19. Confused
Shu Wang felt very strange, and asked tentatively, "Are you really Shu Yao?" It's not going to be pierced by human souls, is it? I ask you, do you prefer egg whites or egg yolks? ”
He first heard a long inhalation, and then he heard the sweet voice that Shu Yao held his throat and held back: "Of course it's me." Xiao Yao, Mom, she was in a hurry and didn't call you, so she left everything at home to me. ”
"That's it," Shu Wang pouted: "Then let me tell you, I took the second baby to live at home." ”
"What?" Shu Yao's voice suddenly rose, and his tone was not good: "Why don't you say hello first?" ”
"What? Do I need who else to approve my stay in my home? Shu Wang was also a little impatient: "I'll tell you the truth, I divorced Qin You." Don't gossip around, that's it, I'm hanging. ”
Shu Yao on the other end seemed to be going to talk about something again, but Shu Wang had already unceremoniously cut off the phone. Although he felt that Shu Yao was inexplicably strange today, he didn't take it to heart, let alone think about it.
But Qin Yinshu on the side saw this qiē in his eyes, listened to it in his ears, and put it in his heart, and when he was thinking about it secretly, he heard Shu Wang call to him: "Erwa, come here, let's give your brother a bath together." ”
Qin Yinshu had no choice but to put aside the doubts in his heart first, twisting his fat butt and running towards Shu Wang and Da Wa, who were laughing in the bathroom.
The days are living unhurriedly, Qin Yinshu still lives a life of two points and one line in kindergarten and home every day, but this home is no longer the home before.
He secretly observed Shu Wang and found that the other party seemed to have already walked out of the shadow of divorce. No, to be precise, it is more like there is no such thing as divorce at all, and Qin You has never appeared in Shu Wang's life.
But this kind of cognition made Qin Yinshu a little worried. But when he looked closely, he couldn't find anything wrong.
Shu Wang is still the same as before, except for picking him up and dropping him off from school and yo-yo the baby, he stays at home to surf the Internet, read books, and watch TV. Oh, by the way, it's worth mentioning that Shu Wang seems to really take learning to cook to heart, watching food shows, reading recipes, and cooking exchange forums.
But for some reason, Qin Yinshu just couldn't rest assured.
After returning home from school one day, Qin Yinshu looked at a table of meals that didn't look good, but the taste had improved a lot, his heart moved slightly, and he moved the chair to sit next to Shu Wang.
"What's wrong, Erwa?" Shu Wang moved the braised pork ribs in front of Qin Yinshu and looked at him with a smile: "This is your favorite braised pork ribs, you taste it, isn't it ...... Is it even more delicious? ”
Qin Yinshu stared at Shu Wang for a moment: "I don't like to eat pork ribs for a long time." ”
In the past, Qin You's braised pork ribs were his favorite dish, but later he ...... Later, after Shu Wang's death, his favorite dishes became the dishes he hated the most. Even if you live again, this disgust that goes deep into the bone marrow cannot be changed.
"That's it," Shu Wang's hand holding the chopsticks paused, and then took out the ribs that were sandwiched into Qin Yin's book bowl: "Then I'll make something else for you next time." Say, Erwa, what's the matter with you? ”
"Little Dad, I'm ......" Qin Yinshu gritted his teeth, but still said it, this temptation was too big for him: "The teacher said that he would take us to Fengdu for a spring outing for two days this weekend, I think...... I would like to participate in ......"
These days, he has to forget that in addition to his father, there is another very important person waiting for him. He really can't wait to see Ah Shui, the small, not yet grown up, but like the one who loves to cry when he grows up......
But seeing that Shu Wang didn't speak, Qin Yinshu couldn't bear it anymore: "Little Dad, if you don't want to, I'll stay with you." ”
Shu Wang seemed to have just recovered from his slight stupe, and he smiled slightly: "How can you not be willing?" It's good to go out and have fun. ”
After handing Qin Yinshu to the teacher, watching him board the bus, and then watching the bus gradually drive out of sight, the smile on Shu Wang's face finally couldn't hold back.
He took out his vibrating phone from his pocket and stared at the caller ID on it for a long time.
It was a long list of phone numbers, or a list of phone numbers that he knew by heart. Not so long ago, these numbers were not numbers, but a couple of three big playful Chinese characters - old grapefruit.
The sprinkler in the distance sang a cheerful song and drove slowly, but Shu Wang, who was standing in place, couldn't dodge it in time. The dusty, icy splash of water spilled on his head and body, and he finally came to his senses.
No longer hesitating, Shu Wang hung up the phone mercilessly.
