Chapter 1880
"Even if I pay more attention here, I feel that there is a lot of time when I lose my cool, which is actually quite worrying to think about. ”
"Anyway, when I want to be good enough, I haven't done well on my own side, and it's really difficult to do it. ”
"From my personal point of view, my side may still need more effort, and it means one thing, my current efforts or something, may not be enough. ”
"In this case, in fact, this is also a more disturbing happiness, maybe my rest of the music in other aspects, is very good to be able to control my own emotions here, but there is one thing to say, in this matter, it is not completely so happy. ”
"I really don't know how to control this kind of thing better, maybe for many people, they have a great possibility that they won't feel these things, and they won't notice these things, because to understand is to say, I can see it here. ”
"Those people are heartless, and their personal requirements here are really not very high, so no matter what happens, to be honest, they probably won't have too much pressure in their hearts to be true. ”
However, how could Yu Le be such a person, from her point of view, in fact, Yu Le at this time really has a lot of things to think about, all of which are very complicated, not only the kind that he thinks a lot, but more importantly, he himself is completely complete here, and he hopes that he can live a better life.
For this reason, it can be said that Yu Le, who has high requirements for herself, at this time her heart is really still a lot of times, and the pressure is extremely huge, not only that, from the current point of view.
He also sighed very much at Yu Le this time, maybe sometimes it's really like this, the higher the expectations for yourself, or the more thoughts you have about yourself.
That's possible, and it's right to be self-defeating, but it's also very undeserved.
Because sometimes, when you have a good idea, you have a good enough plan, in the final analysis, Yu Le is on his side, I personally think that ah, in fact, it is completely the best motivation for yourself.
It's really okay to get better, and it's definitely not like this, Yu Le himself here because of these dispensable things, his own side is completely complete, and he has become so low.
Even sometimes, his personal mentality or something will become very bad because of this.
"So what I have to adjust, and I must pay attention to it, and I must not be overly responsible, which leads to too many problems and troubles here. ”
"At my current level, it's obvious that these details are also very important to me, and from the current situation, I have to pay attention to this all the time. ”
"Now that I'm here, when I'm in trouble and problems, I should tell myself more in my heart, be as calm as possible, and then how to adjust my mentality, so that there won't be too many changes because of this. ”
"But, even now, I know these things in my heart, but when I think about it, it's really not easy. ”
"Because like in the past, I always had some wrong things, and if I could have avoided things well, I just didn't do well enough here, and sometimes it was really embarrassing, and sometimes it was really embarrassing, thinking about me at that time, but it really shouldn't be right, because at the beginning, there would always be some problems on my own side because of emotional problems. ”
"Sometimes because I'm in a bad mood, I even forget what I should do, which is also very wrong. ”
Shaking his head, Yu Le thought about the situation at that time, he was really a little annoyed, because of this reason, a lot of good things, in fact, in Yu Le's hands, they were all very poor.
Although in the end, the impact is not very big, but this will also make Yu Le, who is very responsible, feel really bad.
It will make Yu Le feel that he is too bad here.
"To be honest, when I fell into such a very uncomfortable state on my side, it was really difficult to go out, in fact, I also wanted to do better, but I also wanted to do better, but unfortunately I was in such a state, it really felt difficult. ”
"I don't know what other people will do, anyway, I'm here myself, it's really hard to make some judgments at that time, in fact, it's really sad!"
"The current me, the past me, the former me, in the end, in fact, when I carefully talk about it here, I also suddenly saw a problem, that is, the changes in myself here, in fact, there is, but in the final analysis, the change in mentality or something, but it is also really bad. ”
"It seems that at this point, I really haven't changed too much here.,Actually, think about it.,I really feel very sad.,I don't know why.,I'm obviously working hard to change here.,As a result, it still seems to be like this.。 ”
"Actually, it's still very angry when I think about it, sometimes I really try, but often from my point of view, my own actions and results are completely inconsistent. ”
"Why does it have to be like this, from my point of view, I always feel that if you work hard, it is also proportional to the reward or something. ”
"But now that I look at it, my own efforts and rewards here are not very linked at all, and they are actually very bad. ”