Not far away, Qin Yinshu, who was in tears, was clutching the doctor's white coat: "Didn't you say that my little father's illness is about to heal and he will be discharged from the hospital soon?!" How can you ...... in such a short time?"

He choked up and could hardly speak, his whole body was grief-stricken, and his eyes, which should have been bright, had long since lost their look, and were full of despair that did not match his age.

Shen Jingxing endured his grief, held Qin Yinshu in his arms, looked at the doctor and asked, "What the hell is going on?" ”

The doctor sighed embarrassedly: "It should be a complication, but it came so suddenly that we didn't even notice ......"

The people over there were still talking, but Qin You couldn't listen to a word anymore.

Is his little hope dead? How is this possible?!

Xiao Wang is obviously very healthy, obviously he doesn't get any diseases, and he has to live many years longer than him, why is he just gone? He doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it......

It wasn't until the corpse covered with a white cloth was pushed out of the ward that Qin You understood that his little hope might be...... It's really going to leave him forever.

He watched in amazement as the man he loved the most was pushed into the cold morgue, stiff as a rock, unable to move, and nailed to the spot like a wooden pillar.

He didn't know how long he had been standing like this, but he knew that the people around him had long since dispersed, until he heard a little girl say to her mother, "Mother, you see there's a pool of water there." ”

He lowered his head slowly, and sure enough, there was a large pool of water in front of his feet, and even his cloth shoes were soaked in a desperate dark.

When he reached out and touched his face, he suddenly became wet, and then he realized that he was crying.

He actually cried, since the day his mother died, he swore that he would never shed a tear again, he had done it for more than ten years, but today he actually cried.

But how could he not cry?

The person he loved most disappeared from this world, and all his efforts were in vain, and of course he had to cry.

Qin You cried hoarsely, his eyes were red from crying, he bent over from crying, he no longer had any strength, he bent down and squatted on the ground little by little, except for hugging his head and crying, he didn't know what else he could do.

Maybe before, he should go in and hug his little hope, as long as he can gently shake his hand, he is also willing

Maybe he shouldn't have been at the mercy of anyone in the first place, maybe he was wrong, too wrong, maybe he was a big fool who hurt the people he loved the most!

No, not maybe, he's just a big idiot, a complete big idiot!

All the mistakes should not be borne by Xiao Wang, it is him, it is he who should come to end all this!

Qin You didn't know how he got downstairs, his mind was almost blank, and he only had the only thought of finding "it".

He had to find "it"!

The hall on the first floor was full of people coming and going, noisy and noisy, but Qin You felt that this world was so far away from him, and he walked towards the door with heavy steps and an expressionless face.

But suddenly, a crisp and pleasant phone rang beside him.

Like a frightened beast, the light in Qin You's eyes dimmed, and he instantly made a defensive posture.

To his left, less than a meter away, a black phone vibrated itself, and the sound came from here.

This is a semi-circular medical guidance table, there should be a special nurse in charge, but maybe it is too busy, the nurse guarding here does not know where to go, and the bell is still ringing "jingle bell", there is no tendency to stop at all.

It must be "it"!

Qin You's eyes suddenly sank, his eyes were dark, he picked up the telephone receiver that weighed like a thousand pounds with difficulty, gritted his teeth and said, "Is it you?" ”

"Don't think about things you shouldn't think." This time it was a woman who spoke, her voice was like a yellow warbler out of the valley, crisp and pleasant, but the tone like a spring breeze made Qin You's eyes red: "I want to meet you!" ”

"Avenge him?" The woman on the other end smiled softly, but suddenly the words changed, and her tone suddenly became sharp: "Don't forget, you still have a son." ”

Like a slap on the head, Qin You's whole person almost froze in place.

Yes, he still has a son, and he can't let the second baby have another accident. But is this the way Xiao Wang wants to be...... Died unclearly......

Qin You fell into the most painful choice in his life, and after a long time, he finally raised his head, but the whole person suddenly seemed to be ten years old in a second, and his dim eyes showed everyone that the last fire in his heart was also extinguished: "What do you want to do?" ”

The man on the other end said lightly: "I know you hate me, I can let you go for a year, but after a year you have to come back." ”

After Shu Wang's death, Qin Yinshu was taken back to the Qin family.

