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The flower festival on a spring night is noisy and lively.

In Pei Yuan's smiling eyes, Ren Jia stood in place with Zhizhi in his arms, seemingly indifferent.

The bustling tourists slowly squeezed over, and in her silent and complicated eyes, Pei Yuan quickly stepped forward to protect the person in his arms.

This person's temperature and breath are too familiar, and she who has been addicted to this embrace is not as light as she imagined.

If it was Pei Yuansi, maybe she could still turn around and leave, but why Pei Yuan?

Even if it is the same person, he who appears in different postures also represents different meanings in Ren Jia's mind.

Pei Yuan is the beginning of her heartbeat, her love affair with a mixture of sweet and bitter taste.

And Pei Yuansi is the object of her abandoning her worries and scruples and deciding to enter a marriage.

Perhaps from the moment she agreed to manage a relationship and marriage with him with a new identity and attitude, she became an emotional loser.

"Jiajia." Pei Yuan's voice was filled with joy.

He had called her in this voice too many times, and unlike her current complexity and hesitation, he still had pure and passionate feelings.

The purity that once bewitched her has not changed at all, but Ren Jia can no longer bear it.

"I'm sorry, I don't know you." She heard her own bland voice.

Zhizhi nestled in his mother's arms, blinking his eyes and looking curiously at the man in front of him, the similarity between the two eyebrows and the corners of his eyes made him particularly fresh, but after hearing his mother's words, he pursed his lips and looked away.

The people who make his mother unhappy are the objects he hates.

If it was Pei Yuan who had met before, he might have opened his mouth to refute it, but now he met him was obviously different, his smile was still gentle, but his tone was unquestionable, "Jiajia, let's talk." ”

On the street, because of the long stay and confrontation between the two, it has attracted the attention of many people, and the guards who followed Pei Yuan surrounded the two of them cautiously and vigilantly, which caused everyone to stop.

Ren Jia's silence was regarded as a tacit acquiescence, and Pei Yuan circled the person in his arms and walked briskly to the nearby inn.

Shan Yang was beside him from the beginning to the end, and was surprised by this woman who suddenly appeared and seemed to be the beloved of the head of the family, especially when he saw the very familiar child in her arms, he couldn't close his mouth in surprise.

He, the head of the family who has no desire and doesn't care about anything, when did he have a son?

God, this trip to Shanying County is really thrilling enough.

Quickly smashed down a high-priced guest room in the inn, Shan Yang watched without squinting as the head of the house brought people into the room, and closed the door heavily.

Holding Zhizhi and sitting down at the table, Ren Jia looked at his son's somewhat distressed little face, and said gently, "Is Zhizhi sleepy?" Do you want to go to bed first? ”

"I'm not sleepy," Zhizhi shook his little head and looked at his mother with wide eyes, "I want to protect my mother." ”

Ren Jia chuckled lightly and touched his son's head, "Mom wants to talk to this uncle about something now, do you know how to play by yourself for a while?" ”

Zhizhi looked back and forth between the two of them a few times with a frowning little face, and finally seemed to have finally made up his mind and nodded, "I listen to my mother." ”

Pei Yuan looked at the pouting child in front of him, smiled even deeper, walked over and hugged the person in his arms, and weighed it with his hand, "Don't worry, I won't bully my mother." ”

Zhizhi, who was held in the arms of a stranger, blushed, resisted this sudden intimacy, even though this embrace made him feel close and comfortable, but he still stiffened his mouth, "You go away!" I don't know you! ”

The child's eyes that were shining because of anger made Pei Yuan smile, he opened the door with someone in his arms, and said to Shan Yang, who was standing at the door, "You take the little young master to eat something, my wife and I have something to talk about." ”

Shan Yang stiffened his body and nodded, looking at the little child who was put into his arms and huffing, he felt a little dizzy.

The door in front of him was closed again, he looked at the young and weak child in his arms, and tried his best to call out in the gentlest voice in his life, "Little master? ”

"Don't bother me." Zhizhi muttered, staring at the door in front of him without squinting, as if he was going to rush in as soon as there was movement inside.

Shan Yang smiled bitterly, holding the freshly baked young master and continuing to be his door god, God knows that he is most afraid of dealing with children, it is safer to stay here than to take him elsewhere.

In the inn room where there were only two people left, Pei Yuan looked at the woman sitting at the table with calm eyebrows, and said with a smile, "Uncle? ”

Ren Jia poured himself a cup of tea, looked at the tea stalks churning up and down in the cup, and continued to be silent.

Pei Yuan stepped forward and took away the teacup that attracted the other party's attention, and finally got her gaze.

"I said, I'll find you." There was too much emotion in the lowered voice, Ren Jia was stunned, and when he was held into the arms of the other party, he did not resist.

