36. Drunkenness
"Who wants to be friends with you, Gu Nanfeng, can't you guess what I think about you?!"
At that moment, she suddenly remembered that she had said something similar a long time ago, and she was furious and threw something clean in her hand.
In obvious contrast to the weakness at this moment, she is no longer the arrogant CEO many years ago, there are traces of time in the corners of her eyes, she is no longer the simple and kind girl, the years have erased all traces and become unrecognizable.
Gu Nanfeng felt that something choked in her throat and eyes made her unable to say a word, if she still forcibly took her like before, the big deal would be that the jade would be burned, but such a low voice on such a proud person made her heart a little sour.
If you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place.
"Arrived" to be able to walk with her all the way, Xiao Xubai was already very satisfied, parked the car downstairs steadily, and when he turned sideways to unbuckle her seat belt, Gu Nanfeng avoided her hand, "Thank you"
"Wait a minute," she got out of the car first, her heels clattering on the floor, and trotted into a convenience store.
When he came out, he carried a shopping bag full of them, "I didn't eat anything at night, I bought it according to your old taste, if you are hungry, eat a little snack, and wait for tomorrow...... We'll go out again tomorrow ......."
She searched her stomach and wanted to have some more involvement with her, so it would be in vain to meet again, Gu Nanfeng knew that if she didn't accept it, she probably wouldn't be able to leave tonight, nodded coldly, took it and walked upstairs, not seeing how soft and sad her eyes were the moment she turned around.
After returning home, she rummaged through the cabinets, and when she came to H City, in addition to the furniture, almost all the bits and pieces were moved, she turned over several suitcases before turning out a gift box, wiped spotlessly, opened it to be a brand new watch, her right wrist had been empty for a long time, she carefully took it out and put it on, as if the piece of dissatisfaction in her heart was also enriched.
When she left, she carefully tore off a wall full of postcards, and after arriving in H City, she has been busy with the operation of the branch, and now she has turned it out again, and found double-sided tape scissors, etc., and when she glued it, she knew that it was easier said than done.
For her after all, there is love and guilt.
ββThe dividing line of memoryβ
The atmosphere at home was cold to the freezing point, Gu Nanfeng originally planned to leave after the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, but he bought a ticket for the tenth day of the first lunar month in advance, and set foot on the return journey again, I don't know why there was a faint expectation in his heart.
After the start of school, a senior on duty in the psychological counseling room in the school went out for an internship, Lin Zhen thought about it and found Gu Nanfeng, "Just listen to their complaints or something, just every Tuesday and Thursday from 4 to 6 o'clock in the afternoon."
Without waiting for him to finish speaking, Gu Nanfeng nodded, quite eager to try, since the research, there are very few opportunities to practice, and it is still necessary to contact more cases to progress, presumably Lin Zhen thinks the same way.
"Nanfeng ......" he pushed the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose, and there was a hint of desire to speak, "No matter what, I still hope that you can maintain an optimistic attitude, and you also know that a profession like a psychological counselor will not be resolved because he has received too much negative energy...... There are many such examples."
He must have heard of those gossips, but Gu Nanfeng lowered his head but his tone was firm, "Those who are clear are self-purifying, and those who are turbid are self-turbid, Teacher Lin can rest assured"
"Well, then you go to class first, don't forget to come over and be on duty tomorrow"
Lin Zhen nodded, Gu Nanfeng gently closed the door for him, and turned to leave.
"Fu Lin, why are you here?" Seeing her come out of the psychological counseling room, Fu Lin greeted her with a hidden worry on her face.
"I just came out of the library to see you, what's wrong, are you okay?"
"It's okay, it's just that I'm going to be on duty tomorrow" A faint smile appeared on her lips, and Fu Lin was relieved, "Let's go to dinner together"
"Good"
When I passed by the bulletin board, there were already a bunch of people around, remembering that today was the day to announce the scholarship list, Gu Nanfeng also came over, but Fu Lin grabbed her, "Let's eat first, and then look after eating"
"Eat it after reading it" The innocence and brightness that appeared on her face for a moment made Fu Lin stunned, and she had slipped into the crowd with her kung fu.
The transcript had already been sent out during the winter vacation, although a lot of things had happened in those days, Gu Nanfeng was still sure to get the scholarship from the college, but he searched carefully, and people with lower scores than himself were all in his eyes, but there was no himself.
Her heart sank, and Fu Lin also squeezed in, seeing her face was ugly, "What's wrong?" β
"Without me"
"No, it won't"
His name and photography department Fu Lin are on the list, it is impossible to live without her, he looked at it carefully, and his face began to look ugly.
"I don't look at what kind of virtue I have, and I still want to get a scholarship, how can a scholarship be given to such a morally corrupt person"
There were whispers in the crowd of onlookers, Gu Nanfeng lowered his eyes, and his palms were clenched into fists, no wonder Teacher Lin asked her to look away a little, it turned out to be like this.
