"Ye Qiu! It doesn't make sense, you understand? Either you or she ......."

"Let's be real," she looked hideous, and before she could react, she grabbed her wrist and put the knife on her neck.

When the lock-picking company came to open the door, it was this scene, Xiao Xubai suddenly gritted his teeth, and his eyes were bloodshot.

"Let her go"

"I know you're good at it, let them stand back"

The police haven't come yet, and the people from the lock-picking company all looked at each other when they saw this situation, but they had the heart to go up to help and who dared to move.

"All out!" Xiao Xubai roared angrily, looking at Gu Nanfeng's eyes with a hint of firmness, "Don't be afraid, I will protect you"

The feeling of the cold blade on her neck didn't make her feel scared, just because the owner of the knife was Ye Qiu, so she looked a little sad, and she was even more worried because she didn't know what she wanted to do.

"Xiao Xubai, hurry up! Leave me alone......"

She never believed that Ye Qiu would really hurt her, and that night should have been an accident.

Until a sharp stinging pain came from the skin, and the blade penetrated into the skin an inch, Ye Qiu leaned on her ear and whispered, "Don't talk, you will disturb her like this"

Only then did she believe that Ye Qiu was really crazy, her eyes slowly turned red, she looked at Xiao Xubai's lips moving silently, and motioned for her to leave quickly.

Xiao Xubai's palms clenched into fists, and instead took a step forward, "I won't go, you let go of her, I can give you whatever you want"

"I want your life!" The sky darkened little by little, and Ye Qiu's expression became even more gloomy.

"Ye Qiu, Ye Qiu, you let her go, I can be with you, let's leave here, we can go anywhere, I promise never to come back"

Gu Nanfeng wanted to turn his head to look at her, but the blade entered the skin by another inch, and began to slowly ooze blood, Ye Qiu's hand was also a little trembling, and he roared angrily, "You shut up!" ”

Xiao Xubai's whole person was on the verge of going berserk, his fists were clenched tightly, his nails were deeply sunk into the flesh, his heart was so distressed that he couldn't help it, and his eyes slowly turned red.

"If you let her go, I'll listen to you"

"See the fruit knife on the table, do it yourself?"

There was a fruit knife on the coffee table, about seven or eight centimeters long, the blade was glowing with a cold light, Gu Nanfeng struggled again, "Ye Qiu...... Ye Qiu......"

was dragged back a few steps, her body was not yet well, and after a few movements, her chest began to ache faintly, and the whole person did not have much strength, not to mention that there was a bright kitchen knife on her neck.

Xiao Xubai's gaze swept across her face, and then fell on the fruit knife, the atmosphere froze for a moment, everyone held their breath, so no one noticed that the gas was still on in the kitchen, and the smile on the corner of Ye Qiu's lips was a little weird.

"Why, don't you dare? It seems that you say that you love her is nothing more than ......"

stopped talking abruptly, just because Xiao Xubai had already held the knife in his hand, looking at Nanfeng's eyes with a hint of tenderness, and he was as cold as a knife when facing her.

"Do you know why she still loves me now? Because even in the past, I have never really hurt her like you, because of all kinds of misunderstandings, business competition, we had to separate, I love her so I am willing to do anything for her, just ......"

Xiao Xubai paused, his gaze stopped on her face for a moment, and the corners of his lips slightly hooked up a soft smile.

"Please blindfold her and don't let her see it"

Gu Nanfeng struggled desperately and shook his head, his neck was cold, and the blood stains flowed down the blade, winding all the way, and blood-colored flowers bloomed on the placket, Ye Qiu's face had an almost crazy look, "Don't move, I fucking told you not to move!" ”

"You let her go!" Xiao Xubai let out a hysterical roar, and at the same time raised the knife, Gu Nanfeng's pupils shrank slightly, the corners of his lips inadvertently pursed a smile, and closed his eyes slightly, this is enough.

And then regardless of hitting the blade, if you can die, then it will be a hundred, there will be no more pain, and there will be no more such a dilemma, fortunately, before dying, I finally knew that Xiao Xubai actually loved her deeply, so there would be no regrets.

The change happened in an instant, so that Xiao Xubai had no time to react, and when he was about to pounce, Ye Qiu's subconscious action turned out to be to let go of her, and pushed her away from him.

The blood-stained kitchen knife fell helplessly to the ground, making a crisp sound, Ye Qiu looked at his hands full of blood and slowly laughed into tears, "Haha...... Hahaha...... I really can't really hurt you......"

Gu Nanfeng's body was light, and then he was caught steadily, and he couldn't say a word weakly, and the injury on her neck made her even breathe painfully, but she still reluctantly smiled at Xiao Xubai.

There was no paper at hand, Xiao Xubai could only cover the wound on her neck with her hand, but it was surging more and more, and her eyes were red in a hurry, tears fell straight down, and she slowly moved the person out.

"Nanfeng, it's going to be fine, don't scare me...... Don't scare me......"

It's not easy to be together again, how can you experience life and death again, God is too cruel, if it is to avenge her past negativity, then what is there to rush her to, why hurt the most innocent Nanfeng again and again.

