14. Unwilling

"Mom, it's okay, the second baby has been found."

Shu Wang called Shu Mingxin to report his safety, and then remembered that Qin Yinshu ran out of the house without authorization, and his tone couldn't help but bring some blame: "Didn't you let you stay at home, why didn't you run out without saying a word?" ”

Qin Yinshu looked at him: "I just don't worry about you alone." And as it turned out, he made the right choice.

Shu Wang was silent, and after a while, he whispered, "Next time...... Don't do that, I'm worried about you. ”

Qin Yinshu stood still and looked at Shu Wang: "Little Dad, have you forgotten, I am no longer the same me I used to be, I am twenty-eight years old, I can take care of myself and you." ”

Hearing his son's immature but firm voice, Shu Wang was speechless for a while, his heart was like a stone, sullen, and faintly uncomfortable.

"Okay, okay," Qin Yinshu reached out to pull Shu Wang's hand, and his tone became relaxed: "There's a ramen restaurant next to here, I'm hungry, let's go eat." ”

Shu Wang was silent, but was pulled into the small noodle restaurant on the street by Qin Yinshu.

"Two bowls of beef ramen, no coriander!" As soon as he entered the restaurant, Qin Yinshu shouted at the boss who was throwing the dough.

"Okay!" The boss was amused by Qin Yin's scholarly little ghost's big appearance, and the proprietress who was wiping the table also frequently cast her favorite glances at him, and when she thought of her own stinky little ghost, she was even more emotional: "If only my little cub could have one-tenth of others." ”

After the father and son sat down, two bowls of fragrant and hot noodles were served to the table in a short time.

Qin Yinshu didn't eat at noon, but now he was really hungry, and he couldn't care about the hot noodles, so he immediately ate a lot, and after eating two bites, he suddenly paused and raised his eyes suspiciously.

Directly opposite him, the steaming white steam on top of the other bowl of noodles had dissipated, as if it was about to be cooled, but there was no trace of passivity, and the green onions floated on the top as they had been at the beginning.

And the person opposite him didn't even touch the chopsticks, his hands hung under the table, and his head was slightly lowered, as if he was caught by the noodles, so that people couldn't see their expressions clearly.

Qin Yinshu sighed slightly in his heart, then struggled to reach his upper body, and stretched his chopsticks into the Shuwang bowl, his voice was still calm, and he even brought a little smile: "Little Dad, you see I forgot, you don't eat green onions." ”

As he spoke, he carefully picked out all the finely chopped green onions.

After doing this, he took a new chopstick and stuffed it into Shu Wang's hand, and explained seriously: "If the green onion is unpalatable, then throw it away." It's the same with people. ”

"Second baby...... Shu Wang raised his eyes and looked at Qin Yinshu seriously: "Thank you......"

"This noodle is really delicious, better than any noodle restaurant I've ever eaten in my previous life." Qin Yinshu lowered his eyes, his voice also lowered, he grinned the corners of his mouth and stirred the noodles, and added in a low voice: "This life will definitely be better than the previous life." ”

Stirring and stirring, the chopsticks in Qin Yinshu's hand paused, and a poached egg hidden at the bottom of the bowl suddenly appeared, and he looked to the side, just in time to meet the loving gaze of the proprietress.

"He's not the only one who knows what you like," Qin Yinshu separated the egg whites from the egg yolks, and then sandwiched the egg whites into Shu Wang's bowl: "I also know, in the future-" He paused: "There will be people who know......

"Really?" Shu Wang finally laughed, he took a bite of the smooth and tender egg white, and his eyes were watery: "Really...... It's delicious. ”

At the checkout, the proprietress rushed up and praised Qin Yinshu for a while, what "sensible and generous", "filial piety and well-behaved" and "cute and obedient" simply wanted to praise him to heaven and earth.

Shu Wang secretly glanced at Qin Erwa, who was beside him with a black face, all the grievances and resentment he had experienced that day had been washed away, and his heart was like carrying a small stove, warm.

Anyway, he still has a second baby, doesn't he?

After returning home and coaxing Qin Yinshu to bed, Shu Wang came to his and Qin You's bedroom.

He felt a little cold and a little strange, as if this home, this room, and this bed were about to change hands, and he had never been a passerby.

Press the light on the wall, the room is as bright as day, the light is too cold, too white, there is no warmth at all, and even the photo of him and Qin You on the bedside table is as white as a ghost.

Shu Wang walked over and took the picture frame in his hand and looked at it carefully for a long time.

In the photo, he and Qin You are still very young, wearing camouflage uniforms during military training, he is smiling brightly, but Qin You has a stinky face, but his eyes are secretly aimed at him

He really thought that Qin You would like him like this forever and forever, but now?

The smile on his face suddenly faded, Shu Wang bit his lip, and put the photo frame back on the bedside table, the photo facing down.

