Chapter 601: Love Will Imprison Life
If one day, Mu Haotian wants her to go out, stand on a high stage, and show her beauty, then Mu Haotian will be proud of her, happy for her, and his eyes are full of pride. Then she goes out, flies freely, and still has the meaning of existence. Because you are like Mu Haotian, her greatest wish is to hope that Mu Haotian can be happy.
But that's not the case.
If she really went out, I'm afraid what Mu Haotian saw in his eyes was not pride, pride, and excitement. Instead, worry and be afraid, be in a hurry! Every move of her own, to Mu Haotian, is like doing a dangerous move, and if she is not careful, it is not only herself who will be ruined, but also Mu Haotian.
What's the point of what she's doing? What kind of happiness did her so-called dedication bring to Mu Haotian?
It seems that in addition to the boundless pain, the rest is only fear!
If she is a person with big dreams and wants to continue to create for her dreams, then she can also take this risk to complete the goal in her heart, because after achieving her goal, she will feel satisfied and happy, so that she will be satisfied and happy like him.
for the two of them are one flesh.
But in fact, this is not the case, he has never been a strong woman, what she wants to achieve is just to hope that Mu Haotian can be happy, can give Mu Haotian a warm home, and protect her home from any harm, and in front of her, she already has everything of herself, but why is she not satisfied? Want to make more trouble?
When I went out, I found myself putting the cart before the horse. I don't know how to review, but let my beloved constantly reflect on my responsibilities. So how can his so-called giving exist?
He is like a wayward wife who wants to achieve her goals without regard for her husband's feelings. is blindly saying that everything he does is actually for his good, but in fact? The person who hurts the most is actually the one who loves her the most.
"Auntie, it's not what you say it is. Maybe you have some truth in what you say, but I can't ruin your own life because of my love. As you said, I will only feel happy when you are truly happy. Although you keep saying that your greatest wish is to have a warm home with me. ”
"But actually, my greatest wish is that I want you to be the happiest woman in the world. I'm glad you can do it to me. I prefer that your life is nothing more wonderful than your own wonderful, rather than in your wonderful life, except for my company for you. ”
"In the years when we were separated, you suffered a lot, but you still gritted your teeth and lived your wonderful life, and gave birth to a pair of the most precious children for me, that was the day without me, because your life has made the most beautiful embellishment, if there is no time, maybe we don't know how to cherish it? It is precisely because of this process that you and I will love each other even more. ”
"The process, though painful and sweet, can sublimate our feelings. So, I hope that while you love me, you can do what you want to do, no matter what you do, as long as you are happy, I will be satisfied, this is my greatest desire, you know? ”
If Fang Shuyao only blindly puts all his eyes on him, if it goes on for a long time, what kind of freshness will there be between them? A plain and warm life is important, but if a person's charm is hidden for a long time, it is a kind of destruction.
Just like now, Fang Shuyao seemed to be standing behind him all the time. He protected her so tightly that she would not be hurt in the slightest. When will all his intelligence and ability be revealed?
Although Fang Shuyao is not a person who loves to perform, it doesn't mean that he will let his light gradually disappear......
If one day, Fang Shuyao's brain has stopped working and obeys him for anything, then what is the difference between her and a puppet doll? At that time, he would not be happy to say. "Look how well I protect my own wife!"
Yes, the body is complete, but what about the heart?
What a terrible protection! Just like Mu Qing, she is a sun with a heat source, if one day, she really loses the heat source, then can she still be a sun?
Fang Shuyao looked at Mu Haotian and seemed to understand what he wanted to express, but his eyes were stunned, and he couldn't find his direction.
"Do you mean that I should pursue my own dreams?" After a pause, before Mu Haotian could answer, Fang Shuyao spoke again. "But I don't have a dream, my biggest dream is to be with you."
What about anti-eavesdropping? His face sank again, he shook his head, and said earnestly. "Fortunately, everything was in time, why did the dream disappear? I'm afraid all this is to blame me. Your and I wish to have a warm home, and now, a warm home is there, and listening to it doesn't mean that you can't have other dreams. ”
"Dreams can be great, but they can also be small, even if you're small enough to do a report on your own, and you'll be satisfied. Seriously do one thing well, instead of living a lazy life, every day does not matter. Just as you watched those boring tasks with me, and your wise light flashed with your thoughts, didn't you think that one day, you would also work on a business project on your own? ”
Now Fang Shuyao is still passionate, every time she looks at the company's plan, she flashes her wisdom and has her own ideas, but she didn't say it to each other, and she didn't give Fang Shuyao a chance to show herself, she just blindly didn't want to tire her, but because of this, her talent was erased.
