Chapter 48 Only Love and Not Marriage

Hearing Lu Ze's sweet love words, Qiao Qiao smiled so much that her eyebrows hooked his neck, took the initiative to tiptoe to give him a kiss, and then continued to ask: "Then is insomnia still strict?" ”

She thinks that love words can't be taken seriously.

Lu Ze didn't answer her question directly, and replied meaningfully: "If sleeping pills can not drive me home alone at night." ”

His sleeping pill Jojo snorted lightly, "Don't you sleep at my house every night now?" ”

"Thinking about it like this, I don't know if I want you to get better, should I be kicked out when I'm sick?" Lu Ze bent down and rubbed her forehead.

"I didn't chase you, you said it yourself." Qiao Qiao felt a little guilty again, but she found out that Lu Ze was like this, obviously he took the initiative to say that he only lived in when she was sick, and now he pretended to be pitiful and said that she would drive him away when she was sick. This way of retreating and advancing, retreating for advancement, the love process has been much faster and better than Qiaoqiao thought.

"Shall you stay until your sick leave is over?" Lu Ze didn't want to take a step towards cohabitation, but tomorrow will be the seventh day, and Qiaoqiao's drip will be done and she won't have to go to the hospital again, but her sick leave is half a month.

"Twenty-four hours a day, don't you get tired of sticking together? People say to keep it fresh and distant! Qiao Qiao snorted, look, look, take a big step first, and shrink into a small step while he refused, making people embarrassed to refuse.

"If you don't get tired, how can there be twenty-four hours? I honestly slept in the second bedroom at night. Lu Ze pressed her forehead and added, "And don't you continue to be busy with work after the holiday?" You don't want to change to a quiet job, and it's not like you're just giving me two hours a day. ”

Qiaoqiao was reluctant to give in to her work, and after bargaining, she muttered in a low voice, "Okay, okay, stay until the end of sick leave." ”

Lu Ze kissed her forehead with satisfaction.

The topic changed quickly, obviously Qiao Qiao asked Lu Ze if he was still insomnia, but in a blink of an eye, he promised him to stay in his home until the end of his sick leave. Qiao Qiao didn't notice that the topic had changed, but she reached out and touched Lu Ze's side face, and didn't ask Lu Ze if he continued to have insomnia. She thought that Lu Ze would still have insomnia if she talked about him left and right like this, but she didn't know what to do with this kind of psychological trauma after the accident.

In fact, it will not be good, because the people are no longer there, and there is no way to get back. But it's impossible to forget, at most it's just to seal zài's heart.

Qiaoqiao thought, maybe falling in love gave him a new purpose in life and was able to divert his attention, so he wanted to stick together?

When Lu Ze made lunch, Qiao Qiao swore that this was the slimiest meal she had ever eaten in her life.

Maybe it was because the clothes were half-faded just now and on the verge of misfire, the intimacy index between the two has increased, or it has risen greatly, Lu Ze directly hugged Qiao Qiao on his lap in front of the dining table to eat. Qiao Qiao reached out to take the spoon in his hand, but Lu Ze didn't give it, so he directly took a mouthful of white porridge and kissed it.

A spoonful of white porridge followed by a spoonful of green vegetables, kissing each of them in half, so greasy, Qiao Qiao couldn't help but mention the past to Lu Ze, "Do you remember that back time, Weiwei and her little Spanish boyfriend often kissed each other mouth-to-mouth?" Do you come out and kiss every ten minutes after cooking? At that time, I couldn't bear to look at it......"

Lu Ze fed her another mouthful of vegetables without changing his face, and replied to her: "There is no one else here, and they fell in love for the second day, and I have been chasing her for a long time." ”

Qiao Qiao choked when he heard his words, Lu Ze stroked her back and asked her what was wrong?

"Weiwei fell in love with a little junior brother at first sight, and after we were together, every day when we ate in the cafeteria, they fed us like this to show affection, so much so that I didn't want to eat with her, and she still grabbed me, and then she said this to me, she said that what you see is still someone who is more restrained in us......" Qiao Qiao remembered the canteen show affection mad demon Weiwei back then.

Qiao Qiao shook her legs, thought about it, and asked Lu Ze, "Let's go to my university tomorrow?" I haven't been back for a long time. ”

Lu Ze nodded and agreed to her, in fact, he may still remember Qiaoqiao's four-year college life better than herself. Because when she was in college, she was much more free than when she was busy with work later, and at that time, Qiaoqiao encountered interesting things, things she wanted to complain about, and memorable things to write, sometimes more than one diary a day, but she wouldn't have nothing to do to review what she wrote many years ago.

