Past life - Zhang Yimei's world

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My name is Zhang Yimei and I live in Qingyuan Village. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

I like Lu Qiang in Lingu Village, I like it very much, I like it for many years.

But the person he likes is not me, but Zhang Yuling from our village, who is also my good sister. Not to mention that she looks better than me, she has also read books and can write well. People are also lively and can speak well, in short, it is the village flower of our Qingyuan Village.

Today, Lu Qiang's good brother Xie Changsong was going to the army, so he invited me, Zhang Yuling, and a few other people in the village to go to Lingu Village for dinner. I feel like this is the only chance I can get closer to him. The last time he confessed to Jacy Zhang, he was rejected, I saw it.

It just so happened that he was in the period of heartbreak, and I should take advantage of the weakness.

I hate a woman like Jaclyn, even if she is my good friend, sister and best friend, I hate her. She obviously doesn't like Lu Qiang, but she always likes to hang him. The tasks assigned to her by the brigade always look for Lu Qiang to come over to help.

Of course, I also heard from Xie Changsong that it was not easy to invite guests to dinner this time. Lu Qiang decided to confess to Zhang Yuling again after dinner, and specially bought a watch. I have never seen a lady's watch in my life, but Lu Qiang bought a watch for Zhang Yuling, and I heard that he had a falling out with his parents.

You must know that Lu Qiang's parents' family used to be rich and wealthy.

Even if he has been criticized all the time, the rich man's hiding of money is never something that ordinary people like us can imagine. In order to prepare for this meal, I went to a barefoot doctor in Kehong Township to buy some medicine and came back. For this reason, I also said a lot of bad things about Lu Qiang in Zhang Yuling's ear.

The day of Lu Qiang's dinner soon came, and the young people from the two villages went to Lu Qiang's house. The house is not ordinarily big, a small room, the size of my living room.

Whether it's for Lu Qiang, or for his family's wealth, I'm bound to win.

There are more than a dozen dishes on the dinner table, and there is only one meat dish for ordinary people during the New Year. However, in order to entertain us people, his family spent two years of other people's income on one meal. Of course, I'm not the only one who is surprised, but Zhang Yuling is also moved.

Secretly told me that she didn't expect Lu Qiang's family to be so rich.

Zhang Yuling also discussed with me, if Lu Qiang really confessed to her tonight, should she agree? You must know that there are really five people like him in the entire Yuyun Township.

Of course, I wouldn't support her to agree, and I counted Lu Qiang's various faults again. For example, Lu Qiang doesn't like to talk, if you chatter for a long time, he may squeeze a word or two to you, he is not shy at all, but has been this kind of character since he was a child.

Such a stuffy gourd who doesn't like to talk!

Such a facial paralysis that doesn't like to laugh!!

is not worthy of the beautiful, lively and eloquent Zhang Yuling, I also know that at that time, there was a young man from the county who was also chasing Zhang Yuling, so I counted the good of that person. Zhang Yuling smiled and said that she would choose the person in the county, at least the educated youth could bring her a city hukou, and with Zhang Yuling's answer, my heart was a lot more relaxed.

Rice wine is our village's favorite to take out to entertain people, Lu Qiang's parents can't take it out, and they are unexpectedly enthusiastic about Zhang Yuling. I don't know if it's my delusion, I've been drinking with my dad since I was a child, so I drink very well, and I don't even know Zhang Yuling, who grew up with me.

When I saw the men and women of Lingu Village constantly toasting to Zhang Yuling and the people of our Qingyuan Village, I noticed that something was wrong. They all want to drink alcohol, and the focus is still on Zhang Yuling and Lu Qiang...... I instantly understood that I used the convenience of walking to pour wine with people, and people unknowingly put the medicine in Lu Qiang's wine glass.

Maybe it was really arranged a long time ago, Lu Qiang's parents didn't care about our group, let us drink, eat and chat, I kept observing Lu Qiang's movements, and sure enough, after a few more rounds of drinking, he couldn't stand still, he went out, to go to the toilet, and then I followed.

His house is big, and there is a toilet next to his house, unlike other people's toilets, which are very open. I followed him, and he came out of the toilet and turned a corner, and into another room I stepped in. The effect of the drug was onset, and we naturally had a relationship.

By the time we woke up, it was already the next day.

Li Chenli and Lu Guan, Lu Qiang's parents, stood in front of our bed.

