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Close relatives? This word Lu Mengmeng is no longer extravagant, as long as there is Lu Sheng by her side, she can abandon the rest, and she has no regrets.
But what about Wang An? She...... Are you willing?
I don't know, I guess I'm willing to do it, because Lu Mengmeng is afraid of Wang An, and her previous memories are like the sea, with turbulent waves, beating her heart.
Anyway, since that accident, Lu Mengmeng is afraid of Wang An, and her body rejects her, and she also rejects her heart, so she can't bear it, and it's unlikely.
But I am very moved, these days, he takes care of her in every way, Lu Mengmeng is not a white-eyed wolf, others treat her well, she can't take it for granted, or turn a blind eye.
But she is afraid of Wang An, which is true.
After thinking about this, I invited Wang An to have a meal to show his gratitude.
But it's hard to imagine that she can go back to class, as if nothing happened, nothing happened, this is unlikely, this incident will become her shadow, follow her for the rest of her life, she can't go to S City by herself, and Lu Sheng has to take care of her, so ...... She had no choice but to drop out of school.
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On the day of Tian Fang and Da Niu's execution, Lu Mengmeng didn't go, she was in the lobby at home, kneeling, her hands were folded, and she prayed for Tian Fang and them with great devotion in her heart, her sins were too heavy, from this moment on, Lu Mengmeng began to eat vegetarian, and always carried a sandalwood bracelet that Wang An asked her from the temple in her hand, her heart was as calm as water, and she was over for them.
But it is undeniable that Lu Mengmeng is a little happy in her heart, she only has one relative to Lu Sheng now, after Tian Fang Da Niu leaves, Lu Sheng will never know the truth, she will not worry that Lu Sheng will leave her, people are extreme, their minds will become distorted, twisted, selfish, Lu Mengmeng is an ordinary person, she is very grateful for their nurturing grace to her and her younger brother, but when she knew that Tian Fang and Da Niu were not their biological parents, in the dark corner of her heart, in the imperceptible darkness, Lu Mengmeng was secretly relieved.
It doesn't matter if she scolds her for having no conscience, or if she has a wolf heart and a dog's lungs, it is undeniable, compared with her parents and Lu Sheng, Lu Mengmeng prefers the latter, so she hopes to ...... The two of them...... It's better to go early, because dead people can't speak.
Lu Mengmeng didn't dare to go, because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to get over the hurdle in her heart, she already felt indebted and guilty, if she really sent them, Lu Mengmeng was afraid that if she didn't pay attention, she would cry uncontrollably, and then because she was ashamed, she gave it all out.
Lu Mengmeng also locked Lu Sheng at home, he didn't want Lu Sheng to be sad, and he was afraid that his parents would be unwilling, no matter why they didn't say what she did wrong last time, although Lu Mengmeng was grateful, she was still afraid, afraid that they would regret it, and then tell Lu Sheng, then it was all over.
The people who should have gone the most did not go, and Wang An also stayed in the house, looking at them for fear that they would do something stupid.
Su Bo and Luo Hui themselves are outsiders, and it is not good to go, so in this cruel execution, the people who should go did not go, and the people who should not go did not go.
Time is like a vicious hand from death, it slowly climbed up Lu Mengmeng's neck, the cold fingertips made her tremble all over, time minute by minute, the hour and minute hands shuttled and separated from each other, Lu Mengmeng felt unbearable for the first time.
Finally, a hurried phone rang that shook the two people on the sofa at the same time.
Wang An hurriedly picked it up, and Su Bo's trembling voice on the other end of the phone rang, a little hesitant.
"Execution...... It's over...... she scratched her fingertips nervously," said the prison man...... So that relatives can go and collect the body......"
After finishing speaking, her whole body seemed to be electrocuted, and she suddenly felt powerless, but fortunately, Luo Hui's eyes were quick, and he approached him with an arrow, stretched out his hand, clenched it, and held her in his arms accurately: "What's wrong?"
Su Bo froze, and the phone almost fell off, but fortunately, Luo Hui reached out in time to catch the phone, and then put it in her pocket, he patiently asked again: "What's wrong?"
Su Bo's face turned pale, and his voice trembled: "I just suddenly feel that death is terrible, sir, do you remember?" Xiao Li, Yu Sen, and now I have added Father Lu and Mother Lu, think about it carefully, these dead people have nothing to do with me, I actually ...... Two more lives......"
This made Su Bo very frightened, she was indeed responsible for the matter of Lu's father and Lu's mother at the beginning, after all, if she hadn't instigated Lu Mengmeng on the side, then Lu Mengmeng would not have made drastic moves, and she would not have taken the lead in reporting the situation to Luo Hui, then this secret sealed in the dust will never be known, and naturally Lu's father and Lu's mother will not die, and the family will not be what it is today.
