18. Recognize yourself

After Liang Liang finished saying this, he sighed deeply again.

Sun Guoming looked at Liang Liang with a frustrated expression, this is something that he has never had since he met him, he has always given people the impression of being positive and full of positive energy, it seems that this time I really don't know what to do, right?

"Ryoko, don't worry too much, since there is a problem, you will definitely be able to find a solution." Sun Guoming comforted and buried his grievances: "I really don't know where my old man got the information, he called me early in the morning, and he almost scared me to death!" โ€

Liang Liang looked at Sun Guoming's exaggerated expression on his face, he was very helpless, this didn't happen to him, what did he have to be frightened, he should be frightened the most!

"So you already have a solution?"

"Nope!" Sun Guoming shrugged and replied very naturally, in fact, he felt that there was nothing bad, Xia Zhichen was so good, why did he have to change.

"Then you look like you have a bamboo in your chest......" Liang Liang glanced at Sun Guoming, this guy is not good at this, others are burning farts and stocks, but he is not serious.

Sun Guoming saw that the joke was almost over, so he restrained his smile and looked at Liang Liang, "Liangzi, if I ask you a question, you must answer me honestly." โ€

"Just ask." Liang Liang said, found a comfortable position, and leaned into the sofa.

"Think back to the time when you first fell in love to the present, do you have a particularly deep memory of the objects you talked to?"

"Remembered?" Liang Liang put his fingers against his chin and began to recall his love history.

He has been in love twice since he knew how to love men and women, the first time, which is the so-called first love, was when he first stepped into society, he worked as a waiter in a restaurant, and had a period with the restaurant manager's daughter, but it was separated in less than two months.

The other paragraph is with Zhang Jing.

This relationship is relatively long, about more than three years, and it was indeed sad for a while when I broke up, after all, I also have to pay time, energy, money and feelings.

It's been four years since they broke up, and now that I think about it, it seems like nothing, and Zhang Jing's appearance is already very vague.

"No ......," so Liang Liang answered Sun Guoming very honestly.

"What about that Zhang Jing? I remember you forgot about jรฌ? Sun Guoming felt incredible.

"Yes, but didn't you say it should be particularly deep?"

Sun Guoming was speechless for a while, this Liang Liang's emotional intelligence is really not very high.

"Have you slept with them?"

"Nope."

"Why not?"

"There's no why, if you don't want to, you can't get on." Liang Liang felt that he was asking what kind of question this was, and how could there be so many whys.

"So you're not normal." Sun Guoming said categorically.

"I don't want to sleep with them, that's because I'm upright, why isn't it normal?" Liang Liang spread his hands out, looking puzzled.

"I'll explain this to you later, and I'll ask you another question now." Sun Guoming looked into his eyes and continued to ask, "Then how did you feel when you were with Xia Zhichen?" โ€

"Uh......" Liang Liang's face was slightly embarrassed when he was asked this question, he looked away, in fact, he couldn't tell what it was like, in short, it was sticky and greasy, and it was not good to say.

Sun Guoming had been observing the changes in Liang Liang's expression, and when he heard the name Xia Zhichen, a trace of obvious panic flashed in his eyes, and he already had an answer in his heart.

"Ryoko, I'll give you an analysis."

Sun Guoming organized his language a little, and said with a straight face: "First of all, men with a normal orientation, after a period of contact with the subject, will have a desire to have physical contact with the other party, especially young men. Secondly, men with normal orientation, when facing the same sex, will not have any other thoughts except friendship and affection, and will try their best to resist the harassment of the same sex. โ€

After saying these two points, Sun Guoming stopped and observed Liang Liang's reaction.

Liang Liang listened to what Sun Guoming said and fell into deep thought.

He really never seemed to have any fantasies about a woman's body, and he had been with Zhang Jing for more than three years, and the most he did was holding hands and hugging, and kissing was all dragonflies.

Several times Zhang Jing took the initiative to hint, but he politely refused, on the one hand, out of protection for girls, and on the other hand, he didn't think about it at all.

Thinking about it this way, it seems a bit of a problem, but this can't be said to be gay, maybe he has a low demand for sex?

And Sun Guoming's second point is that he himself has never been able to understand, before he met Xia Zhichen, he had no other thoughts about the same sex, and his appearance completely disrupted Liang Liang's original life trajectory.

For Xia Zhichen's harassment of him, from resisting at the beginning to slowly adapting, it is indeed a bit too logical.

