Shen Yi'an still hasn't woken up, Shen Yinghao and Ji Kaiyin's faces are getting heavier and heavier, Ni Ying and Su Zhengyi have also been here a few times, Ni Ying has always persuaded her not to be sad, Shen Yi'an will definitely be able to wake up. Su Meilin found that Ni Ying secretly wiped her tears a few times, but when she faced herself, she didn't have red eyes.

She could feel the depression in the hospital, and as long as Shen Yi'an didn't wake up, this depression would always exist. She looked at Shen Yi'an's parents, and then at her own parents, and suddenly had a thought, did she really do something wrong, why did everyone really believe that she would live well with Shen Yi'an, was her acting too good, or did they all think that those injuries didn't matter. Is she herself too stubborn? She didn't know, she didn't know anything.

Because Shen Yi'an was still in the hospital and did not wake up, the gray full moon was canceled, and it was spent as usual every day. After all, no one is in the mood to celebrate.

Su Meilin sat on the edge of the hospital bed, she looked at the person on the hospital bed, Shen Yi'an was lying quietly, like a harmless child. She stretched out her hand and touched his face, "If you don't wake up again, your mother will definitely not be able to support it, and she now holds the belief that you will definitely wake up." And your father, although he doesn't speak or show his sadness, he has a lot more gray hair these days. That sister of yours, although very smart, is very simple, without you looking at her, what if she finds an unreliable boyfriend, you have to be her counselor. Speaking of this, she laughed, "Now Ash is still so young, if you don't wake up, he really won't remember what you look like, are you willing that your own son doesn't know what you look like......"

She didn't know how long she had been talking, but looking at him who was still motionless, she felt powerless, and it turned into an indescribable heaviness.

Ji Kaiyin came in and asked her to go back to rest, this time she didn't refuse. Ji Kaiyin looked at her back, she had seen Su Meilin's performance in her eyes these days, and she had to feel fortunate that she had controlled her temper that day.

Su Meilin walked out of the inpatient building, she stood at the door, and suddenly she didn't know where to go. The pale sky shows her dazed and powerless at this moment, the vast sea of people, the vast land, but she doesn't know where to go and what to do, and her life has completely lost its direction at this moment.

A taxi stopped not far away, and after the customer got out of the car, Su Meilin walked over, pulled the door and got into the car. The place she chose to go in the end was "Cloud Garden", and she didn't know why she wanted to go there at the moment.

The taxi couldn't even get in, so she got out of the car and walked in blankly. After entering the community, I didn't walk long before I was stopped.

"Mrs. Shen? Mrs. Shen ......"

This title made her feel extremely unfamiliar, and when she turned around, she saw Meng Xi smiling softly.

Meng Xi walked up to Su Meilin, "You have a bad face, are you okay?" Meng Xi was surprised when he saw Su Meilin's flat stomach, but just swallowed the question.

Su Meilin pulled out a laugh, "I'm not good." ”

Meng Xi was stunned for two seconds, he didn't expect Su Meilin to answer like this, and most people would only reply "I'm fine". Even if it's the opposite.

Meng Xi and Su Meilin sat next to the rockery in the community, the sound of gurgling water was in their ears, and next to them were trees and weeds that could not be named, revealing primitive vitality in the chaos, "I saw your husband last time I didn't see you, but I saw you but didn't see your husband this time, it seems that I only have a relationship with your husband and wife." ”

"He was in a car accident and is in the hospital now."

Meng Xi actually breathed a sigh of relief, she was worried that something had happened to Su Meilin's child just now, "Is it serious?" ”

"The operation was successful, but I was unconscious."

"With you with him, he will definitely wake up."

"Thank you."

Meng Xi saw that Su Meilin's mood was not high, so he couldn't help but persuade, "You have to believe in him and give yourself confidence." Take this as a test of your feelings, and I always believe that great blessings will come after great difficulties. After going through this difficult life, life will definitely give you back a piece of happiness. ”

Su Meilin hung her head, she knew that these words were just comfort.

