33. Stay in your home
Chapter 33: Staying in Your House
Lu Ze didn't say a word, just hugged Qiao Qiao tightly all the time. Jojo didn't say anything, just reached out and hugged him back.
Qiao Qiao knew that Lu Ze didn't need to confide, for some things, confiding was to tear open the scabbed scar and dig it out and hurt again, forcing himself to experience those painful pasts that were always in the purpose again. Lu Ze only needs to hug and accompany him, so he can stay here for as long as he wants, and she will always hold him and accompany him.
Hugging each other here, I don't know how long.
It wasn't until Lu Ze's body was frozen to the point of numbness, and he slowly recovered his body temperature because of Qiao Qiao in his arms, that he felt Qiao Qiao shivering with cold, but she didn't say anything or complain, she just obediently kept being held by him in the rain, for a long, long time, so long that he didn't know how much time had passed. She hugged his waist with her left hand and struggled with her right hand to hold the umbrella above her head, hoping that he would get less rain.
Lu Ze let go of her and went to pick up the umbrella in her right hand. Because the umbrella has been held for too long, the wind is strong and the rain is heavy, and it is not easy to use force when hugging, Qiao Qiao's right hand and right arm are already sore and numb, and Lu Ze held her palm and gently kneaded her arm, and whispered to her against Qiao Qiao's forehead: "I'm sorry." ”
He probably hadn't spoken for too long, and his voice was hoarse when he opened his voice.
Jojo shook his head, "Don't be sorry. You can stay as long as you want. ”
Lu Ze was silent for a long time, carefully kneading his numb right arm for Qiao Qiao with gentle strength, gently holding her right hand and pulling her up, and whispered, "I'm fine, let's go." ”
Yesterday was the death day, and he had been here for a long time, so there was no need to worry her more.
It's been a long time, and you have to return to normal before you can continue to live a good life.
Qiao Qiao crossed Lu Ze's side and looked at the two identical double tombstones, she was a little hesitant, she didn't know what to do, she couldn't just turn around and leave.
Qiao Qiao didn't know if Lu Ze just wanted her to accompany him through the saddest time, or if he wanted to treat her as a ...... Introduce him to his sleeping family as someone he likes.
She was a little embarrassed.
Lu Ze saw it, and he didn't want to take advantage of Qiao Qiao's softness in this place to force her to agree, he reached out and touched Qiao Qiao's soaked forehead, and said, "Let's come back when I have a chance in the future." "If you will.
So Jojo bowed deeply a few times to show respect for the deceased. Lu Ze held the umbrella in his left hand and took her hand in his right hand and went down together.
Qiao Qiao was holding the umbrella at that time, and he still hoped that he would be less rainy, and when he raised the umbrella, he also remembered to tilt to the right to cover the girl he was holding.
"Can you still drive?" Jojo was worried, but both of them came by car, and it was also a hassle to leave the car here.
"It's fine." Lu Ze responded, reluctant to let go of Qiaoqiao's hand.
"Then you drive in front, and I follow behind. I'll go back when you get home. Qiao Qiao is still not at ease, Lu Ze has not slept for too long, it is estimated that he will be sick if he is drenched in the rain, and his mental state is not very good.
"In turn, I'll send you back." Lu Ze disagreed.
Qiao Qiao also shook his head, but Lu Ze was silent and stubborn, refusing to let go. Today, Jojo didn't want to argue with him, so he let him go, just insisting that he should follow the car behind.
On the way home, Qiao Qiao looked at Lu Ze's car in front of him, full of thoughts. Lu Ze, even if he is in such a bad state, he still drives calmly and safely, not in a hurry or impatient. He has been driving the strongest cars, trying to protect himself. He has always driven with the utmost rules, hoping not to endanger others.
When he arrived at Qiaoqiao's house, Lu Ze drove all the way downstairs, parked down, picked up Qiaoqiao with an umbrella, entered the elevator, and then sent her to the door of the house.
Qiao Qiao stood at the door of his house, turned around, and finally confirmed with Lu Ze: "Is it okay for you to really drive back alone?" ”
Lu Ze stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around her, bent down slightly and gently rested his forehead on Qiao Qiao's shoulder, and replied to her in a hoarse voice: "There is a problem." Headache. It can't be turned on. ”
first insisted on sending her back, and then said at the door of her house that there was a problem with driving back, and she couldn't drive with a headache, Qiao Qiao looked at Lu Ze who leaned his head on her shoulder helplessly, reached out and touched his forehead, he did have a fever. He sat there for two days and one night, and at night the cemetery was dark and dewy, and it rained for a day today, and he didn't know whether he had eaten or not, and he was sure that he was sick.