When Liang Liang thought of this, he was very bored in his heart, and he always felt that he was taken crooked by Xia Zhichen's kid.

"Have you come to any conclusions?" Sun Guoming asked tentatively.

Liang Liang straightened up, crossed his fingers, propped his elbows on his knees, thought for a while and said: "Is it possible, I am relatively cold about sex, and when it comes to same-sex harassment, I have always been on the side that I am forced to accept, and resistance is useless." โ€

It seems that he is still unwilling to accept the reality, Sun Guoming thought to himself, in fact, Liang Liang's reaction at the moment is within the normal category, after all, he has always felt that he is a straight man, and it is unrealistic for him to immediately accept that he is a bent.

But in the end, we have to face up to this problem, rather than letting him go down like this, it is better to let him see himself clearly.

"Well, let's do an experiment." After Sun Guoming finished speaking, he didn't wait for Liang Liang to answer, got up and walked upstairs.

Soon Sun Guoming came down from upstairs, holding a notebook in his hand, sat down next to Liang Liang, put the notebook in front of him, and clicked on a text folder.

Liang Liang stared at the computer screen curiously, not knowing what medicine Sun Guoming was selling in the gourd.

At this time, a window to play a video appeared on the screen, and then a string of English letters jumped out, and when the subtitles were played, the picture jumped directly to a man and a woman working the bed to do piston movements.

Liang Liang suddenly had a black line, and he did his so-called experiment for a long time, just to let him watch the film?

"How? This is the famous woman of Japan|Yutakizawa Lola! Sun Guoming smiled sneeringly, turned up the volume a little more, leaned back, and quietly observed Liang Liang's reaction.

Liang Liang has never watched a film, he doesn't know who Takizawa Lola is, he looks at the love video on the screen that is intensifying, and he only thinks that this woman's name is good, her body and skin are okay, and her posture is quite rich, and nothing else seems to be there.

"Well, the female is good-looking." Liang Liang perfunctory to him.

"Do you feel like your blood is boiling?"

"No, it's boring, and don't you think that girl's big nostrils are dangling in front of her eyes all the time?" Liang Liang turned his head to look at Sun Guoming.

"Haha, your focus is really different!" After Sun Guoming finished speaking, he directly turned off the video, reopened a video, and smiled evilly at Liang Liang: "Look at this!" โ€

Liang Liang glanced at Sun Guoming, looked at the screen again, and there was a string of English subtitles.

What kind of film is this?

Just when he was puzzled, two handsome foreign boys appeared in the video and spoke a bunch of English to the camera, which made Liang Liang confused, he himself was not highly educated, and English was still the worst subject at that time, and he didn't know what to do.

At this moment, the video suddenly switched to the room, and the two young men who had just spoken had already stripped naked, and the two toned bodies were entangled with each other, kissing and caressing each other.

Liang Liang suddenly felt that his scalp was numb, his face was embarrassed, his eyes were shining, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, and a strange feeling spread in his heart.

When the two blended together in the video, Liang Liang's face was already crimson, even his ears were red, his heartbeat couldn't be suppressed faster and faster, his mouth was dry, and his โ–กโ–ก obviously reacted.

How so? Liang Liang felt annoyed and ashamed.

And this qiฤ“ was seen by Sun Guoming, who was carefully observing from the sidelines.

"Got a feeling?" Sun Guoming asked very directly.

Liang Liang tried to calm himself down, raised his hand to slap the notebook, and disguised: "What the hell, you can trick me!" โ€

"Please answer my question head-on!" Although Sun Guoming already knew that he had a reaction, he just wanted to tease him.

"How can it be felt!" Liang Liang said stiffly, but his heart was actually very empty.

"Even if you feel it, you still have a hard mouth!" Sun Guoming had an expression of hatred: "You must face up to your feelings, obey the truest thoughts in your heart, and don't always be duplicitous!" โ€

"Originally, where duplicity, no feeling is no feeling!" Liang Liang still refused to admit it.

"Cut~" Sun Guoming rolled his eyes, "Your eyes betray your heart." โ€

Liang Liang was really annoyed and embarrassed this time, after all, he was seen through on the spot, and men always want to save face.

So he stood up directly and threw down a sentence: "I'm too lazy to tell you more, in short, I must be straight!" "It's just that I had a relationship with a man first.

"Only you know best whether you are straight or not, young people don't just talk and don't practice, if you have the ability to do something, show me!" Sun Guoming continued to tease Liang Liang.

