12. Chapter XII
At that time, Hanashi and Suizi were still young, and they were ignorant of what they had endured and what they were going to experience in the future. Suiko had some instinctive fear of these, and these experiences made her silent, and she began to cover her face with ashes, but it was a few years before she really understood what she was facing.
In the years since this happened, what she has most reflected is Hana's increasingly desperate expression, as well as Hanari's narration and crying.
After that, Hanashi suffered the same thing over and over again, and began her daily pain, and she gradually understood why Hana's face was numb and panicked at that time.
The only thing that made her happy was Suizi's cunzài, the girl who was three years younger than her still had innocent and ridiculous hope in her eyes, she wanted Suiko to recognize the facts, and felt that it was better for the girl to not understand.
Suiko is undoubtedly luckier than Hana Hanari, although she lost her immature qualifications early, but she has not fallen into the quagmire.
Even if she didn't understand it, Suiko still had nightmares for a long time.
In the darkness and chaos, the girl fell into the endless abyss, no one could save her, and at that moment, her soul and flesh were chopped up little by little, crushed little by little, little by little rotted, and finally turned into a disgusting pile of blood.
Later, she learned that this was not a dream; Or rather, life is a nightmare.
The pear is born well, and after gradually growing, revealing her beauty, unlike Hua Nai, the beauty of the pear is like a spring sleeping begonia, lazy with three points of charm, its own school of moving, which makes the woman often sigh that the first time the asking price is low.
She began to learn various trades, and her value grew. Beautiful appearance, full of talent, and comfortable life are the envy of many wandering girls. But Huali always understands that she is no different from them, and behind the gorgeousness, she is just to be able to sell for a good price.
From beginning to end, she was just a walking corpse who couldn't live her own life.
Hana was able to help her at first, but later she became more and more beautiful, and Hana could not avoid her tragedy, so she had to teach Hanashi her own experience: how to talk to guests, how to avoid getting hurt as much as possible, etc.
At first, Hana always thought that she didn't look good, but later she wished that she would be as beautiful as possible - when she was beautiful and valuable, she had a choice.
There are many diseases that ordinary wandering girls die of, and many of them don't even know when they went.
But Hanari always wanted to leave, and so did Suizi.
Whenever this happens, Hana always looks at them quietly with sad eyes, but doesn't say a word.
The wandering girl has the opportunity to redeem herself, but only a small part of the money collected from the guests can be distributed to the wandering girl, and the huge cost of dressing, the salaries of the attendants, etc., have to be borne by themselves, as a result, most of the wandering girls, even the husband can only spend their lives in Fireworks Willow Lane in the end
The world they live in is not beautiful for them, there are no dreams, no sunshine, no bright illusions.
Never.
When she was already in the quagmire, Hanashi couldn't be willing to fall, even if it would be much easier. She always felt bursts of pain, coming from her body and from her heart, feeling the cold of that moonlit night to her bones, feeling the shame and nausea that gradually became clear in the future. Every time it was like the first time, her heart ached unspeakably, she had nightmares every day, she couldn't become numb, she could only open the wounds that were about to scar again and again, and she was drenched in blood again and again.
Soon after, Hana died, dying on a rainy night.
She didn't know how she was begging, struggling in the rain and mud, she couldn't do anything, only the despair that spread from the bottom of her heart, it seemed to be back to that night.
After that, all kinds of flowers and pears were reluctant to think about it, and when she finally came to her senses, she began to climb up step by step, unscrupulous means, put her dignity under her feet, and became a scheming person who was unwilling to make friends even among the intriguing wandering girls.
She succeeded.
She couldn't become a husband anyway, but she became the second only to the husband - the highest level she could reach.
When she almost gave up a qiē to climb up, the only one who supported her was Suizi.
She can't get out anymore, and Suiko is okay.
Suizi is also willing to leave, even if there is no food and clothing outside, even if she may not be able to bear the gap in life, she will leave.
I want to die where there is light. Suiko thought, her eyes burning.
There may be many people who scoff at this sentence, but there are always people who agree with it, including Taio Hojo.
The beautiful young Plaid agrees to the ninja's deal (her attitude may be one of the reasons why the people of Hatomo later used her as bait instead of killing her outright), and the death of the daimyo Seko caused a shock, and no matter what, someone would surely investigate - sooner or later, at that point, Hoko would be able to rely on Hojo Taifu's deal with the ninja to get free.
The whole plan is interlocking, crazy to the extreme, Gezi can't plan this plan, what she does is just to take advantage of the situation. Every step of the way can be a recipe for disaster, and thankfully, they succeed, no matter what life they do.
The difference is only that in this life, it was Uchiha and Senju, and in the previous life, it was a ninja sent by the Daimyo of the Land Country after the war to make a routine inspection of Hanakai.
She will definitely die, Hanari clearly understands this, but fortunately it has succeeded, the girl thought with a smile.
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Nohara Jiang and Kazuma glanced at each other, the mystery was already clear, it was strange that the ninja who had to be able to use ninjutsu would kill people in Flower Street, and it was not she pretending to be a grid at that time, but the grid cooperated with her.
"It's over anyway." Hanari said, "I'll tell you everything I know, and if you can, please take care of Suiko for a while." ”
Nohara Jiang stared deeply at the girl: "Even if we agreed, how do you know that we will do it?" ”
"It's okay if you don't do it, this is my extra request." The girl smiled and said, no longer the kind of mask-like smile, but a real smile that felt the breath of freedom: "Please." ”
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The girl in the pale pink cherry blossom yukata no longer spoke, her eyes sad, still staring at Izuna.
"You ......," the young ninja hesitated, as if he wanted to say something.
"I know." The girl understood the unspoken words of the young ninja, "Probably because Izumi-sama is like a light." ”
I want to die where there is light.
"What a joke!" Izuna frowned and said coldly: "Ninjas are just tools!" ”
Who is this warning for?
"In my heart, it's not like that." The girl was not intimidated: "The tools will not take me out of there, will not carry me away, will not wait for me when I am nostalgic for the scenery, will not take me to the fireworks display, will not catch goldfish for me." ”
"Ninjas have emotions, love and hate, even if they are tools, they also have thoughts, in this case, they can't be regarded as simple tools, and Izumi-sama's rejection of my words is not true!"
"I ......" is a rare support for the young man.
"If adults are tools, people like me are more humble than tools," the girl's eyelashes drooped, looking a little lonely, "Is it because of my identity that adults reject me?" ……”
"No!" After Izuna blurted out, he realized that he had been tricked.
Having said that, he couldn't say no words of refusal when he looked at the woman's delightful gaze.
Hawkers, forget it, the young ninja thinks so.
At this moment, facing the bright and beautiful girl in front of him, Uchiha Izuna finally admitted that he probably liked her.
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Digression:
Pillar: Madara, it seems like we haven't played in a long time?
Madara: The four of them are in a relationship and are going to be light bulbs!
Pillar: Then let's talk about it too?
Spot: roll (ノ'Д)ノ