This is the first time I have faced his parents alone, but I was humiliated, Li Chenli pointed at my nose and scolded me for being shameless and having no tutor...... In short, it is all kinds of dislike, and how ugly it is, how ugly it is. Really at that time, I was scolded and cried, and walked back to Qingyuan Village with my aching body in my clothes and pants, and I even regretted it for a while, I shouldn't have been impulsive.

However, Lu Qiang's reaction was exactly what I expected.

He put all the blame on him, he said that he was drunk to do this, and came to Qingyuan Village to apologize to me...... Apologizing wasn't what I wanted, I said I forgave him, but told him not to tell anyone. We acted as if nothing had happened, and as I finished saying this, I was visibly surprised by his facial paralysis.

Really, my luck is so good, even God has helped me again and again.

First the drug was successful, and then I was pregnant!

That's right, I'm pregnant!

Generally, if you are unmarried and pregnant, you will be scared to death, but I am so happy that I want to jump, of course, if I am not afraid of hurting the child in my belly, I will really jump.

When I found out that I was pregnant, it was more than two months ago, and I found Lu Qiang. At that time, I didn't know that Lu Qiang and Zhang Yuling were already in a secret relationship.

When Lu Qiang heard that I was pregnant, he was silent, and it was his silence that scared me.

He told me that what he liked was Zhang Yuling, that he didn't want children, and that he didn't want to marry me.

It's the first time I've heard him say so much in all the years I've known him, and I'm not surprised. At that time, I said, if you don't marry me, then I can only tell my family.

Lu Qiang still didn't give me a response, and the news of my pregnancy soon spread in the village, and my dad took my four younger brothers to Lingu Village to find Lu Qiang's parents. After making such a fuss, Li Chenli and Lu Guan hate me even more, but so what?

I'm just going to get through the door of the house.

I just want to be Lu Qiang's wife!

The news that the child I was pregnant with was Lu Qiang was also released by me, and I cried with Zhang Yuling several times, saying that I was very pitiful. Let Zhang Yuling help me intercede with Lu Qiang and let him marry me. Of course, I didn't ask Zhang Yuling to help in vain, I also provided Zhang Yuling and the people in that county with a place to find fun, and gave her five yuan.

I saved those five dollars for ten years.

Really, in order to marry Lu Qiang, I made a bloody investment.

It's just that I got the beginning right, but I didn't count the end.

Lu Qiang agreed to marry me, but his parents objected, and even kicked him out of the house. Even the house is two mud houses...... But I love Lu Qiang so much, I don't care if I don't have that.

Therefore, I was ridiculed for a long time in our Qingyuan Village.

Maybe it's because I'm pregnant, Lu Qiang is really responsible and doesn't let me do anything. I was only responsible for eating, doing laundry, and doing housework every day. I don't have to worry about the fields and the fields. Because I was newly married, I didn't have sex during pregnancy, so I changed my tricks to cook to please Lu Qiang.

The more time I spent with him, the more I realized that he was really a man who spoke very little.

It wasn't until I gave birth to my daughter that his attitude towards me was as blunt as before. In rural areas, all patriarchs are preferred, and Li Chenli's mother-in-law is even more so. Lu Qiang's eldest brother and second brother gave birth to sons. My new daughter-in-law gave birth to a daughter.

She asked me to continue to work hard and give Lu Qiang a son. She also said that although she has always looked down on a woman like me who can't read a single word, she still gave us an acre of good land for the sake of giving birth to a child, and gave me a pair of earrings, I heard others say that this pair of earrings can be exchanged for a lot of money.

Later, I really gave me the money I lost playing mahjong and sold it.

The daughter's name was taken by Lu Qiang, called Lu Baozhi. I was very happy, and he said that Baozhi means our baby. I didn't expect that Lu Qiang would like his daughter, and when he came back from work outside every day, the first thing he did was to take his daughter for a walk. He did the bathing, changing diapers, washing diapers all.

And I still just need to cook and feed my daughter every day, when my daughter was more than a year old, I was pregnant again, Lu Qiang was very happy, Li Chenli heard that I was pregnant with my second child, and she was very generous to buy five catties of meat for us. even let Lu Guan's father-in-law go to the ancestral hall to invite his son's name back.

So I told me that this baby is a son, and I am very happy, and I like my son. In order to prevent me from getting tired, Lu Qiang took his eldest daughter with him when he went out to work.

It's a pity that I gave birth to another daughter named Lu Yunzhi.

Then, in the sixth year of my marriage to Lu Qiang, I gave birth to my third daughter, named Lu Meizhi.

