"Love, what's the use? I've thought about it countless times, telling him about it, but doing so will only drag him down, it's a huge amount of money, he can't have that much money, I don't want him to grovel and beg for this, he's such a proud person, I can't be so selfish. ”

Although it is an old story, more than ten years have passed, but when Jin Duoxin narrates, she can still feel her heart like a knife, but in Yingwan's opinion, her definition of selfishness is ridiculously wrong.

She has affection for Zhao Ye, and Zhao Ye also has love for her.

Two people who love each other, go hand in hand, no matter how much hardship they endure, they are all willing, how can they be selfish.

Unfortunately, the past cannot be changed.

"When did you know that Lin Yun'er had leukemia?"

"After I finished filming the first TV series, Aunt Lin, oh, it's Yun'er's grandmother, she saw me on the poster after coming to S City, Jin Duoxin is not my life, I don't have a household registration at all, it was after I met Zhao Ye, he tried to ask someone to get a household registration for me, in order not to let my family find me, I changed my name, and no one told me, if it wasn't for Aunt Lin who saw the poster and recognized me, she couldn't find me, and after she tried to find me, I learned that Yun'er had leukemia, and she suddenly fainted when she was nine years old in physical education class, After being sent to the hospital, he was diagnosed with leukemia, and the people of the Lin family went to the hospital for a bone marrow examination, but none of them could match the type. ”

"You went, but the result was a mismatch." If the match is successful, it will not require 700,000 yuan in surgery fees, and at least one-third of it can be reduced.

Jin Duoxin nodded sadly, "After I left the village, three more people in the Lin family died of leukemia, which was a natural genetic defect, but they all found it relatively late, but Yun'er is still a child, and the doctor said that the younger the age, the greater the chance of cure. ”

This is also in line with Zhao Ye's statement, but she is not for herself to become the dean's wife, but for her daughter.

"Dr. He is a good person, under my repeated begging, agreed to become Yun'a's attending doctor, and told me that he will contact the International Children's Bone Marrow Bank in the near future, where there are more opportunities, he will help me pay attention to whether there is a suitable donor for Yun'a, maybe it is God's mercy, through Dr. Guò He's efforts, I was lucky to find a donor who meets Yun'er's conditions, but time waits for no one, there are countless children waiting for a match every day, he hopes that I can immediately decide to operate on Yun'a, He will also do his best to arrange for the hospital, but the cost of surgery has become a big problem. Her face was full of the breath of being a mother, and she straightened her back, "Seven hundred thousand, for me at that time was an astronomical amount, I just wanted to borrow it and couldn't borrow it, and the Lin family has long been a family with four walls, the two couples who adopted Yun'er died in an accident when she was 7 years old because of an accident in farming, and the other uncles and uncles are unwilling to take out the money, even if they do, it's just a drop in the bucket, it won't help at all, Yun'er has been skinny and weak because of chemotherapy, and she has a fever all the time, if she has a fever again, I'm afraid that she will be out of luck, I can't watch her leave this world before she grows up, I want her to recover her health and grow up safely, for this I will do whatever it takes, even if it is to sell my soul. ”

Mother's love is always great, for the sake of her children, no matter how hard and tired she is, she is also willing to be happy, and it is also her mother's love that can understand her mood at that time, but she can't comfort her at this moment, and continues to ask, "In order to make up for this than the surgery fee, you asked Zhang Xian for help." ”

"Yes!" There was an obvious bitterness at the corner of her mouth, but there was no regret in her eyes, "After I finished filming the first TV series, although I didn't become an instant hit, I also mixed up some fame in the circle, and I only lacked someone who was willing to spend a lot of money to support me, Zhao Ye once told me that even if no one praised me, after three years, I can also become a great weapon, but I can't wait for three years, I can only sell myself in exchange for the hope of my daughter's survival." ”

"So, before this, Zhang Xian had actually looked for you?"

She tore away a void and sour smile, her eyebrows and eyes were full of sarcasm, "Don't they just like this kind of female star who is a little famous, but half-red and not purple, I obviously met their hunting conditions at that time, and Zhang Xian has always been interested in me." ”

Once she also hoped to climb to the top of the entertainment industry with her own efforts, and write her life with pride, when she reached the top, it was the moment for her to reunite with her daughter, but the ruthlessness of fate made her beautiful expectations come to naught, but she did not regret it.

The strength in her eyes was like the tone of her voice, without complaint or regret, "I don't care what happens to me in the future, I just need money, enough money to make Yun'a healthy." ”

Although she has not only self-esteem, but also a bright future, and a happy love, in front of her beloved daughter, this qiē has long been unimportant.

Xuan Ying asked, "Zhang Xian can give you 700,000 right away?" ”

So far, she has been in contact with Zhang Xian the most, what kind of person he is, she knows best, 700,000 is not a small amount for Jin Duoxin, and it is also for Zhang Xian, according to his greedy character, it is really difficult to convince him to take out 700,000 to Jin Duoxin immediately, he is suspicious, cunning, and gave money, what if he is lost, he can't be so happy.

