"Don't you want to know about me? Want to know who I really am, friend or foe? So do you dare to come with me to see the 'once upon a time'? ”

After saying that, regardless of Severus's reaction, he grabbed his hand, turned around, and the two disappeared in place.

"This is my memory."

Hermione grabbed Severus' hand and stood with him watching Severus in the "future" as she was scratched on the shoulder to protect Hermione behind him, and blood splattered Hermione's face.

Watch as Hermione explodes as he collides with Siris' spell.

And then—

Everything around them was like a stone falling into calm water, and after the "ripples" dispersed, Severus found them—fortunately in the Forbidden Forest.

As a young man, he fell to the ground, and for a moment, it seemed as if Hermione, who had been in first grade, was coming from the other side.

And then—and so they met, and then they met, and they knew each other, and they fell in love with each other, and they kept each other—

Looking at those pictures, he knew that he was happy at that time, and he was happy that he had never been there now.

But in the end, Hermione disappears, and after Hermione disappears, everything goes back to its original trajectory.

In the end, according to his "plan", he died in the "screaming shed".

He then sees Hermione arrive at the "Screaming Shed", and then goes into a magical riot at the sight of his corpse.

The "Screaming Shed" was destroyed as a result, and Hermione had her hair gray at the same time as the magic rioted-

The war is over, but Hermione seems to have become a different person, and she begins to "take revenge" like crazy.

"Revenge" on everyone, including the members of the Order of the Phoenix who fought alongside her.

But to Draco - she really cared for her, taught carefully, thought of a wise "elder" - even though they were the same age.

And finally—

Hermione dissipated into the air as a point of light in the sunlight.

When it was over, the scene around her was shattered like broken glass with Hermione, who had turned into a point of light, and then the two of them returned to the Hogwarts cellar again.

Obviously, Severus, who "returned", had not yet recovered from the "memories" he had just seen.

Yes, he was sure it was a memory, not a vision.

Sure enough, his previous hunch was correct, and after he knew "everything", his long-standing insistence was broken.

He wanted to tell himself that it was all illusions, that it was fake—but he couldn't deceive himself, he knew it was all real.

Even if he couldn't fake it, though he didn't know how Glenn-Hermione managed to let them see the memories without using a meditation basin.

What's more, there are a lot of "private" things in those memories just now, and he is sure that no one else knows about it except himself.

And the "he" in his memory is exactly the same as many of his own habits, and people who are not particularly familiar with him will not know about them.

Although Lucius knew him well, they were Slytherin after all, and Lucius didn't know about some of their own habits.

Well, that is indeed the memory of exactly.

Severus, who didn't know how to face Hermione for a while, lowered his head and didn't look at Hermione, silent.

After all, in those memories just now, he also saw some - eighteen forbidden things, and now that the heroine is by his side, he really doesn't know how to face her.

He thinks and firmly believes that the person he loves is Lily.

At the same time, he was convinced that no one would love him, a greasy old bat, a gloomy Death Eater, an evil murderer, a villain who betrayed his "friends".

So he has been planning all along, protecting Lily's son, and then, at some point, giving with his own life.

Just now, in Hermione's memory, she did "succeed" in the end.

Lily's son survived and won.

And himself, as planned, died in the "screaming shack".

But—without those previous images, it would have been the perfect ending.

Hermione didn't care about Severus's silence.

After "watching" her "past life", she is really tired now.

Now she just wants to be quiet, by herself-

With a wave of her hand, Hermione spun in circles, and Hermione disappeared into the cellar.

Severus felt a sigh of relief after discovering that Hermione was gone.

Cover your eyes and sit on the couch.

For a while, he had a feeling that his life was out of his control.

What will he do in the future?

After reading that, he couldn't face Hermione with the same attitude he had before, and he didn't even feel like he was being able to doubt him and guard against her.

But before hearing her words - revealing the identity of the Harry Potter Horcrux and helping the mysterious man to be resurrected.

He knew he would really do that, hunting so many members of the Order of the Phoenix at the end, and even wanting to blow up Hogwarts.

At that time, she was even more crazy by the Dark Lord, and he believed that she would definitely do something to resurrect Voldemort.

So - what should I do?

What will you do when the time comes—stop her?

How to stop -

Lily –

Severus was a Potions professor at Hogwarts, and he was a seven-year, four-house class on his own, while also holding the position of Head of Slytherin.

So Severus has a lot of work on weekdays, and he's really busy.

(He's also going to brew the potions that the medical wing needs.) ）

So now Severus doesn't have much time to dwell on it, and he doesn't have so much time to calm himself down and think about the "action" that follows.

Under such circumstances, Severus arrived in the Potions classroom with a body of cold that was even colder than usual, and taught the first-year trolls.

Coincidentally, this class happened to be the Slytherin and Gryffindor class.

The instincts of the critters made them feel that they were already terrible in their usual days, and that the Potions Professor was even more terrifying today.

Many of the imaginative critters felt that they had been able to see the blue flames and the black aura of their Potions professor.

Sure enough, their Potions professor had thrown away his disguise and decided to deal with them?

Do you drain their blood all at once or take them back into captivity?

Or do you want to boil them into a potion now?

At the end of the lesson, under Severus's enhanced gaze, more than half of the Gryffindor cubs blew up their cauldrons.

And the ones that didn't blow up the cauldrons - those were cleaned up by Severus just as the cauldron was about to explode.

The Gryffindor was deducted fifty points by Severus for the entire lesson, and the potions they brewed were all wiped out.

But the Slytherins suffered similarly, as a small percentage of them were given "confinement", and at least a week's labor.

And Harry Potter, as the object of Severus's focused "care", can be said to be worse than death after a lesson.

Half of Gryffindor's fifty points were deducted by him, and for all the reasons.

As class was about to end, Severus found a reason to deduct Harry's five points.

Originally, every time he saw Harry Potter's face, Severus could think of that hateful bastard of Old Potter.

And the pair of green eyes that Dumbledore mentioned countless times, identical to Lily, were obscured by an ugly glasses.

So he can "feel at ease" to find trouble with Harry Potter, deduct his points, and sarcastically mock him to his heart's content.

But Harry Potter is Lily's son after all, and even if those green eyes are obscured by ugly lenses, he is Lily's son who sacrificed his life to protect.

Harry Potter's existence is a constant reminder to himself that he killed Lily because of him.

It was a reminder of Lily's existence, a reminder of his love for Lily.

But now—

After the events of the middle of the day, he felt that he had betrayed Lily when he saw Harry Potter again.

Then Severus, who was "annoyed and angry", began to deduct Harry Potter's points even more, satirizing everything about Harry.

The end result was that Harry Potter hated him even more, and he was looking for trouble with Harry.

The two form a circle of endless "vicious circles".

After class, among all the critters that rushed out of the door, Draco slowly grinded.

Sent away his two henchmen who are always faster than their brains, roommate Zabini and admirer Pansy.

Finally, after waiting for everyone to leave, he jumped to Severus's side.

"Godfather, can I go to the cellar to find Min in a moment?"

Draco's words caused Severus to stop his original action of tidying things up, and then unconsciously remembered the almost uncontrollable kiss at noon and the "memories" of the eighteen forbidden ones.

"Draco, if you are really an adult as you say you are, you should know that you are now at Hogwarts. At the same time, this is not the time when you were 'peaceful', you should understand where you are now. ”

"Godfather, I know I shouldn't have too much contact with the little hemp witch from Gryffindor right now, but I promised Min to go see her today. And send her something. ”

He was supposed to go this morning, but on the way to the cellar, he met the godfather and was taken to the hall for dinner.