In the Qin family, he didn't have to worry about food or clothing, but no matter what, he couldn't draw any trace of warmth and affection from these people. And his only reliance, Uncle Shen, also left Shuidu after Shu Wang's death, and he didn't know where he went.

He has a dear relative in this world, but he would rather not have such a relative.

Until now, it was Shu Wang's first anniversary sacrifice day, and he had never seen Qin You once.

This person is probably still alive and well abroad, Qin Yinshu sneered secretly, put on his schoolbag and rode a bicycle to school.

Although he is also Qin Dingtian's grandson, he is an unfavored existence in the Qin family like his father. His uncle's son, Qin Junling, is picked up by luxury car every day, and he can only ride the bicycle he saved money to buy.

Although Qin Yinshu does not love vanity, he can still feel this obvious difference, and the longer he stays in the Qin family, the stronger the taste of this kind of parasitic fence becomes.

He knew that he could live in the Qin family because of the blood of the Qin family flowing in his body, not out of love, but because the so-called blood is thicker than water.

However, he also enjoys riding his bike to school every day. His cousin Qin Junling can be said to have been born with a golden spoon, he was born with fine clothes and food, and he was pampered, and he had many problems with his son-in-law, but he was not easy to get along with.

Of course, Qin Yinshu also had a very happy time before he was five years old, although he was not very rich, but the family of three was also happy and happy. At that time, Shu Wang was not sick, Qin You did not cheat, and the two did not divorce, and they spoiled him like a palm treasure every day.

He suddenly remembered that he had also been the little emperor of the family.

"Hey, are you going to come up and sit?" When Qin Yinshu was speeding against the wind on his bicycle, an arrogant voice poured into his ears along with the sound of the mighty wind.

Turning his head, a Ferrari was walking side by side with him, and Qin Junling, who was sitting in the back seat, looked at him with his chin raised proudly.

"No need." Qin Yinshu turned the faucet slightly, deliberately narrowing the distance between him and Ferrari.

He has never liked Qin Junling, whether the other party is well-intentioned or malicious. Maybe it's because he's jealous of the other party, jealous that the other party was born so lucky and can be loved by so many people.

"What a disappointment!" Qin Junling's face turned blue and white for a while, he glanced at Qin Yinshu viciously, then ordered the driver to increase his horsepower, and immediately drove away, leaving Qin Yinshu far behind.

Watching the Ferrari disappear from view coldly, Qin Yinshu turned his head and drove into an alley on the side of the street.

He had one more thing to do before he went to school.

"Big baby, big baby." Stopping the bicycle, Qin Yinshu bent over and searched around in this narrow and dark alley.

Shu Wang died, he was picked up by the Qin family, and the eldest baby became completely alone, and could only wander the streets all day long, living on leftovers from the trash can.

Although Qin Yinshu couldn't take the big baby back to Qin's house to raise it, he would visit it every day and secretly bring it some food.

"Woo woo~" A weak but faintly joyful voice attracted Qin Yinshu's attention, he followed the sound, and sure enough, he saw an old dog lying on the ground next to the garbage heap.

Before all this happened, the eldest baby was provided with delicious food and drink every day, and was raised to be oily and slippery, with white hair and snow. But now, it can't eat and sleep well every day, and its original soft and snow-white fur has long become yellow and dry, like a straw tangled.

In addition to the change in appearance, the physical and mental state of the baby has also deteriorated a lot.

On the day of Shu Wang's death, the eldest baby, who had been waiting at home for three years, rushed out of the house regardless of his inspiration, but just ran onto the road and was hit by a big truck that didn't have time to brake and broke a leg.

Even if the baby is just lying on the ground now, it can be clearly seen that it has a hind limb that is very abnormally atrophied, which is the broken leg.

Qin Yinshu took out a small plastic box from his bag, opened the lid and placed it in front of the big baby. It was filled with eggs and sausages, and although it didn't have the chicken breast and beef jerky that Dawa loved to eat, when it saw all this, it had already arched its small body, and its eyes lit up instantly.

"Eat slowly, eat slowly." Qin Yinshu smiled and rubbed the big baby's hairy head, but his heart was full of bitterness.

Dawa is now a ten-year-old grandfather dog, and his health is not good, maybe he won't live long, and now he can only give it the best he can.

