As a result of eating those few bites of seafood, there are many red spots on the naked face, arms and neck, not to mention the body.

Fortunately, I don't eat much, so it won't be red, swollen and itchy all over my body, but it is definitely not okay to broadcast abroad. The makeup artist tried hard, but he was able to successfully cover the blemishes, but in order to keep the skin tone even, other places should also be slightly whitened, so that Shen Feibai really became Shen Fei and white.

Jiang Shan, the producer of the column, can be called Bole who he entered CCTV to broadcast the news, and when he saw his broken face, he couldn't cry or laugh: "You, you, I can't even talk about you." I heard Lao Lei say that the "Today's Focus" sample film has been reviewed, and what he means, if you don't get it, I'll let you go. But look at the way you look now, can you be on call at any time? ”

The look and tone of voice are less like questions, more like affirmations.

Shen Feibai listened to the training quietly, and it seemed that he didn't care if the duck in his hand flew.

Jiang Shan couldn't help frowning: "Say you're not self-motivated, everyone saw the hard work of the game back then, and when the earthquake occurred, in a group of anchors, you volunteered to go to the front to be a live reporter." Say that you are self-motivated, it seems that since you entered the Taili, you are particularly content with the status quo, others are actively competing for posts, I wish the people of the whole country could know him as soon as possible, what about you, I really can't see that you have the slightest intention of continuing to climb up. ”

"It's not that I don't want to climb." He was silent for a long time, and finally spoke.

Jiang Shan raised his eyebrows and waited for him to continue.

He lowered his eyes slightly, making people unable to see the emotion: "It's just that the temporary state and energy can't keep up." ”

Jiang Shan was angry and hurried upward: "How old are you?" You talk to me about energy! I'm not in the state at a young age, you hurry up and get out of here. Where is this? This is CCTV! Some people who are in the state rush forward with blood. How many students have just graduated this year, and how many have been recruited into Taiwan, have you ever had a sense of crisis? ”

He is not the right person, he has never been polite when he speaks, and it is not easy for people in their forties to get to today step by step from 93 years. The road is his own, he is unwilling and disdainful to guide other people's lives, but Shen Feibai is the news channel he promoted to two years ago, and he can't see that he is not angry.

was just a casual question, but he replied seriously: "Yes." ”

Jiang Shan turned his head slightly.

His eyes are frank and quiet, as always: "The sense of crisis is always there, but I can't do it at the same time." If I want to achieve something, I can only focus on this one thing and do my best to achieve it. Continuing to climb up is not a matter of consideration at this stage, and there is one more important thing that is still in progress. ”

Jiang Shan's mind turned quickly and said: "A man is a family in addition to a career, why, you can't wait to start a family before you really start a business?" ”

He smiled silently, but he couldn't see the slightest smile, Jiang Shan felt that that quiet smile was a fusion of the thoughts that had been precipitated for many years.

He said: "I didn't rush to start a family, I just wanted to settle down early." ”

When Jiang Shan heard this, half of his anger disappeared, and he said with a smile: "Afraid that people will run away?" ”

"I'm afraid." He does not hide it, "The more unconfident he is, the more anxious and scared he is." ”

His voice is very special, I took a fancy to him at the beginning, not only because the competition recognized his comprehensive strength, but also because he was very simple because he was handsome and handsome, and his voice was very mellow and affinity.

Jiang Shan was silent for a while, as if he had tasted what the matter that had been precipitated for many years was.

To sum it up in four words: ask for it but not get it.

It's not that he's not confident, he's just not confident in his feelings. Work is dead, as long as one side is on the offensive, there is hope everywhere; And feelings are alive, I love, you don't want to, every step is a thorn.

He knows how to make trade-offs and knows what he wants most.

He doesn't just go with the flow, he is too thoughtful and too planned about life.

Jiang Shan sat at his desk and lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, put his arm on the corner of the table, spit out a long and light string of smoke, and stared at him: "How long will this matter take?" ”

Across the width of the table, Shen Feibai raised his eyebrows slightly invisibly.

Jiang Shan said: "If you can't get people for a long time, and the work is ready to stay in place?" There has to be a deadline. ”

Shen Feibai said, "It's almost there." ”

This time, Chang Jiangshan held the corners of his eyes and asked with a smile: "Did you catch up?" ”

A rare gentle smile appeared in his deep eyes: "She promised to try." ”

Jiang Shan was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and sighed: "Young man, worthy of being a young man, love is supreme." He took two puffs of the cigarette, took the cigarette from his mouth, and pointed the cigarette butt at him, "If you kid hadn't been lucky, he would have been buried in the wild sand of society by virtue of his emotions alone." ”

Shen Feibai was silent, and a string in his heart was gently plucked.

He is indeed lucky, whether it was adopted by Shen Guoan at the beginning, or now he has entered CCTV.

Coming to life in a desperate situation.

***

In a tea restaurant in Sanlitun, Jing Qiao paid for a treat and asked Zhou Jiyou for the guilt.

"You can't blame me entirely for this. I didn't know him well, I asked him about him over the phone, I couldn't see his expression, and I suddenly couldn't hear him, and I was so panicked that I felt weird. Isn't it just that I'm afraid that he won't let go, so I thought about simply exchanging information, I told him what I knew, and he told me what he knew, so wouldn't it be abrupt and embarrassing? ”

Zhou Jiyou stared at her coldly: "You react quickly." ”

Jing Qiao couldn't figure out her feelings, his eyes glanced up, avoiding her sharp gaze, and laughed dryly.

