63 Chapter 63

Gu Qingxia's phone rang, and she glanced at it. It's Li Sheng...... Her eyes twinkled.

"Hello?" She wears Bluetooth headphones in her ears.

"Gu Gu......" Li Sheng's voice sounded normal, "Why can't the key open the door?" ”

Gu Qingxia's voice sounded normal, and her tone was very casual: "Oh, I forgot to tell you, I lost the key yesterday, and I had no choice but to call a locksmith to pick the lock and replace it with a new one." Where are you with me? ”

"Hmm."

"Then you go back, I'm very busy today, I guess I'll go back quite late."

Li Sheng was silent for a moment, and said briskly, "Okay." ”

After hanging up the phone, Gu Qingxia took off the headphones and threw them on the table, letting out a long breath.

Li Sheng hung up the phone, leaned against the wall of the corridor, and smoked a cigarette.

He stared at the door for a long time. He didn't expect that one day, he would be forced by a woman to do such a tasteless thing. But there was nothing else he could do.

He threw the cigarette butt on the ground and crushed it with his foot. I took out my phone and made a call......

When Jingyi walked in the evening, I passed by her office and was a little surprised to see that she didn't seem to have left yet. Knocking on the door, he pushed it open, stood in the doorway and asked, "Not finished yet?" ”

"Come on, just a while." Actually, it's not that much.

Jingyi looked at her for a while. He had actually noticed that she had been working overtime frequently in recent times. But he estimated the amount of work in her hands, and many things didn't need her to do it herself. She's not a leader who won't let go.

"Gu Gu ......," he suddenly called her, and asked with concern, "Are you okay?" ”

He's so sharp.

She is not good at all, since she discovered Li Sheng's secret. When she was with him, she was very popular, and the grass and trees were all soldiers. She is also planning a safe breakup. Acting in front of him, perfunctory.

Extraordinari.

"It's good." She smiled.

Jing Yi looked at her for a moment and raised an eyebrow. "Pay attention to your body." He said, and stepped back.

Gu Qingxia leaned back in the chair and rubbed her temples tiredly.

She stayed late at the office and didn't come home until late. At the door, she pulled out a new key. Changing the locks and turning Li Sheng away gave her a sense of security. It was also the most important step in her plan.

She twisted the key, opened the door and went in, turned around, and closed the door. The heavy, high-end security door seems to be able to keep all those nasty things out. She screwed the lock, and there was a safe, hers-only space behind her.

She let out a breath, her shoulders relaxed, and her whole body relaxed. She threw the key in the key bowl and was about to take off the bag on her shoulder, when Li Sheng's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness.

"Coming back?" He said.

His voice sounded faintly in the dark room, and at that moment, the blood in Gu Qingxia's whole body seemed to freeze.

She turned around suddenly, her hand loosened, and LV fell to the ground, lipstick, mobile phone, tissues...... Scattered all over the place......

She had just entered the house, and her sight had not yet fully recovered. I saw a tall, lanky figure standing up from the couch and approaching her step by step. Every time he took a step, Gu Qingxia's heart felt like it had been beaten, dull and uncomfortable.

Li Sheng propped up the table in the entrance with both hands and locked her in the small space in front of him. His eyes were in the dark room, and the chill was overwhelming.

"You ......," Gu Qingxia asked, "How did you get in?" ”

Li Sheng looked at her, in the dark, her eyes seemed to be extraordinarily deep, and he had always liked her eyes.

"How you get in, does it matter?" He asked rhetorically.

No, it doesn't matter. It's just a technical means. Importantly......

"Li Sheng," Gu Qingxia said astringently, "What do you want to do?" ”

For a moment, Li Sheng felt indescribable irony.

Since returning to the imperial capital, she has used the excuse of frequent overtime to avoid meeting with him, deliberately acting slack and boring in love, and being unkempt in front of him to reduce his interest...... She hid from him and hid in Guo Xiaozhi's house, and she even changed the door lock, just because he was holding her key! Now, she actually asked, what does he want to do?

He didn't answer her question, but asked, "Gu Qingxia, are you ...... What do you want to do? ”

Gu Qingxia was silent for a long time.

"I just think about my life...... It's safe, and there is no chaos. She said.

Li Sheng looked at her for a while and understood. He scoffed, looked up at the ceiling, and then looked down at her. "Am I a?" He asked with a smile.

This is a question that does not need to be answered. In order not to anger him, Gu Qingxia lowered his gaze.

Li Sheng looked at her for a while, and his face gradually lost expression.

The last thing Gu Qingxia wanted was to tear her face with Li Sheng, but at this moment, she already understood that her previous plans had been in vain. She lowered her eyes, avoiding answer.

Li Sheng's accumulated anger rose higher and higher, but his voice became calmer and calmer: "I want to break up, right?" ”

Having come to this point, Gu Qingxia understood that she had been completely defeated. Whether she wanted to or not, it was inevitable that she would tear her face with him. She lifted her eyes and removed all disguise.

"Yes." She admitted.

Li Sheng grabbed her arm in anger, and he said "You ......", but his voice stopped abruptly.

In his hands, Gu Qingxia was trembling.

Li Sheng's anger suddenly hit the cotton like a heavy punch, and suddenly turned into weakness. The reproaches and punishments he had thought of before he met her were all gone.

He actually knew why Gu Qingxia wanted to get rid of him.

Because she's afraid.