But the eldest baby did not eat as Qin Yinshu expected, but flicked her tail and looked at the other side and whimpered softly.

The big baby is looking at a strange person who is sleeping against the garbage can.

Compared with the homeless man, Qin Yinshu preferred to call this person a stranger.

This person seems to have lived in this small alley earlier, and every time Qin Yinshu came to look for Dawa, he would see this strange person sleeping there. The strange man was dirty, and the clothes he wore had not changed, and he could no longer tell whether it was blue or black.

This man seems to be a modern-day Tarzan from prehistoric times, with messy hair that grows long, tangled and dry, and can be braided by grabbing a handful. It is precisely because strange people have always been unkempt that Qin Yinshu has never seen the face of this person hidden behind his messy hair.

But he could feel that the big baby had a good relationship with this weird man. Maybe this man and a dog have already established a revolutionary friendship that he didn't know, or maybe the big baby has recognized this strange person as his new master.

Qin Yinshu grew up with Dawa, so he naturally understood the meaning in his eyes.

Dawa is saying to the weirdo: Let's eat together.

Qin Yinshu didn't want to disappoint the big baby, walked up to the strange man with the box, and asked, "Do you want to eat?" It was the first time he had spoken to a strange person, and he was inexplicably nervous.

The strange man was lying on a few worn-out newspapers with his legs crossed, with a magazine he had picked up from the trash bin on his face. Hearing Qin Yinshu speak, a muffled voice rolled in his throat, sounding rough and a little impatient.

Qin Yinshu looked at his watch, it was about to go to class, and there was not much time left for him, so he stopped entanglement with the stranger, put the box on the ground, and said goodbye to the eldest baby for the last time.

Before leaving, he looked at the growing old appearance and declining look of the eldest baby, and couldn't help but feel sad. Kneeling on the ground, he imprinted a gentle kiss on the door of Dawa's brain, just like Shu Wang had done to them before.

"Big baby, wait for me to come back."

But the eldest baby didn't wait for its second baby after all.

It has long been at the end of its power, and it has done its best to hold out until now. Since yesterday, the Grim Reaper has been entangled in it, it does not hum, does not eat or drink, just lies there quietly, allowing time to take away every bit of its vitality.

It just waits, waits to see its dearest little brother, and then happily goes to heaven to meet its master.

Today, when it heard Qin Yinshu's voice, it was so happy, but it couldn't scream loudly anymore, and even its tail was wagging badly.

It really is an old dog that is about to die.

However, it was still very happy to see Qin Yinshu before he died. And it also eats the eggs and sausages that it loved when it was born, and if it goes to heaven, there should be more delicious food.

Seeing that the big baby's eyes were dissipating little by little, Qin You hurriedly opened the magazine on his face and sat up. He took the baby in his arms and smoothed its fur like a baby.

When Dawa first arrived at their house, she was still a palm-sized puppy, and he and Shu Wang held it in their arms carefully and as a treasure.

It was his and Shu Wang's first child, and it always will be.

He suddenly remembered the song that lulled it to sleep at that time, so he hugged the big baby and shook it gently, humming gently.

The eldest baby rested her big head on Qin You's shoulder, with a satisfied smile on her face, and slowly closed her eyes in this not very beautiful, intermittent, and somewhat broken and choked ballad.

At the end of its life, it felt rain in the sky.

What a disappointment, wetting the top of its beautiful head.

Qin You wiped her tears, followed Qin Yinshu's example to kiss the lifeless baby, and then carefully placed it on the neatly arranged newspaper, and brought a magazine to gently cover it to cover it from all the wind and rain.

Now his little hope is gone, and his big baby is also gone.

Qin You held back his grief and stood up, he was a little jealous when he saw the heartless smile on the big baby's face.

It's really lucky to meet two guys in heaven.

After calming down, Qin You walked into a small hotel under the disgusted and disgusted gazes of passers-by. He washed his hair and bathed in the small inn, trimmed his hair, shaved his beard, and soon the wild man in the mirror was gone, replaced by a handsome and mature man.

He sat down at the table and wrote a letter, which he carefully packed into an envelope. Finally, he opened the broken bag he was carrying and took out a brand new black suit from it.

He only wore this suit once - when he and Shu Wang got married.