Zhou Jiyou was too lazy to take care of her anymore, waited for the dishes to be together, concentrated on the meal with a silent face, and didn't say a word.

Outside the window, it was raining, and the reinforced concrete city was shrouded in a thin veil and hazy.

After knowing each other for five years, Jing Qiao thinks that she has explored her personality very well, the more she is silent and quiet, the more disdainful she is, but she is sneering and sneering, the more it shows that she is serious about this matter, she cares, and she puts people or things in her heart.

She is silent now, which reminds her of Lu Xun's famous saying - if you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence.

It's just that it was she who broke out, but it was herself who perished.

Unable to bear the continuous condensation of the atmosphere, Jing Qiao lightly touched his two wrists on the edge of the table, leaned forward slowly, and carefully called: "Porridge porridge ......"

Zhou Jiyou held a porcelain spoon and scooped a mouthful of duck soup, the soup was thick, the taste was not greasy, and there was no special fishy smell of duck meat itself.

His eyelids lifted and he glanced at her: "Say." ”

Jing Qiao pursed her lips slightly, Zhou Jiyou inadvertently exuded the aura of the queen, especially this "said", it was not an order, nor was it impatient, it was just a prompting chat starter, spit out from her mouth, and it was overwhelming to reply.

As soon as my brain twitched, the flattery that came to my lips became-

"You are so fierce to Shen Feibai, what does he like about you."

Zhou Jiyou: "......"

It's bad, the words just fell, Jing Qiao immediately retracted, looked left, looked right, and then looked up, but didn't dare to look ahead.

Zhou Jiyou put down the spoon, and the handle of the spoon slammed into the mouth of the bowl, making a soft crisp sound.

Jing Qiao's nerves jumped, and his eyes slowly and slowly turned to her, and found that she was sitting on the back of the sofa chair behind her with her arms crossed.

"Want to know?" She raised her eyebrows indifferently.

Jing Qiao sneered: "It's just casual talk." Childhood sweetheart.,The reason for falling in love with you is gone.,How can you say this kind of thing clearly.。 ”

Zhou Jiyou snorted lightly, smiling rather than smiling: "Yo, I can also see the door clearly." ”

Jing Qiao was crazy in his heart, and he collapsed backwards in discouragement: "Grandma, uncle, it's okay if I'm wrong." People's glass hearts are fragile, if you want to kill, you have to cut a word, please don't hang and fight anymore. ”

Zhou Jiyou raised his eyebrows, did not admit it, and did not deny it; Bow your head and look nonchalantly at the half-crescent on the nail cover.

Jing Qiao scolded for a while, and muttered to himself: "Actually, I really want to know." ”

"I want to know more than you do." In front of him, there was a cold sound.

“……”

Jing Qiao straightened up with a carp, stared at her with sparkling eyes, and said, "Then you ask." ”

"Don't ask." Firmly.

"Why?"

Why...... Zhou Jiyou's heart was slightly dry, and he said: "He is a gourd with a saw-mouthed mouth, and he asks in vain." ”

"Oh." Jing Qiao pondered for a few seconds, and then said, "You also exchange information, you tell him, he first answers why he has to like you, and you tell him why he doesn't like him." ”

Zhou Jiyou laughed absurdly: "He's looking for abuse, and he's not stupid." ”

As soon as I blurted out the words, I remembered the scene of the "fool" eating seafood in a Japanese restaurant.

It's not just looking for abuse.

She suddenly had a dry mouth, picked up the funnel glass bottle containing Hong Kong-style milk tea, and took two sips of the straw.

The milk tea went away from the ice, and the ice cubes did not melt completely, and it was cold from the tip of the tongue all the way to the stomach.

On the other side, Jing Qiao nodded suddenly: "Also, change me...... I don't want to hear it either. ”

"Jojo." Zhou Jiyou held the cold glass bottle in his hand and shouted for no reason.

Jing Qiao raised his eyes: "Huh? ”

Her eyes were on the table, like she was looking at a cheese tart, like she was looking at a double potato salad, or maybe she wasn't really looking at anything, just letting go.

"I promised to try it with him......" her voice was low, confused like never before, "in your opinion, should I try it with him?" ”

Jing Qiao was taken aback: "You actually accepted it!" When was this? ”

"Just that day." She kept her head down and didn't lift it.

Jing Qiao continued to be surprised: "How can I have the feeling that I single-handedly contributed it. ”

She didn't say anything.

One was silent, the other was undecided, and the hot dishes were gradually getting cold.

After a long time, Jing Qiao recalled that Zhou Jiyou had asked her about her personal opinion in a daze, and she got straight to the point: "What are you afraid of?" I'm afraid you're not all the way? How do you know if you don't try? Maybe you just happen to be a match made in heaven? ”

Four rhetorical questions fell in a row, and Zhou Jiyou's mind became more and more empty. I don't know, I'm not sure, I'm afraid to bet.

Jing Qiao: "Congee porridge, you are so bold and careful, why do you become timid when you encounter emotional problems." If you give him a chance, you should also give yourself a chance, how good. ”

Give him a chance......

He said: "What do you think I tried to stay in CCTV for? Do you think that I had to take the broadcasting exam in the first place, what was it for? ”

He said, "What more do I have to do to make you feel that I'm following your footsteps all along......"

He said, "Give me one chance, just one time." ”

Okay, just once.