Shen Yi'an sent Song Yaxian back, although Song Yaxian was lying on the bed, she grabbed him with both hands, "Yi'an, don't go, you can't leave me." ”

Her hand was so tightly gripped that he couldn't leave, so he had to sit on the edge of the bed and pull up the quilt to cover her. She looked at him with a grin, her eyes shining like a mist in the light. Shen Yi'an found out that she and Su Meilin actually have two similarities, because the temperament and personality are too different, so it is difficult to capture these two similarities.

"Yi'an, you look so good." She smiled silly, but she was as simple as a child, "It makes me nervous that you will be snatched away, afraid that you will fall in love with someone else." I wonder if I'm afraid you'll leave when you're not with me, and I'm still afraid you'll leave me when you're not with me. Don't leave me, okay? If you leave me, I don't even know how I'm going to live."

Shen Yi'an stared at her reddened face, "What do you love about me?" ”

She shook her head like a rattle, "I don't know, it's just a hobby and a hobby, I love you everywhere." Including the way you sit in the corner when you are angry, you will think it looks so good and want to be with you for the rest of your life. ”

Shen Yi'an sighed, "Is there anything you don't love?" ”

She was confused, and then looked like a ghost, "I whispered to you, and you will act as if you didn't hear it." I don't like the way he looks when he's sad, I don't like the way he looks when he's talking to other women on the phone, and I don't like him when he's leaving me. ”

Her gaze became glazed, as if she was in some kind of love, and finally shook her head, closed her eyes and fell asleep, losing even the strength in her hands. Shen Yi'an withdrew his hand, he looked at his hand, it was a little red, she really used her strength just now. He stared at her sleeping face, a lot of emotions were circulating in his heart, and there was no outlet for a long time.

He took the quilt for her again and turned to walk out of her room.

It didn't take long for the door to close outside, and at the same time, Song Yaxian opened her eyes, her eyes were clear and focused, without a trace of the hazy and delicate just now. Her hand clenched the sheets tightly, she was drunk like this, but he still chose to leave, and a piece of his heart seemed to have been dug out by something.

"Yaxian, you can't always be so passive to accept Shen Yi'an's feelings, he needs you to beckon, when he doesn't need you, he will treat it as if he doesn't need you, it's not that you just need to be silent, Shen Yi'an will belong to you in the end. You have to learn to take the initiative to let Shen Yi'an know how important he is in your heart, and at the same time, let Shen Yi'an make you important. Chen Siying warned her.

"But I've always been like this, you don't have to worry about me, he just hasn't been determined yet. The female anchor found me before and said that she was Yi An's true love, and asked me to leave Yi An and let Yi An be free to fulfill them. I didn't do anything, Yi An directly made it impossible for the female anchor to appear on the TV station, let alone appear in front of me. ”

"Yaxian, it also depends on who your opponent is, and now your opponent is Su Meilin. To put it mildly, don't you think Su Meilin is like your nemesis? Whether it is you or your relatives and friends, as long as you are stained with Su Meilin, you will become unlucky. I didn't believe in evil before, and I think Shen Yi'an is not an exception, not only helping you teach Su Meilin a lesson, but also making her cursed by so many people and disdained by people in her circle. Although she is still with Ji Chuange, it doesn't affect you anything. But now, she made a comeback directly because she was pregnant, especially Shen Yi'an's weird attitude of wanting her to give birth to a child, if Shen Yi'an had no feelings for Su Meilin, how could she want Su Meilin to give birth to a child? Yaxian, you have to have a long snack, you can lose in the past, but you can't lose now, if you lose, not only lose your love, but also your whole life"

Chen Siying's words were still echoing in her ears, Song Yaxian got up from the bed, she walked out of the room and found that there was no trace of human breath in the dark outside, she turned on the light unwillingly, and turned it off in an instant, he really left, really left.

She quickly ran to the balcony and saw the figure that haunted her, and he didn't look back, didn't look in his direction. The despair in her heart deepened little by little, she thought that if the light was on, he would turn around and find that he was awake and would be exposed, but it turned out that he was just thinking too much.

"Do you really like Su Meilin?" She shook her head vigorously, unwilling to believe it, "No, it can't be, you're just doing this to me because she's pregnant." ”

She refused to believe that Shen Yi'an, who had always been gentle to her and special to her, would really fall in love with someone else one day, and that other person was the one she couldn't accept the most.

