20. Struggle
Shen Huan raised his eyes a little, slowly met his gaze, and asked with a soft smile, "Third brother, what are you looking at?" ”
Gu Cheng was stunned by the question, his jaw trembled slightly, avoiding her gaze, "I was thinking, you seem to have grown taller than before." ”
Shen Huan laughed more and more, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were vivid and bright, "How long have you been here, haven't you looked at me well?" ”
The smile was clearly brighter than the bright moon in the sky, and Gu Cheng felt inexplicably angry, "No, what do you mean by this?" ”
"It's not easy to pay attention to these things when you're together all day," Shen Huan tilted his head sideways, looked at him and smiled, "You have to look carefully for a while to be aware of it." ”
She was smiling, there may be dissatisfaction in her words, but the tone was not coquettish, nor did she take Qiao, she was still light and light, without a trace of resentment.
Clean and neat, like her eyes, still and steady.
His heart jumped suddenly, and there was a sound, it turned out that what he liked was the way she looked, always knowing what he wanted, being able to keep his heart, and being ruthless.
He couldn't look any further, he knew he should leave, but his legs were uncontrollable, and he couldn't move at all. The good night and beautiful scenery originally had nothing to do with him, but he was reluctant.
At this moment, Gu Cheng began to look down on himself in his heart.
After sorting out his thoughts, a long time has passed, and he bowed his head and advised, "It's not peaceful outside lately, so it's better to go out less at night." If you really want to go, keep a snack and make sure you are safe. ”
Shen Huan let out a "hmm", like a voice floating out of his throat, "I won't let myself have an accident, I still have two things to do." ”
Gu Cheng naturally knew which two things, and he couldn't stand it at first glance, but his heart was still trembling. After a while, he made up his mind, and said in a cold voice, "Go back and rest well." ”
"Okay." She didn't force her to stay, turned around, and looked back again, "You take good care of yourself, I will guard my wife for you." ”
However, Xu's illness has always been good for a while, and it has been bad for a while, but the time when he needs Shen Huan's care is not long, it is nothing more than a matter of a few hours during the day.
In the evening, the patient fell asleep, Shen Huan returned to the room, and was about to change his clothes to practice his qi quietly, when Zhu's mother suddenly rushed in like a gust of wind, her face was anxious, "Girl, go and take a look, the third master seems to be too sick, and he is uncomfortable at this time." I'm not sure what's going on......"
He sighed after a pause, "One or two in the family have fallen, isn't it embarrassing for my wife and son." ”
Shen Huan listened, but sat down calmly, his mind calm, "Have you invited a doctor?" ”
"The third master said no, please." I wish my mother a hundred turns, with a sad face, "This is relying on the good body, I have to get through it by myself, and I refuse to ask someone to accompany me, I really have no idea, so I came to find the girl and go to help take a look." ”
It wasn't her turn to take care of it, and everyone in the Gu family knew that although they were brother and sister in name, they were two men and women with different surnames who were not related by blood.
Shen Huan was not in a hurry, collected his clothes, and followed Zhu's mother to the East House without saying a word. Pushing the door in, I suddenly felt a chill hit me. After a sweep, the fire on the charcoal pot was completely extinguished.
In the twilight of autumn, there was frost outside, and Gu Cheng had never been considered hot, so why did he make the house so cold.
The light was still on, Shen Huan looked over by the candlelight, and saw Gu Cheng sitting on the edge of the bed, with only a plain middle slip on his body, and his face was a little weird crimson, but he was staring at her with a stunned expression.
His eyes slowly turned red, but he didn't get up, and asked in a calm voice, "What are you doing here?" ”
The two of them looked at each other intently, and they didn't pay attention to the clang, the door suddenly closed, followed by a series of tinkling bells, wishing my mother to be outside the door, and quickly dropped two locks, and the trembling tone was full of determination, "Third master, I'm sorry for you, turn around and wait for the matter to be over, the old woman will let you go, but you must not let it down...... You should be wronged for the sake of fulfilling your wife. ”
Gu Chengteng stood up, because he got up too violently, there was a burst of gold stars in front of him, he took two steps forward, and suddenly saw Shen Huan standing tall again. There was no way to advance or retreat, but he looked flustered and sat back on the bed again at a loss.
He didn't dare to look at her, and she didn't avoid his gaze, so they looked at each other, and she saw that his eyes, between his eyebrows, and the shadows on the corners of his lips were full of pain.
They both understood that they were forced to fall into an extremely absurd situation.
Shen Huan only paused, then walked up to him without hesitation.
