in fact, he is in a state that seems normal but is actually broken, similar to the Yan Feng Qili before Jin Shin hooked up.

For Emiya Shirou, his lock is his younger brother, as long as the lock is on, he is normal, if the lock is gone...... Now he doesn't even have the obsession of becoming a righteous partner, but will die directly ==

Xia Chuanyu did not find out the state of Emiya Shirou, because in a certain way, he was ...... to Emiya Shirou There was no expectation, it wouldn't be like expecting Naruto to be the Hokage, it wouldn't be like expecting Kakashi to be a sword powerhouse, or even like expecting Tornado to be safe and sound.

Because in Xia Chuanyu's view, the future of Weigong Shirou is flat, and the admission rate of the Ice Emperor Academy is quite high, even if Xia Chuanyu leaves in the future, he will leave a lot of money and contacts for Weigong Shilang, and he has money and a house, such a standard configuration...... At least in this era of peace, it is enough for Emiya Shirou to live a very nourishing life.

What's more, Xia Chuanyu will also greet Asakura before leaving, and Emiya Shirou is a person who is protected by the ball god~

So Xia Chuanyu didn't give any psychological counseling to Emiya Shirou, he didn't think he needed it.

And Asakura is good enough to see through people's hearts...... However, Emiya Shirou himself felt that he was fine, his thoughts were normal, and all he wanted in his heart was to protect his younger brother or something, in the eyes of Asakura's younger brother...... Well, it's normal.

In this world, the only person who can really see through Emiya Shirou...... Only Heroic Spirit Emiya.

Only he can see his own truth.

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In fact, Jin Shanshan's evaluation of Emiya Shirou is still very accurate.

faker。

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Two watches in the afternoon.