Without saying a word, she turned around and walked back, her speed getting faster and faster, almost trotting, Fu Lin took three steps and made two steps to catch up with her, "Nanfeng, what are you going to do?" β
"It's not fair!" Although she tried her best to hold back, there was a thin anger between her eyebrows.
"There are still few unfair things, it's hard to calm down, are you going to put yourself on the cusp of the storm again?"
If it weren't for the maneuvering in many ways, it is very likely that she would have been deducted for making trouble in a bar, and she would have left a very disgraceful mark on the file for the rest of her life, and now she has only canceled a scholarship, she should feel lucky.
Gu Nanfeng pulled out a wry smile on his lips, full of helplessness, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, you go to dinner, I'm going back to the dormitory."
When I returned to the dormitory, I saw that my flesh had fallen to the ground, and the flower pot was torn apart and covered with dirt.
"Who got it?!"
Roommate Xiao A came in from the balcony, his hair was still half dry, "Oh, I can't find my hair dryer, I used yours, and I accidentally knocked it over when I was looking for something"
She didn't care, but Gu Nanfeng's face became more and more ugly, "With my permission, you can move other people's things casually, and I don't know how to clean up if you break them."
She rarely has such a-for-tat confrontation, she really has a grudge against what she just happened, and she can't control her feelings, plus that pot of meat is something left by Zhixia, and her heart is distressed.
"Isn't it all a dormitory, what's wrong with using your things, why are you so stingy and so angry?"
Someone next to him said, Gu Nanfeng pursed his lips, his eyes were full of suppressed anger, "Just rummage over my things, I don't know how to sweep the flower pot if it is broken!" β
was accused in person, Xiao A's face was also a little unbearable, and he put the hair dryer on the table and made a loud bang.
"You think I love to use your things, don't you just break a flower pot, and we're worried that your gay will have bad intentions towards us!"
Gu Nanfeng bit his lower lip violently, and his face suddenly turned pale.
"That's it, even if you are gay, you still go out to sit on the stage, and I don't know how the school was blind last year before the scholarship fell on your head"
She is also an excellent student in the class, but she can't compare to Gu Nanfeng in every exam, and she has been secretly unhappy for a long time, and she finally raised her eyebrows and exhaled once, so she naturally wanted to laugh at it fiercely.
Gu Nanfeng's eyes gradually turned red, and when everyone thought she would cry, a sneer suddenly overflowed from the corner of her lips.
"What about homosexuality, what do you have to be worthy of my ill-intentionedness, no one wants your face to sit on the stage"
"What did you say!" Xiao A was furious, stepped forward and pushed her, "Isn't it just that you are a little bit of a look, even Senior Fu can play with the palm, and now Song Zhixia is gone, see who can protect you!" β
Gu Nanfeng was thin, and she took a few steps back in a hurry, and her back hit the door, and she frowned in pain.
Seeing that there was a fight to start, several other people also got down from the bed and pulled Xiao A, "Forget it, forget it, let's talk about a pervert"
Gu Nanfeng bent the corners of his lips, and the words spit out lightly with thin lips were fluttering but with a hint of chill, "Keep saying that others are perverted people, I hope you really won't encounter perverts in the future, and you will be retributed one day for speaking ill and hurting people."
With that, he turned and left, slamming the door of his dorm room.
At two o'clock in the morning, the streets were full of people who returned late, the city was neon flashing, the traffic was weaving, Gu Nanfeng was already a little drunk after coming out of the Qing Bar, she leaned on the overpass, the night wind blew the snow-white dress, and her side face was delicate and sad.
A few people came by whistling, and before they could put their hands on her shoulders there was a scream, and when she turned around, she saw the man in a well-cut white shirt, straight pencil pants, and long hair meticulously coiled up, revealing a neck as smooth as jade.
Obviously, he had just finished another day's work, but there was something in his eyes that could be called murderous, "Get out!" β
The little rascal who had just been beaten covered his face and looked at it, and finally gritted his teeth and turned around and fled.
Gu Nanfeng curled the corners of his lips and smiled, "What a coincidence, Mr. Xiao"
After the beginning of the year, the company has accumulated a lot of affairs, she is busy all day without touching the ground, and she has no time to look for her again, and her female companion is not the only one, Gu Nanfeng is never the one who will take the initiative.
I haven't seen her for almost three months, and she actually learned to get drunk, Xiao Xubai had a hint of anger in her eyes, "It's a coincidence"
Gu Nanfeng left the railing and stumbled forward, "Goodbye, Mr. Xiao...... I have to ...... Went back......"
She was talking and spitting, how much did she drink!
Xiao Xubai chased after her in three steps and two steps, grabbed her wrist and was just about to speak, when the man happened to fall into her arms, leaning on her shoulder, and warm liquid flowed into her neck socket.
Xiao Xubai was stunned for a moment, and slowly hugged her, "Okay, it's okay, don't cry, huh?" We go home."
There was tenderness in her tone that she didn't even realize herself.