Meng Xi didn't know what to think, "Between me and Yi Ziwei, others will only think how happy I am, and I can let Yi Ziwei treat me like this, but I feel that my current life is what I should have." After all, emotional matters are like people drinking water, and they know their own warmth and coldness. When he quit the entertainment industry, he was thirty years old and I was twenty-eight, but I had been with him for eleven years at that time, although we had been separated and reunited n many times. He can ignore me for a month or two because of his lyrics and songs, because he has too many crazy fans and wants to do underground work every time we meet. He also had to appease his fans, denying my existence again and again. Many times I felt that I couldn't hold on, but again and again I was reluctant to part. Until one day, I had acute appendicitis, called him, and then I fainted in pain, and he didn't come, because he was followed by an illegitimate child when he went out. That time I almost died, all kinds of inflammation, all kinds of illnesses. It was that time that I completely understood that if I was still with this man, I could only be sacrificed forever, even if I died. The relationship should be on the basis of equality between the two parties, even if it is not completely equal, it should not be sacrificed by one person forever, so I resolutely proposed to break up. ”

Later, Su Meilin could probably guess that perhaps it was under Meng Xi's firmness that Yi Ziwei understood the importance of this woman to him and made the most important decision in his life.

"Do you want to say that behind happiness there are not so many things to take for granted, but more to experience all kinds of setbacks?"

Meng Xi nodded, "I can be happy, and so can you." ”

"How did you forgive him for ignoring you then?"

Meng Xi smiled bitterly, "If you can love or hate with all your heart, those are happy people, I am just a mortal, whether it is love or hate, it will be mixed with all kinds of things." So even if you are unwilling and hateful, you may be covered by something else, such as deeper love and responsibility. He said that he would spend his life to make up for what he owed me in the past, so I finally gave him a chance. ”

"I used to think I was the happy person you thought I was." She stared at the gray-white sky, "Now, I realize that I am only one of the multitudes, I am just a mortal. ”

"Same." Meng Xi and Su Meilin looked at each other and smiled.

Separated from Meng Xi, Su Meilin entered the building, she got into the elevator, leaned against the door, she suddenly wondered if someone like herself who held a grudge and wanted revenge was an outlier in the eyes of others. It's like if she told someone that she wanted to get revenge on her husband who gave birth to a child for him, would others think she was crazy, but that's the truth. She didn't forgive Shen Yi'an, just like she knew herself, and deep down in her heart, she also resented her father who was obedient to her now, and she never forgot what happened.

Entering the password, entering the house, changing into shoes, she didn't turn on the light, and walked straight in. She stood at the door of the kitchen, Shen Yi'an occasionally cooks some simple meals, of course, most of him still chooses to let the hotel deliver the food, he is very serious when he does things, including cooking. Turning around, there was a dining room not far away, when she and Shen Yi'an were eating together, he developed a habit of liking to serve her vegetables, and always piled her bowls high. This was his later habit, because he didn't do that when she was in a relationship with him......

She would sit on the couch and watch TV, while he would sit next to her and watch together, and if she didn't speak, he would make her speak in various ways. For example, he will dislike that this advertisement is better than the feature film of the TV series, and will complain that the opening and ending songs are the essence, but the TV station directly deleted it and did not broadcast it, or those shameful lines simply challenged the audience's IQ......

Everything here records the past between her and Shen Yi'an, scene by scene, as if a movie is playing back in her mind, and she is an outsider enjoying this movie. As an outsider, she actually felt that this movie was full of warmth and happiness, just like people in real life, if you abandon the so-called "real psychological activities in the heart", most people are kind and quality people, and the world is generally harmonious and beautiful.

She walked to the balcony and sat in a rocking chair, looking out of the railing, and the whole neighborhood was in front of her.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, startling her, it was Ji Chuange's call.

"Are you okay now?" Ji Chuange's voice was full of worry.

"Hmm."

"What are you going to do now?"

"What to do and how?" Her voice was lazy.

"Leave Shen Yi'an." Ji Chuange said firmly, "You have done so much, isn't it just for this?" ”

Su Meilin held her phone, "Why do you say that?" ”

"I only now know that you actually went to find Mrs. Mo......"

Su Meilin hung up the phone directly, she found that she didn't want to hear this at all, she didn't want anyone to mention anything about Shen Yi'an.

She just wanted to do this, looking at the sky, no one wanted to, her brain went blank, as if she had entered a meditative realm.

She slept for a while, and when she woke up in the middle of the night, she didn't want to move, and only the dim street lamps were left in the community, showing the rough outline of the community, and the night was so quiet that any sound made made it look like a crime.

She watched it all silently, a tear slipping from the corner of her eye. 166 Reading Network