"Don't come here." He let out a sudden low growl, halting her steps.
It's a pity that she only stopped for a moment, she had already ignored his concerns, and continued to walk forward, while staring at it, "What's wrong with you, are you drugged, I'll help you see." ”
He raised his hand and his eyebrows were twisted, "No, I just drank some wine." ”
No wonder there was an unusual flush on his face, "It's not that you don't like to drink?" She relieved herself, and then stopped not far away.
"I can't sleep." He lowered his head, the silhouette in the light was tired, "The wine should be clean, they are not ...... Not so calculated. ”
But he was indeed drunk, his face was hot, and even his eyes were red, Shen Huan took two steps forward, and his voice gradually slowed, "You are not feeling well, I will help you lie down." ”
Gu Cheng was surprised in her heart, and was at a loss for a while, whether she really didn't understand or pretended not to understand, or deliberately pretended not to understand, she didn't have time to think about it, and shouted urgently, "No, you stand far away." ”
When the words fell, she stood still suddenly, stayed for a moment, her face was calm, and she said softly, "Third brother, are you sad?" If you're too upset, you can hug me. ”
Gu Cheng's thoughts were in turmoil, he was completely distracted, and his eyes were scattered, and he couldn't stop her from approaching at all, nor could he stop her from stopping beside him.
Her voice sounded clearly and brightly, "Your room is too cold, I feel a little cold." ”
The tone was pure calm, Gu Cheng was full of trepidation, looked up at her, and found that there was not the slightest trace of love burning on her face, only pure calmness just like her voice.
This is exactly what he likes, from the beginning to the present, his heart and mind, lingering.
He shook it, stood up like a nightmare, stretched out his arms involuntarily, wrapped it gently, and hugged her, and his arms were like being placed on a charcoal fire, and even his bone marrow became hot.
Perhaps after a stick of incense, his breath gradually became heavier, his hands became tighter and tighter, his forehead pressed against her eyebrow bone, and his gentle eyes had long lost their usual tranquility, leaving only the mania of forbearance and the hideousness of restraint.
He knew that all the blood in his body was boiling, as if something strange and familiar had come to life. As soon as you wake up, you will be overwhelmed.
He didn't remember what the person in front of him had to do with him, he just wanted to pounce on the girl like a jade like a beast at this moment, her body was in his arms, every strand was alive, tough and powerful.
At this moment, Shen Huan did not move or struggle, and let him hold tightly. Looking at his face, imagining his pain, suddenly I had the urge to cry, my nose was slightly sore, and then I twitched slightly.
It's not loud, but it's enough to be a head-on drink. Gu Cheng suddenly came to his senses and pushed her away violently, with so much strength that she was caught off guard in an instant.
"You go." He suppressed his voice, still rougher than usual, and turned his head away from looking at her.
She glanced at him faintly, bit her lower lip, and said in a tone that did not hesitate, "Listen to your heart, there is no need to fight against heaven and man, you know, I will be willing." ”
He raised his face, hiding the lust/lust surging in his eyes, and retreated again and again until there was no way to retreat, "It shouldn't be like this, you won't understand, even if we have to ...... Nor should it be in this way. ”
She was stunned for a moment, and then heard him whisper again, "You go, I don't want to blaspheme you, let alone the ...... between us."
He didn't finish his words, but Shen Huan felt that she understood everything at this moment.
However, his feet still seemed to be nailed, and he waited for a long time for her to turn around, so he could not wait to get up and walk towards the door. The door was locked with two copper locks, which were entwined and extremely strong.
He hit it with his body, and it took a lot of force. She moved closer and watched quietly.
In fact, both he and she knew that those two locks couldn't stop her at all, and she was reluctant to do it, just because she didn't want to leave.
She wanted to fake her hand, so he desperately tried to open the door several times.
Gu Cheng pushed open the door and turned sideways, with a depressed expression and a hint of relief, "Hurry up." ”
Shen Huan's expression was calm, as before, he looked at him, and then rushed out more and more. The door behind him slammed shut.
The moonlight under the corridor was as clear as frost, glowing with a cold and cold light. Zhu Mother heard the movement, hunched over, trembled and ran out, only glanced at her, and was already full of sorrow, "Miss Huan...... The third master ......"
The old mother was spitting and spitting, wanting to ask and stopping, with her own helplessness and unwillingness.
"Third brother is fine, don't worry." Shen Huan walked in front of her calmly, with a shallow smile on his lips, "You want to be bad, my wife also wants to be bad, the third brother doesn't look down on me at all." ”