"Then I'll take you to the hospital." Jojo tried to rip him off of himself.
"I don't like hospitals." Lu Ze surrounded her and didn't let go.
Qiao Qiao thought, he definitely doesn't like the hospital, he really won't like the hospital, and he probably feels the bloody past coming to him when he steps into the hospital. Going to the hospital's morgue to claim the body of a loved one is enough to make a person never want to set foot in that place again for the rest of his life, preferring to carry a minor illness by himself.
"Then I'll drive you home." Qiao Qiao knew what Lu Ze wanted to do, dying and struggling.
"I don't want to be home alone, just tonight, you can give me a room, I promise to stay in my room only."
Lu Ze's house was big and empty, and there was no breath of life, and if he stayed there alone, Qiao Qiao also felt that it would magnify the sadness of being sick. She was distressed and soft-hearted today, and she was still heartbroken, struggling and failing, trying to make three chapters of the law, and finally replied: "Just sleep for one night, and you will go home tomorrow, the second bedroom, and you are not allowed to wander around anywhere else." ”
Hearing this, Mr. Lu slightly let go of the hands that surrounded her, held her shoulders and gently turned her around, asked her to unlock the door, and then hugged her from behind, rubbed the top of her head, and promised: "Deal." ”
Qiao Qiao opened the door of her house and lit the light in the living room, Lu Ze still hugged her and didn't let go, his head rested on top of her head, looking around Qiao Qiao's small world.
"Loosen up, I'll find you slippers." Jojo patted him with his hands around him, just not forcefully, gently.
Lu Ze reluctantly let go, stood at the door and waited for Qiao Qiao to find slippers for him, and then Lu Ze saw a pair of men's slippers, this is nothing, it is normal, and the family will also prepare for hospitality, her grandfather also lived here.
But Qiaoqiao also brought a set of men's clothes and new towels, toothbrushes, toiletries or something, and told him to hurry up and take a hot shower.
This set of clothes looks very much in line with Qiao Qiao's aesthetics, at first glance, it is worn by a young man, and it looks tall, it is estimated that Lu Ze has no problem wearing it.
The key doesn't look new yet! It's also available inside and out! Lu Ze thought to himself that even if he ran naked at Qiaoqiao's house, he would never want him to wear other men's clothes! And why is there any!
Qiao Qiao suddenly felt herself smothered in a bear hug, and then the man asked with jealousy above her head, "Why are there men's clothes?" Why isn't it new yet? Why is it inside and out? ”
"Release, release!" Qiao Qiao stretched out his claws to try to save himself, but was tightly clamped by Lu Ze's outstretched hand.
Qiao Qiao's muffled voice came from Lu Ze's shoulder socket, and he muttered, "Where do you look like a sick person!" Haven't you read the residence guide for single women? Dry some men's clothes at home, and don't let thieves find out from the balcony that this is a room where single women live. These are all new! Just occasionally washed and dried on the balcony. ”
Lu Ze let go of her slightly and explained, "How could I have read the residence guide for single women? ”
Well, Jojo admits that it makes sense, anyway, the strength of his bear hug has been loosened, so let's save myself first.
But the soft fragrance and warm jade in his arms were empty, and Lu Ze, who felt lost, immediately added: "You can dry mine in the future." ”
Qiao Qiao found that this guy was slowly recovering to normal, and he had the strength to eat flying vinegar, and threw the clothes in his hand into his arms, "I didn't promise you!" Just sleep one night, get well and go home! ”
Lu Ze was driven to the second bedroom by Qiao Qiao to take a bath, Qiao Qiao went into the kitchen to cook instant noodles, not to flush them with hot water, but to put the dough and seasonings into the pot, add some vegetables, cut some ham, sprinkle some green onions, and beat an egg, this is the peak level of her cooking skills. She was afraid that Lu Ze hadn't eaten all this time.
When Lu Ze came out of the shower, he saw a bowl of fragrant Qiao's instant noodles on the table in the second bedroom. Qiao Qiao happened to come in, put the medicine and hot water he had just found on the bedside, and told Lu Ze to go to bed early after eating noodles and medicine, it is said that hot milk is not good for medicine, so he didn't make milk and only gave him hot water.
Qiao Qiao turned around and wanted to go out, but Lu Ze reached out and grabbed her hand.
Lu Ze's voice was hoarse, and his palm was hot, but his tone was serious and gentle, and he bent over and whispered to her in Qiaoqiao's ear: "Qiaoqiao, you will be responsible for kissing." ”
Jojo was still dying, and she pulled her hand: "You don't have to be responsible. ”
Lu Ze didn't let go, since Qiao Qiao took the initiative to touch Lu Ze's face, the sentence that he was not allowed to physically contact was considered a waste, and the switch was completely lit. Kiss, hug, pull, pull and pull without hesitation.