Jin Duoxin replied expressionlessly: "What's not to do, I sue him, I can do whatever I want, become a tool to vent my desires, or accompany some men with perverted preferences, I can do it!" ”

As long as she is given money, she doesn't care about anything.

Looking at her in horror, you can imagine what happened to her in her best years.

This is indeed Zhang Xian's weakness, 700,000 for a woman who does not ask to pick up customers for him, this account is very cost-effective, not to mention 700,000, 7 million, Jin Duoxin can help him earn it back.

I can help him earn it back.

She looked at Jin Duoxin, she seemed expressionless when she spoke, but her clenched hands revealed the grief and indignation in her heart.

This woman, both physically and mentally, is already full of holes.

She was afraid that if this topic continued to be discussed, Jin Duoxin would lose control because of this, in fact, the general situation was basically the same as her reasoning, and there was no point in asking more, the important thing was the things that followed.

She quietly diverted the topic, "Lin Yun'er underwent surgery at the age of ten, recovered her health, and then returned to the Lin family to live, raised by her grandmother, and at the age of nineteen, she was admitted to the Donghua Film and Television Academy. ”

She guessed that they hadn't been in touch, otherwise Jin Duoxin wouldn't have been able to recognize Lin Yun'er when she grew up, even if she couldn't recognize her appearance, she would always recognize the name Lin Yun'er, and when she met after many years, she met a girl with the same name and surname as her daughter, even if she couldn't recognize it, it would definitely attract her attention, and after a long time, she would naturally be able to recognize it, mother and daughter are connected, what they lack is time.

Jin Duoxin shook his head, "No." ”

"Why?"

Jin Duo smiled bitterly, but was silent.

She replied on her behalf, "Because you don't think you're worthy of being her mother anymore?" This is what she guessed from her words, she is too proud, after escaping into the magic cave of the OK Club, that pride has been wiped out, and I am afraid that only inferiority is left.

"You are also a mother, are you willing to let your children know that you are a ...... Prostitute...... Woman? She gritted her teeth and said the word prostitute, and then shook her head violently, "I can't let her know that she studies very well, is better than many boys, and will have a bright future in the future, but if others know that her mother is such a woman, it will ruin her life, and I can't let this happen." ”

Therefore, she refused to see her after the operation, and did not allow the Lin family to mention herself, erasing all her own qiē, in order to prevent the Lin family from coming to her again, she even told Aunt Lin in cold blood that she was about to become a big star and didn't want to associate with them anymore, let alone let people know that she had such a big daughter.

Although she couldn't agree with her approach, she understood her distress, "There is something I think is very strange, a few years later, Lin Yun'er, who has grown up, suddenly appeared in front of you, you didn't recognize it, it's understandable, after all, so many years have passed, and it's not strange that the female college has changed eighteen times, and it's not strange that you can't recognize it, but don't you remember the name either?" ”

"Yun'er's name was changed when she was twelve years old, most of the people in the Lin family died of leukemia, she was the only one who could escape the curse of leukemia, Aunt Lin was afraid that she would relapse in the future, and superstitiously found a master to give her eight characters, and there was a saying in the countryside that she changed her name for blessings, and her name was changed to Yun'er, and I only found out later."

She severed her contact with the Lin family, and her daughter changed her name, so naturally she didn't know.

It was also suddenly enlightened by this.

The name was changed, and the only time I saw the child was when she was tormented by illness, and she never saw it since, and when she met again more than ten years later, it was a stranger.

But the fact is that she cut off contact with the Lin family, but that Aunt Lin probably didn't think so.

For the sake of her daughter, a woman who can fight for 700,000 yuan, how could she abandon her daughter cold-blooded and ruthless, maybe mentioned from time to time, let Lin Yuner know her life experience, I believe that she is full of admiration for Jin Duoxin, so she will be admitted to the film and television academy.

Pity...... It's a shame.

Jin Duoxin choked up, tears rolling down, "I never thought that Yun'er would come to me one day......"

She knew how much pain she felt in her heart, but Lin Yun'er's accident was the key to the whole case, even if it was cruel, she had to ask.

"What the hell happened that day?"

Jin Duo's sad expression instantly became hideous, and her pupils dilated, "It's Lin Chutong, her popularity in the OK club began to decline, lest she couldn't gain a foothold anymore, she thought of using Yun'er, my Yun'er, so beautiful, so kind, why did she die!" ”

You can imagine the situation at that time, a woman who can sacrifice everything for fame and fortune, what else would she not dare to do.

"Yuna didn't go to the villa originally, but she went because I was there."

"So, Lin Chutong is the daughter of the Lin family, and you don't know either?"

"If I knew, I wouldn't have watched her push Yuna into the fire pit."