He always found her, and even in the days when she lost her memory, he kept his promise.

"He shouldn't have let you come." Ren Jia spoke in a low voice.

"If I don't come, I won't be able to find you." Pei Yuan gently hugged the person into his arms, he hadn't been so close to her for too long, and the joy of losing and regaining almost overwhelmed his reason.

Ren Jia leaned on Pei Yuan's chest and was silent.

Pei Yuan forced himself to suppress the desire in his heart and gushed out his feelings, and asked in a low voice, "Sue me, what happened in that world?" ”

The small world she spent with him was the key to Yiqiē's transformation, whether it was his slumber or her amnesia, the root cause was there.

It's a pity that that little world has completely collapsed, and along with his memories.

The first time he met her when he was asleep, he didn't have the slightest memory of the past, like a newcomer, but even then, he still found her.

Ren Jia raised her head slowly, Pei Yuan in front of her was still the same as when she was excited, but it was already different.

"Sue me." There was an irrepressible insistence in his voice.

For Ren Jia, it was not a pleasant memory, or it could be said that it was the part of all her memories that she was most unwilling to face and relive.

Her eyes changed, and the eyes he loved were filled with naked pain and fear.

Since he met her, he had never seen her in such a fragile posture, just the memories were already unbearable, Pei Yuan suddenly didn't dare to imagine what happened in that world, perhaps, that would be the thing he regretted the most.

"In that world, I got married to Pei Yuansi." Hearing her calm voice, Pei Yuan realized that she had finally begun to tell about his lost memories.

"Thinking is for you," even if there is no memory, Pei Yuan clearly knows what he is thinking, "Yuan is a gift you gave me when we first met, Si represents my longing and longing, and it is a wedding gift." ”

Ren Jia knew for the first time that he had changed his name because of this intention, she thought that he was just trying a different life with a new attitude, but she didn't expect his intention to be here.

"And then what happened?" The root cause of the derailment is exactly what happened next, Pei Yuan tried his best to control his feelings, he had a hunch that let him lose control to the point of destroying a small world, and the truth would still make him lose control.

"We've been married for three years," Ren Jia smiled, "and then one day when I woke up, you were gone." ”

"There's no way I'm going to leave you." The smile on her face stung his eyes, how much he valued her and he knew best, it was impossible to disappear without saying goodbye for no reason.

"Maybe you haven't heard of this," Ren Jia paused and said calmly, "Marriage is the grave of love, when you walk into marriage with the same person, you may soon get tired of it, you know, marriage and love are two completely different things." ”

Pei Yuan didn't agree, but he didn't refute it, her eyes showed that this was the truth she believed, maybe this was the source of her pain, he knew too well that she had multiple feelings.

So, what about fear?

Ren Jia looked at the inquiring eyes in front of him, and lowered his head slightly, "After you left, I had knowledge." ”

The arrival of Zhizhi supported her through that time, and she was too busy taking care of this fragile little life in her womb to be sad.

It doesn't matter if she doesn't have a father, at least she has to be a competent mother.

"My child." Pei Yuan couldn't tell what mood he was in now, he was surprised, happy, guilty, and distressed, even if he had a strange impression of the child when he first saw him, he didn't dare to think that he was really the continuation of his life.

Survival and reproduction were difficult for them, and he never imagined that he would be able to have a child with her.

"When I was six months old, I encountered the 'Mandate of Heaven'." As soon as Ren Jia's words came out, Pei Yuan's expression changed suddenly, "Where did they go?" Did you meet them? What did they do? ”

As a hostile organization intent on snatching the energy core of the small world, Destiny has always been unscrupulous, not to mention that many taskers were bewitched and turned against the water before this, and Daystar, as the best tasker under him, has always been the spearhead of their co-optation and attack.

Ren Jia's eyes flickered, and in Pei Yuan's tense gaze, he smiled, "Then I almost lost my knowledge." ”

That's where her fear comes from, and as a mother, there's nothing more terrifying for her than the loss of a child.

Pei Yuan suppressed the surging feelings in his chest, he definitely couldn't get out of control a second time, not to mention, she obviously hid too much, maybe it was worse than he imagined.

"1528, you come on." It was enough to force her to recall a qiē again, Pei Yuan thought of the Zhi Brain who had long been out of the jurisdiction of the system, and his voice was cold and hard.

Ren Jia's intention to stop him was stopped, Pei Yuan took the person who was forced into a deep sleep into his arms, looked at 1528 with a sad expression next to him, and repeated, "All of them, you say." ”

1528 looked at the sleeping master and his painful eyes, and his tone was flat, "Jiajia lied to you, in fact, she didn't almost lose her senses. ”

A voice with a slight malice slowly sounded, "The truth is that both she and Zhizhi have died. ”