Li Yang'er has seen all kinds of lovelorn people, some crying and crying at home all day long, some buying drunk day and night to numb themselves, and some quickly devoting themselves to another relationship to heal, but I have never seen someone like An Shijin, who fell out of love and began to hold a book all day long.

Pushing open the half-open door, An Shijin was wearing a clean black shirt, soft and thin fabric wrapped around her thin body, her skin was snow-white and her eyebrows were cold, she sat on the chair by the window with a slight frown, there was no trace of a smile on her coquettish face, she was holding a book and reading it seriously.

She seemed to be reading very seriously, turning the pages very slowly, her thin red lips opening and closing slightly, as if she was reading the contents of the book.

In a few days, An Shijin lost a lot of weight, but his spirit was still good.

"Are you hungry, let's go out to eat." Li Yang'er snuggled by the door, looking at the person reading seriously by the window with complicated eyes.

"I'm not hungry, you can go by yourself." An Shi didn't raise his head, stared at the page on his lap, and answered lightly.

"Little Ten, can you not be like this, I don't think I'm used to you like this." Li Yang'er walked over slowly, sighed and squatted beside An Shijin, looking up at An Shijin helplessly.

"I'm fine, I'm fine, I just don't want to go out." An Shijin still didn't look up, she finished reading the last word, turned the page, only to find that this was the last page of the book, she looked at the clean and snow-white last page of the book, and her eyes were in a trance for a moment.

"It's okay for you to call it, you're obviously very abnormal, it's okay for you to go out with me, don't be bored in the room all day. Isn't it just Chu Shi'an, if it's divided, it's divided, I'll find you ten beautiful girls, waiting in line for you to choose. Li Yang'er was a little helpless, so she simply pulled out the book, threw it aside, and held An Shijin's shoulder, with a look of displeasure.

Isn't it just a love affair, what's the big deal, she doesn't believe it, and she can't find a better person than Chu Shi'an.

"Break up" An Shijin's hand was on her knee, slowly clenched, and a sarcastic smile appeared on her pale face.

"I've never been in love with her at all, so we're talking about breaking up."

"Since you've never been in love, it's not better, don't worry about her. I told you a long time ago that Chu Shi'an is so evil that she looks cold, and she knows at a glance that she is not a good lover, and she has no heart and lungs. You've been wandering in love for so long, don't make a mistake on her. ”

Li Yang'er gritted her teeth and slapped An Shijin's smooth and slender leg angrily.

She can't get used to An Shijin's decadent and misanthropic appearance, isn't it just a quarrel and a breakup, and she needs to be so dead or alive.

Thinking that she had been chasing Xia Xiaohe for so long, that stupid girl didn't even know that she liked her, and always felt that she was trying to bully her.

Li Yang'er felt that she was chasing someone so bitterly at a young age, wouldn't it be even more miserable.

"Yang'er, I'm really not in the mood, you can go by yourself." An Shijin gently pushed away Li Yang'er, who was squatting beside him, stood up, turned around and walked to the bookcase in the corner, glanced at it, and seemed to be thinking about which book to read.

"Don't look at you, I didn't become a nerd when I was studying, but now I'm obsessed with learning." Li Yang'er was really helpless, An Shijin looked like she was going to die, and it was very uncomfortable to scratch her heart.

She has known An Shijin for so many years, and it is the first time she has seen such a decadent and silent An Shijin, which is really strange and unaccustomed.

A few nights ago, Li Yang'er was sitting on the sofa bored, and she called Xia Xiaohe, who had been hanging up her phone, when the doorbell suddenly rang, and as soon as she opened the door, she saw the terrible An Shijin, who was wet and pale, standing at the door trembling.

Even if An Shijin didn't say anything, according to Li Yang'er's understanding of her, she could roughly guess what was going on.

"Chu Shi'an bullied you?" As soon as she finished asking, An Shijin threw herself into her arms without saying a word, tugging on her sleeve tightly, trembling and refusing to cry.

Li Yang'er knew that An Shijin must have been wronged by Chu Shi'an, otherwise it would not be possible.

Li Yang'er was both angry and distressed about this stupid woman.

I had already reminded her not to like the cold Chu Shi'an, but she just didn't listen, and plunged into it.

Li Yang'er regretted that she had introduced Chu Shi'an to An Shijin at the beginning, but the matter had already happened, and she had no way to solve it, so she could only accompany An Shijin as much as possible and comfort her.

Li Yang'er grinded from morning to night, and tried her best to pull An Shijin, who had been reading books upside down in the room day and night for several days, out for a walk.

But An Shijin is always scared, and he doesn't want to do anything but read books.

In the end, Li Yang'er was really angry, she bit her lip and pointed at An Shijin and scolded her.

"Are you mistaken, did a Chu Shi'an torture you like this, can't you live without love, can you make a little difference."