It is precisely because he understands her too well and understands her fears that he has been patient. Until, I can't bear it anymore. Nor is he a saint...... No, no! He was 108,000 miles away from a saint! He can endure it to this day, but it is really to the limit. He is also a man of flesh and blood, and he also has his emotions and feelings.

"Don't you just ask me why?" Gu Qingxia's voice trembled slightly.

At this moment, she really thinks about Shanghua! Shang Hua is indeed a very chivalrous big sister! She gave her such a clear hint at the beginning, telling her not to provoke Li Sheng...... She regretted that she didn't accept her kindness!

Li Sheng let her go. He gritted his teeth: "You see? On board ......"

Gu Qingxia let out a heavy "um" in a nasal voice.

Li Sheng looked away. Neither of them spoke again. In the dark room, you can clearly hear each other's breathing, and it is not smooth. His, a little hurried; Hers, with a somewhat nasal voice.

After a long silence, Gu Qingxia spoke abruptly. "Li Sheng," she said, "...... I'm afraid. ”

She looked at him, "I'm different from you...... That thing...... I can't afford ......," she said, and suddenly her eyes blurred, tears running down her cheeks. The fear that had been pent up in my heart since that day was finally vented.

It was the first time Li Sheng saw Gu Qingxia crying. He has always liked her to be strong, independent, and capable. He thought she wouldn't show such weakness in front of him, or that he wouldn't like her to be so weak. He now knows he was wrong.

What he liked was her as a person, and it contained everything about her. The weakness and fear she showed at this time did not annoy him as he thought. He saw her crying with fear, and in addition to being distressed, he was still distressed.

He felt powerless.

"I won't ......," he defended weakly, promising that "I will never let you get ......"

But Gu Qingxia looked at him with tears in her eyes, and said slowly, "I'...... Don't believe you. ”

"Li Sheng, you're a bastard!" She gritted her teeth.

She still can't forget the shaking of the stars in the sky that night. She couldn't forget his tenderness in the water. He told her not to work too hard...... It's normal for a man like him to say to a woman, "Don't do it, I'll support you", right? But he didn't say anything. She often felt that she would have a strange illusion, that he seemed to understand her very well. That night, she finally understood that it was not a delusion. He really understands her.

Li Sheng, this bastard, is like this, strong and domineering on the one hand, and extremely gentle on the other, unstoppable...... Finally broke through her defenses!

At that time, she thought, stop acting, stop pretending, don't calculate, it's him...... Take one step at a time, and go as far as you can......

But then, this bastard made her realize that he was an addict!

Gu Qingxia can still recall the chilling feeling when she retreated to the bed step by step and wrapped herself tightly in a thin quilt!

Li Sheng! Just a bastard! When she thought about it, she gritted her teeth with hatred!

Li Sheng understood why she scolded him. He was so keen on people, and of course he noticed the subtle change in her attitude towards him that day. The thick shell that had wrapped her around herself for so long was finally hammered out of a crack with his patience. It's a pity...... It's a pity that he ...... Standing in front of that dark grid, I finally couldn't hold my addiction!

Li Sheng, it's not that he doesn't regret it.

He watched Gu Qingxia grit his teeth and cry, his dark eyes glaring at him with a wave of hatred...... He felt powerless......

He hugged her.

"I really won't ......," he whispered, "Gu Gu, you trust me...... My addiction is not deep...... I can control ......."

But Gu Qingxia didn't believe him!

"Not too deep?" She put her hand against his chest, tilted her head back, stared at him and said, "It's not deep, why can't you hold it back when I'm here?" Li Sheng! How do you tell me to believe you? ”

"Didn't you notice it yourself? Li Sheng, you are thinner than Li Bing! Li Bing is only in his twenties, and you are thirty-three! Your bones are exactly the same size, why are you thinner than him? She asked.

Li Sheng couldn't answer.

Gu Qingxia himself said the answer: "Because that thing ...... It's been an effect on your body for a long time! Don't tell me you didn't realize! ”

Li Sheng was speechless.

"Why did you get that thing? Are you stupid? Li Sheng, if I guessed correctly, at the beginning, you were just there to cheer up, right? Gu Qingxia said coldly, "But what are the consequences of a man's long-term use?" Don't say you don't know! ”

"Last time...... The time you answered my call, right here, at my house, do you remember when you bit me on the shoulder and bleed? Li Sheng, you hurt me...... It's not once or twice...... "At first, she thought he was just enjoying the slight stimulation. But now she knew, no. "Your addiction will only get worse and won't lessen! Your violent tendencies will get heavier and heavier! It's still light now, and someday...... You're going to really hurt me...... And you can't control it at all! ”

"Nope! No! I ...... "Li Sheng himself has actually realized this a long time ago. But every time he comes to Xingtou, it is really as Gu Qingxia said, he can't control it. His defense then paled a little: "I, I'll quit." ”

Gu Qingxia gritted his teeth and threw out the last killer move.

"Then why did you get a ligation?" She asked.

Li Sheng's face was a little pale.

"I drove your car and saw the hospital's list." Gu Qingxia looked directly into his eyes, "Why are you ligated, Li Sheng, tell me!" ”

"You don't dare to have children! If you have faith that you can quit, you won't be afraid. But you're afraid...... Right, Li Sheng? Gu Qingxia sneered, "You know in your heart that you can't quit, you're afraid of giving birth to a deformed child, right, Li Sheng?" ”

Li Sheng was embarrassed. 166 Reading Network