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Caris Club.
This club belongs to Qin Yan, or rather, it is owned by Qin Yan, Lu Xun, and Chen Shihuan, and Qin Yan is responsible for managing it, and it is also one of the strongholds of the three of them.
An intimate club where you can swim, play ball, play cards, and even dance and drink is naturally the choice of many people.
This club is membership-based, and not everyone can come, which is even better, in the past, the three of them were relaxing here, they were generally on the top floor, and they didn't go down, and the top floor had all the equipment.
At this time, the three of them didn't have any intention of having fun.
Lu Xun tugged at Qin Yan's collar and slashed.
He swished coldly, word by word: "You tell me again." ”
Qin Yan's face turned red, but he still said, "I will be engaged to Shen Youzhi next month." ”
Lu Xun's eyes were scarlet, and the whole person was a little ruthless and decadent, and he said, "You know that I ...... As I said, if you like her, we can play fair. ”
Qin Yan: "Fair competition? Qi Xiu, don't you think it's ridiculous to say this? I never wanted to grab anything from you, nor did I want to fight with you about anything, but I didn't want to watch Yuyuki have an accident. Think about it, since you expressed your affection for Shen Youzhi, how much trouble she has encountered. I don't have to fight with you, but I can't watch her have an accident, and if you think I'm digging into the wall, I have nothing to say. That's exactly what I have in mind. ”
Lu Xun punched Qin Yan in the face, Qin Yan didn't dodge, let him hit people, and only said: "If you hit me, don't go to Youzhi, we will get engaged next month, and she will have nothing to do with you." ”
Qin Yan has always felt that it is best to quietly protect Shen Youzhi like this, but in fact it is really not, what Shen Youzhi needs is to have a better person who cares about him and loves her. He could see that Shen Youzhi was different from Lu Xun, but she never found out about it.
And Qin Yan thought that he would not say it, and he would never say it, the most selfish time in his life was to give himself a chance, and also let that little girl get rid of the predicament that the Lu family might bring her now.
"Friends' wives can't be bullied, Lu Xun, don't let me look down on you."
Lu Xun's fingers clenching his fist were already white, he gasped, as if the whole person couldn't bear it, for a long time, he smashed the wall with a fist and slammed the door directly.
"Qi Xiu!" Chen Shihuan shouted and said, "What are you doing here!" Good and decent, hey! "I'm going to catch up.
"Don't chase him." Qin Yan grabbed Chen Shihuan, Chen Shihuan looked at him puzzled, Lu Xun was serious: "Don't chase Lu Xun, let him go to Shen Youzhi." ”
Chen Shihuan felt that he really didn't understand Qin Yan, and he said, ", you said you, you just let him go to Shen Youzhi like this?" I don't understand what you're up to. ”
Qin Yan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and said calmly: "He won't give up if he doesn't go to Shen Youzhi to ask and understand." This is inevitable, and I don't need to worry too much, since I have already finalized it with the Shen family, I believe they will be firm. I'm not worried about the sincerity of the Shen family and Shen Youzhi. ”
Chen Shihuan actually complained a little bit in his heart about Qin Yan digging the foot of the wall, but he felt that he couldn't talk about emotional matters, and Qin Yan was pitiful enough over the years. He really couldn't say anything condemning, but everyone had their own difficulties.
"You say you're ......"
Qin Yan sat slumped on the ground and smirked: "I feel very happy to be engaged to her." ”
Chen Shihuan rolled his eyes, "You two just do it, one Shen Youzhi, have you forgotten your love for so many years?" We grew up together! ”
Having said that, the complaint was a little lighter, he had never seen Qin Yan so stupid, he said, "You are just a fool." ”
Qin Yan raised his head and said, "Then I am also willing." ”
Chen Shihuan, "What the fuck is going on, I shouldn't care about you, my daughter-in-law and a pregnant woman are still at home, I don't care if she comes to serve you two old bastards, what do you say you are doing." Why didn't he beat you to death for a little girl? Why aren't you angry with him? ”
Qin Yan simply lay on the ground, "I don't care, anyway, Shen Youzhi is my fiancée." ”
Chen Shihuan directly kicked it: "I'm not engaged yet, that old bastard who is paralyzed can't rob a kiss, right?" ”
…………
Lu Xun didn't know what happened to him, he only knew that he had to see Shen Youzhi and ask her why she agreed.
In fact, everyone can see that Shen Youzhi can't like Qin Yan at all, since he doesn't like it, what is the purpose of such an engagement? Just to hide from him? It was still because of yesterday's events that broke her heart.
Lu Xun didn't take the adjutant with him, he drove directly to Shen's house and honked his horn frantically.