"Okay!" Liang Liang replied very dryly: "Let's stop here today, I still have to take a step in advance." After speaking, Liang Liang went out angrily.

"The temper is still so stubborn!" Sun Guoming shook his head helplessly, and suddenly had a flash of inspiration, took out his mobile phone and sent a private message to Xia Zhichen on Weibo.

After Liang Liang came out of Sun Guoming's house, he calmed down in the car for a while, although he had realized that he was abnormal, but when he was really clearly told, he still couldn't accept it.

At this moment, a thought flashed through his mind that maybe he should try it, whether it worked or not, and make one last struggle.

Thinking of this, Liang Liang took a deep breath and started the car and drove home.

Back at Green Island Garden, it's almost lunchtime.

Liang Liang drove the car directly into the courtyard of Xia Zhichen's house, and as soon as he got out of the car, he was hugged into his arms by Xia Zhichen, who was sneaking over.

"I'm back! Haven't had lunch yet, have you? Xia Zhichen said with a doting face: "I have prepared lunch, come and try my craft!" โ€

Liang Liang pushed Xia Zhichen away and handed him the car keys, "If you have something to say, don't hug and kiss at every turn, we are not so familiar yet, right?" โ€

The smile on Xia Zhichen's face froze for a moment, what's wrong with him?

"Lunch, let's eat slowly." After speaking, Liang Liang turned around and walked towards his yard.

Xia Zhichen was stunned, as if he hadn't done anything wrong, right? How did it suddenly become like this?

By the time he reacted, Liang Liang had already entered the house, which made Xia Zhichen depressed, and once again put his hot face on his cold fart, was he still angry about what happened last night?

Xia Zhichen wanted to go over to find him, but with the current situation, he must have eaten a closed door, so he had to go back to the house dejectedly, and it seemed that he could only eat the lunch he had worked so hard to prepare.

At this time, the mobile phone on the coffee table rang, Xia Zhichen picked up the phone, and said weakly: "What's the matter, Yang escaped?" โ€

"You've got news of that person." Yang Fu's tone was always so rigid and cold.

"Oh?" Xia Zhichen suddenly came to his senses: "Who is it?" โ€

"Pan Junshan's son Pan Rong."

Pan Junshan? Isn't that the real estate tycoon? Although it is a peer with Liang Liang, the company's strength is very different.

If you want to say that you are forming a bond in business competition, with Pan Junshan's means, it is definitely not as simple as beating Liang Liang, and let your son come forward, this is not the style of the old fox.

Most likely, Liang Liang had a holiday with Pan Rong.

"How?"

Xia Zhichen thought for a while and said, "Send him to the hospital to lie down for a few days, and check if there is a company under his name." โ€

"Okay," Yang Fu paused: "Chenchen, Director Liu said that there is a movie for you to make, you watch?" โ€

"What type?" When it comes to making movies, he has indeed not appeared in the public eye for a long time.

"Romance literary films."

"It's this kind again, if you ask Director Liu if there is a horror movie, if there is no ready-made script, find one, and I will act by myself."

"Okay."

"Well, let's do it!" After speaking, Xia Zhichen hung up the phone and saw that there were several message reminders on Weibo on the screen, and the people who could send him messages on Weibo were basically people he knew.

So Xia Zhichen clicked on it, and saw that it was a private message sent to him by Sun Guoming half an hour ago.

There is only one sentence in the content: Someone who is a person who is only fried by Liang!

Xia Zhichen was stunned for a moment, and then after reacting, a bright smile immediately bloomed on his face, and the haze in his heart just now was swept away, why don't you ask him if Liang Liang has encountered something troublesome?

So he quickly replied: Has Liang ever been stimulated? was coldly violent.

After replying to the message, Xia Zhichen simply sat on the sofa, holding his mobile phone and anxiously waiting for a reply.

Soon, Sun Guoming replied: the outlook on life collapsed, and it will take time to reorganize.

Seeing this, Xia Zhichen couldn't help laughing, it turned out that he was making trouble with himself, and the best way at this time was to care silently, and then hit his heart little by little.

That's it! Xia Zhichen secretly made up his mind.

As night fell, Liang Liang locked himself in his room and pondered for an afternoon, struggling inwardly for an afternoon, and finally made the most defeated decision in his life.

He angrily picked up his mobile phone and dialed Sun Guoming's number.

"Ryoko! Self-breakthrough? Sun Guoming's embarrassed voice came.

"At eight o'clock, the 606 box of Paramount Club will be seen and dispersed!"