He didn't think he would wear it for the second time in his life, because when he got married, he had already thought about having someone change into this suit for him after he died, so that he would be reduced to ashes in the fire with love.

But now, he's going to put on this suit and do the most important thing of his life.

Standing on the side of the road with cars coming and going, watching the sealed letters being swallowed up by the mailbox little by little, Qin You knew that the father-son friendship between him and Qin Yinshu had been completely broken at this time.

He turned around without hesitation and walked into the distance, which was a large river across the water capital, called Xiangwei, calm and atmospheric, without waves.

But he didn't come to jump into the river this time.

Qin You turned to the right and walked towards an old house by the river that was not too conspicuous and was still a little dilapidated.

This is not only an abandoned warehouse, but also his first home with Shu Wang, a home with no eldest baby and no second baby, only the two of them.

At that time, he and Xiao Wang had just gotten married, but Xiao Wang was unwilling to give in, and he couldn't get used to some of the old rules of the Qin family, and he was almost on the same page as the Qin family. At that time, the two were still very young, impulsive, romantic and adventurous, and decided to elope as soon as they got together.

The so-called elopement does not mean running to the ends of the earth, they just decided to officially break away from the control of the Qin family.

The two with empty pockets built a love nest here that only belonged to them. Together, they cleaned the cobwebs in the corners, cleaned up a centimeter of dust, painted the white walls in bright colors, sat on the floor all night together and put together cheap furniture, and slowly, the dirty and smelly warehouse became more and more like a home.

Not because of the way it looks, smells and décores, but because it has the people he loves the most.

Although there are many mosquitoes here, the land is large and ventilated, and the rent is cheap; Although the water is always stopped here, there is a big river at the door that you can jump in at any time to swim and play; Although the old electric fans here are always not strong in the summer, they can enjoy the wonderful summer night of the light Luo small fan fluttering outside the house, and they can also compete with each other to kill more mosquitoes......

Although life is hard, they can also enjoy it. At that time, the two who were so poor that they were tired and crooked every day, and they were full of smiles. It was the happiest time of his life.

And he hopes that it will all be done in a place where there are good memories of the two of them.

Pushing open this heavy door, everything in the door came into Qin You's eyes without any obstacles.

The sofa, coffee table and bed are still there, the position of the post-it notes on the refrigerator has hardly changed, and the shell wind chimes hanging from the ceiling still make a crisp and pleasant sound when the wind blows......

The corners of Qin You's mouth unconsciously raised a smile, great, everything hasn't changed, everything is exactly the same as it was at the beginning.

It's like the most unbearable and tortuous years have been erased by someone with a magical hand, and the pain is gone, leaving only the original happiness and beauty.

This man must be an angel.

The smile on his face didn't last long before Qin You noticed that something was wrong.

It's so clean, it's been so many years, but there's not a trace of dust, as if someone else lived here yesterday.

As soon as this idea came to mind, Qin You was shocked. Could it be Xiao Wang, could it be that his Xiao Wang is not dead, his Xiao Wang is here? He knew how impossible such a speculation was, but it filled his entire brain uncontrollably like a wild weed.

Where is his little hope?

Qin You, who was anxious to find it, couldn't help but take a step, but the sudden friction sound under his feet attracted his attention.

Looking down, he saw a yellowed piece of letter lying at his feet, half of a dirty shoe print. Qin You bent down to pick up the letterhead, and the moment he saw the familiar handwriting, he was stunned and speechless, so he could only let the tears burst the embankment.

Today, for the first time, he found out that he was a crybaby, who claimed to be a tough guy.

He clutched the stained letter in his arms, closed his eyes tightly, and muffled gasps and sobs filled the warehouse almost as much as he could, echoing through the vast space.

It turned out that Xiao Wang was his angel.

"Old Yuzu, are you old and stupid now?

I don't know when you'll see it, but I guess it's going to take a lifetime to find out about it with your IQ 100% lower than me.

Do you know that although your father is always fierce, he still has you in his heart. He secretly bought this warehouse, bought it for us, and told me to take care of you.

Although I still don't like him very much, I like him for a second for the sake of money.

But I don't want to tell you about it right now.

I'm going to wait until you're old to tell you, and then we'll come here to retire together.

It's beautiful to think about, so work together to grow old.