And I believe that if many things are done through Fang Shuyao herself, and succeed, I believe that Fang Shuyao's sense of accomplishment will be even stronger, and her face must be full of satisfaction at that time. And he will definitely be happy because of Fang Shuyao's satisfaction.
This is the most loving love, because she shows her brilliance, and she is satisfied. This is also a kind of happiness, but this happiness seems to have been forgotten by oneself for too long.
"So you want me to go to work on my own?" The bald man felt that he seemed to gradually understand what Mu Haotian meant, but he was a little uncertain for a while. "But you also know that my body, although it looks good now, there are emergencies at any time, if I go to work, but it makes you worry, then this kind of work is also meaningless."
In fact, the freedom she wanted before was not what she wanted to do. Rather, when he wants to go out, he can not follow so closely, her freedom is actually very simple, and she didn't think about going to work, and broke her body, so that everyone was sad, she knew very well that if something really happened to her, it would make too many people sad.
Listened to Fang Shuyao's words? Mu Haotian was even more shocked, when did it start that Fang Shuyao would have a strong pressure because of their worries? Everyone seems to be cautious because of each other. I'm afraid that the life I have so hard to have will be ruined. But such caution will also make their lives truly exciting.
Maybe they can go on like this for a long time, but until the day they end their lives, they will look back and find that the days they have lived for decades are the same as one day, without any changes.
Just like him, before he met Fang Shuyao, life was only lonely. And he didn't want their warm family, and the last thing left was just a sentence, be careful.
"Auntie, I'm not saying that I'm not worried about your body, I just hope that I can do what I can on the premise of protecting my body. And I will be by your side, accompany you, watch you, and gradually grow. ”
"It's not about growing up, it's about making your life richer. I want to see you shine, not that it can match me, but I hope that your life can become colorful. You can have only one lover with me, but you can't ruin your other attempts because of me as a lover. ”
This feeling is reminded of the time when Fang Shuyao was with Peter. It was also at that time that he was dealing with exhaustion, and life forced her to do it, but in the same way, she made her own selfishness. Maybe she didn't think she would do this before, but fate brought her here.
For better or for worse, that's her life. Therefore, what Mu Haotian imprisoned was not Fang Shuyao's freedom, but her life.
And don't do that. Aifang Shu Yao is the deepest, and he is also the person who destroys her the most.
Listening to Mu Haotian tell such a long truth so solemnly, Fang Shuyao gradually understood his true intentions. But in his heart, he was still terrified. With a blank look in his eyes, he held his hand and muttered, "Is it really possible?" ”
Mu Haotian finally put away his heavy expression, raised his eyebrows, took a deep breath, and said firmly. "Absolutely. From now on, an unrestrained life is something we should experience. ”
He will still protect the person he loves the most, but the way he guards it may be a good change.
"And what do you want me to do first?" can still have such freedom, Fang Shuyao actually felt a little overwhelmed, and there was a feeling that he couldn't start. wanted to satisfy Mu Haotian's hopes and do something that could truly express his inner world, but after too long silence, he was a little at a loss.
Mu Haotian twisted his eyebrows, thinking very seriously. "You know, I feel a little guilty about Jack and Mu Qing. I want to make some compensation, but I'm afraid that if I do too much, I will make more mistakes, and for love, it's really not something I can control. ”
Speaking of which, Sister Fen didn't continue, but just looked at Fang Shuyao meaningfully, as if waiting for him to continue.
"You want me to come. Do you handle it? ”
Centren didn't nod or shake his head, but said with a smile. "I just hope you'll come and help me with my troubles."
"Of course I'm going to be distressed by you." Even if she didn't have today's heart-to-heart, she would still be troubled by this matter. Although it is said that Mu Haotian plays a leading role in the whole thing, in fact, she knows and agrees with the whole process, and she is the same when it comes to guilt. For such a state of mind, there has always been a whole thing.