She remembers that the weather was very bright that day, the flowers on the campus were blooming luxuriantly, and the smiling faces of the students were more comfortable than the spring breeze and brighter than the sun. As soon as she walked out of the classroom, a girl from the next class squeezed to her side, "I heard that you are the girlfriend of Ji Chuange of the basketball team?" ”

Song Yaxian didn't speak, because there were too many girls in this grade who liked Ji Chuange, she was afraid that others would be hostile to her, and once the girl's jealousy attacked, the power was incalculable.

The girl didn't mind her attitude, "You have to have a snack, I heard that Ji Chuange often goes out with a very beautiful girl during this time, and they say that the girl likes Ji Chuange." ”

Yes? Song Yaxian was a little stunned, and then she didn't care, there were too many such rumors, she was once angry with Ji Chuange for this kind of rumors, and then Ji Chuange explained again and again, probably he was also tired of explaining, and said to her directly, "You trust me so much?" People can disbelieve me, but you can't distrust me. ”

Later, she chose to believe Ji Chuange, those so-called rumors, passed on again and again, and became a passing cloud again and again, and no one could remember it.

After self-study that night, she went to watch Ji Chuange play ball, Ji Chuange didn't play for long, and stayed with her to walk around the campus. He had something very clean and sunny on him, which made her feel safe and warm when she was around him. She walked under the street lamp, playing with their shadows with great interest, "Ji Chuange, I heard that you have been very close to a very beautiful girl recently, you have to recruit them from the truth." ”

"Recruit what?"

She continued to step on her shadow, she couldn't step on it, she felt very interesting, and she didn't see Ji Chuange's expression a little complicated, "How beautiful is that beauty!" ”

Ji Chuange was stunned for a moment, he thought she asked him to explain the matter, "Are you also interested in beauties?" ”

"Does the law say that girls can't be interested in beautiful women? Let's talk about how beautiful she is. ”

"There's not much to say." Ji Chuange lowered his head, he thought of Su Meilin's appearance, and thought in his heart that there was really nothing to say, a big beauty that didn't need to be described in words, any language lost its meaning in front of Su Meilin, and only the word "beauty" remained.

Song Yaxian was satisfied, thinking that he was still the same as in the past, but fortunately she didn't really believe in other people's words.

In the future, she was busy with exams, and although she and Ji Chuange met occasionally, they could only say a few words. After the mid-term exam, the things about Su Meilin's Ji Chuan Ge became more and more powerful, and when she heard Su Meilin's name, she was instinctively stunned, and then she was a little suspicious, could Su Meilin do it on purpose?

She found Ji Chuange, and the first time she saw him, she felt that something had changed. His gaze was not hot, he seemed to be a pressure to him, and the reason why he was willing to meet him by the grove in the playground seemed to be because he had something to say to himself.

She felt uneasy and apprehensive for the first time, but she smiled hard, "Ji Chuange, recently it was rumored that you and that beauty were together, and it was said that you went out together on a secret date, she went to the basketball court to cheer you on, and then you went to the store to buy popsicles together." ”

She felt that the smile on her face must be stiff, and she hoped that he would refute it, or that he would explain it to herself, but he was silent.

"Why don't you speak?" She poked his arm with her fingers.

Finally, Ji Chuange looked at her, "Yaxian, these are true." ”

"What?" She couldn't believe what she was hearing.

"Everything you heard about me and Su Meilin is true." He looked her in the eye and said calmly and cruelly, "I'm sorry. ”

"What do you mean by that?"

"I'm in love with Su Meilin, and I want to be with her."

"How can you do this" She fled, but the man didn't come after her.

That day was like a nightmare for Song Yaxian, she thought she would always pamper and care for her boyfriend, but she turned around and fell in love with someone else. She became confused, but what made her even more uncomfortable was that Ji Chuange was directly with Su Meilin. Even when some people spread bad news about Su Meilin, Ji Chuange took the initiative to find her and asked her not to blame Su Meilin, it was all his fault, and asked her and Chen Siying to stop talking bad about Su Meilin.

It was the darkest day of Song Yaxian's entire youth, and she seemed to hear others everywhere talking about how good Ji Chuange was to Su Meilin, and Ji Chuange also drank the boys who said bad things about Su Meilin and had a fight. Song Yaxian didn't understand, why Ji Chuange knew that Su Meilin was just using him, but he would still be dead set on Su Meilin, was it because of Su Meilin's beautiful face?

Those moments made up a nightmare that made her feel painful when she thought about it, and it hurt once she thought about it, and she didn't want to go through it again.

No, not really.