But Lu Ze felt that Qiao Qiao took the initiative to take him to see her university, and took the initiative to tell him that her college days were different after all. She also asked him if he could accompany her mother's death day, and also made an appointment to meet Liang Wei and some good friends for dinner after returning from City A, and officially introduce her to her grandparents.

The next day, Qiaoqiao finished the last day of dripping, said goodbye to the hospital completely, and happily led Lu Ze to visit her university. Compared with Lu Ze's nine-year student days when he was so weak that he only had sports activities, although Qiao Qiao was only four years, he was much richer.

There is a wide boulevard in front of the school's administrative building, Qiao Qiao pointed to the area under the flagpole and said to Lu Ze: "Wei Wei and I met in the student union at the school, and then we were in charge of the orientation activities for two years. ”

Lu Ze nodded, thinking to himself that you also saw a senior in a white shirt from a distance, right? In case there are any activities like school celebrations in the future, he will accompany Qiaoqiao to do anything.

They walked through the teaching building where Qiaoqiao used to take classes, the many clubs they had participated in, went to the cafeteria of the Holy Land of Love, and without a student ID, they could only look at the library where Qiaoqiao had spent many years of self-study in the hall, and finally went downstairs to Qiaoqiao's dormitory.

Qiao Qiao looked up and counted the windows, telling Lu Ze to count from the right side of the fifth floor to the ninth window, which was where she had lived for four years.

Qiao Qiao raised her hand to gently cover the summer sun, it was too dazzling when she looked up, but she still missed it very much, and happily recalled to Lu Ze: "Our dormitory building is facing the playground, and you can see it from the window, and it will be so lively on the day of the ball game." At that time, before the lights went out at 11 o'clock every day, there were many couples downstairs who kissed and hugged each other and did not let go, and I also went to the dormitory on the first floor a few times to pick up my roommates, because they came in through the window after the curfew......"

"Jojo." Lu Ze suddenly interrupted her and called her name.

"Huh?" Qiao Qiao looked sideways at Lu Ze.

"Do people often confess downstairs in your dormitory?" Lu Ze asked her.

"yes, aren't there a lot of girls' dormitories downstairs?" Jojo nodded.

"What about you?" Lu Ze asked, but in fact, he knew that there was, because Qiao Qiao wrote a diary, she was confessed once when she was a sophomore who lit a candle downstairs, but she was not happy but very entangled, because obviously she had already refused openly and secretly in the club, but the other party still came downstairs to light candles, which made her very embarrassed and embarrassed in the coaxing of everyone.

"Once, but I didn't promise, you're jealous?" Jojo replied with a smile.

"It's summer vacation, and there's not much of anyone here." Lu Ze said.

"What do you want to do?" Qiao Qiao guessed what Lu Ze was going to do when she said this, but she didn't hide in this place full of youthful memories, and the smile that looked up and spoke was sprinkled with the bright summer sunshine.

"I like you." Lu Ze reached out and held Qiao Qiao's shoulder, lowered his head and kissed her, and said, "In the future, you just need to remember that I confessed to you downstairs in the dormitory." ”

Qiao Qiao laughed and poked Lu Ze, "Childish." ”

Lu Ze regretted it, and asked Qiao Qiao without changing his face: "Isn't it normal to change back to a sentence that I like you too?" In order to prevent Jojo from being shy and reluctant to reply, he still uses I like you instead of I love you.

Qiao Qiao didn't answer, just smiled and took the initiative to shake his hand, "It's almost time, let's go home." ”

This home is to go back to Qiaoqiao's house, and on Thursday, they have to go back to their home in City A, because Friday is the death day of Qiaoqiao's mother. Qiao Qiao replied at that time that she could arrange the formal dinner on Sunday, because she knew that she might not be in a good mood and would be depressed at that time, so she needed a little time to recover.

When Lu Ze accompanied her back, he saw that she didn't want to talk, so he accompanied her quietly all the way, but sent her downstairs and didn't go up. Because if he goes up, he will inevitably have to face all kinds of greetings and questions from Qiaoqiao's relatives, but Qiaoqiao's state doesn't seem to be very eager to deal with this.

"I'll pick you up tomorrow morning." Lu Ze said goodbye to her downstairs, and Qiao Qiao nodded quietly.

Qiao Qiao went upstairs to greet her grandparents, uncles and aunts, and ate as usual, but the atmosphere was quieter, and no one specifically mentioned this topic.

