Chapter One Hundred and Five

Have you ever tried the taste of despair.

In the waiting day after day, in the torment day after day, the fire in my heart is consumed.

From the initial atmosphere of panic, to the slow habituation, and even numbness.

Runrun counted the days day by day, and a month had passed since she was trapped in the moon and a half hermitage.

For a whole month, when she dreamed back at midnight, she often woke up, and then waited silently for the dawn to come in the face of the boundless darkness.

But what about after dawn?

But it was another day that didn't change.

Shizune looked at her every day, her eyes unwavering, as if she was looking at a dead person.

Why not just kill her?

Runrun sometimes thinks so.

Why don't you just get rid of it and cut the grass to the roots.

What is she here for?

If he stays any longer, Runrun feels like he's going to be driven crazy.

But she knows that she can't, she must hold on, if she is really crazy, then she will become a crazy nun Ah Yue who is separated from the moon and a half!

In November, the weather was already very cold.

Cotton winter clothes were distributed in the moon and half an.

Everyone was also given some charcoal, which could be placed in the indoor charcoal basin for heating.

But that's a very small amount, and it's better than nothing.

The rest of the people in Tsukibanan may have been accustomed to such winters, but for Runrun, this day can be described as a torment.

In the past few days, strong winds have been blowing and the weather is getting colder and colder.

Runrun caught a cold and began to cough.

Mute doesn't care about her, and still supervises her as usual.

When Runrun got up that day, he felt light-headed and uncomfortable.

After she washed up, she still watched her sprinkle and sweep.

The broom seemed to weigh more than a thousand pounds in his hand.

Suddenly, the little nuns who had gathered together in the courtyard to say this were suddenly silent.

I saw a team of people and horses breaking in.

The one in the lead was a woman dressed in red.

Runrun didn't react for a while, but when he saw it clearly, he suddenly felt a burst of ecstasy!

The one who leads is Ruyi!

Ruyi didn't communicate in advance, her temperament has always been to do whatever comes to mind.

After finishing the affairs of the Chengguo Mansion, I thought that Runrun's body was getting worse and worse, and it was said that she had been like this since she returned from Zhenguo Temple.

But later she told her that on the day they went to Zhenguo Temple, they had been to the Moon Ban'an. And at that time, she and Forsythia did not accompany Runrun into the room, and they didn't know what happened to Litou.

After thinking about it, Ruyi thought that maybe someone did something to Runrun in the Yuebanan, and after reporting to the prince, Ruyi took a pair of East Palace guards and became the generals of the Duke Mansion and went out of the city together.

"Don't let any of them go, search for me!" If he had a straight face, he raised his voice and commanded.

Runrun was so excited that he just wanted to yell.

Mute shot as fast as lightning and hit her dumb.

She opened her mouth, but could only make an "ahhhhhh

Ruyi is not far from her, but she can't do anything!

Her face was full of tears, excited and unwilling.

Ruyi stood in the middle of the courtyard, patrolling everyone present.

When her gaze turned to Runrun's face—

She took two steps forward, "Who are you?" ”

Runrun's face was full of tears, wanting to break free from the shackles of business.

Shizune calmly said without fear: "This is Ah Yue, the crazy nun in our nunnery, who has been sick for a long time and is abrupt, please forgive me." ”

Ruyi looked at the little nun in front of him suspiciously:

Her face was pale and a little sickly, and her facial features were very ordinary, but a pair of eyes stared at her, and she couldn't stop crying.

"Lord Qiyu, there are only nuns in the nunnery, and they are all in line with the famous genealogy we got in advance!" The leading guard soon returned.

Ruyi retracted his gaze, "Master Jing Miao is too good inside?" I have something to ask. ”

The guard said, "Mrs. Shi is already in the main hall." ”

Ruyi nodded and led people in.

Runrun's tears fell more and more fiercely, staggering to chase Ruyi.

Mrs. Jing Miao easily grabbed her with one hand and whispered, "What are you chasing?" Ah Yue. ”

Her 'Ah Yue' cry was meaningful. Runrun watched Ruyi go away in a daze.

That's her best friend from childhood to adulthood!

Could it be that she doesn't recognize her at all just because of her changed appearance?!

Ruyi entered the main hall, and Mrs. Jing Miao had already arrived.

Ruyi confessed to her and said, "The crown princess has been in the nunnery since she came to the nunnery a month, and her health has become worse and worse. I just wanted to ask Mrs. Shi, what did the princess eat here that day, and what did she use? ”

Master Jing Miao said: "On that day, I entered into a settlement with Lord Lu Shi, and when the crown princess came, we didn't see it. When we woke up, the mother had already gone back. ”

As he meant, he said, "Settle in? How can you be ignorant of foreign affairs? ”

Master Jing Miao said: "When you settle down, benzoin is burned in the room. The incense of rest makes people clear and swim in dreams. External perception is minimized. ”

Ruyi frowned, thinking that Hui Xue said that Runrun had indeed only been in for a quarter of an hour before coming out, so he ordered someone to go to Master Jingmiao's room and find the so-called 'benzoin'.