This is the thirteenth call from Qin You that he has hung up these days, maybe it is time for him to change his number......
Next, Shu Wang went to the hospital alone for a follow-up visit, and the doctor said that his stomach ulcer had healed, but he still had some chronic gastritis and needed more conditioning.
Shu Wang, who learned the good news, was not as excited as he imagined, and the reason was not even known to him.
Ever since he knew that he might die of stomach cancer in the future, he suddenly became very valuing his life. Every day, even if no one urges, I will eat honestly and on time, don't eat cold and spicy things that are bad for the stomach, eat carefully and chew slowly, try to eat as many meals a day, and all the previous willful and reckless behaviors seem to have been discarded overnight.
Living by the rules, living by the rules, he knew he should do it. A voice in his heart said to him: Live like this, it's good to live, and let those nasty things and people go away with the wind.
But he ...... Unconvinced, really unconvinced, the grievances in my heart are so full that they are about to overflow, and there is nowhere to vent the hatred.
Why didn't God kill the pair of dog men and women, but he could only accept this qiē?!
What "forgiving others is the original self", he can't do! This is just the powerless self-deception of a cowardly man, his heart is smaller than the tip of a needle, he just doesn't do it!
So when Qin You called again at night, he pressed the answer button.
If he is even afraid of facing each other, then how can he retaliate against them?
It seems that he didn't expect Shu Wang to answer the phone so quickly this time, and there was silence for a long time, but he opened his mouth first: "Is there something wrong?" I'll hang up if it's okay. ”
“…… Xiao Wang, I'm ......" Qin You's low and hoarse voice sounded on the other end, inexplicably mixed with a hint of haggardness.
Shu Wang sneered: "Hey, who are you, are we very familiar?" Miss Jiang's boyfriend. ”
He waited for ten seconds, but Qin You didn't speak again, so he became impatient: "If you have anything, just tell me directly, do you have the courage to cheat and talk to me?" Qin You, I've known you for so many years, and today I found out for the first time that you are a coward! Is it good to be like a man? Be responsible for what you do, since you have chosen her, don't pretend to be in love with me anymore! Your muddy look just makes me feel sick! ”
After saying this long series of words with thorns, Shu Wang found that even the air had become thinner, and he couldn't breathe a little, so he could only gasp and say, "I'll make dozens of sounds, and if you don't speak, I'll hang up." ”
"Ten, nine, eight, seven...... Three, two-"
When the word "one" was about to be spoken, Qin You's voice finally came from the other end: "Mr. Shu, I have something to discuss with you." ”
Like a straight line drawn with a ruler, without a trace of ups and downs, without a trace of emotion, alienated and cold as he wished, but he was not as happy as he thought.
Shu Wang suddenly became a little tired, he rubbed the corners of his forehead, and said dryly, "Say it, I'll listen." ”
"I'm going to sell the house, I found your ring under the bed, come and take it."
The ring in Qin You's mouth was the wedding ring that Shu Wang had lost, and he hadn't found it for a long time, and he was depressed for a long time. I didn't expect to find it now, but he didn't need it anymore.
"You've lost it."
"You lose your stuff yourself."
"No, you go and lose it."
"No, you can get it."
"Just throw it away."
"If you want to lose it, take it yourself."
Shu Wang was very stubborn: "I won't pass." ”
Qin You was also very stubborn: "Then no one will lose it." ”
"What the hell are you going to do? Qin You. Shu Wang hooked the corners of his mouth sarcastically, his smile had not fully bloomed, and his face suddenly cooled: "I sue you, I will not pass." You throw it away, sell it, or keep it, it's none of my business! Wake up, you, the two of us have already broken up! Isn't it just a ring, who is rare?! I see it all disgusting! ”
"You're a fucking bastard!" Shu Wang cut off the phone, scolding and slamming the phone to the ground, with a "bang", the quiet night was completely broken. He was still not relieved enough, so he smashed things to the ground with a "thunderbolt", and kicked the sofa as Qin You, until his whole body was out of strength, he collapsed on the sofa and curled up in a ball.
After venting, Shu Wang had no strength, but the anger in his chest was still burning. After finally accumulating some strength, he kicked the wall again.
But at a certain moment, Shu Wang suddenly stopped his movements, sat up straight, his eyes widened, and he seemed to hear "oh oh oh......
Upstairs?!
Oops! He must have come downstairs to scold him for disturbing the people!
Shu Wang was stunned, except for his stunned face, he didn't know how to act at all. It wasn't until the rhythmic knock on the door that he knew it was really not fake.
After all, knowing that he was in the wrong, Shu Wang sniffed, walked to the door hard, and twisted his heart open the doorknob.