An Shijin's hand holding the book trembled, and she turned around helplessly, and there seemed to be some apology in her dim eyes.

"I'm sorry Yang'er, you've been with me for the past few days."

"What do you mean by this, if you know that I haven't worked for a few days and I'm here with you all day, you can fight for you a little bit, go out with me, do you have to make the old lady angry and find someone to drag you out." Li Yang'er glanced at An Shijin, crossed her waist and looked domineering.

An Shijin finally went out, she sat quietly in Li Yang'er's car, quietly looking out the window, her face was not sad, happy and expressionless, but the once clear and beautiful eyes were dim without a trace of light.

Li Yang'er actually didn't know what happened between An Shijin and Chu Shi'an, she asked, but An Shijin refused to say anything, Li Yang'er could only give up.

But agreeing to go out is at least a good sign, and it's better than sitting in your room all day reading those dark books.

Li Yang'er took An Shijin to the bar they used to frequent, hoping that the noisy environment and those sexy and hot girls would divert An Shijin's attention.

But she still miscalculated.

Even sitting in a bar full of crowds, An Shijin still sat alone, ignoring the conversation of others, and poured wine into his mouth one by one.

Some people say that if you miss someone too much, you can always see the shadow of that person in others.

A thin, long-haired girl in a white shirt sat opposite An Shijin with a glass of wine and interest.

An Shijin was a little drunk, she looked up at the girl opposite, looking at her fair and delicate face, as if she saw Chu Shi'an sitting opposite her.

The girl's personality seemed to be a little quiet, she just quietly held the wine, occasionally took a sip, and her eyes fell on An Shijin gently.

Li Yang'er saw that An Shijin finally didn't drive anyone away this time, so she walked away satisfied, walked away with interest, and paid attention to An Shijin and the girl's actions from a distance.

"You'll get drunk if you drink like this, I'll order you a glass of juice." The girl's voice is very delicate, delicate and soft.

An Shijin didn't speak, she looked at the girl sitting opposite her with her back straight with drunken eyes, and suddenly the corners of her lips were aggrieved.

"Did you come to me to apologize?" An Shijin's voice was very soft, she lay on the table, stubbornly looked at the person opposite with tearful eyes, and asked aggrievedly with tears.

The girl on the other side didn't seem to hear clearly, and she leaned closer.

"What did you say?"

An Shijin stood up suddenly, she took the girl's hand, and stumbled out.

Although the girl's hand hurt when she was dragged by An Shijin, she still apologized very gently and considerately to the person who was bumped into by An Shijin, and carefully protected An Shijin from hitting the corner of the table.

Li Yang'er saw An Shijin pulling the girl out, and she didn't stop, she fell a few steps away and followed them, watching An Shijin.

An Shijin pulled the girl out of the noisy bar, and pulled her into a much quieter alley next to her.

"Miss, are you alright, are you drunk, do you need me to take you home?" The girl was pushed hard against the wall by An Shijin.

She didn't care about the hurt back, and looked at An Shijin in front of her with unsteady steps, and supported An Shijin's waist with her hands.

An Shijin looked at the tall and thin man in front of him in a trance, with complaints and grievances in his beautiful eyes.

"Bastard, you're finally coming to me, I miss you so much."

Then he threw himself into the girl's arms, his hands tightly wrapped around her waist, his face pressed against the girl's arms, and tears began to overflow from his closed eyes.

"Miss, you probably recognized the wrong person, I..." the girl whispered helplessly, then sighed, and stroked her hands gently on An Shijin's back as if comfortingly.

Li Yang'er stood at the door of the hotel, tilted her head to look at the two hugging figures in the alley, breathed a sigh of relief, lit a cigarette, and glanced around.

Suddenly, Li Yang'er was stunned, and her eyes stopped on the side of the road not far from the alley.

She seemed to have seen Chu Shi'an just now.

Li Yang'er calmed down and searched the side of the road again seriously.

The whizzing cars drove by, and Li Yang'er finally saw Chu Shi'an standing across the road, his eyes far away in the alley.

Chu Shi'an was wearing a black hoodie with a hat on her head, her eyes were covered by the hat, and only her white and thin chin and side face could be seen.

She seemed to be upset.

Li Yang'er held the cigarette in her hand and looked at Chu Shi'an without blinking.

Chu Shi'an was surrounded by an indescribable sadness and alienation, and she stood there quietly, looking at An Shijin and a strange girl hugging each other from a distance.

Li Yang'er didn't stop her, nor did she remind An Shijin.

She watched Chu Shi'an stand there for a long time before slowly turning around and walking away.

Chu Shi'an walked very slowly, she turned her back to An Shijin and left step by step.

I don't know if it's an illusion, Li Yang'er always felt that Chu Shi'an seemed to be walking a little staggeringly, as if he was about to fall to the ground in the next second.