Lu Ze corrected Qiao Qiao and said, "It's me who needs you to be responsible." ”
Qiao Qiao refused to answer, pulled out his hand vigorously, returned to the master bedroom, closed the door and locked it, and ran away.
Lu Ze, who finished eating and washing, couldn't sleep either, and half leaned on the bed. The lights were turned off, but as the sight gradually adjusted to the darkness, the furnishings could still be seen. It's just a second bedroom, and there aren't many of Jojo's personal belongings, but you can see the breath of her life.
It was a small bedroom, with small murals of local landscapes or buildings on the walls that she had gone out to buy and bought, and on the table was a colorful pencil holder that they had bought from Barcelona, and a pencil with strange curves that he had bought with her. There are also a few pots of small cacti and small pothos by the windowsill, which are full of greenery and vitality.
The curtains are warm-colored, the pillows, quilts, and sheets are all warm-colored, and the faint light coming in from outside the house is warm.
Lu Ze was actually very uncomfortable, he had a fever, dizziness, and a fever all over his body, but he didn't take medicine, if he was well, Qiao Qiao probably wouldn't let him continue to live. But he just didn't want to leave, he didn't just want to stay here for one night.
He asked Jojo to go to his house to get to know his life and get into his life, but failed. He thought that he would stay at Qiaoqiao's house first, and let him slowly enter her life first.
Lu Ze can use various means to chase Qiaoqiao, seduce her according to her aesthetics, cook soup and porridge to feed her, satisfy her youthful wishes to please her, use her soft-heartedness to chase her step by step, mislead her to celebrate her birthday and invite her to her home, try to go through her shopping cart to buy things for her, explore her past through her private blog, and hold her mood changes to capture her step by step.
But he never thought of using his real weakness.
Even if he asked Jojo if he could come out to accompany him on Saturday, she didn't want to ask her. Even if he knew that if he sued Jojo that this was his family's death day, Jojo would definitely come out and be soft-hearted.
But he didn't say it, and he wouldn't say it.
The real weakness means that he can't take advantage of it, and he can't export it.
If Jojo promised to come, she would know. If Jojo didn't want to come, he wouldn't have said it.
But Jojo finally came, and in that atmosphere did not refuse his kiss or hug. But Lu Ze knew that this was not really chasing her, he needed her to admit him, really treat him as a boyfriend, really start a serious relationship, really give him a chance, let him slowly enter her life and life, and then walk into each other's lives and lives.
Lu Ze, who couldn't sleep at night, refreshed a turtle shell Qiao who also couldn't sleep, and Qiao Qiao updated a new log in the ears of a donkey.
"What to do, I really can't control myself.
Heartbeat, soft-hearted, these are easy to say. But if you feel sorry for someone, you will die.
When I saw him sitting alone in the rain, I couldn't help but feel distressed.
Then I didn't refuse his hugs or kisses, and I let him live in the house when he was sick.
I knew he said he had a headache that he couldn't drive, and that he meant it.
He took my hand and said that if I kissed, I would be responsible, and I still didn't let go.
Isn't it special to pretend to be special even if you kiss and still hold on?
Ahh!!h
This mood is really annoying, messy, messy! How much freedom and ease it is to be alone!
As a result, I want to see him when I can't see him now, and I think about him when I don't have news, and I dreamed that the Sagrada Familia was completed that day, and he stood behind me and said that you promised me to revisit the century-old Sagrada Familia with me...... There is no logic at all in this dream! I didn't say yes that day! I just didn't speak! Because he said he didn't have to listen to the refusal, he was just making a wish! You make your wish, what are you doing in my dreams!
Okay, okay, I'll admit I'm tempted, I like him.
But I still don't want to get married and have children......
It's really troublesome to be with another person! It doesn't count if you say your own feelings! I can't control my own life!
Like me now!
When he recovers, kick him out first!! I'll think about it again!! I think about it slowly!! ”
Lu Ze had almost seen the tortoise shell full of cracks on Qiao Qiao's back, and she was only one last bit of confidence and the last bit of shakenness, probably a few straws on the camel's back.
Lu Ze felt that he was right not to take medicine, and his illness was not going to get better for the time being.
Also, he felt that he could save this journal and brush it a thousand times and ten thousand times, and he wouldn't get tired of it.
Well, I'm not the only one who dreams of you.
Lu Ze no longer half leaned on the bed, lying down quietly and planning to sleep, he felt that although he had a fever today, he should not have insomnia, and he would have a good dream.
Good night, Jojo in the next room.