After that, I was very devastated, and I tried hard to exercise at night with Lu Qiang, but I couldn't get pregnant. I gave birth to three daughters, and I couldn't lift them up in front of my two sisters-in-law. I can't raise my head in Lingu Village, I can't raise my head in my mother's house, and Li Chenli, my mother-in-law, has come to me for trouble twice in three days.

I was so irritable that I started to stop doing housework and taking care of my daughter completely. After the birth of my second daughter, I did less of these things, but I still did. The birth of my third daughter hit me really hard, and I only played mahjong every day.

Lu Qiang also gave me money, and let me play, and occasionally went to other people's houses to accompany guests or something because of the good amount of alcohol. Lu Qiang's kindness to me and his indulgence to me made me like him more and more and more presumptuous. Four years after the birth of my third daughter, I finally got pregnant.

Li Chenli attaches great importance to this child, she said that she went to Kehong Township to find a god operator, and this baby must be a boy. Having given birth to three daughters, I really want this to be a son more than anyone else. Therefore, in addition to playing mahjong, I also have one more fun, that is, on the fifteenth day of the new year, I went to the ancestral hall of the Lu family to burn incense, and blessed me with a son.

Wherever I went, after the pregnancy was revealed, all the people who saw my belly said that the baby was a son. Oh my God, I'm so proud, there are no sons in the countryside, and no matter how many daughters you have, it's worthless. A mother is more valuable than a son, and a son is what she relies on.

When I hear people who say I'm pregnant with a son, I smile at them; When I said that I was pregnant with my daughter, I rushed up and scolded the person, and the next time I looked at him, I would avoid the person from a distance.

Watching Lu Qiang take three daughters every day, my heart is sometimes very sour, just because I gave birth to three daughters and three lost money, Li Chenli's mother-in-law, from the time I married Lu Qiang to the present, except for giving me land and rewarding me with a pair of earrings, I really haven't subsidized us a penny.

Lu Qiang is also a person who doesn't like to talk, no matter how poor his family is, he can't even afford to eat, he won't go back to his parents to ask for money. And at this time, newspapers and radio were talking everywhere about reform and opening up, and his good brother Xie Changsong had been persuading him to do some small business in recent years.

Now the whole country is supporting everyone to do business, but Lu Qiang has the integrity of a literati from his bones. Although I was fascinated by his temperament at the beginning. However, sometimes I also hate Lu Qiang, and for the sake of such a little face, I don't care about the life and death of our mother and daughter.

We don't have any money, Xie Changsong sent some money back, Lu Qiang saved it and didn't spend it, and from time to time he sent some food to his only son who lived in Xie Changsong's uncle's house.

I have never seen such a person, his family is so poor that he can't even eat, and he doesn't want to use other people's money to take care of other people's children...... I prayed every day that I would have a son. I don't know if my prayer took effect.

On the 15th day of the eighth month of the lunar calendar, I was born prematurely.

However, God played a joke on me again, and I still gave birth to a daughter.

The old people all say that they don't live or live.

Yes, the fourth daughter who was born prematurely did not cry from birth, and it took a long time to cry, and the cry was smaller than the meow...... There was a moment when I wanted to die...... Li Chenli cried on the spot, and I cried too.

Can you stop crying?

The son didn't expect it.

Looking forward to a medicine jar!

Even when Lu Qiang heard that I had given birth to another daughter, I saw the loss on his paralyzed face. The fourth daughter, raised to three months, had a fever six times. If it weren't for Lu Guan's grandfather being a doctor, really, we wouldn't even be able to afford to see a doctor and take medicine.

100 days later, Li Chenli found me and said that she wanted to send her fourth daughter out.

She said that she went to God again, saying that I could only give birth to a son if I gave away my fourth daughter. I think it's good, medicine jar, whoever loves wants to go. Anyway, I get upset when I see her, and although I don't need to bring it, I hate her too.

It was originally my son, but it turned out to be occupied by this medicine jar.

My mother-in-law and I chose a time, and the other party gave us a hundred yuan, and when Lu Qiang took his three daughters out to work, he sent the fourth daughter out. Think about it, Lu Qiang actually doesn't like his fourth daughter very much, and he hasn't given a name after being born for three months.

All three daughters called her Little Four.

The three daughters were all born with names.

The moment I sent it out, I was relaxed, I took fifty yuan, yes, one hundred yuan and gave half to Li Chenli, and went to play mahjong, from morning to afternoon. I was told that Lu Qiang and his three daughters were looking for a fourth daughter in the whole village.

My heart chuckled, a medicine jar, where is it worth Lu Qiang to find like that? (To be continued.) )