By the way, I have to pay my aunt next door to come and clean up once a week. So when you find it, everything will be as clean as ever.

Finally, please go to your desk and open the drawer.

Good luck~

—— The little comb of the old grapefruit who loves the little comb"

Qin You couldn't help laughing, and even the corners of his eyes were full of happy folds.

He followed the prompt and walked over to the desk, opened the drawer, and pulled out a small lockbox. Next to the box was a small note that said: Remember when we first started? At the end, a shy expression was drawn.

Qin You, who was full of smiles, barely thought about it, so he skillfully fiddled on the lockbox, November 20th, in Xiaowang's house, their first time.

With a "click", the lockbox opened automatically, and there were two broken ...... lying quietly inside. Well...... condom。

Qin You couldn't smile bitterly, the long-term memories suddenly poured into his mind, and the young man in the picture was so young and vivid that it seemed that he could reach out and touch it.

At that time, the two were so nervous that they didn't dare to use the sleeve when they took it out, and suddenly started a very ridiculous game, the competition who can blow the sleeve big, and the winner moves his mouth first.

Fortunately, he has been strong since he was a child, and his lung capacity is extraordinary, so the rest of the things went according to his expectations.

Smiling and smiling, Qin You found a small piece of paper lying under the two condoms, with the words "Happy first wedding anniversary!" written on the front! On the reverse side, it reads, "Please go to the refrigerator next year to hunt for treasures." ”

He took the lockbox in his arms, slowly walked to the refrigerator and opened the door. Surprisingly, the entire refrigerator was empty, except for a photo that stood out in the middle.

The photo is a cake that doesn't look very flattering, and even a little ugly, this is the first birthday cake that Xiao Wang made for him, and it doesn't taste very good, but the two still eat it together happily.

Flipping to the reverse side of the photo, the words "Happy 2nd Wedding Anniversary" clearly came into view, and there was a row of small words at the bottom - next year's gift go to bed to find it.

Qin You seemed to be playing a treasure hunt with a transparent person beside him. He dug out a thick stack of love letters he had written to Xiao Wang under the quilt, dug out a can ring buried deep in the soil from a flower pot, and found a picture book with his various sleeping faces in the bookcase, of course...... There is a little bit of the painting style of the soul painter, and a small peace blessing was found in the slippers......

Shu Wang hides the surprises in every corner like a little squirrel, and he is a competent hunter to find every trace left by the little squirrel.

He was holding the heap of things as if he were holding the heaviest treasure, and the smile on his lips almost filled the room.

But when he finally went to the kitchen according to the prompts, he found nothing.

Nothing.

Qin You was stunned, and after a while, he smiled helplessly. It seems that he forgot that he divorced Xiao Wang in this year, and this little game that belonged to the two of them naturally came to an abrupt end here.

There will be a day when a sweet dream will wake up, and now his sweet dream has woken up.

However, he was very grateful to God for giving him this opportunity to relive the good old days, and for a few moments, he could feel that Xiao Wang was by his side.

It's the best gift before leaving.

Qin You carefully placed these things on the table, and then sat down at the table, waiting for the last phone to ring.

He knew the phone was going to ring.

Time passed minute by minute, Qin You's back was still straight, and the expression on his face was resolute and calm, like a soldier about to go to the battlefield.

But this time, he went to the battlefield of life.

He wants to negotiate with "it" with dignity, and he will never allow "it" to tear his life to pieces.

As dusk approached, the black phone rang.

Qin You said directly: "I was wrong. ”

Perhaps he didn't expect that to say this, and the other end fell silent.

Qin You continued: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have been at your mercy in the first place. "If he had chosen to resist, maybe everything would have been different. At least he and Xiao Wang are still in love, at least there will be no tragedy between them.

"It's time for a year." A hoarse and low male voice rang out, with an irresistible commanding tone.

Qin You ignored it and said to himself, "I miss him." ”

"Come back." The man lowered his voice fiercely.

"This is my home." Qin You looked at the baby on the table gently, and smiled lightly: "I must win you here." ”

The man's voice suddenly became serious and cold: "You still have a son." ”

"I know you won't touch his ......" Qin You said in a low voice, a fleeting loneliness flashed on his face, but soon he raised his head, his gaze was firm and clear as he had never been: "This time, I want to be selfish again." ”

"You—" The man's voice could not hide the anger, and before he could say anything, he broke off.