She recognized her mistake from the beginning, but death made her more aware of what kind of harm she had done to the family, and when she heard the news from the prison, this feeling worsened, and it went straight to Su Bo's heart, and the guilt deepened greatly, making her miserable.
She pointed all the sources and mistakes at herself, blamed herself and was annoyed, guilty and repentant, especially Su Bo, who had experienced two indirect deaths, her heart became sensitive and anxious, hearing the word death, especially when it was happening, Su Bo was very scared, she would carefully re-examine herself and ask herself again, does this matter have anything to do with you? Did you kill this man? How is this person related to you? Why did you kill him? What is your purpose......
After such a long list, if the conclusion has nothing to do with her, she will breathe a sigh of relief, but even if the process has only the slightest relationship with her, she will think that she killed this person. She is a sinner, a sinful person, and she will feel self-blame, guilt, fear, remorse, and then she will start to lose control, she will start going crazy, she will start masochism, she will start doing stupid things that she thinks she can make up for by hurting herself.
This kind of Su Bo made Luo Hui extremely distressed, if Su Bo was really to blame for this matter, then he could not escape the blame, after all, he forced her to do this, not her willingness.
"I'll compensate them and stop crying." He lowered his voice and gave Lu Mengmeng and Father Lu the greatest comfort.
Su Bo hugged his neck tightly, buried his head in his neck socket, full of dependence and smallness made Luo Hui's heart flutter, he liked Su Bo like this, did not open his teeth and claws, did not have any guard against him, and trusted him wholeheartedly, which greatly satisfied a man's desire to protect.
He swept her delicate white neck roughly, and then slowly raised her chin with a gentle palm, his eyes were deep and tender: "Baby, it's none of your business, so ......" His eyes were dark, and he used his index finger to open her lower lip, which was about to be bitten by her, and said to her in a commanding tone: "Let go!" ”
Su Bo froze, and before she could speak, the phone in her bag began to ring rapidly, her whole body stiffened, her lips opened and closed, and then quickly picked up the phone.
Luo Hui frowned slightly as he looked at her panicked appearance.
"Hey...... Well...... What the...... You said Lu Sheng is gone! ”
Ten minutes ago, Lu Mengmeng learned from Wang An's mouth that her parents had completed the execution and had been confirmed dead, and they could go to collect the corpse.
I thought she would at least cry when she heard it, but unexpectedly, Lu Mengmeng didn't cry, she didn't know what she was thinking, after five minutes, she got up, quietly pulled out her hand, and then said, "I'll call Xiaosheng, let's go together."
Wang An looked at her back, stunned, and then nodded: "Okay." ”
But when he walked upstairs and opened Lu Sheng's room, it was empty, not only that, Wang An also took a special look at the wardrobe, and his clothes and pants were also taken away, he looked at Lu Mengmeng, who was standing in front of the window, frowned and walked over.
The window was completely open, tied to the foot of the bed with a rope made of sheets and thrown out of the window, and this is probably how he escaped, the second floor was not very high, so it was known that at least he was not injured at this moment.
Lu Mengmeng looked at the sheet lying on the ground floor on the first floor, and a wave of confusion and anger spread throughout her body, even if the facts had proved that Lu Sheng really ran away from home, but Lu Mengmeng still didn't believe that Lu Sheng would run away, how could he leave him?
As if thinking of something, Lu Mengmeng ran away, Wang An was caught off guard, and hurriedly followed her to the bedroom of Tian Fang Da Niu.
She knelt on the edge of the bed, then reached under the bed to fish, not knowing what she was fishing, and after a few seconds she pulled out a dusty shoebox.
Busy opening it, but there is nothing.
Lu Mengmeng's whole body was soft, her eyes were dull, and she sat on the floor weakly.
Wang An hurriedly walked over and looked at the box, there was nothing abnormal, what was wrong with her?
After helping her up, Wang An studied the box again and again, confirming that it was just an ordinary box, and there was really nothing else.
He couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "What's the matter?" ”
"The money is gone. Lu Mengmeng, who was sitting on the bed, lost her soul and said.
"Money?" After a second, he suddenly realized, "Is this box full of money?" What about the money? ”
After speaking, he thought of Lu Sheng running away from home, and asked hesitantly: "...... Xiaosheng took it? ”
"It turns out that he was ready to run away...... she muttered to herself, frustrated and frustrated.
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A few nights ago, Lu Mengmeng couldn't sleep and got up and walked, her room was very close to Lu Sheng's room. At this time, it was already late at night, except for the light she turned on due to insomnia, the whole house should have basically slept, Wang An took care of their sister and brother these days, it was very hard, and when he returned to the guest room at night, he slept directly.
So except for the light in Lu Mengmeng's room, the faint light coming from the crack in the door in Lu Sheng's room was too eye-catching.
What is he doing without sleeping so late?