Few of the children of the Lin family she knew, and Lin Chutong naturally didn't know her, all of them happened by coincidence, which also caused a tragedy.

"In order to please Zhang Xian, Zhuang Ting invited Xi Mingcheng, a hypocrite, Xi Mingcheng made a generous move, and has always been Zhang Xian's desperate person, that day, Lin Chutong nominally celebrated Yun'er's birthday, but in fact he wanted to give her to Xi Mingcheng, sure enough, Xi Mingcheng moved evil thoughts as soon as he saw Yun'er, Zhuang Ting, Jiang Wanli, Lin Chutong, pretended to be drunk, in order to let Xi Mingcheng start, and I ...... Hahahaha......" she laughed miserably, "I thought Yun'er was the same as Lin Chutong, but she was just pretending to be innocent, after all, that villa was used for this purpose every time, and the people who would go, a few of them would be innocent, and I would go It was also Zhang Xian's order to clean up the aftermath, so I didn't take it to heart, I just wanted to deal with it and leave quickly, but that day Zhuang Ting used spirits, I was really drunk, and when I heard the scream, I found that Xi Mingcheng forced Yun'er close to Zhuang Ting's studio, intending to rape, and in the struggle, the ...... on the bookshelf" She couldn't stop crying, her crying was so strong that she couldn't speak anymore.

This is not only tragic, it is simply miserable.

"When did you know she was your daughter?"

When Yun'er was sent to the hospital, the doctor asked the family to sign before the operation, but Lin Chutong was afraid that he couldn't do it, so he didn't dare to sign, saying that he would wait for his grandmother to come over...... She mentioned Aunt Lin's name...... she looked up, tears rolling down her cheeks, "Oh my God, I didn't know that."

That's when I learned that this girl was my daughter, my biological daughter...... But what I did, what I did! She clenched her fists and pounded the table, "I can't do anything, I can only watch her unrecognizable, lying on the hospital bed, how I want to rush in and hug her, but I know that it is impossible for the OK Club to let her go, they are too powerful, there are methods, not to mention that Xi Mingcheng's identity is not ordinary, if you don't do what he says, Yun'er has no chance of living, I can only endure it, I can only pretend to be a bystander, but I have already thought about it, and when the matter passes, find a way to send her abroad, There would be better treatment abroad, but I didn't expect that she would commit suicide! Why give up your life so lightly, why!? ”

She cried and shouted, and soon attracted the waiter.

She had no choice but to say hello apologetically and appease Jin Duoxin, who was about to get out of control.

This mother, who loves her daughter deeply, has been blaming herself since her daughter's death, no one has ever revealed this secret, and no one has ever listened to her tell this secret, she needs a way to vent, and today she will not dare to shed tears, dare not say the secret, all said, is not a kind of catharsis to the extreme.

"Lin Yun'er must have spoken to you before she died, she came to see you, and it is impossible for her to commit suicide without saying anything."

She didn't say anything, she just looked at me with her eyes, as if to say why didn't you save her, why did she help those beasts lie together! I regret it so much! I shouldn't be afraid, I should hold her tightly, she must have been disappointed in me when she died! ”

She handed over the tissue in her hand, she was right, maybe this was one of the reasons why Lin Yun'er committed suicide.

Her mother is in the same league as the beast who killed her, and this kind of pain may make her heartbreaking.

But...... That suicide note said that I didn't want to be ugly......

I don't want to be ugly, referring to her disfigurement, but I always feel that it doesn't fit Lin Yun'er's character.

"She really didn't say anything?"

"Nope!" Jin Duoxin shook his head again.

"So how did you know the murderer?"

"When I was sorting through Yuna's belongings, I found her diary, which mentioned a man in some of them, but there was no specific name, only that the man was very fond of dogs, and they met at a small animal adoption agency."

"Diary!" The light in the eyes suddenly lit up, "Where is the diary now?" ”

Jin Duoxin hesitated, "I have already burned ......"

Burned?

It was her daughter's relic, how could it be burned.

"You'd better not lie to me, because I don't believe a word, I know how you feel, but this is a murder case, human life is at stake, how much you regret it, how much you want to save your daughter's lover, that's your business, and my duty is not to let the murderer go on again."

"He's avenging Yuna! He's not wrong! Jin Duoxin retorted.

At first, she didn't know that the murderer was her daughter's lover, before Lin Chutong's death, she received a letter telling her that he would avenge Yun'er and let her make an alibi as much as possible, she thought it was a prank, so when Lin Chutong died, she only felt that there was evil retribution, and it was not until after Xi Mingcheng's death that she understood that the letter was true.

But she will never tell her about this.

The murderer is Yun'er's favorite person, she must find him out by herself, she has decided that as long as she finds this person and convinces him, let him run as far as he can, and after running far, she will personally deal with Jiang Wanli and Zhuang Ting, and then she will turn herself in and take all the charges on herself.

It was the only thing she could do for her daughter.

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