Yuyuki was reading a book in her room, when she heard a shrill horn at the door, she frowned and looked over, as if it was dark today, she couldn't see anything. Not long after, I heard the voice of someone talking in the corridor, Youzhi opened the door, and saw that Shen Anzhi was about to go out, Youzhi asked, "Big brother, what's wrong?" ”
Shen Anzhi saw that she didn't know anything, and said, "You stay in the room honestly, it's none of your business here." ”
Shen Anzhi didn't say more to Youzhi, and hurriedly went out, at this time Youzhi found that everyone in the family had come out of the room, she didn't understand what it meant, and pulled Hanzhi: "Fourth sister? ”
Hanzhi didn't know what was going on, except for Shen Yun, others didn't know about the engagement, and he was not at home tonight, and he didn't announce the news.
Han Zhizhi: "It's okay, I look like it's Lu Xun, I don't know what he's crazy about, it's okay, you stay at home and let the eldest brother go over and take a look." ”
You Zhi immediately understood, and the family didn't know, but since Lu Xun came over like this, he made a fuss, and he obviously learned the news from Qin Yan. She said decisively: "I provoked the matter, what's the use of the eldest brother going out." I'll go and make it clear to him. ”
Yuyuki let go of Hanzhi and quickly went downstairs, Arashizhi asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Youzhi rushed out directly, and when he came to the gate, he saw what Lu Xun and An Zhi were talking about, Lu Xun was not in the right state, and he didn't listen to what Shen Anzhi said, he only said that he wanted to see Youzhi.
"It's so late, Youzhi has already rested, the young marshal is like this, it's really a bit difficult for a strong man, and it's not appropriate for you to come over like this, right? If outsiders see it, I'm afraid it's very bad. Shen Anzhi reasoned.
It's just that Lu Xun is not a reasonable person, when he saw Youzhi coming from afar, he directly pulled him away, caught up with Youzhi, grabbed her wrist and walked out, Youzhi couldn't get rid of it, he was stuffed into the car, Shen Anzhi was afraid that something would happen, so he blocked it and said: "The young marshal is a little too much." ”
Lu Xun only stared at Youzhi and said, "Can we talk?" ”
Youzhi bowed his head, turned around and got out of the car and said to An Zhiyan: "Big brother, you go in, it's none of your business here." Yuyuki didn't intend to escape this time, she said calmly: "Don't stand at the door, the impact is not good, in this way, you come in, since you want to talk, let's talk about it." ”
Youzhi suddenly became calm and rational, which made An Zhi and Lu Xun a little uncomfortable, but Rao was so, Lu Xun quickly adjusted, he followed Youzhi into the courtyard, Youzhi didn't mean to stay in the living room, just a little face coldly, and said seriously: "There is a gazebo in the courtyard, let's talk about it." ”
An Zhi was a little uneasy, standing there far away, it was strange that no one from the Shen family came out to see the situation.
Lu Xun stared at Youzhi like this, the courtyard was a little dim, but Rao was like this, he could still see her clear and watery face, just for a moment, he didn't know what to say, he stretched out his hand lightly, Youzhi immediately ducked back, he smiled bitterly: "I'm not ......" didn't mean it? But after all, you have to touch people. He couldn't explain it. When I came, I wanted to talk to her, but after we met, I realized that I couldn't say anything, and I didn't know how to speak.
You Zhidao: "You know that I plan to get engaged to Qin Yan, right?" ”
Lu Xun said bitterly: "Yes." ”
Yuzhi smiled lightly and said, "And then?" You came to me? What position do you come to me from? Yuzhi felt a little incredible, she said: "I have nothing to do with you, what reason do you have to find me?" In the middle of the night, ignoring the eyes of the neighbors, he honked the horn to find me with great fanfare. You did it on purpose, right? Or do you simply not care what others think, and what others think is not that important? ”
Lu Xun felt sour in his heart when he said this, he wanted to explain, but the corners of his mouth snorted, and he couldn't say anything to explain, half loudly, and said, "I like you." ”
Yuyuki smiled more and more mockingly, "You like me? If you like me, do I have to like you? I've said before that I'm not going to be with you. I'm sorry if I gave you the delusion before, but now that I'm going to get engaged, I'm going to marry someone I like in the future, and that person is not you. ”
Under the bright moonlight, outstanding men and women stood in the depths of the courtyard like this, with a faint smile on Youzhi's face, as if mocking and sad, while Lu Xun was indescribable.
Lu Xun felt such a frustration for the first time, he had almost no frustration in his life, his illustrious family background, excellent appearance, outstanding personal ability, and his every qiē made him complacent, very confident and conceited. Even when he met Youzhi, he always believed that even if he and Shen Youzhi didn't understand each other, they would eventually come together, which he was very sure of. But now that things have become like this, she is going to get engaged to Qin Yan.
Sure enough...... Qin Yan.
"I know I'm bad, but I'll be good to you, Yuyuki, you're willing to give others a chance, but why never give me a chance? You give me a chance, I swear, I will love you well, I have guarded you for so many years, I don't have any others, I just want to be good to you, leisurely, don't get engaged, don't get engaged to Qin Yan, okay? ”
Lu Xun never knew that he could say such pitiful words, and he could speak in such a low voice.