Ye Qiu's hand felt into his trouser pocket, and when Xiao Xubai was about to drag her out of the door, he suddenly shouted her name hoarsely, "Gu Nanfeng!" ”

The sadness implied in it made Gu Nanfeng turn her head suddenly, she will never forget that look in her life, all the madness faded, and became gentle and clean when she first met, and the corners of her lips curved slightly seemed to say, "Are you okay?" ”

The sentence that actually spit out is really three words, "I love you"

Gu Nanfeng trembled irrepressibly as if he had been greatly touched, his lips moved, and he silently burst into tears as he looked at her.

"Click-" The lighter sounded crisply, Xiao Xubai's pupils shrank, and he subconsciously hugged her and threw herself out of the door, the heat wave hit instantly, and the whole back was burning.

The explosion was deafening, sawdust was flying, her ears were almost deaf, her cheeks didn't know what was scratched, a tingling pain, after falling down a few flights of stairs, Xiao Xubai's consciousness began to blur, and her two hands were still tightly wrapped around her waist, until the back of her head hit the hard steps, and she was completely unconscious.

The fire replaced the car accident and became her indelible memory, the sentence I love you has been repeated in my mind repeatedly, the winter in my memory was very cold, and it snowed so heavily in H City, which was bigger than the snow she and Xiao Xubai had seen by the river that year, covering the whole world and covering all the sins.

She and Xiao Xubai were recuperating in the same hospital, she was concussed and burned, Gu Nanfeng's life was hanging by a thread again, and she lay in the ICU ward for half a month before she woke up, the whole person was already emaciated, the eye sockets on her thin cheeks were sunken, except for the pupils were still black, and her whole face was miserable and white.

In the past, when I read novels, women lost their memories when they didn't move, Gu Nanfeng had complained about dog blood countless times, but now he was extremely looking forward to this happening to him, but he didn't, not even Xiao Xubai, who hurt his head, both of them were alive and well, but they couldn't say what was good.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Xiao Xubai also removed gauze on his head, and had to cut his hair short because he had to recuperate from his injuries, which looked very neat, but the small scar on his face couldn't be covered.

The two of them sat quietly in the café for a long time, Xiao Xubai's eyes were always glued to her, her eyes were always gentle and calm, she was waiting for her to make a decision.

Winter is coming to an end, and there is no more goose feather snow, only a light snow that is drifting all over the sky, and the chill can still soak into people's bones.

Gu Nanfeng tightened himself into a turtleneck sweater, kept looking out the window, and the hot air exhaled made the glass windows covered with a layer of mist.

It wasn't until the last sycamore leaf outside the window withered and lay fluttering on the ground that she came back to her senses.

"Xiao Xubai......" she called her full name, and her tone was soft, as if with a hint of sigh.

Xiao Xubai's hand was put into the pocket of her jacket, and when she was about to take out the flannel box, she said slowly: "Thank you"

If it weren't for Xiao Xubai, she might still be struggling with food and clothing, if it wasn't for Xiao Xubai, she might have to spend a long time in prison, if it wasn't for Xiao Xubai, she wouldn't understand the sadness and sweetness between lovers, if it wasn't for Xiao Xubai, she wouldn't feel what kind of throbbing it is for a small life to take root in her body, if it wasn't for Xiao Xubai, she wouldn't understand what true love is.

When Yun Jin personally told her that she had to break up with her because Aya forced her to die, she had already forgiven her, not to mention that she had decided to give up Aya later, she and she are both people who respect life, but they always involve some people to make sacrifices for their love, which is the last thing Gu Nanfeng wants to see, she can't go against her conscience and continue to be with her with such a shackle.

"Nanfeng ......" Xiao Xubai moved forward, and when she wanted to say something to her eagerly, Gu Nanfeng had already interrupted her.

"I still love you, but I don't want to be with you anymore, our bond ends here in my lifetime, and I want to be good for the rest of my life"

Xiao Xubai's hand holding the box let go, rolled back into her pocket, her palm clenched into a fist under the table, and it took a long time to let go and put it back on the table.

"You...... Have you figured it out? Her voice trembled a little, and the light fell into her eyes, spilling a hint of water.

Gu Nanfeng nodded, using silence to express her firmness, she also wanted to cry but there were no more tears to meet the situation.

"Can I hug you again?"

Xiao Xubai stood up and opened his arms to her, Gu Nanfeng gradually pursed the corners of his lips to resist the surging sadness.

When she was about to lose her heart and slowly lower her arms, Gu Nanfeng suddenly got up and threw himself into her arms, hugging her tightly, her nose was sore, but her eyes were dry.

Xiao Xubai curled the corners of her lips slightly, and lowered her arms on her back again, gently comforting her, as if she was treating a rare treasure.

When they parted, they looked at each other and smiled, and said a word of cherishment to each other, I don't know if there will be a chance to see each other again, I don't know if I will know that I didn't say this sentence, watching her emaciated back gradually drift away, Xiao Xubai covered her lips and smashed her tears on the ground, crying like a child who has lost her favorite toy in the hustle and bustle of the city.

The train station was not crowded late at night, Gu Nanfeng got on the train with her thin luggage, she took out the mobile phone card and threw it in the trash, then got up and went to the smoking place to light a cigarette, her face looked distorted for a moment in the smoke, there was no joy or sorrow.

The noise of the old green train is very loud, and it has been driving to the unknown journey, the snow along the way has melted, and the wicker has pulled out the buds, but where is the spring?