He opened the bottom drawer, which contained all their photos.

But these photos with sweet memories are not his goal, he is not here to remember.

Shu Wang took out the yellowed old photo at the bottom, which was Qin You's graduation photo in his third year of high school.

If you look closely, you will see a small head hidden in the bushes in the background. At that time, he was only a freshman in high school, and if he wanted to take Qin You's graduation photo, he could only take this kind of moth method.

This matter was so embarrassing that he didn't even tell Qin You.

Despite this, he still faintly looked forward to a romance that spanned fifty years.

He had to wait until the two of them were in their seventies and eighties to look through the old photos together, and pretended to inadvertently tell Qin You this big secret that had been hidden for fifty or sixty years. What kind of expression will Qin You have at that time?

It's just, it's just that it's impossible now—Shu Wang's gaze stopped at the girl in the lower right corner.

That's her, Jiang Jinglan.

When he saw Jiang Jinglan during the day, Shu Wang was only 50% sure that it was her, until he saw this photo, he suddenly felt that he had completely lost.

To be honest, he knew Jiang Jinglan, but he had never seen her.

If it weren't for Qin You, maybe he wouldn't have any intersection with Jiang Jinglan in his life.

His old grapefruit is not the same old grapefruit that loves him and spoils him from the beginning, it is an imported high-cold pomelo that is not allowed to be entered, neither tasty nor delicious.

Before he knew Qin You, he had heard rumors in the school: Qin You, the male god of the third year of high school, was abandoned by his sweetheart and his temperament changed greatly. This sweetheart is naturally referring to Jiang Jinglan, who studied abroad.

Later, it didn't matter much, he and Qin You became entangled together, even love, marriage, and children.

From beginning to end, he never took this Jiang Jinglan, who only has legends in the rivers and lakes, in his heart. Jiang Jinglan rushed back from abroad in order to take graduation photos, and he and Qin You were in love, so they didn't pay much attention to this former rival.

And he could never have imagined that something he never cared about would one day become something that would kill him.

"Daddy." Just as Shu Wang's thoughts were numerous, a soft child's voice came from the door.

Qin Yinshu tossed and turned on the bed, and he didn't fall asleep. Although Shu Wang's face was as calm as water, this made him even more uneasy, and he always felt that something big would happen.

With a pinch of his palm, he jumped out of bed and ran to the master bedroom.

When he arrived at the door, Shu Wang was staring blankly at a photo in his hand, as if he was enchanted, and he didn't even hear his movement.

Qin Yinshu was in a hurry, and immediately screamed, Shu Wang turned around, and the haze on his face was swept away at this moment, replaced by an unnatural smile: "Erwa, why don't you sleep?" ”

"I can't sleep." Qin Yinshu walked over and wanted to pull out the photo in Shu Wang's hand, but he didn't expect the photo to be held tightly and didn't twitch for a while.

Shu Wang suddenly came to his senses, his hand suddenly let go, Qin Yinshu took the photo, and glanced at the nail prints that were pinched out on the corners of the photo: "You close your eyes." ”

"What?" Shu Wang didn't react a little.

Qin Yinshu repeated: "You close your eyes. ”

Although Shu Wang felt strange, he still obediently did so, and when he opened his eyes again, Qin Yinshu was standing in front of him with his chest crossed, and the photo was already at a loss.

He turned his head to look around to find the shadow of the photo, but he was suddenly hugged by Qin Yinshu's neck, and a soft voice sounded in his ears: "It's gone, don't think about it." ”

Shu Wang's body stiffened when he heard this, and then collapsed as if he was deflated.

Qin Yinshu said: "Little Dad, he is not worth it. ”

Shu Wang hugged Qin Yinshu back, buried his head in his small soft neck socket, and said after a long time: "I know." But I ...... But I'm not reconciled. ”

It's obviously his big grapefruit, why is it about to become someone else's in the blink of an eye?!

If there is Bai Yueguang in his heart, then why be with him, can his feelings be ruined and his time wasted?!

Rather than this, it is better to let him go in the first place!

He is unwilling, so unwilling......

Shu Wang grabbed Qin Yinshu's clothes, his chest was full of hatred, but his voice did not fluctuate, and there was no expression on his face: "I hate him, I am unwilling." But I feel so tired, so tired that I don't even have the strength to hate......"

Qin Yinshu hugged him tightly: "Little Dad, I'm tired, let's go to sleep." ”

Shu Wang suddenly raised his head and said in a firm tone: "Erwa, I can't swallow this breath, I won't cheap him." He's going to pay the price. ”

As soon as he finished saying this, two lines of tears slipped down, but he didn't seem to notice that he was crying at all, and his expression was as numb and cold as before: "He will definitely be punished." ”

Qin Yinshu stroked Shu Wang's back and slowly closed his eyes: "It will definitely be ......"