It's just that Yuyuki looked at him and shook his head decisively in refusal.
She sat on the stone chair and said slowly, "Not good. Brother Qi Xiu, you are not bad, you have always been very good to me. It's just that you're good to me, it doesn't mean I'm going to be with you, and I don't want to give you this opportunity. What are the opportunities? She looked at Lu Xun with sparkling eyes, "I give you a chance, which also means giving myself a chance, but I don't dare to have this opportunity about you." Brother Qi Xiu, I believe that you love me this moment, but what about the next moment? Can you still guarantee that you love me? You are prominent, and there will be countless girls around you, and when I get older, those girls will look fresh and lovely, and at that time, I will slowly wither, and I can't even restrain you anything. This kind of life is really terrible. ”
"If you don't give it a try, how do you know that I won't treat you well, Yuyuki, you're unfair to me like this. So what do you like to say? Can he promise to be good to you for the rest of your life? If he didn't get close to women before, will he be the same in the future? Or did he go to the UK every year to accompany you for the New Year, which moved you? Lu Xun leaned against the tree, a little desperate, the more dull Youzhi was, the more desperate he became, "I can't just leave, you know?" I can't go abroad casually, if I go abroad, then it will be easy to cause turmoil in the military's mind, and everyone will speculate whether our Lu family has other ideas, and I can't bet on big things. ”
He wanted to explain everything about himself to Yuyuki, everything, everything, he had to explain clearly, but Yuyuki just looked at him like this, quiet and terrible, and all his original words were wiped out in endless silence.
Lu Xun was not a good person, looking at such Youzhi, he suddenly stepped forward, hugged her in his arms and kissed her fiercely, he held down Youzhi's struggling little hand, and frantically plundered her sweetness, just wishing not to relax for a moment, "Yoyo, Yoyo, my Yoyo ......"
He seemed to be confused all of a sudden, there was a fragrant sweetness on Youzhi's body, she was such a lovely person, so he didn't want to let go at all, holding Yuyuki and spinning, he pushed Yuyuki against the tree, tossing and turning, he couldn't eat Yuyu...... Uh, a faint salty taste, he looked up in confusion, just to see that Yo Zhi didn't move, his originally bright eyes kept crying, and the whole person was very pitiful.
He was at a loss all of a sudden, not how to be good, Lu Xun let go of Youzhi in a panic, took out a handkerchief to wipe for her, Youzhi didn't move, only cried even worse, the whole person sobbed and trembled, Lu Xun hated himself very much, "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm wrong, I shouldn't be like this, don't be angry, okay?" ”
Yuzhi suppressed the sound of crying, for fear of attracting people, but the more he tried to hold it back, the tears seemed to be broken.
She bit her fist, squatted on the ground in a dejected manner, crying miserably, "Why can't you let me go, why can't you let me go......" back and forth, she would only say such a sentence.
Lu Xun was distressed and wanted to die, he squatted on the ground, hugged her into his arms, kept patting her back, and comforted: "Don't cry, don't cry, okay?" It's my fault, it's all my fault, you want to ...... You can do whatever you want. Don't cry, I just beg you not to cry. ”
Yuyu's tears were hazy, and she said, "I just want you not to look for me." ”
Lu Xun hammered the tree on her back fiercely, and when she saw him stretching out her hand, she thought she was going to hit herself, so she immediately hugged her head......
Lu Xun looked at Youzhi almost in disbelief, his throat was dry, and he asked slowly, "You, do you think I will beat you?" ”
Yuyuki hung his head and didn't speak.
Lu Xun clenched his fists and asked again, "Yoyo, do you think I'm going to beat you?" ”
Youzhi finally let go of herself, she looked at Lu Xun defensively, seriously: "No, I know you won't beat me, but knowing is knowing, but that doesn't mean I'm not afraid." ”
Knowing is knowing, but that doesn't mean you're not afraid......
Lu Xun sat on the ground decadently, staring at her, and he asked, "Just so afraid of me, just don't believe that I don't like me?" ”
Yuzhi thought for a while and nodded solemnly, "Yes, I don't believe that you will guard me alone for the rest of your life, I don't believe that you will be good to me for the rest of your life, I don't believe you as a person." Lu Xun, please don't look for me again, don't make trouble for me, don't make it difficult for me anymore...... Please. ”
At this moment, Lu Xun felt that he heard the sound of heartbreak, he didn't know what it was, but at this moment he knew, it turned out that he Lu Xun would also be heartbroken, sad, and ...... Ask for it, but you can't get it.
Love someone, ask for it.
Lu Xun looked at her and gently stroked her face, her face was full of tears, he was distressed and helpless. He had two hesitations of being helpless.
One time was when his mother was dying, and he knew that no matter what he did, it was useless, and his mother would leave after all; And this time, he also had the same feeling, Youzhi, Youzhi is not his after all, and she will leave after all......