After eating, Qiaoqiao went upstairs alone, sat on the bed and flipped through the photo album, she dismantled all the photo albums at home, and only took away a group photo or a solo photo of her and her mother, and the past of the three of them was all left in the previous home.

At almost nine o'clock in the evening, Grandma suddenly came up, and Qiaoqiao looked at Grandma and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Grandma Zhao called to apologize." Grandma sat on the edge of the bed and touched Qiaoqiao's head with distress on her face.

"Huh?" Jojo was confused, "Apologize for what?" ”

"She said that Lu Ze refused to get married, which delayed you." Grandma really feels sorry for this granddaughter, since her mother left, she has always been alone, and she is almost 28 years old now, and she finally fell in love, or she made it herself, but the other party was unwilling to get married. Lu Ze is less than a year older than Qiaoqiao, he can afford to drag it, but Qiaoqiao can't afford it. If you break up one day in the future, how can you get married in your thirties?

Qiao Qiao supported her forehead, she estimated that Lu Ze must have been forced to marry when he went home, and he probably took it all over herself. But in Grandma Zhao's eyes, if Lu Ze and Qiao Qiao are only in love and not married, they are probably playing hooligan and not being responsible, so call your old classmates to apologize......

"Grandma, no, it's not him, he said it's up to me to get married and have children. I brought it up, I don't want to get married and I don't want children. Qiaoqiao took back the pot that Lu Ze carried away, she didn't compromise when she was forced to marry, and now she doesn't need others to take the pot for her.

"Why?" Grandma asked Qiaoqiao, "Is Lu Ze bad to you?" You don't like him? ”

Qiao Qiao closed the album and scooped up the pillow next to him and hugged him, "He's very good to me, very good." I like him a lot too. ”

"Then you're about the same age, isn't it good to get married? You will be 28 this month, and it will take at least half a year to prepare for the wedding now, and you will have a baby after half a year of marriage, and you can give birth before the age of 30. "Grandma and Grandma Zhao had planned everything, and they wanted to discuss the details of the marriage at dinner on Sunday, so that they could just catch up with the process of life.

"No, no, no." Qiao Qiao hugged her grandmother, "Lu Ze and I are very good, and now it is really good, but I just have a good time with him, I don't have to get married and have children." ”

"Qiaoqiao, you are very good now, and he is willing, so hurry up and get married." Grandma touched her head, "Lu Ze has good conditions, and men are not afraid of dragging, he is not yet twenty-nine, so it is true to settle down quickly." ”

"Grandma~" Qiao Qiao hugged her and shook her, "You should change your opinion, is it decided to get married?" Marriage is not yet a matter of divorce. What's the use of settling down, you always have to run if you want to run. ”

Grandma was silent for a long time and touched Qiaoqiao's cheek, "Qiaoqiao, are you not confident in marriage because of your mother's affairs?" But if you look at me and your grandfather, look at your uncle and aunt, look at Grandpa Zhao and Grandma Zhao, isn't it good to be together for the rest of your life? ”

Jojo reached out and rubbed her mother's photo album, which had been closed by her, and replied, "Half and half." But I really don't think it's important to get married, I didn't fall in love with Lu Ze for the sake of getting married. Now that I have a high-paying job, my own car and house, and a boyfriend I like, I think my life is pretty good. ”

"Then you don't want to have a baby early? If you fall in love for a few more years, when you really want to get married and have children, you will be an advanced maternal age, how dangerous it is. ”

Qiao Qiao was slightly happy, she knew that her grandmother had never taken what she said seriously, and repeated: "No, no, no, I don't want to get married, and one of the fundamental reasons is that I don't want children." Grandma, do you know what a stop loss is? That is, when the loss reaches a certain level, withdraw in time and control the loss within an acceptable range. Love and marriage break down one day, it's a big deal that I stop out and start all over again. But the child is not, this is simply an asset that must be held for life, and nothing can be cut and stopped. Can you conceive or not, is pregnancy smooth, childbirth is smooth, is it healthy, is it mentally healthy, is it good at studying, is it good at personality, from pregnancy to infancy to adolescence to adulthood, and I have to worry about the third generation, no, no, no, I resolutely don't want children. ”

"Jojo, have you really figured it out? Lu Ze is only twenty-nine years old, and he promises you now that when he is thirty or forty, he wants to have a child, what should you do? "Grandma was worried.

Qiao Qiao picked up the washed apple that her grandmother had just brought, clicked and took a bite, and replied, "Then I'll let him go, continue to go to my class, earn my money, and live my life." ”