Qin You elegantly turned off the lighter in his hand, with a faint smile on his face.

The curtains that had been lit behind him were burning and spreading with the momentum of a spark, and in the blink of an eye, they burned to the wooden wardrobe next to them. The wooden furniture in this room was all excellent combustibles, and the fire suddenly became more intense.

"I don't know where you are, but I know you're watching. I made the wrong choice, and now I'm going to correct it. Qin You's tone was firm, and his expression did not have a trace of waves, as if he was talking about an ordinary thing.

In a short time, the fire had already burned in a whole circle, almost firmly surrounding Qin You in the center, choking smoke billowing and tumbling, and even the thin air was burned hot.

In the midst of the raging fire, Qin You had a sense of relief. In a trance, he saw a familiar figure slowly walking towards him, and he put his hand on the man's outstretched hand, and his heart was more peaceful and peaceful than ever.

Facing the earpiece, he calmly and slowly said the last words of his life: "This game, I won." ”

At this moment, the flames that had been waiting for a long time were suddenly blown up by the evening wind that whistled in, and suddenly turned into the most ferocious beast in the world, and opened its bloody mouth towards the man in the center of the sea of fire......

This night, the raging fire reflected half of the sky by the river, and roared unscrupulously between heaven and earth with the power that devoured everything.

The next morning, the fire, which had been burning all night, was finally extinguished, and people saw a black, scorched earth reduced to ashes, but no one knew that this was once a place called home.

Eight years later, Qin Yinshu returned to Shuidu with Tan Qingshui, who had become her boyfriend.

The two of them interlocked their fingers, blowing the gentle river breeze, and walked along the riverside. Inadvertently saw a European-style building not far away, Qin Yinshu couldn't help but be stunned for a while.

Looking at Qin Yinshu's distracted appearance, Tan Qingshui followed his gaze curiously, it was a newly built house, with spire arches, very Western-style, so he was puzzled: "Is there a problem?" ”

Qin Yinshu lowered his eyes: "It was originally me before this...... My father's house was destroyed by a fire, and now a café has been built. ”

Seeing that Qin Yinshu was preoccupied, and knowing that Shu Wang's death was a big stone in his heart, Tan Qingshui smiled and proposed, "It's better to go and sit." ”

couldn't resist the other party, Qin Yinshu had no choice but to agree.

Drinking coffee, his mood gradually improved, and the expression on his face was not as heavy as before.

Tan Qingshui naturally saw it, and asked casually while stirring coffee: "I don't seem to have heard you mention your father much." ”

After a while, Qin Yinshu replied in a low voice: "He is abroad." ”

After four simple words, there was silence.

He didn't want to mention the man at all. Over the years, he had never seen this father once, and even when his father died, this person only sent him a letter a year later.

He has a grudge against Qin You, so he has not opened the letter sent by the other party so far.

Knowing that his angry behavior would not attract any attention from Qin You, he still wanted to gamble this time, but it turned out that he was really too childish.

Seeing Qin Yinshu's brows gradually furrowed, and his dark eyes gradually became angry, Tan Qingshui hurriedly grabbed his hand and changed the topic: "What are we going to eat at noon today-"

A loud bell rang out very inopportunely, interrupting Tan Qingshui's words, but it also eased the tense atmosphere a little.

The two looked at the empty counter together, on which was placed an old-fashioned black telephone, in the style of the Republic of China, with a delicate pattern but a little heavy sense of age.

It wasn't until the bell rang for thirty seconds that Tan Qingshui realized that there were only two of them on the second floor, and the boss who was supposed to stay at the counter didn't know where to go.

He looked at Qin Yinshu: "Do we want to take it?" ”

Qin Yinshu shook his head: "Forget it, wait for the boss to come back and talk to him." ”

But the bell rang like a ghost for life, and it didn't stop after three minutes. The voice was not very beautiful, and Tan Qingshui, who was already in poor health, rubbed his swollen temples: "Is there something important?" ”

In desperation, Qin Yinshu had no choice but to walk over and pick up the phone: "Hey." ”

Strangely, he waited for ten seconds, and there was no response, and when he was about to hang up, someone finally spoke.

It was a small child who spoke.