She interrogated the stewards in the nunnery again, and saw that their expressions were normal, and they couldn't find anything for a while, so they guarded the mountain gate, and she was ready to take the spices back to inspect them first.

Runrun was still standing in place, helplessly watching Ruyi take people away.

She struggled, but not only silently, but the other little nuns all came up and grabbed her together, and persuaded her loudly: "Ah Yue, don't make trouble, that's a big man, you can't afford to collide." ”

In the end, Ruyi took the people farther and farther.

After Ruyi and the others left, the little nuns went back to their own work.

Shizune looked at her and said softly, "Look, what's the use of who comes?" In the nunnery, you are Ah Yue. ”

Runrun stared at her deadly, hating to pounce on her and die with her.

Mute was unmoved, just let her go.

Runrun's legs and feet were weak, and he sat on the ground, crying silently.

On the way back, Ruyi also felt a little tired, so he took a nap in the carriage leaning on the pillow.

This night, she had a dream.

A pair of familiar eyes in the dream looked at her in a daze, crying silently......

"Runrun!" Ruyi screamed and woke up.

Mo Xiang, who was serving beside her, quickly took a handkerchief to wipe her sweat, "Did you have a nightmare?" ”

Ruyi nodded, only to feel his heart beating wildly.

Mo Xiang said: "The crown princess is in the palace, if you think about her, you will go and see it in a while." ”

Ruyi felt that something was wrong.

The pair of eyes I saw in the dream just now were moist, but they had just been seen in Antang.

"Come on, turn the head of the car, and go back to the moon and a half."

When it was almost dark, Runrun was taken back to the room by Mute.

"I don't think you're in the mood for dinner." Mute snorted and locked the door from the outside.

The shackles on Runrun's hands were fixed to the head of the bed again.

In the dark, she thought, in her life, she never thought about harming anyone. But since she was a child, she has been harmed by so many people again and again...... has fallen into such a field now, is it someone else's fault, or is she wrong.

Could it be that having a good heart is the original sin of being harmed?

After a hard day's work, and a fluctuating mood, she lay in bed and soon fell asleep.

She felt dizzy when she woke up in the morning, and at this time she felt as if she was rising and falling in a deep sea......

I don't know how long it took, but in a blur, she saw a lot of fire shadows outside the house.

The Hokage got closer and closer, and suddenly there was a 'bang' and the door was kicked open.

She saw the heavy light and shadow illuminated by the torches, and Ruyi hurriedly ran over.

"Is it you, isn't it you?" Ruyi ran to the side of the bed and pulled her up.

Runrun tugged at the corners of her mouth and wanted to laugh, but the next moment, she fainted and returned to darkness.

When she woke up again, she vaguely heard Ruyi's low voice: "When will it be okay?" Didn't you say it wasn't a big deal? I've been asleep all day, why haven't I woken up? ”

Then another voice with a little vicissitudes of life said: "This is caused by the exhaustion of the body, and the heat in the body has subsided, so it stands to reason that I should wake up." ”

As soon as Runrun moved, someone at the head of the bed immediately said, "Wake up, wake up!" ”

Ruyi walked briskly to the head of the bed.

Runrun saw that it was her, and involuntarily began to cry.

Ruyi hurriedly said: "Don't cry, don't cry, the heat on your body has just subsided." Don't break your body by crying. ”

Runrun wanted to speak, but felt that his throat was unusually dry.

Ruyi let Mo Xiang help Runrun up, let Runrun lean on herself, and took the water handed by the maid and fed it to her.

"The doctor said that your throat was injured by medication, and you had a fever before, and you need to recuperate for a while before you can recover."

Runrun finished drinking the water, felt uncomfortable, and smiled at her.

Ruyi was distressed and said, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I can't even recognize you......"

Runrun patted the back of her hand and shook her head.

Ruyi is really guilty, if it weren't for the fact that she patronized the affairs of the family during this time and neglected to take care of Runrun, she would have found out that the one in the East Palace was an imposter a long time ago!

Ruyi helped her lie down again and tucked the quilt for her, "You are sleeping, the doctor said that your body is exhausted these days and you need to recuperate." ”

Runrun lay down again, and also recognized that the place where he was, it was the room of Ruyi of the Chengguo Mansion.

"I'm going to ask my cousin over later?" Ruyi discussed with her.

"Don't!" Runrun said it without thinking about it. Her throat was unusually dry, and her voice was hoarse and deep. After saying this, he began to cough.

"Okay, okay, I'll listen to you. Don't worry. "Ruyi comforts her and gives her a good breath." When I went back to save you, the guards of the East Palace had already returned to the palace to restore their lives, only the people in our house were there, you can rest assured. ”

Runrun nodded and closed his eyes in the warm quilt.